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Marvel Cinematic Universe:
Mystery Parent x Son Reader: I do too (angst) (Triggering!)
James Bucky Barnes x Avenger Male Reader: Don't say that again (platonic) (angst with comfort) (Triggering!)
Shadow Hunters:
Magnus Bane x Femboy Male Reader: Come here lil one~ (romantic) (slight 18+)
Supernatural:
Winchester Brothers x Male Reader: Brother (platonic) (angst with comfort)
Drabbles:
Kara lands in front of Y/N…
Kara: hey bestie, still trying to get a handle on your scarab?
Y/N: yeah. Khaji just doesn’t want to function
Khaji: identifying person of interest
Y/N; Khaji no!
Khaji: Kara Zor El. Is this the one you desire to mate with?
Y/N; d’oh!
Kara: (blushes) I didn’t even need my super hearing to hear that
Y/N:
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☽ Memory becomes absolute garbage. Like “why am I in the kitchen?” garbage. “What was I saying?” garbage. Their brain is running on buffering screens and regret.
☽ Fine motor skills? Ha. They’re dropping everything. Pens. Phones. Entire moral compass. They’re basically a malfunctioning claw machine.
☽ Hallucinations creep in. That jacket on the chair? Suddenly a person. That noise? Definitely doom. Everything becomes mildly haunted.
☽ Time gets weird. Five minutes feel like a year. A full hour disappears and they swear they blinked wrong.
☽ Irritation skyrockets. They get mad at chairs. At air. At gravity. At the audacity of other humans continuing to exist.
☽ Their voice sounds weird. Slow, scratchy, like they swallowed sand.
☽ They walk like a drunk baby giraffe. Walls suddenly jump closer. Floors rise unexpectedly. Coordination said: “I’m out.”
☽ Zoning out becomes a hobby. They stare at random objects like they’re trying to understand quantum mechanics.
☽ Vision blurs in and out. Like someone smeared Vaseline over their eyeballs out of spite.
☽ Their body just hurts. Not a dramatic pain, just the “why does my skeleton feel like it’s buzzing?” pain.
☽ Food cravings go feral. They’d fight someone for a stale cookie.
☽ Terrible choices. They will absolutely say “I’m fine” while making decisions that end in disaster.
☽ Random emotional implosions. Crying because their sock feels wrong? Yes.
☽ Cold hands. Cold feet. Cold heart. (Okay maybe not the last one, but it feels like it.)
✧ Broken ribs suck. You don’t just “walk it off.” Breathing hurts. Laughing hurts. Existing hurts. Characters with rib injuries won’t be doing heroic sprints.
✧ Concussions aren’t instant naps. Dazed vision, nausea, dizziness, maybe even personality changes, but they’re not going to collapse neatly like in the movies.
✧ Blood loss is sneaky. It’s not just about dramatic pools of blood. It’s dizziness, confusion, and the body getting cold as circulation tanks.
✧ Adrenaline lies. Someone can take a serious injury and not feel it until the fight’s over. That “I didn’t realize I was bleeding until later” trope? Very real.
✧ Twisted ankles are brutal. One bad step and suddenly running is off the table. Even walking hurts like hell. Perfect way to ground a chase scene.
✧ Burns linger. Even small burns hurt more than most people expect. Blisters, infection risk, constant pain, it’s not just a cool scar later.
✧ Dislocated shoulders = useless arm. Characters can’t keep swinging a sword or firing a gun. They’re basically fighting one-armed until it’s fixed.
✧ Shock is a thing. Pale skin, trembling, rapid heartbeat, and eventually disorientation. A character might not even realize how bad their wound is.
✧ Stitches aren’t magic. Getting sewn up is painful and recovery takes time. They’re not instantly battle-ready after a needle and thread.
✧ Scars tell stories. Some fade, some don’t. Some stay sensitive forever. Don’t forget the aftermath when the wound becomes part of the character.
some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.
I couldn't remember the word "doorknob" ten minutes ago.
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Gahhhh. Requirement. Necessity. Absolute insanity.
To everyone that's still following me after the long ahh break... two things:
Soooooooo, I'm here to restart my writing journey. I hope you all give me strength and follow me on it. Please request, too. Thank you once again!
Mick x driver!male!reader but childhood friends to rivals to lovers trope pls?
been writing this for so long, but I love it so much, and I'm finally happy with it :)
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mick schumacher x male!driver!reader - childhood friends to rivals to lovers
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yup! my blog is safe for non-binary people!
