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Your PHS and LBH Literary Writer.
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Hello! I’m Galli, i’m a college student, 19!

I usually write whenever i got the chance or the idea, i also write mostly under the theme NSFW so please MDNI!! But i’m open to explore any genre when it comes to writing, i love to read and write! Anyways, i hope you like my works below! 🖤

My blog is open for all (just not with minors) i mainly write for Actors and fictional characters, more to come soon! 🔜

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MORTAL KOMBAT (XL, 11, and 1)

Actors (Male actors)

001 x 456 (Squid Game)

InFicer (Squid Game)

Formula 1 (Male drivers and Team Principal)

Yoochul (No Other Choice)

HOLY SHIT

Planning to watch “The Americans” tomorrow to know the plot, and by seeing the seasons it’s a LOT😭 Hoping they would also do the same with this one><

Same Damn Time
Oneshot: Oh Young-il x F! Reader x Hwang In-Ho

Warnings: Age gap (legal age), P n V, unprotected sex, oral ( F and M receiving/giving), fingering, facial, sexual innuendos, Masturbation, language, Young-il and In-Ho are twins (won’t spoil it here on how lol!) anal sex, Creampie, cum eating, degradation kink, praise kink, hint of masochism and sadism, Soft dom! Oh Young-il, Dom! Hwang In-ho, Sub! Fem reader, Detailed writing of private parts and sex scenes, Pet names, teasing, squirting, polyandry, light angst, Inho is a fuck boy, fluff, voyeurism, safe words, facial, and some stuffs i forgot to put.

Word Count: 13,771

Author’s Note: I might split this fic into maybe 2-3 parts? It’s really long, And i’m afraid about tumblr’s text block as-well so… i’ll split it into couple of parts. Also, all the warnings are combined from the other parts.

Thank you for requesting this one, @ilovebyunghunlee !!

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The last box, labeled ‘Misc. – Do Not Open Without Wine’, sat defiantly in the middle of your living room floor. You glared at it, hands on your hips, as the late afternoon light bled through the single dusty window of your new apartment. The place was small, a studio just off campus, but you’d managed to make it feel like a refuge. Or you would, once you defeated this final cardboard foe.

The knock was so soft you almost thought you’d imagined it against the drone of your thoughts. You turned, wiping dusty hands on your jeans. Another knock, a little firmer this time.

You pulled the door open, and the world seemed to shrink to the space of your doorway.

Oh Young-il.

He was older, maybe late forties, but he wore it in a way that felt solid, real. His hair was a dark, rich brown, and his eyes mirrored it—a deep, warm shade that held a gentle, assessing look. He wore a simple blue t-shirt that stretched just slightly across his shoulders and a pair of soft-looking gray sweatpants. He stood with an easy stillness you immediately envied.

“Hi,” he said, and his voice was a low, pleasant rumble. “I’m your neighbor. From next door.” He gestured vaguely to the left. “I heard… well, I heard the war you’re waging here. Sounded like you could use a spare soldier.”

Heat rushed to your cheeks.

The walls were that thin?

You’d been muttering curses at stubborn tape and humming off-key to keep your spirits up for the last three hours. The thought of him hearing it all made you want to melt into the floorboards.

“Oh, no, I’m fine, really,” you stammered, one hand coming up to nervously tuck a stray piece of hair behind your ear. “Just the last one. I’ve got it.”

He smiled, a slight, kind curve of his lips, and you felt something flutter low in your stomach. “I insist. Call it a neighborhood welcoming committee of one. I have a power drill that’s feeling neglected.”

Before you could muster another protest, he was stepping past you, his shoulder brushing yours in the narrow entryway. A clean, subtle scent of soap and something faintly woodsy followed him in.

God, he’s already inside.

He surveyed the room, his gaze taking in your half-built bookshelf, the mattress leaning against the wall, and the triumphant, solitary box. “Cabinet?” he asked, nodding toward the pile of flat-pack furniture.

“Y-yes,” you managed. “I got the screws in, but the backing…”

“Say no more.”

For the next hour, you moved in a quiet, efficient dance. He assembled the cabinet with a quiet competence that was mesmerizing. His hands were capable, his forearms corded with lean muscle that flexed as he tightened bolts. You found yourself handing him tools, pointing out where things should go, and slowly, the tension in your shoulders began to unknot.

He told dry, witty stories about the building’s eccentric landlord and the best cheap food places nearby.

You laughed, a real, unguarded sound that surprised you.

And you looked.

You looked at the way his hair fell just over his forehead when he bent down.

You looked at the strong line of his jaw, clean-shaven.

You looked at his eyes, which seemed to catch the light and hold it warmly whenever he glanced your way.

At one point, he reached for a screwdriver on a high shelf you couldn’t reach, and the hem of his shirt rode up, revealing a strip of toned stomach and the faint trail of dark hair that disappeared into the waistband of his sweats. You looked away quickly, your own skin tingling.

The sight of him in your space, building your furniture, felt strangely, dangerously domestic. It was a glimpse of a life you hadn’t dared to picture yet—quiet evenings, shared chores, the comfortable presence of another person who simply… fit. It was a life you wanted, someday. The sudden, sharp clarity of that want stole your breath.

Finally, the last shelf was secured. Your little apartment was transformed from a storage unit into something resembling a home. He wiped his hands on a rag you offered, his movements slow and deliberate.

“There,” he said, surveying their work. “Now it’s yours.”

“Thank you,” you said, and the words felt inadequate. “Really. You didn’t have to do all that.”

He turned those warm brown eyes on you fully, and you felt pinned by his attention. “It was my pleasure.” He took a step toward the door, then paused. “If you need anything else… a lightbulb changed, a jar opened, a rogue bookshelf to subdue… my door is right there.” He nodded toward the shared wall. “Don’t hesitate.”

“I won’t,” you whispered.

He smiled again, that same gentle curve, but this time his eyes seemed to linger on your face, tracing your features. “Good.”

He stepped out into the hall, and you followed, leaning against your doorframe. He turned back, just a few feet away. The hallway was dim, intimate.

“Get some rest,” he said, his voice dropping to something just above a murmur.

It was a tone that felt like a secret, meant only for you in the quiet of the evening.

It made you shiver.

“You’ve earned it.”

And then he was gone, his door clicking shut softly behind him.

You stood there for a long moment, the cool of the doorframe seeping into your back.

You could still smell his scent in your apartment.

You could still see the image of him, shirt riding up, muscles working.

You could still hear that low, rumbling chuckle.

You closed your door, the lock engaging with a soft, final click. The silence of your new home was profound. You walked over to the newly assembled cabinet and ran your fingers along its smooth edge, the wood still smelling faintly of the factory.

Whenever you need anything.

The promise hung in the air, thick with possibility. Your mind, unbidden, raced ahead. A late-night knock. Him, standing there in the low light.

What would you need?

A cup of sugar.

A recommendation for a movie.

Someone to talk to when the silence got too loud.

Or something else entirely.

You pressed your thighs together, a sudden, shocking pulse of heat making you gasp softly.

No.

It was just gratitude.

Just neighborly kindness.

But your body was humming a different, more insistent tune.

The memory of his eyes on you, the imagined weight of his hands—not on a screwdriver, but on your skin—sent another tremor through you.

You were playing with fire, and you hadn’t even struck a match yet. But as you looked at the wall you now shared with him, you knew, with a certainty that was both thrilling and terrifying, that you wanted to feel the burn.

The morning sun was too bright, slicing through the thin blinds and landing directly on your face. You groaned, rolling over, the memory of the previous day settling over you like a warm blanket. The cabinet stood solid and real against the wall.

He was real.

And you didn’t even know his name.

The realization was a splash of cold water. He’d helped you for over an hour, shared jokes, made your stomach flutter, and you’d never asked. You’d been too busy getting lost in the deep brown of his eyes, the gentle strength in his hands. A hot wave of embarrassment washed over you. You had to fix it.

You needed groceries anyway. The fridge was empty save for a single, sad-looking yogurt. This was the perfect excuse. A polite thank you, a casual name exchange. You rehearsed it in the shower, under the spray of lukewarm water.

Dressed in clean jeans and a simple t-shirt, you stood in front of his door, your heart doing a strange, syncopated rhythm against your ribs. You knocked, the sound soft and tentative.

The door swung open much faster than you expected.

And there he was. But also… wasn’t.

He looked like he’d just woken up. His dark hair was tousled, soft and appealing. He wore a simple black tank top that showed off the defined cut of his shoulders and arms, and a pair of loose-fitting shorts.

It was him, but the energy was different.

The gentle, steady warmth from yesterday was replaced by something sharper, more alert. His eyes, the same rich brown, held a glint you hadn’t seen before.

“Hi,” you said, your rehearsed speech faltering. “Good morning. I just… I wanted to thank you again for yesterday. And, um, I realized I never actually got your name. I’m so sorry.”

For a moment, he just looked at you.

A flicker of confusion passed over his features, so quick you almost missed it.Then, his lips curved into a smirk. It was small, knowing, and it did something dangerous to your knees. “Oh. Right. Yesterday.” His voice was similar, but the cadence was slightly quicker, the tone a shade lighter. “No need to apologize. It’s fine. I’m Young-il. Oh Young-il.”

Relief flooded you, followed by a prickling awareness. His gaze felt more direct. It dropped to your lips for a heartbeat, then snapped back up to meet your eyes before you could even process it. It happened again when you asked for directions to the nearest grocery store—a brief, burning glance at your mouth, then a return to eye contact that felt intensely focused.

“The market? It’s a bit of a maze if you don’t know the back streets,” he said, leaning a shoulder against the doorframe. The movement made the muscles in his arm shift. “I need a few things myself. I’ll walk you.”

“You don’t have to—”

“I insist.” He smiled, and this one was different from yesterday’s gentle curve. This was a flash of white teeth, charming and disarming. “Consider it part of the full neighborly service package.”

The walk was different, too. The man—Young-il—walked with a looser, more casual stride. He pointed out shortcuts through alleyways you’d never dare take alone, his anecdotes about the neighborhood were edgier, funnier in a dry, sarcastic way. He asked you more questions—about your major, why you chose this part of the city, what you liked to do for fun. His attention was like a physical touch, warm and slightly overwhelming.

At the store, you tried to focus on your list. Bread, eggs, coffee. But you were acutely aware of him a few aisles over, the way he’d occasionally reappear by your side to drop a comment about a brand or point out a good deal. Every time he got close, you caught that same clean, woodsy scent, but underneath it was something else—the crisp smell of morning and cotton.

When you finally brought your basket to the register, he was right behind you with just a bottle of juice and a bag of rice. As the cashier began scanning your items, his hand shot out, a card already in his grip.

“I’ve got this,” he said, his voice leaving no room for argument.

“No, please, you can’t—”

“It’s a welcome gift,” he interrupted, sliding his card through the reader. He turned his head toward you and winked. “For my new neighbor.”

The gesture was so sudden, so unexpectedly playful, that your breath caught. You managed a weak protest, but the transaction was already finished. He gathered both bags easily, one in each hand, and nodded toward the exit. “Shall we?”

The walk back was quieter. You were hyper-aware of the weight of his kindness, the strange, charged energy radiating from him.

This is just a nice guy, you told yourself.

A very, very attractive nice guy who paid for your groceries and keeps looking at your lips.

At your building, you stopped in front of your door, fumbling for your keys. “Thank you,” you said again, feeling stupidly repetitive. “For walking me, and for… everything. Really.”

