I freak out here

I'm not dead guys I'm just running away from this account, I love you all and I'll check on this from time to time

Nyquil pills make me wanna gag

6 months of sobriety down the drain!! I'm so fucking tired of trying when I see no point in it and apparently my guardians don't either so does it even matter that much to be sober?? I probably won't be able to get high again after tn but I'll find a way again

How life feels once the paranoia kicks in hardcore

This account is so dead I feel, forgive me I moved accounts

Ik this probably won't make sense, but alot of times I feel I have no choice but to be religious. Like maybe I wouldn't pray and repent and believe in God half-assedly if I wasn't so scared of him all the time. I mean I don't even know if I'd be considered a Christian or catholic or whatever sub genre (?) of it. My mom has recently gotten really religious and it's weird for her and it's making me worse with it all. It makes me feel like I have to give up my sense of identity to be saved, like I'm not allowed to be my own person or have my own interests. I'm so tired of being scared of it all the time

Hey soo I cant get a doctor rn and this random constant joint pain is getting to me, does anyone have any fucking tips at all? Literally anything?? I'd eat dirt atp, it's getting annoying bro. It's mainly in my hips and knees

Do yall think I could get good at sports betting and be rich without working question mark

I cant help it I love when the creepy older men want me