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𝐿𝑎𝑐𝑒，𝑏𝑜𝑤𝑠，𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑟，𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙𝑠，𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑜 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑠，𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠，𝑗𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑦𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑠，𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑎 𝑑𝑒𝑙 𝑟𝑒𝑦，𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑘，𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑑，𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑔𝑒，𝑐𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑒，𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡．．𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒
𝑀𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑢𝑛，𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑓𝑓， 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑡𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑！
𝐻𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𐙚
my experience with rose
i feel like it's finally my turn to say something. i've kept this to myself for so long but seeing people still love rose, and now that she's finally gone i can't stay quiet anymore.
i was 15. the whole time i was so confused. she would constantly talk sexual with me, telling me about her fantasies and making comments i didn't even understand yet. she asked me to call with her, and on those calls she'd always bring up sexual stuff. i didn't know what to say. i just remember feeling weird, uncomfortable like i had to just sit there and go along with it even though i didn't want to.
eventually i blocked her. she blocked me back, and then i deactivated. since then tumblr hasn't felt safe for me. every time i see her name or people saying how much they love her it brings all of it back.
i think this is the last time i'll ever be on here. i don't even know why i'm writing this except that i just want to finally be heard. i've carried this for so long in silence and maybe it doesn't even matter anymore but it matters to me.
the worst part is i barely have any screenshots because i deactivated my account back then. that makes me scared no one will believe me. it scares me that most of this only exists in my memory and maybe only i will ever know what truly happened.
sometimes i feel like maybe i'm being dramatic. like maybe i overreacted or made it bigger than it was. but then i remember how sick it made me feel, how confused i was how i didn't even know what to say when she would start talking sexual with me. i was 15. that shoulve been enough for her to know it was wrong
i don't know. maybe i'll regret posting this maybe people won't believe me, but at least i finally said it out loud.
please i beg, interact with this any way i really want to feel heard it feels like im being dramatic but then I remember how much it still bothers me.
tags for awareness@cvnntagious @darksturnz @y3sterdaysproblem @passionfruitchris @nickssidewitch @humpster35
i’ve not been so active on here to actually know the full story about what’s happening but after reading this i’ve heard enough, this is disgusting and i’m so sorry this happened to you, we’re so happy you spoke out
(found on pin creds to original :p)
too real
Never had an original experience ever