He handed you your bag, his fingers brushing against yours. A jolt, sharp and sweet, shot up your arm. “My pleasure.” He held onto his bag, shifting his weight. His eyes scanned your face, lingering. “You know where I am if you need anything else.”

The phrase echoed yesterday’s promise, but it felt different now.

Darker. More tempting.

You bowed your head a little, a flush heating your neck. “I do. Thank you, Young-il.”

You turned to unlock your door, feeling the weight of his gaze on your back. As you pushed the door open and stepped inside, you dared one last glance over your shoulder.

He was still there, leaning against his own doorframe now, mirroring your pose from the night before. He raised the hand not holding his grocery bag in a small, casual wave. That smirk was back, playing on his lips.

You slipped inside, closing the door and leaning against it.

Your heart was pounding.

Something was off.

The feeling was a subtle itch at the back of your mind. The man from yesterday had been calm, steady, his warmth like a slow-burning ember. The man today was a spark—quicker, brighter, more unpredictable. His smiles were sharper, his touches bolder, his eyes held a knowing glint that felt like a challenge.

But he’d said his name.

Young-il.

It was the same person.

You were just imagining things, projecting your own nervous attraction onto him.

Aren’t you?

You put the groceries away on the shelves of the cabinet he had built. Your fingers traced the same smooth edge as last night. The memory of him in your space, so capable and calm, collided with the image of him from this morning—smirking, winking, paying for your things.

A sudden, clear thought cut through the confusion.

You never told him your name, either.

And he never asked.

The scent of coffee pulled Young-il from a deep, dreamless sleep. He padded into the kitchen, the cool tile floor a shock against his bare feet. The first thing he saw wasn’t the sunrise through the small window, but the paper grocery bag sitting squarely on his counter.

It hadn’t been there last night.

He frowned, reaching for the coffee canister. “Inho?” he called out, his voice still rough with sleep.

A muffled grunt came from the living room. Young-il turned, spooning grounds into the filter, as his brother shuffled into the doorway.

Hwang Inho, his twin, was leaning against the frame, wearing only a pair of low-slung sweatpants. His hair was a mirror of Young-il’s—dark brown, slightly wavy—but where Young-il’s hair was messy but it looked soft. Inho’s was neatly combed even at first thing,

His expression was pure, unadulterated amusement.

“You went to the store?” Young-il asked, nodding toward the bag.

“Mm. Early bird.” Inho’s smirk was infectious and annoying. He ran a hand through his hair. “Needed juice. And I ran into our new neighbor.

Young-il’s hand stilled on the coffee maker’s switch. “My neighbor.”

“Yeah. The cute one in 4B. Struggling with the cabinet.” Inho pushed off the doorframe and sauntered into the kitchen, opening the fridge to grab the very bottle of juice he’d bought. He took a long swig directly from the carton, his eyes never leaving his brother’s face. “She came knocking this morning. All flustered. Wanted to thank you for yesterday.”

A slow, cold trickle of understanding dripped down Young-il’s spine.

He leaned back against the counter, crossing his arms. “What did you do, Inho?”

“Me?” Inho placed a hand on his chest, feigning innocence. The glint in his eye was anything but innocent. “I was a perfect gentleman. She asked for my name. I gave it to her. Oh Young-il.” He drew the name out, savoring it. “She was very grateful. Practically insisted I walk her to the grocery store. Who was I to refuse?”

“You used my name.” It wasn’t a question.

“Well, she was clearly smitten with Young-il,” Inho said, his tone light but his gaze sharp. “The helpful, quiet neighbor who builds furniture. I didn’t want to confuse her. Or disappoint her.” He took another drink of juice. “Besides, it was fun. She’s sweet. Blushes right down to her neck. Paid for her groceries, too. On your card, by the way. Consider it an investment.”

Young-il closed his eyes for a second, pinching the bridge of his nose.

The gentle connection he’d felt yesterday—the quiet rhythm of helping her, the unspoken promise in that dim hallway—was now tangled in his brother’s playful chaos. “She has no idea there are two of us.”

“Not a clue,” Inho confirmed, popping the cap back on the juice. “It was actually hilarious. She kept looking at me like… like I was different. Off, somehow. I could see her trying to figure it out.” He chuckled, a sound that was eerily similar to Young-il’s, but with a brighter, more mischievous edge. “She probably thinks you’ve got a split personality. Calm and steady one day, a charming devil the next.”

“You shouldn’t have done that.” Young-il’s voice was low, a warning rumble.

Inho’s smirk faded, replaced by a look of genuine curiosity. “Why not? You like her. It’s obvious. You built her a whole damn cabinet. You never do that.” He set the juice down and leaned on the counter opposite his brother. “I just… broke the ice a little more. Made sure she’s still thinking about that door next to hers. Now she’s thinking about it even harder.”

“It’s deceptive.”

“It’s interesting,” Inho countered. “Come on, hyung. When was the last time something interesting happened around here? You work, you come home, you read. You help pretty neighbors and then… what? Wait for her to need a lightbulb changed?” He shook his head. “I gave you an in. A story. Now you have to go over there and… I don’t know, explain your erratic behavior. Or don’t explain it. See what happens.”

Young-il looked at the grocery bag.

He thought of the woman—her embarrassed smile, the way she’d watched his hands, the trust in her eyes as she let a stranger into her new home.

That trust was now based on a lie.

A lie his brother wore as easily as his own skin.

“She never told me her name,” Young-il said quietly, more to himself.

Inho barked a laugh. “See? She was too busy staring. I didn’t get it either. You’ll have to ask.” He pushed off the counter and clapped a hand on Young-il’s shoulder. “Lighten up. It’s not a crime. It’s a game. And she’s a willing player—she just doesn’t know the full rules yet.” He headed back toward the living room. “Your coffee’s done. Don’t brood all day. She’s probably listening through the wall right now, wondering which version of Young-il she’s going to get next.”

Inho disappeared, leaving Young-il alone with the bubbling coffee pot and the heavy silence.

He poured a cup, the rich aroma doing little to settle the conflict in his gut.

He was annoyed at Inho, yes.

The intrusion, the impersonation… It felt like a violation of something fragile that had just begun.

But under the annoyance, a darker, more thrilling current stirred.

Inho was right about one thing: it was interesting.

The woman was thinking about him.

Now, she was thinking about two versions of him, tangled together in her mind.

He walked to the shared wall, his palm resting flat against the cool plaster. He remembered the sound of her muttering to herself yesterday, the soft thump of a box.

Was she on the other side now?

Was she touching the cabinet he’d built, her mind replaying a winking smile that wasn’t his?

A strange, possessive heat curled in his stomach. She’s mine to unravel, he thought, the intensity of the sentiment surprising him. His brother had stepped into his story, but Young-il would be the one to finish it.

He wouldn’t explain.

Let her wonder.

Let her try to reconcile the calm craftsman with the playful man who’d bought her breakfast.

He took a sip of coffee, his eyes fixed on the wall as if he could see through it.

The next move would be his.

And it wouldn’t be to change a lightbulb.

It would be to see the confusion in her deep eyes up close, to see if he could taste the difference between her curiosity about him, and her curiosity about the phantom his brother had created.

He set his cup down, the quiet click of ceramic on the counter sounding like a starting pistol.

The afternoon light in the library was dusty and golden, slanting across endless rows of spines. You were crouched in the sociology section, squinting at the tiny print on a book about urban development theories, when a voice, low and familiar, spoke just behind your shoulder.

“That one’s a bit dense for a sunny day, don’t you think?”

You jumped, the book nearly slipping from your fingers. You turned, and there he was.

Young-il.

But it was the Young-il from that first evening.

His expression was soft, the gentle crinkles around his eyes more pronounced as he smiled.

He held a stack of three books against his chest—a worn collection of poetry, a thick historical novel, and something on psychology.

He was dressed simply in a cream-colored linen shirt and dark trousers, his hair softly falls on his forehead.

The sharp, playful energy from the grocery store was gone, replaced by that steady, calming warmth.

“You scared me,” you breathed out, a hand flying to your chest. Your heart was doing that thing again, hammering against your ribs.

“My apologies,” he said, and his chuckle was that same deep, resonant sound that made something shiver pleasantly down your spine. “I didn’t mean to sneak up on you. I come here most Saturdays.” His eyes dipped to the book in your hand. “Urban theory? That’s your major?”

“Trying to be,” you said, standing up fully. You suddenly felt very aware of your own stack of books, your jeans, your simple top. “It’s… a lot.”

“It is,” he agreed, nodding. “But important. The soul of a city is in its people, but its bones are in the planning.” He said it so simply, so earnestly, that you felt a surge of connection. This was the man who had understood the quiet struggle of building a home.

“What are you reading for fun?”

The next twenty minutes slipped by in a blur.

You wandered the aisles together, speaking in hushed library tones.

He recommended the poet in his stack—“He writes about rain like it’s a lover”—and you pointed out a novel you’d loved.

You talked about favorite bookshops, the smell of old paper versus new ink, and he listened with a focused attention that made you feel like the only person in the world.

You found yourself admiring the curve of his jaw as he looked down at a page, the way his long fingers carefully turned the paper.

The difference from this morning was stark, a puzzle piece that refused to fit.

Maybe he just had coffee, you reasoned.

Or maybe the morning version was the real one, and this calm is the act.

You pushed the thought away. It felt rude to scrutinize a man who was just being kind.

“This is dangerous,” he murmured as you both stood by the new releases. “I could spend my entire rent on books here and still feel poor.”

You laughed, the sound too loud for the quiet space, and you both glanced around guiltily before sharing a smile. “I have to limit myself to three per visit,” you confessed. “Or I’d never eat.”

“A wise policy.” He looked at your chosen stack, then back at your face. His gaze was so warm it felt like a physical touch. “Can I buy you a coffee? There’s a place across the block. Their pastries are almost as good as their silence.”

The invitation was so natural, so devoid of the charged smirk from before, that you agreed without a second thought. “I’d like that.”

The café was small, intimate, smelling of roasted beans and butter.

He ordered a black coffee. You, remembering his order from some deep, foolish place in your memory, did the same.

“You don’t have to—” you started as he pulled out his wallet at the counter.

“Please,” he said, his voice leaving no room for debate, but his eyes were kind, not challenging. “A thank you for the book recommendations. I’ll be up all night with that novel now, and I’ll need someone to blame.”

He paid, and you took your cups to a small table by the window.

The conversation flowed easier than you could have imagined.

He told you about growing up in a coastal town, the sound of the waves his first memory.

He spoke of his work—managing a business—with a quiet pride, not boasting.

You talked about university, your hopes, the slight terror of the future.

He listened, really listened, his head tilted, his eyes never leaving yours.

At one point, you made a terrible pun about the Dewey Decimal system. He threw his head back and laughed, a rich, full-bodied sound that drew a few glances. You watched the strong column of his throat work, the way his shoulders shook, and a flush of pure, unadulterated pleasure warmed you from the inside out.

“You’re terrible,” he said, wiping a tear from the corner of his eye. “I love it.”

The sun began its descent, painting the sky in streaks of orange and pink. “The park is lovely at this hour,” he said, nodding toward the window. “If you’re not in a hurry.”

You weren’t.

You walked side-by-side along the gravel paths as the day softened around you.

The tension wasn’t the electric, confusing charge of the morning. This was a slow, sweet pull, a magnetic draw that had you leaning slightly into his space as you walked.

Your arms would brush, and a jolt would go through you, but he would just continue his story, his voice a soothing rumble in the twilight.

