I really have drawn something every day this month so far. Is it all great? No. A lot of it is memes or stuff thats closely referenced or partially traced or whatever, but in the end that doesnt really matter. We are focusing on quantity right now haha.

I get into this thing where I sit down to draw and im like "i have to Draw Something" and it feels like a chore because I dont know what I want to draw and its been so long that the motions aren't coming easily. Which is the point of this.

Just getting Something out of my hands right now is progress.

I have an old laptop we dont use for anything, and I think I might use it to learn linux...

Horror book recommendations? I want to read a spooky or lovecraftian book and Ive got a LOT of options and I dont know what to go with. I will be looking for an audiobook of whatever recommendation I go with, if that changes your idea at all. Currently I am reading The Abarat series by Clive Barker and House of Leaves, but I want an audiobook.

buh

headache all day...

I have two partners who talk about transformers a lot and i was basically forced by the power of love to draw a transformer. He is a treefrog...

This has been a really lovely and pleasant Christmas time honestly, and I bought and will receive not a single present.

Come deck my tree?

I need to draw porn of my fursona

I love effexor!! It feels so good to look out the window or take a little walk and feel so in love with the world again. I look at the way a tree looks against the sky and i go "WOW!! Its like a picture but its real!!! I live here on this planet!!" and its really great. The number one thing I was sad that age had taken from me was my ability to feel immense wonder and beauty in the world around me, but turns out! It was not age that took that from me, but rather mental illness.

scrolling through my own kink blog like "wow this is really hot....wow this is really hot... wow this is really hot.."

Drawing Rimworld nomad guys part 2! Poiis is a no-nonsense milf nerd. When she's not researching, she's bringing home the bacon out on the hunt, if you'll forgive the pun...

I'm doing a nomad challenge in Rimworld and I've decided to start drawing my little guys... This is Kiki. She likes animals almost as much as she hates being outside.

Eating three eggs before dinner seems insane... but eating six deviled eggs, well... that's another story.

Doing a little packing/organizing and kicking my feet going teeheheeeheehee

I love my Fabula Ultima character. He's so problematic and his story is absolutely torturous for him

Ugh

I spent so long keeping a wall up between me and other people and now that im medicated enough to be able to let the wall down I can see the wall OTHER people put up between me and themselves again.

When its just my own wall it doesnt hurt. I feel like being medicated has made me remember what it actually feels like to be autistic instead of just numb.

I hate how much the very famous red-highlight terf-checker extension does NOT work. Every time i see someone red its a game of "is this a TERF or is this a transmasc lesbian" or "is this a TERF or is this someone who said that trans men experience transphobia" or "is this a TERF or is this someone who is genderfluid."