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despite all my rage

@down-ina-hole

i am still just a rat ina cage
“When Pearl Jam released [Backspacer], there was an article in a UK magazine that talked about how Kurt didn’t like them, like it still mattered. Like, who fucking cares whether Kurt liked Pearl Jam or not? It made me really upset, because Kurt’s not around to defend himself, but also because that was considered a stamp of approval; that one person’s opinion would matter that much. The next interview I did, I stuck up for Pearl Jam. If there’s one thing at the end of the day that will destroy music, it’s guilt. That guilt that some musicians feel that keeps them from making music, any kind of music - that you could let something so petty get in the way of making something beautiful. It really affected me, because the last time I watched Pearl Jam, I sat on the side of the stage and cried, because I thought, Wow, man. These guys survived. They fucking survived! Out of everybody else, they’re still fucking going. It made me really happy. I texted Eddie later on to tell him that it was an emotional moment for me. They survived, and they survived without the guilt and the shame. They survived on music.”

— Dave Grohl, quoted from “Pearl Jam Twenty” (via lifewasted)

also kinda adding on to my last post i once recorded a tiktok while taking a shit on the toilet with the camera just pointed to my face and a kinda viral audio plus text on the screen (basically the most low effort video ive ever made) and somehow it managed to become my second most viewed tiktok and yeah im also haunted by it cause i had a fucked up haircut and 1.3 million people saw it 🥀🥀🥀🫩

i always feel so uptight and nervous posting anything on any other platform it's actually not normal like i do not need to be sweating for 5 hours and feeling like im being consumed from the inside out before posting a drawing on instagram but i like it here cause i can yap about whatever i want and nobodys gonna see this shit except my mutuals and non of my irls know im even on here lmao 😭😭😭😭

“One of the best places to achieve liberation through speed is on the slopes. A few years ago I was in a snowboard shop with a pal when I ran into my friend Eddie Vedder. He asked if I was going to take up boarding. I said no, I didn’t have the time, I was too busy writing songs. A month later I woke up on a Christmas morning and found that Santa had paid a visit: There on my front doorstep were two enormous boxes with Eddie’s handwriting on them. He’d gotten me a full set of snowboarding gear…everything except the boots. Still, I didn’t strap on the board that entire winter. My friends starting bugging me about it, because I had all this brand new equipment that I wouldn’t use and that I wouldn’t loan to anybody. The following year, I finally tried it and thought it was pretty cool. I went again a few weeks later with a friend: He broke his leg, but I was hooked. I ended up going twenty times that year, and I still snowboard whenever I can.”

Chris Cornell, from Details, June 1996

they were so in love

"wouldn't use and that i wouldn't loan to anybody" just say its because eddie gifted it to u ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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