He walked you all the way to your apartment door. The hallway was dim, quiet.

You turned to him, your library books clutched tightly to your chest like a shield.

“Thank you,” you said, and the words felt profound. “For the coffee. The walk. Everything.”

He smiled, and it was the one from the first night—gentle, sincere, but now tinged with a familiarity that made your knees feel weak. “The pleasure was all mine.” He shifted his weight, his own books under his arm. “Goodnight…?” He trailed off, one eyebrow lifting slightly.

It took you a second.

He doesn’t know my name.

The realization from this morning came crashing back.

And this version of him was finally, politely asking.

You told him.

Your name felt new on your tongue, a gift you were handing over.

“Goodnight, Y/n.” he said, testing the sound of it.

His voice was a soft caress in the quiet hall.

He gave a small, almost shy nod, then turned toward his own door.

You slipped inside, closing the door and leaning against it. You could hear the faint sound of his door opening and shutting a moment later.

The silence of your studio was different now.

It wasn’t empty; it was full of him.

The memory of his laugh, the weight of his gaze, the way he’d looked at you when you said your name.

You slid down the door until you were sitting on the floor, the books spilling from your grip.

You pressed your thighs together, a slow, aching heat beginning to pool low in your belly.

This was worse, somehow.

More dangerous.

The playful, winking man was a spark, exciting but easy to dismiss as just a flirt.

This man—the one with the gentle hands and the quiet voice who listened, who remembered, who looked at you like you were a fascinating story he wanted to read slowly—this man could ruin you.

You brought your knees up, resting your forehead on them. The shared wall felt alive with his presence.

You wondered what he was doing now.

Was he thinking about you, too?

Was he thinking about the woman who blushed at his jokes and studied urban planning, or was he thinking about the confused neighbor who’d encountered two different men bearing the same name?

You had to know.

The curiosity was a physical itch, a thirst.

You couldn’t ask.

Not directly.

But you needed to see him again, to look into those deep brown eyes and try to find the truth.

An idea, reckless and thrilling, formed in your mind. The unopened box. The one labeled ‘Misc. – Do Not Open Without Wine’.

You had wine.

And you suddenly had a very compelling reason to open it.

The wine bottle was empty, resting on its side on the floor next to the now-opened ‘Misc.’ box. Its contents—a few framed photos, a tangle of charging cables, and a soft velvet pouch holding your grandmother’s forgotten jewelry—lay scattered around you. But the wine had done its job.

It had loosened your tongue and steeled your nerves.

The swirling confusion of the last two days had solidified into a single, pressing need: to know.

The clock on the microwave glowed 11:58 PM. A reckless hour. Your heart thumped a frantic rhythm against your ribs as you paced the short length of your studio, the silence pressing in.

What are you going to say?

The rehearsals in your head sounded insane.

‘Hey, which one of you is the real one?’

‘Sorry to bother you, but are you twins or do you have a dissociative identity disorder?’

You finally stopped, took a deep breath that did nothing to calm you, and shrugged. The gesture felt like shedding a weight.

You opened your door and took the three steps to his.

The knock was soft, barely there.

You almost hoped he wouldn’t answer.

The door opened almost immediately.

And there he stood.

Shirtless.

The breath left your lungs in a quiet rush.

He leaned against the doorframe, one arm braced above his head, his hair a delicious, sleep-tousled mess.

The light from his apartment spilled over him, highlighting the defined planes of his chest, the taut muscle of his stomach, the dark trail of hair that disappeared into the simple gray waistband of his sweatpants.

He was… sculpted. Too fit for his age, your wine-addled mind supplied, the thought slipping through before you could stop it.

His eyes—a deep, familiar brown—scanned your face, and a slow, knowing smirk pulled at his mouth.

It wasn’t the same gentle smile from the library.

This was the smirk from the grocery store.

Sharp.

Calculated.

Intimidating.

“Well, hello,” he said, his voice a low, sleep-rough purr that vibrated in the quiet hallway. “This is a late surprise.”

His gaze traveled down your body, a leisurely, appreciative sweep that made your skin prickle with heat, then back up to your eyes. “Enjoying the view?”

You jerked your gaze upward, face flaming. “I—no. I mean, yes. I wasn’t—I’m sorry.” You shook your head, trying to clear the fog of alcohol and sheer masculine presence. “I need to talk to you.”

“At midnight?” His smirk widened. “Must be important.”

“It is.” You took a steadying breath, the courage from the wine surging back. “Who are you?”

He blinked, the amusement in his eyes deepening. “I believe we’ve covered this. Young-il.”

“No.” The word came out stronger than you intended. “Which one? Because every time I see you… you feel like two different people with the same face.” The words tumbled out now, a torrent you couldn’t stop. “One is gentle. Soft. He helps me build furniture and talks about the soul of a city. The other… the other is calculated. Calm in a way that makes my stomach flip. He looks at me and I feel… seen, in a way that’s almost too much. He winks. He pays for things. He makes me feel…

“Makes you feel what?” he prompted, his voice dropping to a whisper.

His body was still relaxed against the frame, but his focus was absolute, a laser pinning you in place.

“Intimidated,” you confessed. “And… intrigued.”

He just looked at you, that amused, infuriating expression never leaving his face. He opened his mouth to reply, but before a sound could come out, another voice echoed from inside the apartment.

“Hyung? Who is it?”

Your eyes, already wide, flew open impossibly wider. Your brain refused to process what it was seeing as another man appeared behind the first, peering over his shoulder.

Identical.

The same dark brown hair, the same strong jaw, the same height and build.

But where the one in the doorway was all smirking confidence and disheveled allure, the one behind him had his hair neatly combed, his expression one of genuine, open surprise.

He wore a simple white t-shirt and black sleep pants. His eyes, the exact same shade, held a gentle concern that was instantly, heartbreakingly familiar.

The man from the first night. The man from the library.

The shirtless one in the doorway—not that man—let out a soft sigh, his smirk turning into something more like wry resignation.

The one in the t-shirt, the real Young-il, shouldered past his brother, his focus entirely on you. “What are you doing here?” he asked, his voice soft but edged with worry. He looked at your face, your probably-glassy eyes, the faint flush on your cheeks.

His gaze sharpened. “Are you drunk?”

You could only stare, your mouth slightly agape, your mind scrambling to catch up.

Two of them.

Twins.

The reality of it crashed over you, shocking and absurd.

All the confusion, the whiplash of his changing demeanor… it hadn’t been your imagination.

It hadn’t been him at all.

The shirtless one—the other one—watched the silent drama unfold, his arms now crossed over his bare chest, his expression one of pure, unrepentant entertainment.

Young-il took a step closer, into the hallway.

He was so near you could smell the clean scent of his soap, see the faint worry lines between his brows. “It’s late,” he said, his tone careful, measured. “You should be in bed.”

“You’re… twins,” you finally managed to whisper, the statement sounding utterly stupid.

The shirtless brother chuckled. “Gold star for observation.”

Young-il shot him a quelling look before turning back to you. “This is my brother, Inho.” He said the name like an apology, like an explanation for every strange moment. “I think… you’ve met.”

Inho gave you a charming, shameless little wave. “In the flesh. Both versions of it, apparently.”

The pieces slammed together in your mind.

The helpful neighbor, the charming stranger at the grocery store… they weren’t the same person.

You’d been dancing with two different men, and you’d never known.

A hot wave of embarrassment warred with a dizzying sense of relief.

You weren’t going crazy.

The gentle, steady attraction you felt for the man in front of you now was real.

It was separate. It was his.

But the other feeling… the electric, intimidating pull you’d felt for the man pretending to be him… that was still here, too.

It was standing half-naked in the doorway, watching you with eyes that promised delightful trouble.

Young-il saw the storm of emotions on your face. He reached out, his hand hesitating for a second before his fingers gently brushed your arm.

The contact was warm, grounding.

“Come inside,” he said, his voice leaving no room for argument.

“You shouldn’t be out here like this. We’ll talk.”

You nod, the motion making the hallway tilt for a second. You step over the threshold, and the warm, lived-in air of his apartment envelops you. It smells like him—clean cotton, that faint woodsy scent, and now, the rich aroma of coffee lingering in the air. You follow him, your legs feeling unsteady, and sink onto the plush, dark sofa.

Inho leans against the kitchen archway, arms still crossed over that distracting chest, a smirk playing on his lips. Young-il disappears into the kitchen, and you hear the sound of the tap running, the clink of a glass.

“So,” Inho says, his voice a low drawl that seems to vibrate through the floorboards. “You figured us out. Took you longer than most.”

Young-il returns, a glass of cold water in his hand. He holds it out to you. His fingers brush yours as you take it, and the touch is solid, real. “Drink,” he says, his voice quiet but firm. “You shouldn’t have wine on an empty stomach.”

You obey, the cool water helping to clear the fog.

You set the glass on the low wooden table, your eyes darting between them. The differences are staggering now that you see them side by side. Young-il’s posture is straighter, his movements economical. Inho seems to occupy space differently, as if his very bones are more relaxed, more ready for mischief.

Young-il takes a seat in the armchair opposite you, leaning forward, his elbows on his knees. “I owe you an apology,” he begins, his gaze direct and earnest. “For the confusion. For… all of it.”

He shoots a look at his brother, who just shrugs, unrepentant.

“It was my idea,” Inho chimes in, pushing off the archway to lean against the back of the sofa, right behind you. You can feel the heat of him, even through the cushion. “I heard you struggling that first night. Saw you through the peephole. Thought you were cute. When I realized my boring brother here had already made his move…” He trails off with a chuckle.

“Inho,” Young-il warns, but there’s no real heat in it.

“What? It’s the truth. You were all… noble. I just wanted to have a little fun. See if I could make you blush.” Inho’s voice drops to a conspiratorial murmur near your ear. “And you do, so beautifully.”

A flush immediately creeps up your neck. You stare down at your hands, clenched in your lap.

Young-il sighs, a sound of long-suffering patience. “Ignore him. Please. Let me… explain.” He runs a hand through his hair, and you notice the subtle strength in his forearm, the way his linen shirt strains slightly across his shoulders. “My name is Oh Young-il. I work as a project engineer for a civil firm. I manage infrastructure plans. It’s… quiet work. I like books. I like building things with my hands.” He says it simply, as if listing facts from a manual.

“And I’m Hwang Inho,” the brother behind you says, his tone laced with a playful pride. “I’m a detective. Violent crimes division. My work is… not quiet. I like solving puzzles. I like getting a reaction.” You can practically hear his grin.

“Different last name since… Inho changed it to our stepfather, Only I didn’t change it to ‘Hwang’,” Young-il continues, as if reading your next question. “Our mother she remarried. We grew up together, We’ve lived together here for the last five years. It’s… convenient.”

“And entertaining,” Inho adds.

You finally find your voice, soft and a little shaky. “So the man who helped me with the cabinet… that was you.” You look at Young-il.

He nods. “Yes.”

“And the man who walked me to the store, paid for my things… who winked…”

“That was all me, sweetheart,” Inho purrs from behind. “Guilty as charged.”

“And the library?” you ask, your eyes locked with Young-il’s. “The coffee? The walk in the park?”

A soft, almost shy smile touches his lips. It transforms his face, making him look younger, more open. “That was me. I wanted to… clarify things. To talk to you as myself. Without any games.”

The sincerity in his voice is a tangible thing, a warm blanket settling over the chaotic embarrassment.

You believe him.

Completely.

