He looks so soft and young 🥺

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this time I choose you (masterlist)

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part l- || THIS TIME I CHOOSE YOU ||

Word count: 4.5k

part ll -|| KARMAS A BITCH AND SO ARE YOU ||

word count: 15.4k

authors note: thank you all for being patient! the next chapters will be posted these weeks. thanks for all the love and support! 💕

warnings : time travel/regression au, themes of betrayal and infidelity (past timeline), manipulation, workplace harassment (mentioned), toxic relationships,mentions of past accident/hospitalization, food mentions, alcohol consumption, strong language,

summary: you died at 35. or you were supposed to. instead, you wake up ten years earlier on your 25th birthday—back when your boyfriend was still just your boyfriend, your best friend hadn't slept with him yet, and you were stupid enough to think the bow hair clip she gave you was cute. this time, you were graced with a second chance. here's the thing about second chances: someone else has to live your original fate. the universe doesn't just let you rewrite your story—it needs a replacement. and you know exactly who deserves it.

part lll

part lV

finale

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Cat Sitter | Lee Know

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Summary: Lee Know needs a cat sitter he can trust to watch SoonDoongDori when he goes on tour with Stray Kids and you’re very shocked when his message comes through on a pet sitting site.

Warnings: None (yet)

Word Count: Ongoing

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i have found GOLD

(pictures are not mine. credit goes to respective owners)

seungmin x w korea, may 2025.

@jisunggy 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

SEUNG DETAILS IN CLOSE UP HIGH DEFINITION, ARE YOU SERIOUS!??? I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE I COULD ASK FOR THIS BEAUTIFULNESS 😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰

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HOLD MY HAND ・❥・ HAN JISUNG

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❥ Summary: You win a fan call with Han which leads to secret DMing and even getting a midnight serenade, both of you catching feelings despite all the rules.

❥ Warnings: None (yet)

❥ Word Count: Ongoing, multiple chapters

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❥ Chapter One - Word Count - 9.7k

❥ Chapter Two - Word Count - 9.2k

❥ Chapter Three - Word Count - 9.5k

Side effects Masterlist

Pairing: Poly!OT8SKZ x Fem!NinthMember!Reader Universe: Standard/Slight SMAU Summary: After being a shelved trainee under JYPE that turned producer for SKZ over the years, you forgot that your contract has a clause that you must debut before a certain date or the contract is void, not wanting to lose you JYP makes the strangest choice that no one expects: Introduce you as a new member in the group that you've been working with anyway. Series info Prologue Chapter one (Coming soon)

Love Lessons

"I wish I looked like him."

Bewildered, Y/N turned to look at her husband. Chan was looking at the TV a little wistfully, a sad smile on his lips as he studied the actor depicted on the screen.

"He's so handsome … " Chan continued with a sigh, and he leaned back into the sofa in slow defeat. "And have you seen his body? He's so … big."

Y/N blinked. She moved fully so her body was facing his, and she reached out to take his surprised face in her hands. "Well, I'm very glad you don't look like him. I'm attracted to you, not him."

Chan was confused. "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why are you attracted to me … ?" Chan's voice came out in a whisper; it wavered and cracked towards the end, and Y/N bit her lip.

She had a feeling it was one of those days. One of those days where her husband hated himself more than anything. One of those days where her heart broke over and over again in her attempts at trying to get him to see what she could see.

But she'd never stop trying. Not until he could finally learn to love himself even a fraction of how much she loved him.

"Because you're beautiful," Y/N smiled, caressing his cheeks. "And I love you very much."

Chan frowned. He didn't seem convinced; but then again, he never did. "But … I'm ugly."

Y/N considered saying "no, you're not" or "don't say that" … but something in the back of her mind told her not to. She decided to try a different approach, one that hurt her a little more than she wanted to admit.

"Okay," Y/N nodded softly. "Let's say you are ugly."

Chan was taken aback; his eyes widened as he stared at his wife.

Y/N smiled gently. "If you're ugly, does that mean you deserve less love than anyone else?"

