I'm literally gonna crash the fuck out. I want to go to fucking school, man, but my parents won't fucking let me because they think I only wanna go so I can sneak out of school and vape. Which isn't fucking true, man. I want to focus on my school, and while yes, I can get homeschooled and shit, which is what's happening, it's not the fucking same. I get so stressed out because it's constant noise or they explain it weird. It's easier for me to have someone up front explaining and writing shit down on a giant board then have my parents explain. My dad is good at explaining, but he works almost every day, so he can't even help, man.

I'm so fucking done, I just wanna go to school, but I can't. She's forcing me to stay home. I'm so stressed at home and I never even get a break.

Lowkey, I enjoy school, it's an escape for me, the only time I ever truly hated it was when everyone in my old school hated me.

Being out of school for a bit has made me realize how much I truly did not hate it, it was only the people....

I adore the small little things about school. The stupid little jokes, trying not to laugh with you bsf when the teacher is already pissed, skipping, gossiping, doing all that stupid shit. I love it. Those moments are my favorite.

Though, I also enjoy learning in certain classes. When you have a great teacher that you adore is honestly the best.