My name is Victoria Spring. I am 17 years old and I'm in 6th form at Harvey Greene Grammar, or higgs as it's popularly known.

I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it. My hobbies are drinking diet lemonade, being a bitter asshole, sleeping, blogging, watching films, listing to a song I love about 20 billon times until I hate it, playing mario kart with my brothers, and annoying Michael Holden.

Some days I feel unlovable

But Michael always makes me feel loved regardless

I'm not allowed to answer thay question because if Michael sees the answer he'll get really concerned

I hate myself

Why don't people understand that the thing with depression is often you are too depressed to do anything to help make you feel less depressed

Nick is one of those ladish lads, who is actually into all those stereotypical things, like rugby and beer and swearing and all that. But he also has the most successful combination of name and surname I have ever heard, Which makes it impossible for me to dislike him.

Nick is the only one who visited Charlie when he was ill, so he's my favorite of Charlie's friends.

I love lots of things about my brother, especially beating him in Mario Kart.

And in my opinion, Charlie is the nicest person in the world.

I don't really care about a lot of things

I don't even care about my friends

All I care about is Michael and my brothers

Thank you ★

That's one of the best compliments I've ever got

I haven't seen tangled since I was like 8, but I might have to rewatch it now

I keep blocking Michael on Tumblr but he keeps bringing it up when I post something concerning, and this time I can't figure out what his account is so I can't block him

Michael if you see this: STOP MAKING NEW ACCOUNTS TO STALK ME

Apparently the "I'm only here because Michael won't let me kill myself" was concerning

He says he is but probably not

I wasn't questioning them, but now I'm concerned and kinda have to question them

Cats, I love cats, I've wanted a cat my whole life but my mum has a no pet rule :(

There are

My little brother is the literal embodiment of joy

I'm not a happy person, but happy people definitely exist

I can barely be happy for 3 hours consistently so your asking the wrong person.

I swear to God I'm a freak. I mean it. One day I'm going to forget how to wake up.

<3

No one sees when you lose, when you're playing solitare

So I wonder though these nights, I prefer hiding in plain sight, my fourth drink in my hand

OOC: once again shamelessly mentioning my side blog. @pessimist-and-insomniac is my side blog where I post out of character stuff, granted most of it is still osemanverse related