Inho moves then, circling the sofa to drop into the space beside you.

Not touching, but close enough that you can feel the weight of his presence, the shift of the cushions.

He stretches his arm along the back of the sofa, his fingers just brushing the fabric near your shoulder. “Don’t let him fool you,” Inho says, his eyes glinting as he looks at his brother. “He’s not as boring as he sounds. He just needs the right… motivation.”

Young-il ignores the jab, his focus still on you. “Are you alright? Really?”

You swallow, nodding.

“I am. I just… I felt like I was losing my mind. One minute you were this sweet, gentle guy, and the next you were… intense.”

“That’s me,” Inho says, preening slightly. “Intense.”

“You’re a nuisance,” Young-il corrects, but there’s a fondness there, a brotherly exasperation you can’t miss. He looks back at you. “He shouldn’t have deceived you. I’m sorry for that.”

The apology hangs in the air, sincere and heavy.

The silence that follows is thick, charged with everything that’s been said and everything that hasn’t.

You’re hyper-aware of Inho’s heat beside you, the subtle scent of his skin—something spicier than his brother’s, like sandalwood and night air. And you’re equally aware of Young-il’s steady gaze from across the table, a gaze that feels like a safe harbor.

“So,” Inho breaks the silence, his voice dropping to a low, intimate pitch. “Now that the mystery is solved… what happens next?” His fingers, still resting on the sofa back, twitch slightly, as if fighting the urge to touch your hair.

Young-il’s eyes narrow a fraction. “She goes home to sleep. It’s late.”

“Is it?” Inho counters, his smile turning wicked. “The night is young. And our neighbor here looks like she has more questions.” He turns his head fully towards you, his face inches from yours. His eyes are a challenge, an invitation to chaos. “Don’t you?”

Your mouth goes dry.

You look from Inho’s smirking, dangerously handsome face to Young-il’s calm, concerned one. The pull between them is a physical force, a magnetic field you’re caught in.

One promises gentle, slow discovery.

The other promises a thrilling, breathless freefall.

You open your mouth, but no sound comes out. The choice isn’t about leaving or staying anymore.

It’s about which of them you’re going to look at when you finally answer.

You shook your head, more to clear the buzzing in your ears than to disagree.

“No, it’s… I understand now. Thank you for explaining.” You stood up, the movement a little too quick, and had to steady yourself on the arm of the sofa. “I should go. I’m sorry for barging in so late.”

Young-il was on his feet instantly, a hand hovering near your elbow as if to catch you. “Let me walk you back.”

Inho stayed seated, leaning back into the cushions with a lazy, feline stretch. “Sleep well, neighbor,” he said, his voice a low hum. “Sweet dreams.”

His tone implied the dreams wouldn’t be sweet at all, but something hotter, more tangled.

You didn’t look back.

Young-il’s hand found the small of your back as he guided you to the door, a warm, steady pressure through your shirt.

The three steps to your door felt like a mile.

The hallway was silent, the only sound the soft shuffle of your feet and the faint, rhythmic thump of your own heart.

At your door, you fumbled for your keys. His hand fell away, and you immediately missed its warmth.

“I am sorry,” he said again, his voice barely above a whisper in the dim light. “Truly. Inho… he doesn’t always think about consequences. He saw a pretty girl next door and decided to play.” He paused, his deep brown eyes searching yours. “I’ll make it up to you. A proper apology. Soon.”

You finally got the key in the lock. “You don’t have to.”

“I want to.” The statement was simple, firm. “And… be careful with him. He can be a lot. A tease. Hard to handle when he sets his mind to something.”

A shiver traced your spine.

You weren’t sure if that was a warning or a dare.

“Goodnight, Young-il,” you said, your name for him feeling new and intimate on your tongue.

“Goodnight,” he echoed.

He didn’t move, just stood there, watching you with an expression you couldn’t quite decipher—part concern, part something else, something hungry and held tightly in check.

You slipped inside and closed the door, leaning against it. You heard his soft sigh through the wood, then the quiet sound of his own door opening and shutting.

Silence.

You slid down to the floor, just like you had the night before.

But this silence was different.

It wasn’t filled with a single, confusing man.

It was split in two, a dizzying stereo effect.

On one side of that wall: calm, steady Young-il with his gentle hands and earnest eyes. On the other: smirking, intense Inho with his detective’s gaze and promises of chaos.

Your body felt alive with a restless energy.

The wine was gone, but a deeper intoxication had taken hold.

You thought of Young-il’s apology, the weight of his gaze.

You thought of Inho’s purr near your ear, the heat of him on the couch.

You brought your knees up, pressing your thighs together. The ache that blossomed there was low and persistent, a physical echo of the choice hanging in the air.

What happens next?

You drifted into a sleep that was anything but restful.

On the other side of the wall, Young-il closed his apartment door and leaned back against it, eyes shut.

He exhaled, a long, weary sound.

Inho was still on the sofa, but now he held a short glass of amber whiskey, swirling it slowly. “Well? Is she safely tucked in? Did you warn her about the big, bad wolf?”

Young-il opened his eyes, his gaze landing on his brother. “Was that necessary?”

“What? The whiskey?”

“You know what I mean.”

Inho took a sip, his eyes glinting over the rim of the glass. “It was fun. She’s fun. All flustered and trying so hard to be polite while her mind is spinning.” He set the glass down with a soft click. “You should thank me. I lit the fuse. Now you get to watch the fireworks.”

“She’s not a game, Inho.”

“Everything’s a game,” Inho countered, standing up.

He walked over, stopping just a few inches from his brother.

They were the same height, their faces mirrors, but the energy between them was a clash of continents. “You were going to pine from a distance. Build her another bookshelf. Bring her soup when she caught a cold. Boring.” He poked a finger into Young-il’s chest. “I made it interesting. Now she’s curious. About both of us. That’s a better position to be in.”

Young-il caught his brother’s wrist, his grip firm. “You used my name.”

“And she liked it,” Inho said, his smile sharp. “Admit it. You liked seeing her reaction to me. It showed you what she could be. Underneath all that shyness… there’s a spark. She just needed someone to strike the match.”

Young-il released his wrist.

He couldn’t deny the thrill that had shot through him, watching her from the kitchen doorway.

Seeing her eyes widen at Inho’s proximity, the flush on her skin. A possessive, dark heat had coiled in his gut. She’s reacting to my face, my voice, but it’s your chaos.

It was maddening.

“Stay out of it,” Young-il said, his voice low. “The next move is mine.”

Inho laughed, a bright, genuine sound.

“Oh, hyung. It hasn’t been your move since I answered the door this morning. The game is in play. You can either play it with me… or watch from the sidelines.” He picked up his whiskey glass and headed toward his bedroom. “I know which one I’m betting on.”

He disappeared, leaving Young-il alone in the quiet living room.

Young-il walked to the shared wall.

He placed his palm flat against the cool plaster, just as he had yesterday morning.

Was she sleeping?

Was she dreaming?

Of which one of them?

He thought of his promise.

I’ll make it up to you.

He wouldn’t bring soup. He had something else in mind. Something that would erase his brother’s games and replace them with his own, far more deliberate, intention.

He finally went to his own bed, but sleep was elusive. His mind replayed the feel of her unsteady grip on the water glass, the vulnerable line of her throat as she drank, the way her gaze had darted between them—a trapped, beautiful bird choosing which hand to land on.

His last conscious thought was a silent vow, sent through the wall.

Mine.

You slept, but your dreams had no walls.

You were in a library, but the shelves stretched into infinity. Young-il was there, handing you a book, his smile soft. “The soul of a city,” he murmured, but when you opened the book, the pages were blank.

Then the scene shifted.

You were in a grocery aisle. Inho leaned against the freezer door, shirtless, a detective’s badge glinting on his sweatpants’ waistband. “Looking for something?” he asked, and his voice was everywhere at once. You reached for a can, but your hand passed right through it.

You woke with a start, the early morning light gray and tentative through your window. Your skin was damp, your heart racing.

The phantom sensations lingered—the warmth of a hand on your back, the whisper of a voice near your ear.

You rolled over, pressing your face into the pillow.

The next move is mine.

But the question, hot and unresolved, pulsed in the quiet of your new home: whose move did you want it to be?

The morning sun was a bold, confident gold, pouring through your window and painting stripes of warmth across your floor. You did your routine—coffee, shower, a few chapters of a novel—but a restless energy hummed under your skin. The city was awake, and suddenly, so were you. The thought of a jog, of moving your body and feeling the air, seemed like the perfect way to clear the twin-shaped haze from your mind.

You changed quickly into a pair of dark jogging shorts and a simple spaghetti strap top, tying your hair into a loose ponytail. The air outside was crisp, the kind that filled your lungs and made you feel alive. You started at an easy pace, the rhythm of your feet on the pavement a steady, calming beat. You turned the corner, the familiar buildings of your block a comforting blur.

On the next turn, by a patch of struggling grass near the curb, you saw it—a small, gray tabby cat, watching the world with wary yellow eyes. You slowed to a stop, a smile blooming on your face. You crouched down, holding out a hand. “Hey there,” you murmured.

The cat hesitated, then stepped forward, butting its head against your fingers. A soft, rumbling purr started up, vibrating through your palm. The simple joy of it, the uncomplicated affection, made you laugh softly.

“Making friends with the local delinquents?”

The voice, smooth and teasingly familiar, came from right behind you. You startled, almost losing your balance. A strong hand caught your elbow, steadying you.

You looked up.

Inho.

He was in his work uniform—a fitted, dark blue button-down shirt, the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, and tailored black trousers that emphasized the lean line of his legs. A detective’s badge was clipped to his belt.

He looked… professional. Sharp.

And the way the shirt stretched across his shoulders, the way his forearms were corded with muscle where the fabric ended, made your mouth go a little dry.

The uniform did things for him.

Dangerous things.

“You scared me,” you breathed, pulling your hand back from the cat, which was now winding itself around Inho’s ankles.

“It’s a specialty,” he said, his smirk effortless. He looked down at the cat. “He’s a con artist, you know. Gets pets from pretty girls all day, then comes to my door for tuna. Plays both sides.” His eyes lifted back to yours, that glint of amusement in their deep brown depths. “Seems to be a theme around here.”

You stood up, brushing your hands on your shorts. “I was just jogging.”

“I can see that.” His gaze did a slow, appreciative sweep down your body and back up, lingering on the strap of your top where it dug into your shoulder. The look was so blatant it stole the air from your lungs. “It’s a good look. Very… energetic.”

You felt a flush creep up your neck. “Thank you. Are you… heading to work?”

“Just finished a night shift. Paperwork hell. But the sun’s out, and now I’ve found a much better view.” He nodded down the street. “Which way are you headed? Or are you done being energetic?”

“I was just about to loop back,” you said, your voice tighter than you wanted.

“Perfect. I’ll walk with you.” It wasn’t a question. He fell into step beside you, his longer legs forcing you to match his pace. The cat trotted alongside him for a few steps before darting into an alley. “So,” he said, his tone conversational. “Sleep well? Any interesting dreams?”

You kept your eyes forward. “It was fine.”

“Just fine? My brother didn’t haunt your subconscious? I’m a little offended.” He chuckled, the sound low and intimate in the quiet morning street. “He’s the quiet type. I’d haunt you louder.”

Your stomach did a slow, dizzying flip. You didn’t answer.

He glanced at you, his expression turning mock-serious. “You know, for someone who just discovered her neighbors are identical twins, you’re handling this very calmly. Most people have more questions. Or they run.”