Let's have an honest conversation about something that drives me absolutely crazy. You know those little comments and judgments that somehow only seem to apply to women? Yeah, we need to talk about that.
When men vs. when women do the exact same thing:
The classics that never seem to die:
The endless contradictions:
How it's perceived:
The never-ending judgment:
Things I'm tired of seeing:
The ridiculous expectations:
What we're dealing with:
What this actually means for us:
What we can do about it:
2. Break the patterns
3. Change the narrative
Remember:
I love my job, but reblogging employment jelly for someone else I love.
HEY GUYS !! NEED HELP !!
so i have a stats project (cause guess who’s still stuck in high school 😻) anyways if y’all could answer a few questions it would be helpful🙏🏼🙏🏼
1. do you drink coffee? (yes/ no)
2. how many hours of sleep do you get on average?
ANY response would be helpful!! comment, reblog, dm, query box!! anything works!!
TYSM <3
This might be my last ask, so here it goes.
i want to thank you for listening to me this intently... and giving help when I felt hopeless.... and to all those reading, a Directioner or not, I'm not putting out my feelings on the internet to seek attention... I'm doing it so at the least a few people who share my pain can get their questions answered and feel validated.... and not alone.... we are here for each other... as Directioners.... and as humans.... as this bunch of people who shared a music taste in the past.... to mourning a dear member... we are in this together..... you are not alone.. any and all pain you feel is validated.... and please talk to someone... me, they, someone who's ready to listen.... we're here.... and mental health is no joke.... so please check up on your loved ones and those who seem to be struggling... maybe you could be to them what One Direction was to us at a point... help people.... be kind.... show love... and stay strong...
and one last request... as hard as the funeral might be for us, it's harder on the people close to Liam.... he was a son, a brother to 2 sisters and 4 brothers..... a father to dear little Bear... and a BF... an inspiration... a light in the dark times and a sweet soul..... so please please respect their time of grievance and let them have their moment.... y'all have to realize Niall performed knowing he and Liam had come together to Argentina but he's gonna have to leave alone.... Zayn has to live with the fact that they weren't on the best terms in his last days and cancelling his tour.... Louis faces a particularly harsh reality that he has to be an uncle to Bear without Liam being there with them.... and Harry has to live with the fact that one day... he might outgrow Liam... be 32... they are grieving too... they are in much harsher pain than us, and I urge you, every one of you, to respect the.... they owe us no explanation.... don't go up to them for photos and such... and please do not see the funeral as a reunion, but as a final goodbye.... because "goodbyes are bittersweet.... but it's not the end.... I'll see your face... again".... (Niall Horan in "Walking in the wind" album: Made in the A.M.")
and finally, I know it might be late to say this but.... dear Liam... if you can see/hear this somehow.... i want to thank you.... thank you for the memories... the laughs.. the tears... the lyric changes... the water fights and all the fun moments.... I'm glad I could hear your music ever.... and I'm sorry.... I'm sorry you had to go through what you had to.... but we're always proud of you, champ..... we love you... and we miss you.... rest easy.... and hope you're happier wherever you are...
Love, Directioner....
you don’t have to thank me for listening! and your message is beautiful ❤️🩹, if you ever need anyone to talk to, my dms/asks are always open 🫂
Do you ever feel…. fake? the feeling of non-genuinity…. I'm that right now.... the nagging in the head… that often reminds me that I was never a Liam fan… and I'm doing this as a way to cope with his death and… feel better about myself… to reassure myself that I couldn't have done something…. it was out of my reach and that… it wasn't my fault…. but not really listening to it out of fandom or favouritism….. and that thought is tormenting me so much so that I can't physically bring myself to listen to any of his or One Direction songs anymore…. and I hate it... i don't want to not be able to listen to them..... it's just a weird feeling and I... don't like it.....
yeah, i get you.
i wasn’t really a liam fan either, he wasn’t my fav out of the one direction lads either but it’s still okay to be sad
there’s people out there who only listen to 1D and none of his solo music, that doesn’t make them any less valid for their pain.
i think part of reeling from the fact that he’s actually passed is disassociating, putting yourself on the outside can help.
it’s okay that you weren’t as involved as you used to be. you don’t need to justify yourself to anyone, if your feelings are genuine then you would know.
you wouldn’t be upset and crying if your feelings weren’t genuine ❤️🩹
i have bouts of when i can and can’t listen to their music, recently i haven’t been able to. that’s okay, i think it will come with time.
there’s a lot of good memories in their music and i don’t think his death will taint those. give it time, you can always start small by listening to the other boys’ solo music before listening to one direction.
