Hiii tell me about FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT FAG FAG FAG AAAAAAAAAA and She deaded :( PLEASE?????
OKAY HAHHAAHAAAA LETS GO
OKAY SO!!! Both are small snippets from my whole story (Chronophilia), and they're like specific works dedicated to two of my characters, Mel and Diana
Loooong story turned shallow—
[CONTEXT— the whole setting is NOT in our modern world, it's fantasy(-ish) with a lot of political themes]
Diana is a kind person who wants to help everyone, her mother was an abusive asshole who valued her only for her achievements and used religion as punishment, and she has a shit ton of internalized homophobia
Mel is bright and warm and cares too fiercely about everything, and it hurts her almost as much as it helps her
(there's sm more to them both!! But this is supposed to be a summary so)
They met when they were young and immediately became closer than ever, and they supported each other through everything. Mel was how Diana slowly learnt that her mother was manipulative, and Mel was the one who tried to help her over many many many years to get away from her mother
Forward to when they're both in their mid twenties, Diana's mother still controls her daughter, and Mel is tired but still trying. Diana has been trying (and promising) to cut off her mother ever since she could leave the house, but she never went through with it, because she did love her mother. Mel and Diana had a huge discussion on how she would finally stop letting her mother decide her life for her
IMMEDIATELY after that conversation, Diana is forced/manipulated into going to a faraway city to study her religion, something she had grown to hate, but her mother loved. Diana doesn't tell Mel until just after she is about to leave. Mel and Diana have a fight over Diana not resisting, and it ends with Mel storming off angrily and leaving Diana for the first time. Mel didn't know that Diana was to leave immediately after, and they never got to say goodbye.
Diana had moved overseas. It was nearly impossible for Mel to meet her again, because there was really high political tension (but moreso because Mel thought Diana needed space from her)
Mel wrote every single day, for MONTHS, yet never got a response. She took that as a sign that Diana wanted nothing to do with her anymore.
Going to Diana's side of the story— she was terrified. Scared that she had managed to make to make the one person who cared HATE her. And since ignorance is bliss, she never checked her letterbox. For a little over a year.
Until she finally does. She finds everything Mel had ever written (along with waayyy too much shit from her mum)
And she has a whole ass mental breakdown 😛 anyway uh this leads to her throwing her life away by putting her education in religion to use, and doing some slightly insane shit (setting out to find an artifact that swore the user one thing of their heart's desire) (she had no clue if it was real or not, no one who seeked it had survived)
Surprise surprise, she finds it, wears it, gets possessed‼️ and now she's trapped in an eternal limbo in her mind, while the thing possessing her body is busy killing people as a tool for its god
BACK TO MEL. Mel depended on Diana as much as Diana depended on Mel, and she had never been the same. Always on edge since she lost Diana, she had grown apart from everyone once close to her. She cut off almost everyone, worried that if she loved again it would end in pain once more, and she did this by JOINING THE FUCKING MILITARY 😭
One day, news gets out of a massacre. A mass murderer (cough cough, wonder who this is) had attacked the place where Diana once stayed. Zero survivors. Mel found out, and LOST IT COMPLETELY. She wholeheartedly believed Diana was dead. And now all she cared about now was avenging her by killing the murderer
"She deaded :(" — Mel mourning Diana
"FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT FAG FAG FAG AAAAAAAAAA" — Mel's letters to Diana
TY FOR THE ASK ADJSJA!!! The story is deeper than it seems I swear 😭