“I’m still processing,” you admitted.

“Process with me,” he said, nodding toward a small, trendy coffee shop coming up on the corner. “I’ll buy you a coffee. You look like you could use the fuel. And I definitely need caffeine before I face my couch.”

You hesitated. This is a bad idea.

Every sane cell in your body screamed it. But the part of you that had felt that thrilling, intimidating pull in his apartment… that part was already nodding. “Okay. Just one.”

“Just one,” he agreed, but the smile he gave you was anything but innocent.

The coffee shop was all exposed brick and industrial lighting. He ordered a double espresso, black. You ordered a latte. He paid before you could even reach for your wallet, his hand brushing yours as he took the card back from the barista. The touch was brief, electric.

You took a small table by the window. He sat across from you, leaning back in his chair, his posture relaxed yet somehow commanding all the space. He took a sip of his espresso, watching you over the rim. “So. Ask your questions.”

You stirred your latte, the foam swirling. “Why did you do it? Pretend to be him?”

He shrugged, a fluid, graceful motion. “I told you. You were cute. You looked… interesting. And my brother is a good man, but he moves at the speed of continental drift. I saw an opportunity to… liven things up.” His eyes held yours. “And I was right. It worked. You’re here with me, aren’t you?”

“You deceived me.”

“I gave you a choice,” he countered, his voice dropping. “You just didn’t know you were choosing between two options. Now you do. That’s more honesty than you get from most people.”

The statement was so arrogant, so infuriatingly logical in its own twisted way, that you couldn’t even argue. You took a sip of your coffee. It was too hot, but the burn grounded you.

“He’s worried about you, you know,” Inho said, his tone shifting slightly. “Young-il. Thinks I’ve… corrupted the scenario.”

“And have you?”

His grin returned, wider this time.

“I’m just showing you the other side of the coin. He’s calm water. I’m the current underneath. You can’t have one without the other, not really.” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. The move brought him closer, and you caught the faint, spicy scent of his soap, mixed with coffee and night air. “He’ll want to take you to a nice dinner. Talk about books. He’ll be a perfect gentleman.”

“And what do you want?” The question slipped out, barely a whisper.

His gaze darkened, the amusement simmering into something more intense. “I want to see what happens when you stop being so polite. I want to hear what you really think. I want to know what makes you… tick.” He paused, letting the words hang. “And I have a feeling it’s not just quiet dinners and poetry.”

Your heart was a frantic drum against your ribs. You were blushing again, you could feel the heat in your cheeks. He was funny, in a sharp, dangerous way. He was intense, his focus so absolute it felt like a physical weight.

He was the complete opposite of Young-il’s gentle, steady presence. And the terrifying, exhilarating truth was settling in your stomach, a heavy, warm stone.

You’re going to get ruined by the two of them.

One promised a slow, deep burn that would consume you from the inside out. The other promised a flash-fire, a brilliant, shocking heat that would leave you breathless and charred. You weren’t sure which was more dangerous.

You weren’t sure you wanted to choose.

Inho watched the play of emotions on your face, his own expression one of deep satisfaction. He finished his espresso in one last swallow. “There,” he said, his voice a soft rumble. “Now you’re processing.”

He stood up, the movement fluid and sure. “I should let you finish your run. Or… whatever comes next.” He gave you one last, lingering look, from your flushed face down to your hands clenched around your coffee cup. “Don’t think too hard, neighbor. Sometimes the best choices are the ones you don’t see coming.”

He winked—that same, devastating wink from the grocery store—and turned, walking out of the café without a backward glance. You sat there, frozen, the warmth of the latte seeping into your palms, the ghost of his smirk burned into your vision.

The sun was higher now, brighter. The whole world felt sharper, more vivid. You took a deep, shaking breath.

What happens next?

The walk back to your apartment was a blur of caffeine haze and lingering spice. Inho’s words—I want to see what happens when you stop being so polite—echoed in your head, a taunting rhythm that matched your still-racing pulse. You turned the corner to your building, your keys already in hand, and stopped short.

There was a figure at your door. Tall, shoulders set in a familiar, straighter line. He had his hand raised, poised to knock, but he was hesitating, staring at the grain of the wood as if it held an answer.

“Young-il?”

He flinched, turning sharply.

For a split second, you saw it—a flicker of something startled, almost vulnerable, in his deep brown eyes. It was gone in an instant, replaced by his usual calm, but the surprise was real. You’d caught him.

A slow chuckle escaped you. “I’m sorry, did I scare you?”

He let out a soft breath, a faint, self-deprecating smile touching his lips. “I didn’t know you were out. I heard movement earlier, but then it went quiet. I thought…” He trailed off, shaking his head. “It doesn’t matter. I was just… checking in.”

Checking in.

The phrase felt too casual for the intensity of his posture a moment ago. You smiled, the warmth in your chest pushing back the last of the morning’s chaotic energy. “Well, I’m here now. Do you want to come in?”

He nodded, the motion curt. “If it’s no trouble.”

You unlocked the door and he followed you inside. Your studio felt different with him in it—calmer, more anchored. He didn’t sit immediately, instead letting his gaze drift over the now-organized space, the cabinet he’d built standing solidly against the wall.

“You finished the box,” he noted, seeing the empty cardboard flattened by the door.

“The wine helped,” you admitted, feeling a fresh wave of heat in your cheeks at the memory of last night’s confession. “Thank you. For… handling that.”

“It was the least I could do.” He finally sat on the edge of your sofa, his movements economical. You sat across from him in the armchair, tucking your legs beneath you. An easy silence settled, but it was different from the charged quiet with Inho. This felt like a shared breath.

“I was at the library earlier this week,” you ventured. “I picked up that book on urban semiotics you mentioned. The one about city signs telling stories.”

His eyes lit up, that gentle, earnest fire you’d first seen among the bookshelves. “Did you? What did you think of the chapter on unintended narratives? The author’s theory about alleyways…”

And just like that, you were lost.

An hour dissolved into the soft back-and-forth of literary theories and tangential anecdotes. You found yourself laughing at a dry, witty observation he made about postmodern architecture, the sound bright in your small space. You watched his hands as he talked—strong, capable hands that had pieced together your furniture with such surety—and found your gaze drifting to his face, to the way his eyes crinkled at the corners when he smiled.

But there was something else there, too.

A quiet intensity beneath his calm.

He’d look at you, and his words would slow, as if he were choosing each one with deliberate care. A warmth would spread through his expression, a softness that made your stomach tighten in a slow, sweet knot. You saw him swallow once, his Adam’s apple bobbing, and his fingers flexed against his thigh.

Is he feeling this, too?

The thought was a quiet thunder in your chest.

This wasn’t the electric, intimidating pull of Inho. This was deeper, a slow-burning ember in your gut, fanned by every shared glance, every moment of understanding. It felt… profound. And the way he looked at you—like you were a fascinating text he wanted to read line by line—made you feel seen in a way that had nothing to do with games.

He cleared his throat, the sound rough in the quiet room. The conversation had lulled into a comfortable pause. He leaned forward, his elbows on his knees, and looked directly at you. The playful lightness was gone, replaced by a sincerity that stole the air from your lungs.

“I meant what I said last night,” he began, his voice low. “About a proper apology. I’d like to take you to dinner. Tonight.” He paused, his gaze unwavering. “It’s the least you deserve after… everything. And I want to. Very much.”

Your heart gave a hard, single thump. “A dinner date?” The words were barely a whisper.

He nodded, a faint blush coloring the tops of his cheekbones. It was the most endearing thing you’d ever seen. “If you’ll allow me. Just the two of us.” He emphasized the next words, his tone leaving no room for misunderstanding. “Without Inho. I’ll make sure of it.”

The promise, the deliberate exclusion, sent a thrill through you. It was a line drawn, a choice presented in the gentlest possible way.

My attention. My intention. Just for you.

You could only nod, the motion feeling dreamlike. “I’d like that.”

A slow, beautiful smile spread across his face, transforming it completely. It reached his eyes, making them shine. “Good,” he said, the word a soft exhale. He stood up, the sudden movement breaking the spell. “I’ll come back later to pick you up. Wear whatever you want. Whatever makes you comfortable.”

He was at the door before you could fully process it. You stood, following him on unsteady legs.

“Young-il?”

He turned his hand on the doorknob. The hallway light caught the side of his face, highlighting the strong line of his jaw.

“Thank you,” you said, smiling up at him.

His gaze softened further, lingering on your face for a heartbeat too long. “No,” he murmured. “Thank you.”

Then he was gone, the door clicking shut softly behind him.

You stood in the middle of your apartment, the silence rushing back in. But it wasn’t empty anymore. It was full of his promise, the warmth of his smile, the low timbre of his voice saying tonight. A light blush crept up your neck, a delicious, slow heat that had nothing to do with the sun outside. You brought your fingers to your lips, still curved in an uncontrollable smile.

What are the things that you and Young-il would do later?

The thought wasn’t explicit.

It was a cascade of sensations—the brush of his sleeve against your arm, the deep rumble of his laugh in a quiet restaurant, the way his eyes might look in candlelight. The potential of his hand, maybe, finding yours across a table. The dizzying possibility of what might come after.

You were excited.

Truly, breathlessly excited.

And for the first time since moving in, the feeling wasn’t tangled with confusion. It was clear and bright and burning with a slow, steady flame, waiting for the night to fall so it could truly begin.

The knock came exactly at seven-thirty. A soft, steady rhythm that sent your stomach swooping up into your throat. You took one last look in the mirror, smoothed a hand over your wine-red dress, and opened the door.

He stood there, framed in the warm glow of the hallway light, and your breath caught.

Oh.

He’d mentioned glasses before, but you’d never seen them. Thin, elegant wire frames that somehow sharpened the gentle intelligence in his deep brown eyes. He wore a plain black shirt, tucked neatly into cream-colored trousers that hung perfectly on his lean frame. A stylish leather Chelsea boot, polished to a soft shine. A coat was draped over his left arm.

He looked… elegant.

Sophisticated. Like he’d stepped out of the pages of a magazine about a different, more refined life.

He smiled up at you, a slow, genuine curve of his lips that crinkled the corners of his eyes. “Good evening.”

You could only stare for a second, taking him in. “Hi.” The word came out a little breathless. “I’m… not quite ready. Just finishing my hair. I’m so sorry.”

He shook his head, the motion easy. “Please, don’t apologize. Take all the time you need. I don’t mind waiting.” His gaze traveled over you then, a slow, appreciative sweep from your styled hair down to the dress that hugged every curve, and back up to your face. The look was warm, but it held a weight that made your knees feel weak. “You look… stunning.”

“Thank you,” you managed, stepping back. “Come in, please.”

He entered, his presence immediately making your small studio feel different—warmer, somehow more intimate. He thanked you quietly and took a seat on the edge of your sofa, placing his folded coat beside him. He didn’t sprawl or look at his phone. He just sat, hands resting on his knees, patient and calm.

“I’ll be quick,” you promised, darting back to the small mirror by your bathroom door.

“Truly,” he said, his voice a low, steady rumble from across the room. “Take all the time you need.”

You fumbled with a final bobby pin, your fingers trembling slightly. You could feel his eyes on you, not staring, but noticing. Watching the line of your back, the way the fabric tightened across your hips when you moved. The air felt charged, thick with a quiet, building promise. You stole a glance in the mirror’s reflection. He was looking right at you, his expression soft, but his jaw was tight. His fingers flexed once against his thigh.

