crttvvALTto justifyself harm version belowKeep reading#dark pearls#ok to rb#vent#vent art#self harm#festers fuckery#id in alt text#sorry if i did the alt text wrong i dont jnow what im doing#dereality#weirdcore#i did it.... i saved the town...... (gets blown up(#im actually really proud of this one (pllease dont flop/silly)
crttvvRebloggedmusicmuttFollowtwisted inside of me like gnarled thornsripping at my throat with my own handsKeep reading#ewww cringeeee (i own this blog)#vent#vent art#heavy vent#self harm#blood#eyestrain#bright colors#gore#festers fuckery#yes this is mine#dark pearls#im proud of this rn but im gonna hate it later#cringeeeeee
crttvvdont you love it when your brain puts your own trauma into your dreams. cant even sleep to catch a break#god fucking damn it#dark pearls#vent#trauma
crttvvRebloggedcrttvvFollowmy brain suckscrttvvthis is so unfair and uncomfortable why cant i be mentally stablecrttvvheavy ish vent maybe (emetophobia and s/h)Keep reading#dark pearls#vent#self harm#emetophobia
crttvvhow difficult is it to not fucking get high while im trying to show you something i would fucking kill and die over#why .why cant you do it later. i dont want to be around you when youre doing this#dark pearls#vent#smoking#drugs
crttvvi wish you loved me sooner#and im sorry i cant keeo this up for so long#/nbh#dark pearls#vent#vent art#festers fuckery
crttvvso lovely that school can fuck me up before it even starts :heart:#god im fucking pissed.#new record for “how long can i last during school without hurting myself”. its like negative 3 weeks#dark pearls#vent#self harm#self harm mention
crttvvmy point still stands#dark pearls#vent#wrote this yesterday because i hate my old neighbor who keeps thinking were friends ig
crttvveveyrthing feels sickening .#tuis is what i mean. its alwyss one thing or a joyehr. i cant evert realiy feel good.#i did for a fouple days and it was so nice#so fuckkng nice#dark pearls#vent
