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Taizhá. She/her. 30. "You think I’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star? I’ll swallow you whole." twitter: bluinmoonlight ig: _taizha
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yasman-gaza1-deactivated2025122

My name is Yasmin. I am a mother of three—a boy and two girls. My eldest son is 12 years old, and my youngest daughter is just two. We live in Gaza 🇵🇸💔

Like so many mothers here, I dreamed of raising my children in peace, giving them love, warmth, and security. But the war has stolen that dream from us time and time again.

Before the war, our life was simple but full of hope. My husband worked whenever he could, and I took care of our home and children. We didn't own anything luxurious, but we had each other.

Then the bombs started falling.

We lost everything.

Our house was reduced to rubble. My children screamed in terror night after night. We fled with nothing but the clothes on our backs—displaced from north to south, moving from tent to tent, always trying to survive day after day.

We stayed in Khan Younis, then Rafah, and now in the central region—each time we escaped death, but not the pain. My children haven't known safety for over a year. My son learned to walk on the dirt floor of a tent.

When the ceasefire was announced, we thought it was finally over. We returned to our devastated neighborhood in northern Gaza, hoping to rebuild it. But the hope was short-lived—the occupation expanded the "yellow zone," and our neighborhood was completely destroyed. Again.

Now, we are displaced again, living in a small tent with no clean water, no food, and no electricity. My husband is unemployed. I have no way to support my children.

I delayed launching this fundraising campaign because I hoped something would change. I didn't want to ask. But today, I have no choice.

I, Yasmin, am asking for your help. Not just for myself—but for my children, who deserve a future. Who deserve warmth, food, and a safe place to sleep.

Any donation, no matter how small, makes a difference in our lives. Even sharing this message helps it reach those who can give.

From one father's heart to another, thank you for reading and for any act of kindness. May your compassion help us through these difficult times. 🕊️❤️

My name is Qamar, I'm 20 years old, and I'm from Gaza City. I dreamed of a happy life and completing my studies, but the war turned this dream into something impossible 💔😭. We lived through this massacre in all its painful details, and we're still in pain 😔 Despite that, I married Ismail. We were very happy when the ceasefire was announced, and we returned to our homes in northern Gaza after being displaced for a year and a half in a tent in the southern Gaza Strip. After we fixed a small room in our destroyed house to live in and start over, but unfortunately the war returned stronger than before 💔. Now, we have no shelter and no source of income. We exhausted all our savings during the war. I know that I started my campaign very late, but that's because there is no other way to help my family 🙏. I am completely confident and optimistic that someone here will help us as much as they can and save my family in these difficult circumstances 😔.

I know that the feeling of starting from scratch is painful and frustrating, but I hope to receive any amount for my family 🥺🙏.

Even a small donation would have a great impact on us 🥺. May God bless you, my friend 🥰❤️.

Thank you @betakaratene and everyone who got me to 50 reblogs!

*Hello, my name is Hanaa* 💔
I’m a 38-year-old mother living in northern Gaza with my husband and our 8 children 👩‍👧‍👦. Before the war, we had a peaceful life — full of love, family, and hope 🌸. But everything was taken from us in an instant 💣. Our home was destroyed, and now we are displaced, living in the open without food, shelter, or medicine ❄️🍞💊.

I had a fundraiser to help us survive, but sadly, it stopped working and I can no longer access it 😞. I’ve now launched a *new campaign* in hopes of finding kind people who can support us 🙏. Even though a ceasefire has begun, *nothing has changed* for families like mine — we are still struggling every day just to stay alive 💔.

*Please, if you can donate or share*, it would mean the world to us. Your support could help us find shelter and keep my children safe and warm tonight 🛌💖.
— *With love and gratitude, Hanaa* 🙏🍉

On New Year's Eve in Los Angeles, while many were celebrating, Keith Porter, Jr was shot and murdered by an off duty ICE agent who failed to identify himself before proceeding to take Keith's life.

Statements from ICE/DHS labeled this overzealous, bloodthirsty pig a "hero" and described Keith Porter as an "active shooter", which is far from the truth. Allegedly, Keith fired a couple rounds from a rifle into the air as a way to ring in the new year. While certainly not a safe or recommended activity (if this allegation is actually true), it is not an action that warrants his extrajudicial murder. It is worth noting that many residents of the apartment complex he was slain in only describe hearing the 3-4 shots fired by the off duty ICE officer, and witnesses state that the officer did not identify himself before he began firing his weapon.