He’s feeling this, too.

The thought sent a fresh wave of heat through you. You took a deep breath, applied a final touch of lip color, and turned. “Okay. Ready.”

He stood smoothly, picking up his coat. “Perfect.”

Outside, the evening air held a crisp bite. You’d only taken a few steps from the building’s entrance when he paused.

“It’s cooler than I thought,” he said, and without another word, he shrugged out of his coat. It was a beautiful, tailored wool thing.

“Oh, no, I’m fine, really—” you started.

He didn’t listen.

He simply stepped behind you and draped it over your shoulders. The weight was substantial, warm from his body. And his scent enveloped you—clean cotton, a faint, woody cologne, and underneath it all, the barest hint of vanilla and warm skin. It was deeply, undeniably masculine, and it wrapped around you like an embrace.

“There,” he murmured, his hands lingering for a fraction of a second on your shoulders before falling away.

You pulled the coat tighter, sinking into the warmth. “Thank you.”

He fell into step beside you, his hands now tucked into his trouser pockets. “You look beautiful in that color,” he said, his gaze forward. The compliment was delivered so simply, so matter-of-factly, that it felt more real than any flowery line.

You felt a blush bloom across your cheeks. “And you clean up pretty well yourself.”

He chuckled, that deep, resonant sound that seemed to vibrate right through the coat and into your bones. “I’ll take that.”

The restaurant was small, intimate, with dark wood and soft candlelight at each table. He pulled out your chair for you, his hand brushing the back of your neck for the briefest moment.

The touch was electric.

The dinner was… lovely. He ordered for you both after asking your preferences, choosing a white wine that was crisp and floral. He told you stories about a project that had gone hilariously wrong due to a misprinted blueprint. You told him about your most eccentric professor. You found yourself laughing, truly laughing, the sound mingling with his deeper chuckle. The wine went to your head, a pleasant, golden haze that made everything feel softer, brighter. The way the candlelight caught in his glasses. The way his fingers curled around his wine glass.

He paid, of course, waving away your offered card with a gentle shake of his head.

On the walk back, the world had a dreamlike quality. The wine, the good food, him. You found yourself rambling about a group project at university, your words beginning to slur just a little. He listened, his hand resting lightly on the small of your back to guide you, the heat of his palm searing through the fabric of his coat and your dress.

He laughed softly. “I think you might have had a little too much wine.”

“Maybe,” you giggled, leaning into his touch. “It was a good dinner.”

“It was,” he agreed, his voice warm.

At your door, you fumbled in your tiny clutch for your keys. He took them gently from your unsteady fingers. “Allow me.”

He unlocked your door and pushed it open.

Your bag was slung over his shoulder, his coat still wrapped around you. You stumbled over the threshold, and his arm shot out, strong and sure, catching you around the waist before you could fall.

“Whoa there.”

You laughed, a breathy, tipsy sound, and your hand came up to steady yourself against his chest. Through the fine fabric of his shirt, you could feel the solid wall of muscle, the steady, accelerated beat of his heart. Your fingers curled, clutching at him.

You stopped laughing.

The apartment was dark, lit only by the city glow filtering through your blinds.

You were pressed against him, your back to the open door, his arm a firm band around you. His other hand came up, cupping your elbow where you gripped his shirt.

You looked up.

His eyes were dark in the low light, focused entirely on you. The gentle expression was gone, replaced by something raw, something hungry.

The silence was absolute.

Deafening.

You could hear your own pulse in your ears.

Slowly, almost reverently, you lifted your free hand.

You touched his cheek. His skin was warm, slightly rough with evening stubble. The moment your fingertips made contact, his eyes drifted shut, his jaw tightening as if your touch burned.

He let out a soft, shuddering breath.

Then his eyes opened, and they weren’t looking at yours anymore. They were fixed on your lips.

You leaned in.

The first kiss was hesitant, a soft brush of your mouth against his.

Testing.

Asking.

He answered.

One of his hands came up to cradle your jaw, his thumb stroking your cheekbone. The other tightened on your waist, pulling you flush against him. He tilted his head and deepened the kiss, his lips parting yours. It wasn’t gentle anymore. It was deep, and searching, and hot. The taste of wine and him flooded your senses. A helpless whimper escaped your throat, and you kissed him back, your hands fisting in his shirt.

He walked you backwards, never breaking the kiss, until your back met the cool plaster of your apartment wall. The shock of the cold wall against your bare shoulders made you gasp into his mouth. He swallowed the sound, his body pressing you into the wall, all lean strength and intent. You could feel the hard line of his arousal against your stomach, and a bolt of pure, dizzying need shot through you.

You were both panting when he finally, slowly, pulled his mouth from yours. He rested his forehead against yours, his breath coming in ragged gusts that washed over your lips.

“You’re drunk,” he whispered, the words strained. “I can’t… I won’t touch you when you’re like this.”

He pushed himself back, putting a few precious inches of space between your bodies. His hands found yours, peeling them from his shirt and holding them tightly. His voice was rough, filled with a struggle you could feel in his trembling fingers. “You need to rest.”

You whimpered in protest, but he was already guiding you, firmly but gently, to your bed. He sat you down, knelt to slip your shoes off, and pulled the covers over you. He was a blur of efficient, tender motion. He disappeared into your kitchenette and returned with a glass of cold water, placing it on your nightstand.

“Please,” you murmured, your voice thick with sleep and desire. “Stay.”

He crouched down beside the bed, bringing his face level with yours. In the dim light, his eyes were pools of dark, conflicted emotion. He leaned in and pressed a kiss to your forehead. His lips were soft, warm, and lingered for a long, aching moment.

“Goodnight,” he breathed against your skin. He gave your hand one final squeeze, then stood.

He gave you one last, long look—a look that held all the heat of the kiss, all the promise of what could have been, and all the frustrating, honorable restraint that had stopped it. Then he turned and walked out, closing your door with a soft, definitive click.

You lay there, the ghost of his lips on yours, the scent of his coat still clinging to you. You smiled into the darkness, a wide, giddy, teenager-in-love smile. You closed your eyes, hoping, praying, that the dreams would bring him back to you.

The walk back to his own apartment felt like moving through water. Young-il’s mind was a beautiful, chaotic mess. The soft weight of you in his arms, the taste of wine and surrender on your lips, the way your body had melted into his against the wall—it was all there, playing on a loop behind his eyes. He fumbled his key into the lock, the metal cool against his still-tingling fingers.

The scent of cigarette smoke hit him first, sharp and acrid, cutting through the lingering ghost of your perfume on his coat.

Inho was sprawled on the dark sofa, one arm flung over the back, a cigarette smoldering between his fingers. He didn’t look up as Young-il shut the door, just took a slow drag, the tip glowing bright in the dim living room light.

“You’re back early,” Inho observed, his voice a lazy drawl. “I was betting on at least another hour. Maybe two.” He finally turned his head, his sharp eyes sweeping over his brother. A slow, knowing smirk spread across his face. “Well, well. Look at you.”

Young-il frowned, hanging his coat on the peg by the door with deliberate care. “Look at me what?”

“You’re blushing,” Inho chuckled, the sound low and full of amusement. “Like a ten-year-old who just held hands behind the school. What happened? Did she give you a peck on the cheek? A chaste little goodnight kiss?”

Young-il felt the heat in his cheeks intensify. He walked to the kitchen, needing the barrier of the counter between them. He poured himself a glass of water, his movements precise. “It was a nice evening. That’s all.”

“That’s all,” Inho echoed, disbelief dripping from the words. He stubbed out his cigarette and stood, padding barefoot into the kitchen. He leaned against the opposite counter, crossing his arms. His gaze was a physical weight. “I saw her this morning, you know. Jogging. All flushed and breathless. We had coffee.”

Young-il’s hand tightened around his glass. He kept his voice even. “I know. She mentioned it.”

“Did she?” Inho’s smirk widened.

“Did she mention what I said? That I want to see what happens when she stops being so polite?” He leaned forward slightly, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur. “She liked it, hyung. She got that look. The one where she’s trying so hard not to show how much she’s feeling. I know that look now.”

A flare of something hot and possessive shot through Young-il’s chest. It was unfamiliar, unsettling. He took a slow sip of water, using the glass to hide his expression. “She’s not a game, Inho.”

“Everything’s a game,” Inho countered, his tone light but his eyes serious. “You just prefer the ones with more rules. I like the ones where you make them up as you go.” He pushed off the counter and moved closer, circling around to Young-il’s side. “So. Did you make your move? Or did you just talk about books and hold the door for her?”

Young-il stayed silent, staring into his water.

Inho let out a soft, incredulous laugh.

“You did. You actually kissed her. I can smell it on you. Her lipstick. That cheap wine from the Italian place on the corner.” He shook his head, a strange mix of admiration and mockery in his expression. “My gentle, honorable brother. And then you walked away, didn’t you? Because she had a few glasses. Because it wasn’t proper.”

“She was intoxicated,” Young-il said, the defense sounding weak even to his own ears.

“She was happy,” Inho corrected. “And she wanted you. And you left her alone in her bed, dreaming about what you almost did.” He clucked his tongue. “A missed opportunity, hyung. A big one.”

The words needled under Young-il’s skin.

He’d replayed the moment he pulled away a hundred times in the three minutes it took to walk home. The feel of her, pliant and eager against him.

The little sound she made.

The way her hands clutched at him, as if she never wanted to let go. His own body, screaming at him to stay, to lay her down and learn every curve, every sigh.

“It was the right thing to do,” he said, but the conviction had faded.

“Was it?” Inho was right in front of him now, inches away. His identical face held none of Young-il’s gentle restraint. It was all sharp angles and playful danger. “Or was it the safe thing? The thing that lets you keep your distance, so you don’t have to risk actually wanting something?”

Young-il met his brother’s gaze.

The familiar challenge was there, but underneath it, he saw something else.

A genuine curiosity.

Inho was watching him, waiting to see what he’d do next. Testing him.

“Why do you care?” Young-il asked quietly.

Inho’s smile turned wicked. “Because she’s interesting. And because you’re interesting when you’re like this. All… flustered.” He reached out and poked Young-il in the center of his chest, right over the frantic heartbeat. “You feel that? That’s not from talking about urban semiotics, brother. That’s from having a beautiful woman under your hands and walking away. That’s frustration.”

Young-il swatted his hand away, a rare flash of irritation breaking through. “Stop it.”

“Or what?” Inho’s eyebrows rose, delighted by the reaction. He took a step back, his hands going to his hips. “Look. I’ll make this simple. You had your date. You had your kiss. You played the gentleman.” He shrugged, the motion fluid and careless. “My turn.”

The words landed like a physical blow. “What?”

“You heard me. If you’re not going to do anything about it—if you’re just going to pine and blush and write her poetry in your head—then I will. I already started. She already knows what I want. And part of her wants it, too. I saw it in her eyes this morning.” Inho’s voice was casual, as if discussing the weather. “She’s caught between us, hyung. The calm water and the current. And currents are more fun to swim in.”

The image was immediate and visceral: Inho, with his confident smirk and dangerous charm, standing at your door.

Leaning in. His methods were not gentle. They were direct, thrilling, overwhelming.

And a cold, sick dread pooled in Young-il’s stomach at the thought of you responding to it. Of you choosing that.

“You can’t,” Young-il said, the words coming out tighter than he intended.