Her question hit him harder than he thought it would. He blinked slowly, and he began to shake his head.

"No," Y/N murmured as she shook her own head along with him. "It doesn't. Do you remember what you used to tell your fans all those years ago?"

Chan bit his lip.

"'It doesn't matter where you're from, it doesn't matter what country you're in'," Y/N quoted as Chan's eyes began to glisten rather brightly. "'You deserve love. It doesn't matter what you are, what you chose to be, you deserve love,'."

At that, Chan couldn't help the tears that began to drop down his cheeks. Smiling up at him with her eyes full of love, Y/N wiped the tears away with her thumbs as she pulled him a little closer to her.

"I know it wasn't exactly about looks," Y/N said. "But I know for a fact that if someone was hating themselves back then because they thought they were ugly, you'd have immediately told them they deserved to be loved."

Looking down at his lap, Chan shut his eyes tightly. He hadn't expected this; he had no idea his musings would result in his wife's words bringing the tears out of him.

"Why are you any different, hmm?" Y/N gently caressed the nape of his neck; his hair had begun to curl up there, and it was soft, so incredibly soft that Y/N couldn't help but feel sad. She didn't understand why her husband hated himself when there were parts of him that were so dear to her, that she had no idea what she'd do without them.

"Who are you to not love yourself?"

At that, Chan spluttered; the hems of his shorts had ridden up his thighs, and they now glistened as fat tears splashed onto his skin like sad fireworks.

Y/N let him cry; she rubbed his back and kissed his hands until he was finished. When he looked up at her with red eyes, she almost felt her heart physically shattering into smithereens like glass.

There was so much pain and self loathing painted in his eyes … the eyes that felt like home to her, the eyes that calmed the depths of her anxious soul on the most terrifying of nights. She was shocked that such beautiful galaxies could hold such hatred; hatred that was directed at himself.

She found it terrifying yet beautiful that the eyes that looked at her with such love were the same as these ones; hard, cold, and full of pain.

"Okay," she whispered, reaching out to slip her fingers onto his again. "Okay. Let's go through this. What is it exactly that you think is ugly about you, baby?"

"Everything," Chan whispered. "Everything."

"Everything is a very big word, my darling," Y/N smiled. "I don't think even you hate everything about yourself."

She knew him well; the corners of his lips lifted ever so slightly, and she couldn't help but inwardly smile even bigger.

"Okay, let's try this instead … you love me, right?"

It was remarkable; Chan's eyes immediately softened at the question, the sparkle that was so familiar to Y/N appearing in his pupils.

"Very much," Chan hummed.

"What is it that you love about me?" Y/N asked.

Chan smiled. "Everything."

At that, Y/N couldn't help but giggle. She leaned forward and kissed the man on his cheek. It was wet and fever hot, and she wiped the traces of tears away with her fingers again.

"Well … you believe in soulmates, don't you?"

He had no idea where this was going, but he nodded; he had said countless times since meeting her that he felt as though their souls were extensions of one another.

"If we're soulmates, then that would mean we share bits of each other, right?" Y/N asked.

Chan pondered this. He nodded slowly.

"If bits of you are in me, and bits of me are in you … " Y/N whispered, running her fingers over the backs of her husband's hands. "If you hate yourself, wouldn't that mean you're also hating bits of me?"

Chan's eyes suddenly widened. He seemed at a loss for words; he had no idea if what she was saying was scientifically correct or not, but he suddenly didn't care. The thought of him hating her, indirectly or not, was too much for him to bear.

His eyes suddenly flooded with tears all over again.

"Baby … " Chan whispered, dropping his face into his hands. Tears spilled through the gaps in his fingers as his body shook in front of his wife.

"Do you know one of the reasons why I began to love myself?" Y/N continued.

Chan shook his head.

"I started seeing pieces of you in me. The more time we spent together, the more I fell in love with you … I realised we were so much more similar than I thought was possible. And I thought … how on earth am I supposed to hate myself when so much of me is like you?"