This happened very close to where I live. Close enough that I heard the gunshots that killed him. Keith was my neighbor and a loving, hardworking father of two girls. He was loved by his community. They now have to move through the world without him, taken far too soon from this earth by what they call a "good guy with a gun". I will not let him be forgotten. I will not let the media and the DHS/ICE twist the narrative to make this incident sound like anything but another black man being murdered on the spot without the benefit of the doubt. He was given no chance to speak for himself and now he is dead.

Do not let him die in vain. Rest in Power Keith Porter, Jr.

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maramahmed-gaza3

Hello 🙋

My name is Maram, I am 25 years old from Gaza. I dreamed of a peaceful life, spending my life with my husband and my three children... but the war turned this dream into an impossible one 💔😭. We lived through this genocide with all its painful details and we are still suffering from it😭. We were so happy when the ceasefire was announced, and we returned to our homes in northern Gaza after being displaced for a year and a half in a tent in the south of the Gaza Strip. After repairing a small room in our destroyed house, we began to live there and start over. Unfortunately, the war came back, and it was even stronger than before 💔. Now, we have no shelter or source of income. We have used up all our savings during the war. I know I created my campaign very late, but that's because I have no other means to help my family 🙏. I am completely confident and hopeful that someone here will help us as much as they can and save my family in these tough circumstances 😔.

I know how painful and frustrating it is to start over from scratch, but I hope to get any amount for my family 🥺🙏.
So, please, donate to my campaign, even if it's a small amount—it will have a big impact on us 🥺. May God bless you, my friend 🥰❤️.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #575 )✅️

I am Mohammed 🤍
I am 19 years old, and I’m writing these words while trying to hold on to hope despite everything we are going through.

I had previously shared a donation link on Chuffed, but it stopped due to reasons beyond my control.

Recently, a dear friend created a new donation link to help us, and that’s why I’m reaching out again today to ask for your support and kindness 🙏

The home that once brought us together and gave us a sense of safety was destroyed by the occupation 🏚️
My father was injured in an airstrike, which caused him to lose his left eye, and he also suffered injuries to his legs that left him unable to move.
Since that day, our lives have completely changed, and the responsibilities have become heavier than I can carry at my age 💔

We are living through extremely difficult humanitarian conditions.
Every donation — even a small one — helps us meet basic needs and continue living with dignity 🤲
And if you’re unable to donate, sharing the link or keeping us in your prayers means just as much 🕊️

Thank you to everyone who reads this, everyone who stands with us, and every heart that hasn’t forgotten our humanity 🤍

Your support is our hope to keep going.

(Donation link below 👇)

My name is Rami. I’m 20 years old from Gaza.
Our home in northern Gaza was destroyed by airstrikes 💔. We ran under fire 🔥, leaving everything behind. Since then, we’ve been displaced seven times — from the north to Khan Younis, to Rafah, to Deir al-Balah, back to tents ⛺ in the north, again to the south, and now in western Gaza.
Each place we go, we carry only fear 😔, exhaustion 😞, and the hope of survival 🙏. We sleep in tents, with no electricity ⚡, no clean water 🚱, no safety 🚫. We wake up to more uncertainty every day.
We lost our home, our stability, and the life we once knew 💔. But we haven’t lost our will to live 💪.
We just want to be safe 🕊️. We want to live with dignity 🏠. We want the world to know what we’re going through 🌍.

Please help @mydmydd !!

He and his family need urgent help!

You can read his story and donate on his chuffed here:

Here are the messages he sent me:

He and his family are living in a tent after their home was destroyed and they were displaced.

The tent doesn't protect them from the freezing cold, heavy rains, and harsh winds. They're cold and at risk of catching serious illness.

Please donate so they can afford necessities like warm nutritional food, clean water, proper waterproof shelter, warm blankets, warm clothes, and firewood.

They have only raised 1,995/10,000 of their goal. This is far too little.

Donations are few and infrequent, leaving them not knowing if they can rely on donations to afford to eat.

Please donate now and help Moayad and his family.

If you are able, a regular monthly donation could give them more reliability to know they will be able to afford food that month.

Donate whether it's 50, 25, 10, 5, or just 1 dollar. Any donation could help.

If you are unable to donate, share his posts with someone who can donate and help them afford a meal today.

Reblog his posts with tags to keep them in circulation.

Please do whatever you can and help!!

Just watched a video review of ppl discussing jade city and bero, despite my hatred of his actions and all round personality, he is a really good literary device and metaphor for the lower class and the masses.