“I can,” Inho said, his smile never faltering. “And I will. Unless you decide you’re actually in this. Not just in the idea of it. In the messy, complicated, wanting part of it.” He leaned in again, his voice dropping to a whisper that was somehow more intimidating than a shout. “So what’s it going to be? Are you going to keep being the good neighbor who helps with boxes? Or are you going to be the man who makes her forget her own name?”

He didn’t wait for an answer.

He just winked—that same devastating, infuriating wink—and turned, walking back toward the sofa. He picked up his pack of cigarettes, tapped one out, and lit it, the flame briefly illuminating his sharp, satisfied features.

Young-il stood frozen in the kitchen, the empty glass cold in his hand. The warmth from your kiss was gone, replaced by a chilling realization.

The game had changed. It was no longer about a slow, gentle courtship. It was a competition.

And his brother had just declared war.

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The Other Woman
Oneshot: Fem! Reader x Fiancè! Kim Kyu-pyeong

Warnings: Cheating, Angst no comfort, betrayal.

Word Count: 1154

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“You have to listen to me.”

His hand was warm on your arm. Too warm. A heat that felt foreign now, like a brand you didn’t ask for.

You yanked your arm back. The sting in your palm from the slap was a dull, satisfying throb. “Listen? Listen to what, Kyu-pyeong? An explanation? There’s no explanation for that.”

He stood in the dim hallway, his robe tied hastily, hanging open enough to show a sliver of his chest. The chest you’d rested your head on just last night. His face was pale, stricken. “It’s not what you think—”

“I saw it.” The words came out flat. Hollow. “I saw her. On our bed. My bed.”

An hour ago, you’d been floating.

The paper bag in your hand held months of secret effort. Hand-pressed paper flowers, each petal glued with a memory. Love letters in your messiest, most honest handwriting—the kind you never showed him because he preferred the typed, poetic notes you left on the fridge. And the wallet, the sleek black leather one he’d pointed to in the boutique window last fall, saying it was too much, that you shouldn’t.

You’d saved for it anyway.

You told him you’d be late for his birthday dinner. A little white lie, a spark of mischief. You imagined his face: the slight frown at your text, then the slow, brilliant smile when you walked in, bag in hand. He’d pull you close. He’d kiss your temple and whisper, “You’re the only gift I need.” He said things like that.

He always said things like that.

The house was too quiet. Dark. You’d expected soft light from his office, the clack of his keyboard.

You’d crept in, a smile playing on your lips.

Then the sound.

A low, ragged groan. A woman’s soft cry, muffled but unmistakable. Your heart, so light a moment before, dropped like a stone into your gut.

A movie.

He fell asleep watching something.

You clung to the thought, taking another silent step up the stairs.

Your bedroom door was ajar. A strip of yellow light cut across the dark landing.

And inside…

Inside, the man who planned your future over meticulously color-coded spreadsheets, who remembered your mother’s favorite tea, who kissed you goodbye every morning like it was a solemn promise, was laid bare. Not just naked—stripped of every pretense that had been your world for five years. His head was thrown back, eyes closed, lips parted. And on top of him, a woman with dark hair stuck to her damp neck, moving with a rhythm that made your own stomach lurch.

Kyu-pyeong groaned.

A name. Not yours. Another woman’s name, sighed into the charged air of your room.

The paper bag hit the floor with a soft rustle. The sound was tiny, insignificant, but his eyes snapped open.

You saw the exact moment he registered you. The pleasure in his eyes shattered into pure, animal panic. He shoved the woman off with a force that sent her sprawling with a yelp, scrambling for the robe at the foot of the bed.

You didn’t wait. Your legs moved before your mind could. The hallway carpet swallowed the sound of your flight.

“Please.” His voice cracked now, bringing you back to the harsh present of the hallway. He reached for you again, but his hand faltered mid-air. “Just let me talk. It was a mistake. A terrible, stupid, one-time mistake.”

You stared at the wall past his shoulder. At the framed photo of the two of you in Bali, your smiles wide and sun-bleached. Perfect. “Five years,” you said, your voice strangely calm. “Five years of you handling everything. Of flowers every Monday. Of planning every detail so I never had to worry. Was that the plan, too? So I’d be too trusting to ever check?”

“No! God, no. You have to believe me. I love you. Only you.” His words, once a balm, were now just noise. Empty syllables.

“You love me,” you repeated. A bitter laugh escaped you, sharp and ugly. “You love me, so you fuck someone else in the bed we share? On your birthday? Were you thinking of me when you were saying her name?”

He flinched. A muscle jumped in his jaw. “It meant nothing.”

“It meant everything.” The calm finally broke. Tears burned hot paths down your cheeks, but your voice didn’t waver. “It means every ‘I love you’ was a lie. Every plan was a joke. Every time you made me feel like I was the only woman in the world… you were just practicing. Weren’t you?”

“That’s not true.” He stepped closer. The scent of him—his cologne, his skin, and underneath it, the faint, alien trace of her perfume—washed over you. It made your head spin. “You are everything to me. This… she was nothing. A moment of weakness. I’ve been stressed with the merger, and you’ve been so busy, and I just…”

“And I just what?” you whispered. The anger was cooling, hardening into something icy and heavy in your chest. “I wasn’t enough? Is that it? After five years, you just needed to check if someone else could do it better?”

His eyes were desperate, pleading. “You are more than enough. You’re perfect. We are perfect.”

“We’re nothing.” You took a step back, towards the top of the stairs. The forgotten gifts lay in their scattered bag by the bedroom door. The sight of them was a physical ache. “All of this… it was just you managing me. Another project. The ‘Perfect Fiancée’ project. And you got bored.”

“Don’t say that. Don’t you dare.” His own anger surfaced now, quick and defensive. A flash of the man who controlled boardrooms. It looked grotesque here, in his disheveled robe. “I have given you everything!”

“You took the one thing that mattered,” you said quietly. “You took my trust and you set it on fire.”

You turned. Your hand found the cool wooden banister.

“Wait!” The plea was raw, ripped from him. “Where are you going? We can fix this. We have to fix this.”

You didn’t answer. You just started down the stairs, one slow, measured step at a time. Each step felt like walking away from a life, a future, a person you thought you knew.

“I love you!” he shouted after you, his voice echoing in the stairwell.

The words bounced off the walls, meaningless.

You reached the bottom. Your coat was still slung over the chair by the door. You picked it up.

You could hear him moving above, a frantic shuffle. He was coming after you.

You didn’t look back. You opened the front door, stepping out into the cool evening air. It was a clean smell. Empty.

His voice came from the top of the stairs, quieter now, frayed with a fear you’d never heard before. “Please.”

The door clicked shut behind you, the sound final and absolute.

Whiskey and Regrets
Oneshot: Fem! Reader x BFD! An SangGoo

Warnings: Alcohol Consumption, Creampie, Praise Kink, Degradation Kink, Squirting, Smoking, Detailed writing of private parts and sex positions, breeding kink, overstimulation, Smut with Angst, P n v, Oral (F! Receiving), Sanggoo got his 2 hands lmao!, Unprotected Sex, Age gap (legal), Dom! Sanggoo x Sub! Reader, Divorced! An Sanggoo, Best friend’s Dad! An Sanggoo, Usage of pet names.

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The balcony air was cool, a sharp contrast to the stuffy warmth of the living room where your friends were passed out. But out here, it was just you and him, and the tension you’d been nursing for years.

The scent hit you first, as it always did.

Whiskey and tobacco and something uniquely him.

It wasn’t just cologne.

It was warmth, a hint of sweat, a deeply masculine aroma that made your stomach flip.

You hated smokers.

But for Mr. An SangGoo, you’d breathe in the whole damn cigar factory.

“Couldn’t sleep either?” he asked, his voice a low rumble that seemed to vibrate in your own chest. He didn’t turn, just leaned on the railing, the amber liquid in his glass catching the city lights.

“Just needed some air,” you said, your voice sounding too small. You moved to stand beside him, not too close, but close enough to feel the heat radiating from his body. His sleeves were rolled up, revealing thick forearms corded with muscle and a tracery of prominent veins you wanted to trace with your tongue.

His hair, usually so neat, fell in soft, dark strands across his forehead.

You talked. Small talk, at first. College. His work.

Then, fueled by the whiskey humming in your own veins, you dared to ask.

“How… How have you been, Mr. An? Really. Since… you know.”

He took a slow sip, then a thoughtful puff of his cigar, blowing the smoke away from you with a practiced tilt of his head. He gave you a look, a deep chuckle rolling out of him. “Still so polite. And curious.” He paused, his dark eyes studying you in a way that made your skin prickle. “I’m managing. A house gets quiet when it’s just you. Too quiet, sometimes.”

The silence that followed wasn’t empty.

It was full.

Full of the things you’d never said, the stolen glances from across the dinner table, the way your heart would stutter when he’d laugh at one of your jokes.

He turned fully towards you then, setting his glass down.

“Look at you,” he murmured, his gaze sweeping from your eyes down to your lips, then back up. “All grown up. Beautiful. Smart.” He took a step closer, the space between you evaporating. “You need to be careful, you know. The boys your age… they don’t know what they have. They don’t know what to do with a woman.”

His words were a physical touch, a caress that went straight to your core.

You were drowning in it, in him.

The world narrowed to the scent of him, the intensity in his eyes, the solid wall of his chest so near your own.

You don’t remember who moved first.

Maybe you swayed towards him. Maybe his hand came up to cup your jaw, his thumb brushing your cheekbone. But then his lips were on yours, and the world stopped.

It was tender at first, a soft, searching pressure. A question. Your answer was a sigh against his mouth, your hands finding the crisp cotton of his shirt, fisting into it. The kiss deepened, his tongue sweeping past your lips, tasting of expensive whiskey and desire. It was hungry, urgent, years of silent want exploding into this one, desperate connection. You lost yourself in it, in the scrape of his stubble, the firm possession of his mouth.

He kissed you like he was claiming something, and you surrendered completely.

The next thing you knew, your back was against the cool wall of his bedroom hallway, his body a hard, hot line pressing you into it. Your legs wrapped around his waist of their own volition, and he held you there effortlessly, one large hand splayed on your ass, the other tangled in your hair, angling your head for a deeper, wetter kiss.

A low groan vibrated from his chest into yours.

“Shouldn’t…” he breathed against your neck, his lips finding the frantic pulse there. “God, you shouldn’t feel this good.”

But he didn’t stop.

His mouth traveled down the column of your throat, leaving a trail of fire.

He nipped at the sensitive skin where your shoulder met your neck—a gentle bite that made you cry out, not in pain, but in sharp, shocking pleasure. “So sweet,” he murmured, the words a hot puff against your damp skin. “My good girl, tasting so sweet.

He carried you a few steps to his bed, a king-sized expanse of dark sheets. He laid you down with a care that belied the fever in his eyes, following you down, his weight settling between your thighs. His hands were everywhere, pushing your top up, unclasping your bra with a deft flick. The cool air hit your breasts just before his mouth did, his tongue laving a peaked nipple before drawing it deep. You arched off the bed, a broken sound tearing from your throat.

“Shhh,” he soothed, even as his other hand worked at the button of your jeans. “You have to be quiet, little one. Or I’ll have to stop.” It was a lie, and you both knew it.

The threat only made you wetter.

He peeled your jeans and underwear down in one rough, efficient movement, tossing them aside. He knelt back, his eyes drinking you in. You felt exposed, utterly naked under his heavy gaze.

