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> will i get better? can i?

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liebe | 17 | transfem therian enby | they/she/dogs | demiro

prev. usernames: previous usernames: 1. nicelyrampagely, 2. m1kuuuuu, 3. neronero, 4. sapotama, 5. liebeslament, 6. armoriteore, 7. cassiopeia-mp4, 8. morale-mp4, 9. mad-pulse, 10. oleanaposting, 11. its-harmony, 12. noelle-test, 13. absoluteyuricase162

just a silly and lesbian writer who has a lot of funni pokemon rp blogs and likes to change her theme and username a biiit too much (i am very inconsistent IM SORRY-)

occasionally i’ll vent a bit on here, so if you dont rlly wanna see that just block the “#vent” + “#vent post” tags and you should be good! :)

yeah thats about it, i’ll update this more a bit later. im tiredd rn and abt to go to bed, so uh yeah. Bai!!!!

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interests: pokemon gen vi-ix (ESPECIALLY SWSH/GEN VII), OLEANAAAAAA <333 MY SHAYLA MY SILLY MY ONE AND ONYLYYY <333, utdr, shogunned, tadc, ninjago, digimon, that one fucked up evil sonic (rewrite), oleana pokemon <33333, beyblade, terraria, and uh probably a few things im forgetting. also currently working on a swsh au called Scalding Sword which i will occasionally update on <3 and another untitled one that is t4t enemies-to-lovers yuri between an oc and bede :3 no title for that one yet tho. Tragically
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oomf i missed the anniversayr stream, was it good or nah

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thankfully it was unfettered ass. literally ALL stuff we've seen before, not a SHRED of new stuff except the anniversary teaser which was uploaded in 3 places on 3 different sites before the stream, including the official lego channel lol

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why would chara do this

we should globally ban the introduction of more powerful computer hardware for 10-20 years, not as an AI safety thing (though we could frame it as that), but to force programmers to optimize their shit better

I reblogged this like 9 times kinda jokingly, but software should be able to run on older and less powerful hardware, and consume less power on newer hardware. Like, this is a real problem imo

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angremlin

I completely agree with this but I do need you to understand that the image above is 32 times the size of the lunar mission’s memory

This is what the image looked like compressed to 4 kb

they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"

It's not a cure but you have no idea how many times this image has helped me with my OCD

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WAIT!!!!

If Euphrasia did join the younger ninja....

Wyldfyre. Arin. Frak. Euphrasia. Riyu. Sora....

W.A.F.E.R.S!!!!

THE WAFERS!!!!

That's their official team name if she joins, NO BUTS!!!

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umbrellanumber5-deactivated2021

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This.

This is why people who stay in my life are neurodiverse like me!

this!! I swear I lost like all my friendships bc of this, like I had a group of friends in hs that one day I realized “huh I haven’t talked to this people in a while” and popped in to say hi and they were all awkward?? because they hadn’t seen me in a while?? and that’s when I realized that friendship works different for them?? I was like yeah I haven’t talked to you in like four months but it’s not like I’ve forgotten about y'all why would anything change, and they were all like we haven’t talked to you in four months why are you here again acting like nothing happened? and it was really confusing for me

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mimir-bashir

YEAH! THAT!

Also I have a thing where I just put the people on pause. If I don’t see them or contact them, my brain kinda put them in stasis. I don’t think about them nor misses them, and I stay on what I last knew about them (how they look, what they study/work). So when we meet again I’m like “wait, you’ve aged?” and I have the same familiarity with them thanI had before.

Anyway all my mutuals I haven’t messaged in forever - this is why

oh my gods this makes so much sense??? there are people who i haven’t talked to at all for literally over a year and we’ll pick up like nothing happened, but for their people it’s just like…… falling apart but onesided???? i think we’re still on the same level but actually we’re strangers??

OHHHHHHHHH….

Ok but listen, on the other side of this, as a person who moved hundreds of miles away from everyone i knew and then became a hermit for several years, it was SUCH A FUCKING RELIEF to get in contact with an old friend and have him be like, “my friendship levels do not degrade, so in my mind we are still awesome close buddies” and i almost fkn cried. I thought he would be mad or would have moved on because i had slacked on my reaching out to him and staying in touch and doing all the friendship things. But NOPE. 800 miles of distance, depression, and life changing circumstances didnt steal our friendship and i am SO GRATEFUL.

I have literally no friendship degradation whatsoever. I will not have spoken to someone for 5 years or more, and they’re still as much a friend to me as if I had only seen them yesterday. I’m just very bad at communicating if someone is not in my direct orbit. So when Sonja reappeared on this site I basically screeched into her notes like a banshee because I was delighted and we picked straight back up where we’d left off.

Happy to go on the record that I don’t expect regular contact and will welcome hearing from people after a long time

Holy shit, I didn’t actually realize this was a Thing.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I still think of this girl who was my friend when I was 7 and we were pen pals for a while, but after some years adhd was too hard to keep up with and I was feeling terrible each time I had to write a letter (could go 3-4 months without responding anything) so we progressively stopped… But in my mind she’s still my friend and I’ll call her some day, maybe visit if I’m not a complete stranger to her

Another story : one of my tumblr friends deactivates, I’m sad because I think I won’t see them again, but some time later, maybe a month I have no idea tbh, they come back with another blog and… Well it’s not my friend. It’s my friends

And they still show up in my notes, I never know which one is liking my stuff, we don’t talk and idk that many of their headmates (I mean the fictives kind of since we have the same blorbos) but they’re still my friends

the more educated you get on fat issues the more you realize that almost everything that supposedly justifies fatphobia is actually complete bullshit. most of the health conditions that are treated as almost divine punishment for being fat (like heart issues and diabetes) are being revealed to actually *cause weight gain* instead of being caused *by* it. this goes for social 'consequences' of being fat, too. is that "neckbeard" redditor actually fat because he spends all his time online, or is it that he spends all of his time online because he's not treated like a person if you can see that he's fat, so the internet is his best option? everything is less accessible to fat people. seats on busses, at restaurants, and even at things like amusement parks, are frequently too small to comfortably sit in for a fat person. people treat you worse if you're fat, or even try to avoid you entirely. you get judged for doing leisure activities, or even for exercising at a public gym, (which proves the claims of trying to motivate you to get fit are bullshit btw) getting filmed and laughed at, posted online for your body to be a punchline. if you want to be progressive or body positive you *need* to be examining your beliefs. oppressed people are routinely forced into positions that, from the outside, may justify the narrative about these people. black folk are pushed into poverty, so that crime is often their only means of survival, enforcing the idea that black folk are criminals. queer folk are made unsafe in public so that we use codes to identify each other, enforcing the idea that queer folk are trying to secretly seduce people to be gay. and yes, fat folk are forced indoors and online so that they can enforce the narrative that we are lazy shut-ins.

internet politics and real-world politics have gotten so separated, and pretty soon all this internet weirdness is gonna come crashing into real life and politicians are gonna start throwing around words like “SJW” and “anime communist” and “dark enlightenment” and it’s just gonna be the most ridiculous fucking thing

date of origin: 13th of april, 2015.

happy 10 year anniversary!

This post.

This fucking post.

It is in some ways, the only piece of evidence I have that there was a time Before.

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