it gets better, it gets easier to handle. the only thing is that you need to give yourself time to grieve and recover.
it won’t come instantly and it’s okay. just because you can’t listen to them now doesn’t mean that you never will
As much as I want to believe that it isn't my fault... I just can't seem to bring myself to do it.... like somehow... a part of me... a part of my childhood... a part of my mind that still believed One Direction would be back, died along with Liam... and hell, I'd not even want a reunion, if I can somehow bring him back to life... and on the other hand... I've been so out of touch with what's going on with the boys, that all these allegations on him... that too after he passed... it's tearing my mind apart... I want to tell myself that that wasn't the Payno we knew... the Payno I grew up listening to... the one who could bring a smile on anyone's face.... the dance master Leeroy... the one afraid of fucking spoons, ridiculous, isn't it..? the silliness... the person himself.... I'm not willing to believe that he... he got so bad... that everyone let it get so bad... that somehow I was a part of it too... idk... can't stop that nagging feeling....
As a fan of Justin Bieber AND One Direction, I'm truly scared for what might happen to Justin now... the Biebers have a son... I don't want to, can't, lose another of my favourite artists.... he was on the pedestal since a young age too, and has been through similar shot.... and I'm terrified.... (sorry for the side track)
Now AFTER his death when I learn about him being an abuser and how MUCH people bash him and be unempathetic about it.... I hate myself for even considering stopping supporting him and mourning him... honestly, that thought crossed my m mind... I went... "Am I mourning the wrong person..? Should I be happy that an abuser d¡ed... or sad that he was Liam.... or surprised that Liam could even do that, or empathize with him that it was his coping mechanism.... but it isn't good... but he was good... but he isn't..." and that feeling summed up in a few words beautifully goes like.... "I'm mourning a person who was a part and parcel of my inner child that didn't heal.... but that doesn't mean my older self blindsides his wrongdoings... I'm mourning what Liam was to me... and how his life had become.... also while sympathy with the victim.... who somehow ALSO lost someone MUCH MUCH more important.... her son's father..."
I'll come in with another ask to continue, also I fell asleep (with a lot of struggle) so sorry for the late reply... (sorry if I'm bugging you...)
it’s okay not to believe that it’s not your fault, there will be people out there to remind you, and with time i think you’ll start to understand that it’s not.
emotions are tricky, because your grief is so raw everything feels magnified. in time, and with healing you’ll be able to see the bigger picture.
don’t worry about it right now, feeling your emotions is so good for understanding yourself. it helps you process your grief.
there’s so many things about grief that doesn’t make sense. wanting liam alive doesn’t make you a bad person, there are millions of people on this earth that wish they could’ve changed his fate.
just because liam was an abuser does not make him any less worth being mourned. there are people out there that have done worse, that are alive and they still have huge fandoms and people that listen to their music.
and i understand the piece of you that died when liam did, i think a lot of directioners can understand that feeling. there is no one direction without all of the boys.
them losing liam was us losing one direction really, and that leaves a big hole within our childhoods and within a lot of our primitive teenage years.
as for justin, i’m not really in his fandom but i do enjoy his music. and i can empathize with your fear. justin’s clean from my understanding, and has been since he’s been married to hailey.
your fears aren’t entirely unfounded but i do think that it’s better not to work yourself over possibilities of what could happen if he relapses. it does nobody any good, especially you.
it sounds easier said than done but justin is the only one who has control over his own life, we need to let him make his own decisions like we did with liam.
we can’t control him, that can only lead to negative outcomes. he knows himself better than anyone else in his life and deserves the right to have his fans and people around him believe that he’ll make the right choices.
it doesn’t make you a bad person to have conflicting feelings about liam’s passing. i did, i didn’t mourn him really at all in the first 24hrs of hearing he passed.
my friends aren’t fans of one direction/liam so they were very much more objective about liam’s passing than i thought i could be.
i thought i had to react a certain way, i didn’t have any right to be sad because i didn’t know him, and he was an abuser.
that’s wrong, you’re entitled to feel however you want to feel. mourn him if you want, don’t if you don’t. it really is that simple.
you don’t have control over how other people react so there will be people out there that are less emotionally attached than fans are, but that doesn’t make your pain any less valid.
it’s okay to be conflicted, liam was a huge part of you. and yes, exactly. mourning liam does not discredit any of the abuse that maya went through.
don’t worry about bugging me, you’re always welcome!! or falling asleep! i just woke up so if you don’t mind me replying 6hrs later then we’re all good 🫂.