"Y/N … " Chan was crying loudly now; his face contorted with pain as he gulped, his entire body shuddering. He didn't know what was going through his mind … all he knew was that he had never loved anyone as much as he loved the woman in front of him.

Before he could talk himself out of it, Chan pulled Y/N into him; he closed his lips over hers in a warm kiss, one that made Y/N's own eyes prickle with emotion as she shut them. She kissed him back, her lips gently caressing his. She was telling him something that no amount of words could ever say, and fresh tears spilled down his cheeks, and onto hers.

Y/N sniffed as she kissed her husband. She suddenly remembered reading about how people who didn’t love themselves couldn't love others; she couldn't help but feel that that was wrong. She had never felt as loved by anyone as she had by her husband. He loved her fiercely, passionately, so much so that sometimes she forgot he was even capable of hating in the first place.

She knew that people said it was impossible to love a broken person. She didn't think that was true. Difficult, perhaps.

But never impossible.

"You're beautiful to me," Y/N whispered now as she cupped his cheeks. "You're always going to be beautiful to me."

Chan nodded against her; her earlier words had flooded through him like a shock wave, and he suddenly felt incredibly guilty towards himself.

I was something he had never experienced before. He didn't quite know what to make of it.

"Whether you're ugly or you're not," Y/N said, her face breaking into a smile as she nudged her husband playfully. "Which you're not. But ugly or not, your body works so hard for you everyday. It does its best for you so you can eat and so you can walk and so you can talk and just … be alive. Don't you think it deserves a little bit of love for that?"

"Yeah … " Chan hiccuped. He leaned forward and Y/N immediately scooped him up into her arms. She held him tightly, gently rocking him as he cried into her shirt with an urgency that made her feel as though hundreds of little needles were piercing through her heart.

"I know you're always dissatisfied with your body and the way you look … " Y/N whispered against his shoulder. "But no matter how much your body changes, you're always going to be dissatisfied if you don't truly love yourself. You could be the strongest man in the world … but if you hate yourself, you'd still find a reason to be unhappy about your appearance."

Chan knew she was right. She always was. She knew him better than he knew himself - she seemed to have somehow crawled into the depths of his mind and addressed the thought that constantly berated him throughout the day.

He knew he'd never be satisfied with the way he looked. He also knew there was only one way to go about fixing that.

Perhaps it was time he actually tried.

"You're right," he whispered, sniffing as he rubbed his cheek against Y/N's neck. "I know you're right. You're always right."

"This isn't about me being right, baby," Y/N smiled as she kissed his cheek. "I just want you to be happy in your own skin. I can't make you happy … but I can hold your hand and be right here while you do it for yourself, you know?"

Chab nodded. He nodded hard, and when he pulled away from his wife again, his face began to glow with a small smile.

"Aw, look at that," Y/N laughed quietly as she kissed his smile. "You're the most beautiful man I have ever seen."

He flushed; his nose turned pink and instead of denying the compliment like he usually would, he grinned.

"Thank you?"

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OKAY SO THIS MAN IS GONNA BE THE DEATH OF ME

I don’t have enough time IN THE WORLD to describe the things I want this man to do to me.

On the counter. On the table. In the kitchen. In the shower. In the car. Back stage. Closet. Bed. Against the wall. Against the window. In front of the mirror.

bang chan’s muscles hello?! 💪🏻🥵😍😩🖤😭

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I am going to be doing a birthday release for my favorite person ever!!! Join me in celebrating my sister's birthday with this mini-series!!

@conscientiousmenace I hope this makes you smile and can be a nice treat to enjoy leading up to your day!!

✩Childhood Friends to Lovers✩

WARNINGS: blood mentioned in first chapter, assumptions are made but are resolved fairly quickly, reader is prone to injury (both herself and others smh),

GENRE: Fluff

SUMMARY: After an unconventional meeting in middle school you and Hyunjin have been best friends. Now after graduation with dynamics changing and new adventures on the horizon things start to shift. Or maybe they've always been this way and you're just starting to catch on.

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