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diary of a boy, interrupted

@cursedndolly / cursedndolly.tumblr.com

basil |'08, he/they| the world (internet) is my oyster | just a transmasc loser blogging, interact at your own risk|i only sound like a bitch online im actually chill irl I promise im not that evil

Life update nobody asked for:

Lost a part of my Wednesday keychain, I kind of want to kill myself

Found a stupid person on tumblr and blocked them bc they pmo

School is so ass why do I need to lock in

Randomly decided to switch the college course i want to do next year. Just woke up and decide i wanted to do something else after school lol

Still obsessed with tyler galpin🥹❤️‍🩹

Still belives in shifting

So yea

I just realised I want to make friends and talk to people when in reality I hate it. I hate talking to people, I hate getting texts unless we're talking about things I like.

I hate being bothered, I usually don't find interacting with people enjoyable. I only talk if it's necessary. I don't like people and I don't know why I'm like that.

I do have some weird kinks but I don't want to associate myself with paraphiles because too much of y'all genuinely want to touch kids and animals

I am not talking about people who struggle with paraphilias because of trauma

The yaoi and yuri argument is so fucking stupid (minus the obvious issues like misogyny, how a lot of yaoi romantisises abuse, etc.) But if we're strictly talking about gender the fuck does that matter for.. like y'all are both gooners and fags and that's okay!!

"Normie" and it's just someone who thinks portraying themes like incest and pedophilia in a positive light is weird

Why the fuck are we arguing about this bullshit bro.. yes there's a difference between cnc/bsdm and reading about romanticised abuse

If that makes me a normie or an 'anti', I'll gladly take those titles. And if you feel targeted by this post, get well pretty fucking soon.

Everyone talks about having shitty parents but what about shitty siblings?
My siblings hate my guts. It's probably because I get 'less in trouble' but that's only because I know when to shut up and their dumbasses don't. You'd think that since they get hit the most they'd learn how to avoid it but no... they can't shut their mouths even if their life depended on it (quite literally)
They also make fun of me for being 'weird' and they probably know im gay (my whole family is ridiculously homophobic, transphobic, everything phobic at this point) They're actually cartoon villain levels of evil like why has my sister threatened to k1ll me before...???
And it's kind of embarrassing cause I'm the eldest so like imagine going around telling people your younger siblings bully you.. like fuck no
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