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I analyze the books I read

@count-sydula

Recommendations appreciated (even tho I have a long tbr already lol)
Okay I am long overdue for an intro...

So uh, hi! This is the shittiest intro you'll ever see on this site/silly but fr I'll. Work on a better one. Possibly a color coded one? I don't know yet

My name is Syd but my friend has taken to calling me "Syddie" or "Sydula" sooo whatever works honestly

I'm transmasc, my pronouns are... uh. Well. They're something- honestly I'm fine with any other than she/her, get creative with it :p

I'm autistic! I can't really tell tone of online text and such and sometimes I don't understand things so please be patient with me ^^

Anyway yeah that's. All you really need to know as like the basics lol

Uhhhh things I like/fandoms I'm in/etc blast:

  • PJO
  • Spirit Animals
  • Fablehaven (I need to reread)
  • A few anime series like Demon Slayer and Rimuru Tempest but I haven't watched either in a while and I don't really have time for many activities rn :(
  • Hamilton
  • EPIC the Musical
  • Beetlejuice (Beetlejuice, Bee....)
  • Cookie Run Kingdom
  • Carmen Sandiego
  • Kpop Demon Hunters
  • Uuuuhhhhhh probably some more but I forgot- or am trying to reread/rewatch/etc

I draw sometimes but it's not good so yeah- I might post some art but like probably not a lot

I have a bunch of PJO rp blogs, including Octavian and Nero! And a few ocs. I'm constantly thinking of ocs and making more and stuff lol

I aspire to be the book analyzing guy of tumblr/j but also yeah I analyze the stuff I read and probably will start analyzing other media I consume as well when I get time

Take a look under the cut for like, tags I guess?

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Welcome to my Dispatch swap au blog!!

It is essentially just. Exactly what it says it is. A swap au, by me- I have lore for it and stuff that I intend to post here and if I ever make art of it (which, I'm not good at art so don't expect much) it'll go here.

The au is based around one major change as well as some background swaps as well- essentially, here Shroud acted in self-defense against Robert's dad, and killing him was said to be justified, which caused a whole series of events that led us to where we are now, that being Shroud (here called Vizier) having his own little network of superheroes and Robert Robertson III joining forces with a group of villains (who prefer the term 'superhumans' thank you very much), some of them having worked with his dad in the past and some simply feeling wronged by society.

I plan on posting both information and in-character stuff! Feel free to send asks and such for anything you want to see :p

Tags for stuff under cut :>

Hey guys... Hey Hey guys remember when I said I had a dispatch swap au idea...

Burnout paired with emotional instability is so silly because one moment you're like "aw yes I'm the best I'm gonna solve everything on this worksheet" and the next you're ugly crying and thinking you'll never amount to anything ever and you should just give up and drop out because clearly you're a failure that can never do anything right and wow you should kill yourself all because you got one question wrong

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Anonymous asked:

”this is a new operator yes he was missing for 16 years it’s fine”

“where were you??”

“ever heard of like. Hell.?”

It’s so funny because this implies that the gods and all exist here as well but they’re just like watching shit go down. But they cared enough to throw Lucas into the mega underworld- and not do anything else snsnsnsn

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Hear me out it also implies Malevola was next door neighbors with Hades... mayhaps...

“Hey wait I think I’ve seen this guy before”/jjj

SHSHDHSB

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Anonymous asked:

”this is a new operator yes he was missing for 16 years it’s fine”

“where were you??”

“ever heard of like. Hell.?”

It’s so funny because this implies that the gods and all exist here as well but they’re just like watching shit go down. But they cared enough to throw Lucas into the mega underworld- and not do anything else snsnsnsn

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Hear me out it also implies Malevola was next door neighbors with Hades... mayhaps...

Have you ever felt so helpless you just sit and do nothing but stare straight ahead while you sob?

Do you ever feel like everything you've ever done, everything you've ever worked for, was all for nothing because your dreams changed at the last minute and now there's nothing you can do to change your career path because you're too far into the thing you thought was going to be your entire future?

It sucks, doesn't it? To know you're too far gone into studying for a job you now realize you're going to hate, to know it's too late to change the outcome? To know younger you would look at you now and be so disappointed, because what happened to your dreams? Why aren't you trying anymore?

And while yes you enjoy the subjects you're studying you realized you don't want to associate your future with them, but the system made you pick which general direction you want your career path to go at age 13. So now your past decisions make you sit in your room, in front of your notes and instead of studying, scream into the void about how it's all so unfair, that you don't want to be what you thought you wanted to be.

The "what do you want to be when you grow up?" question will haunt you forever, because your dream hasn't changed since you were six years old, and now, at eighteen, you realize you want to do something entirely different. And you sit here knowing you'll hate waking up to go to work because you geniuinely do not have another career because you had to choose which subjects to expand when you were 13, and now your options are limited to just that.

Hot take there should not be a need to say "imagine if the roles were reversed" for people to recognize male SA

You should not need to say "what if she was a man and he was a woman" for people to actually listen to male SA victims, or for them to be recognized at all

It pisses me off so much when people only listen when they hear that, because male SA is just as valid as female SA and everyone should recognize that regardless.

SA is a horrible thing, no matter the gender of the victim, no matter the gender of the perpetrator, no matter ANYTHING. It should always be recognized, the victim should always be valid in the eyes of others. I am sick of people cherry-picking which victim is valid and which one isn't.

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I love plotting in my friend's dms because then I can test out how angsty something will be

Most of the time I'm spitballing off of a singular idea that popped up in my head too it's crazy

sir i have something to confess are u aware half my convoluted oc lore has been made using u as a glorified rubber duck 🎤

Fhsjfjsjc mine too man mine too

I love plotting in my friend's dms because then I can test out how angsty something will be

Most of the time I'm spitballing off of a singular idea that popped up in my head too it's crazy

CAUSE! YOURE SO SMART, A STAND UP BRO, I'LL THINK ABOUT YOUR OFFER LET YOU KNOW BUT I PREFER MY CHANCES DOWN BELOW

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BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE BEING YOUNG AND FEMALE DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M AN EASY MARK

Anonymous asked:

Do you like Metallica

Hi so the short answer is yes

The long answer is I used to be OBSESSED with them like 2-3 years ago and religiously listened to the And Justice For All album to sleep, I currently own multiple Metallica shirts and hoodies (including a plain black t-shirt, a ride the lightning one, a 72 seasons zip-up hoodie and I believe I have a and justice for all hoodie as well but I haven't seen it in a while..) and would sing along to Master of Puppets with my parents who got me into Metallica. My favorite songs were and still are The God That Failed, Sad But True, Chasing Light (< this one is especially good for tortured oc playlists and embodies multiple of my characters I fear) and Eye of the Beholder. I still to this day remember a lot of the lyrics to their songs

So yeah :p

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