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Hello hi, I'm Brainworms and this be an all inclusive intro to the hellspace that's my brain and this blog!! I promise there are no parallels between my blorbos, they definitely don't collectively describe all that is wrong with me if analyzed under a microscope

Also host of @nines-week 💥💥

I have a Bsky on the side in case this place kicks the bucket fr

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For day 7 of @nines-week: Song*

What's done is done, And nothing's gonna change. I should be moving on, But I still feel the same And it's like every day is a fight for my life to get some self control, And when you've forgotten who I am, it just feels, it just feels.... like I'm nobody at all

Do people have vastly varying experiences while waking up from nightmares?

Because I personally only know about myself and my brother, who wakes up startled but not panicked and unable to recall the dream.

In most stories, the characters usually do so screaming or practiced to be silent.

Mine is a lot more, peaceful? Maybe peaceful isn't the right word. Quiet? Relieved?

Usually when I'm having a nightmare/bad dream/creepy dream/foreboding foreshadowing in my dream, I don't wake up all of sudden, neither do I need to be roused. It's regular and the dream gets cut off but not a sudden cut off but more like, fading out in the middle of a scene and literally nobody can tell I was even having a nightmare, myself included and I do remember exactly what I was dreaming and I need a moment for my sleepy brain to process that it was a dream and then there's a rush if relief

Wondering cuz what I experience isn't something I've read or seen anywhere

there's gotta be yesterday in the world somewhere!! fit for @nines-week day 6: for a friend

if I was struck with inspiration a couple hours earlier and been less tired I woulda actually made it pretty but alas...

I have an actually somewhat decent drawing for the final official day of the week fear not!! but that will have to wait until I actually make it a next day by going to sleep

Anonymous asked:

Sorry if it is obvious, but what is the origin of your blog name?

Ok so previously when I originally started this blog 3+ years ago i chose the handle "geshin-brainworms" since I liked the game a lot back in 2021-22 but then I tried the gateway drug to the sonic fandom (Movie Tails) and said, hey man, if Im gonna stay here (tumblr) I need something a bit more universal so i dont gotta change my name each time a new fandom Gets Me

So I dropped the genshin part, kept the worms in my brain, and considering most of my musings were conjured up around midnight while i was pacing in my room, they stayed there all-night-long

Not sure if Ill ever finish or even properly begin this thing but I was, struck with an idea, I may be onto something boss

It started with me loosely thinking about this idea and then the arc similarities between Thorn and Nine and then something something story something something Thorn is attempting to Feelings Talk to an emotionally distraught Nine and I haven't yet worked out if I want her to succeed or not

Obviously, this late for @nines-week Day 3: Nothing Alike

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"No, no shut up. We are nothing alike."

Nine interrupted her with tangible anger rising through his clipped tone as his metal tails twitched. "You don't know anything about me, you don't get to stand there and sympathize with a made up version of me to make yourself feel better. I refuse to let that happen again."

Thorn tightened the grip on her mallet and almost instinctually shifted her stance in case the worst came to pass, but paused midway. Though she had confidence in winning any possible one on one fight with the fox, that wasn't what she came here to do. Unfortunately, she wasn't particularly giving off that vibe with a weapon half trained on him and almost ready to strike.

She held his death glare for a second, breath stuck in anticipation, until — against every better instinct in her body — she exhaled, relaxed her shoulders, and let the mallet fall from her hands to the grass bellow.

Nine flinched back, and one of his metal tails actually shot upward just above his shoulder while his blue eyes darted between the weapon and its former wielder, standing still as a statue.

Ok on second thought, maybe doing it so suddenly wasn't the best way to go about it, and tossing away your weapon is sure a good way to make you open for getting killed easier, but something told her Nine wasn't a killer, or even somebody looking to hurt people any chance he got.

Then she looked at him, really looked at him. Not as an enemy or a friend or even a face she mildly recognized, and quickly saw someone young, terrified and lonely.

Nine was unpredictable yes, antagonistic definitely, and what he's done to the Shatterverse won't be easily forgiven or forgotten by many but.... Nowhere in those shrunken pupils was a person deserving of being called a monster.

None of the carnage he caused felt as personal as what Thorn had done to her friends.

She only had the privilege of keeping it within their respective world and between each other. She'll forever remain thankful that they'd even considered forgiving her, let alone put the whole thing behind them as if it never happened.

But now wasn't the time for reminiscing, Nine looked just about ready to bolt — if those increasingly flattening ears were anything to go by — and Thorn had to use this moment to it's full potential.

the nearest depiction of an animal or other sentient fantasy creature to you at this moment comes to life right where it is (i.e. cat photograph, shark plushie, dragon painting, etc)

assume it doesn’t know you (unless it’s actually a specific animal you’ve met) and that it’s normal for its species and would do whatever was natural for it. including being too giant for and destroying the room it’s in. as well as dying immediately if its environment can’t support its life

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