Theres never gonna be a story about ppl in power in peace, no matter how grabd they look from below. Whether its a diplomacy and theyre easily replacable and betrayed by the plethora of others in power or a dictorship ,losing power due to cruelty or jealousy. There is never a moment of resolute peace because they dont truely hold the power-the masses do.

Bero is a personification of that,a personification of the decisions that regular ppl make that can breed doubt and highlight vulnerabilities in the higher classes facades in seconds. He is integral to the world, creating endless instability in the green bone society, driving the plot forward and showing the results and effects of the harmful ideologies the clans continuously perpetuate.

(Still hope he fucks off and dies tho)

I am Mohammed 🤍
I am 19 years old, and I’m writing these words while trying to hold on to hope despite everything we are going through.

I had previously shared a donation link on Chuffed, but it stopped due to reasons beyond my control.

Recently, a dear friend created a new donation link to help us, and that’s why I’m reaching out again today to ask for your support and kindness 🙏

The home that once brought us together and gave us a sense of safety was destroyed by the occupation 🏚️
My father was injured in an airstrike, which caused him to lose his left eye, and he also suffered injuries to his legs that left him unable to move.
Since that day, our lives have completely changed, and the responsibilities have become heavier than I can carry at my age 💔

We are living through extremely difficult humanitarian conditions.
Every donation — even a small one — helps us meet basic needs and continue living with dignity 🤲
And if you’re unable to donate, sharing the link or keeping us in your prayers means just as much 🕊️

Thank you to everyone who reads this, everyone who stands with us, and every heart that hasn’t forgotten our humanity 🤍

Your support is our hope to keep going.

(Donation link below 👇)

‼️NEED HELP‼️

as I said in my previous post, I need $1250 to secure the place I’ve been looking at and need it by 12/20. I was in the midst of getting a roommate, but have not heard back from them yet regarding potential concerns on living in a space together 😞 so I have to press on. Apple iMessage count your fucking days (still no roomie)

If I don’t have this money by then, I will be officially out on the streets come 12/31, as that’s all the time the people who purchased my current home is giving us. I already have a little from my previous post, so anything more helps. Thank you.

EDIT:

I’ve officially lost out on that place due to time limit. But there is another I’ve been able to find in the same range. I just need help with getting the remaining amount of the security deposit, as well as the pet fee for my cats ($300 each). Things are tougher as I’ve also had to take my fur baby Spice to the vet for health issues. I’m once more begging for assistance in this matter.

Thank you.

$1208.25/$1850

Hello, my name is Amjad from Gaza, Palestine 🇵🇸. I need your help and donations through this link so we can get the daily necessities to keep me and my family alive. As you know, we have nothing left. My mother has passed away, and my father is disabled and needs care and diapers. I hope you can help me with a donation, even if it's just $5 or $10. Thank you for your support and generosity. 🍉❤️

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https://chuffed.org/project/147955-help-amjads-family

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moayadmedo1
Dear friends 💛

My campaign has been verified, and my number is #450 on GazaVetters! Our situation is very difficult I am the oldest among my siblings, our home was bombed, and life has become extremely hard. Gaza is still suffering, and children have no shelter or enough food. 💔💔

I’m sorry if I bothered you earlier, but I kindly ask you to donate if you can, even a small amount — $30 is enough for a full day’s meal. If you cannot donate, please share my campaign so our voices reach as many people as possible. Every bit of support is a new ray of hope 💔🌸

Thank you from the heart ❤️

https://chuffed.org/project/moayad

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maramahmed-gaza3

Hello 🙋

My name is Maram, I am 25 years old from Gaza. I dreamed of a peaceful life, spending my life with my husband and my three children... but the war turned this dream into an impossible one 💔😭. We lived through this genocide with all its painful details and we are still suffering from it😭. We were so happy when the ceasefire was announced, and we returned to our homes in northern Gaza after being displaced for a year and a half in a tent in the south of the Gaza Strip. After repairing a small room in our destroyed house, we began to live there and start over. Unfortunately, the war came back, and it was even stronger than before 💔. Now, we have no shelter or source of income. We have used up all our savings during the war. I know I created my campaign very late, but that's because I have no other means to help my family 🙏. I am completely confident and hopeful that someone here will help us as much as they can and save my family in these tough circumstances 😔.

I know how painful and frustrating it is to start over from scratch, but I hope to get any amount for my family 🥺🙏.
So, please, donate to my campaign, even if it's a small amount—it will have a big impact on us 🥺. May God bless you, my friend 🥰❤️.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #575 )✅️

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