Your pussy was bare, clean-shaven and glistening already with your arousal. The outer lips were full and plump, a deep, flushed pink, parting slightly to reveal the darker, delicate inner folds that were slick and swollen. It was a pretty cunt, you knew, neat and inviting, and the hungry, approving look on his face confirmed it.

“Look at that,” he whispered, his voice thick. “All pretty and pink and dripping for me. You’ve been thinking about this, haven’t you?”

You could only nod, trembling.

He kissed his way down your body again—your sternum, the quivering plane of your stomach, the dip of your navel. He hooked his hands under your knees, pushing your legs back and wide, opening you completely.

Then he bent his head.

His tongue didn’t go straight for your clit.

He licked a long, slow stripe from your entrance all the way up, bathing your folds. He circled your opening, teasing, before focusing on the tight, furl of your asshole for a dizzying moment, making you jerk.

Then he found your clit, sucking it gently into his mouth.

You slapped a hand over your own mouth to stifle a scream. He licked and sucked, his tongue flat and broad, then pointed and agile. He pushed two fingers inside you, curling them, finding a spot that made stars burst behind your eyelids. The buildup was agonizing, perfect. You could feel it coiling deep in your belly, a pressure about to snap.

“I… I’m gonna…” you panted.

“Do it,” he growled against your clit. Squirt for me. Let me taste it.

The command, the sheer filthy permission, pushed you over.

The orgasm crashed through you, a wave of pure, shocking pleasure that tightened every muscle before releasing in a gush. You felt the hot fluid rush out of you, soaking his chin, his mouth, the sheets beneath you. He drank it down, moaning like it was the finest whiskey, his fingers working you through the convulsions until you were a whimpering mess.

He rose above you, unbuckling his belt, pushing his pants and boxers down. And then you saw it.

His cock.

It sprang free, thick and heavy and immense.

It was very long, a solid eight inches at least, and very thick, the shaft a smooth, hard column of flesh with a prominent vein running along the underside. The head was large, a broad, plum-shaped crown, darker than the shaft, glistening with a bead of pre-cum. It looked both brutal and beautiful, a tool meant for claiming.

“Mr. An,” you breathed.

A slow, possessive smile touched his lips.

“See what you do to me?” he said, wrapping a large hand around the base. He stroked himself slowly, his eyes on yours. “All this,” he whispered, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur, “is because of that pretty, greedy little cunt of yours.” The verbal cocktail of degradation and praise sent a fresh jolt of lust straight to your core.

You were filthy.

You were perfect.

He notched the broad head at your entrance, which felt swollen and sensitive and utterly helpless. “Look at me,” he ordered.

You did.

He pushed forward, an inexorable, stretching invasion.

You were so wet, but he was so big.

It burned in the best way, a delicious, filling ache.

He sank into you inch by torturous inch, his eyes holding yours, watching every flicker of sensation on your face.

Fuck,” he gritted out when he was fully seated, his hips flush against yours. “You’re perfect. So tight and hot. Taking me so well.” He began to move, a slow, deep roll of his hips that rubbed every nerve inside you. You clutched at his back, your nails digging into the firm muscle.

He fucked you like that for a while, in a deep, mating press, your legs hooked over his arms, your knees near your shoulders. Each thrust buried him to the hilt, his heavy balls slapping against your ass. The angle was incredible, the penetration so deep you felt owned, branded.

“Whose cunt is this?” he grunted, his pace increasing.

“Yours!” you gasped.

Louder.

“It’s yours, Mr. An! Only yours!”

He swore, pounding into you harder. The bed began to creak in a steady rhythm. You were so close again, but the peak hovered just out of reach. You needed…

“Please,” you begged, shameless. “Please, I need…”

He understood.

He shifted, pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in, and his thumb found your swollen bud, rubbing tight, firm circles. It was all you needed.

The second orgasm was different. It wasn’t a gushing release but a deep, internal clenching, a series of rolling spasms that gripped his cock like a vise. You shook, silent screams caught in your throat as pleasure radiated out from your center.

That’s it,” he praised, his thrusts becoming ragged. “Milking my cock like a perfect little slut. Come on my dick, good girl.” The degradation in the middle of your bliss made the pleasure sharper, more complex.

You were his good girl.

You were his slut.

They meant the same thing right now.

He pulled out suddenly, the cold air a shock on your sensitized flesh. Before you could protest, he flipped you over onto your hands and knees. Prone bone. He draped himself over your back, his chest hot against your spine, and drove back into you from behind. One hand anchored on your hip, the other snaked around to your front, fingers resuming their torture on your clit.

“Gonna breed this sweet cunt,” he muttered into your ear, his breath hot.Gonna pump you so full of cum you’ll feel it for days. You want that? You want me to put a baby in you?

The breeding talk, the raw, biological stakes, sent a thrill of terror and absolute arousal through you. “Yes! Please!

His control shattered.

His thrusts became punishing, a hard, fast, piston-like rhythm that had you seeing white. You could feel your own juices dripping down your thighs, hear the wet, slick sounds of each penetration. He was grunting with each drive, animalistic sounds that spurred you on.

Fuck–!” he roared, and buried himself to the root, his body locking against yours. You felt him pulse, a hot, deep flood erupting inside you, filling you up. A final, rippling aftershock of an orgasm shook you as you felt his release, the intimate heat of his seed spreading deep in your womb.

He collapsed on top of you for a moment, his weight a comforting anchor. Then he rolled, pulling you with him, keeping himself sheathed inside you. You were on your side, spooned against him, his softening cock still nestled in your sore, used pussy, his cum slowly leaking out around the edges. His arms wrapped around you, one hand splayed possessively over your lower belly.

You were both slick with sweat, breathing in ragged unison. The room smelled of sex and him and you.

His lips brushed your shoulder. “My good girl,” he whispered again, the praise a soft counterpoint to the bruising force of what just happened. His fingers trailed through the sticky mess between your legs, gathering his own spend and yours. “Look at this,” he murmured, holding his glistening fingers in front of your eyes. “My perfect, filthy girl. Making such a mess.

You turned your head, catching his fingers in your mouth, cleaning them with your tongue. He groaned, his cock giving a weak, interested twitch inside you.

Insatiable,” he breathed, a dark chuckle in his voice. His other hand drifted up to cup your breast, his thumb rubbing over your nipple. 

His shoulders displayed his inked skin, you traced your fingers above it, tracing the small patterns that went to his chest, he smirked, “I love your tattoos,” You panted out, That earned a deep chuckle on him, “Hmm, is that so?” He replied as you nodded, “They’re older than you, sweetheart.” 

The silence in your apartment has become a physical thing, a heavy, smothering weight that settles over everything. You haven’t left in two days, not really. The ghost of him is in every room. When you close your eyes, you don’t see darkness—you see the intense focus in Mr. An’s eyes as he loomed over you. You feel the phantom pressure of his calloused hands, the specific sting of the bites he left on the curve of your neck, your inner thighs.

A constellation of shame and desire, written on your skin in faint, yellowing bruises.

His words are worse. They play on a cruel loop.

“It was a mistake. A drunk mistake.”

“You’re my daughter’s best friend.”

“I’m old enough to be your father.”

“You deserve better.”

The memory of his voice that morning is a cold knife. It wasn’t angry. It was… hollow. Final. He’d spoken to the wall beside your head, never once meeting your pleading eyes. The man who had worshipped your body with such possessive fire had become a statue of regret, colder than the balcony air. He’d told you to leave, and you had, scrambling for your discarded clothes with shaking hands, the ache between your legs a humiliating reminder of what he now dismissed as a mistake.

Your phone buzzes on the coffee table, lighting up with a new message.

Your heart lurches violently, a stupid, hopeful thing.

It’s Minhwa.

Minhwa: Hey! Miss you. Where’d you disappear to after the party? Dad said you left early with a headache. Feeling better?

You stare at the words.

Dad said.

He’d covered for you.

Of course he had.

The lie felt more intimate than anything that happened in his bed. It was a secret you now shared, a tether made of deceit. Your fingers hover over the screen.

What could you possibly say?

You: Yeah, sorry. Just crashed. All good now.

It’s a pathetic response.

She knows you’re lying. You’ve been best friends since you were kids, sharing every secret. Except this one. This one is a black hole, sucking in all the light.

You drag yourself to the bathroom, avoiding your reflection in the mirror. But you can’t avoid the proof. In the harsh fluorescent light, you trace the marks. The faint, oval-shaped bruises where his fingers gripped your throat not to hurt, but to hold you in place, to make you look at him. The smaller, more precise marks along your collarbone from his teeth. Gentle biting, he’d called it, right before he laved the spot with his tongue.

Every mark felt like a brand.

His.

A hot, confusing anger bubbles up, mixing with the crushing hurt.

He doesn’t get to regret it.

Not after the things he said.

Not after he looked you in the eye and called you his good girl, not after he promised to breed you.

That wasn’t a drunk mistake.

That was a choice.

A deliberate, hungry claiming.

You find yourself standing at your own window, looking out at the city, mimicking his pose from the balcony. You can almost smell the cigar smoke, the whiskey on his breath. Your body remembers the exact pressure of his hips pinning yours, the staggering fullness of him. The emptiness you feel now is a physical void, a desperate, clenching need you’ve never experienced before.

You’d never needed anyone like this.

It’s terrifying.

The intercom buzzes, sharp and unexpected, making you jump. No one ever visits. You pad over to it, a knot of dread and impossible hope tightening your stomach. “Hello?”

There’s a pause, a low crackle of static. Then, a voice. His voice.

“It’s me.”

Two words.

They slam into you, stealing your breath.

SangGoo.

Not Mr. An.

He didn’t say that.

He said me.

As if you are supposed to know.

As if you’ve been waiting.

You press the talk button, your voice a thin whisper. “What do you want?”

Another pause. You can hear him exhale, a slow, measured sound. “We need to talk. In person.”

“You said everything you needed to say.” The words come out harder than you feel.

“I lied.” The admission is blunt, rough. It hangs in the air between the static. “Let me up. Or I’ll stay down here all night.”

The threat isn’t a threat. It’s a promise. You imagine him in the lobby, tall and imposing in his simple coat, that rugged face set with an expression you can’t quite picture.

Is it anger? Remorse? The same hunger from before?

Your finger trembles over the door release button. This is a terrible idea. Catastrophic. You’ll be opening the door to ruin, to heartbreak, to the destruction of your oldest friendship. You know all this.

You press the button. The lock disengages with a heavy, metallic clunk.

The next few minutes are an agony of stillness. You don’t move from the spot in the middle of your living room. You just wait, listening to the silence of the hallway, then the soft, approaching sound of footsteps. They stop outside your door.

The buzzer’s echo faded, leaving only the hammering of your own heart. You stood frozen in the center of your living room, every nerve alight. Then the door opened.

He filled the frame. His scent washed over you first—that familiar, devastating mix of clean soap, faint cedar, and the lingering, smoky trace of his cigars. It was the smell of his hallway, his bedroom, him. It wrapped around you before he even took a step, pulling you back into that night.

He let himself in, his movements sure, closing the door with a soft, definitive click. He stood there, just inside, arms crossed over his chest, his posture rigid. The simple coat he wore was open, revealing a dark sweater beneath. His jaw was clenched tight, a muscle ticking along the side. He looked around your small apartment, his gaze sweeping over your things—the messy bookshelf, the blanket on the couch—before finally landing on you. His eyes were dark, unreadable pools.

He spoke first, his voice low and gravelly, breaking the thick silence. “We need to talk about what happened.”

You swallowed, your own voice barely a whisper. “You said everything already.”

“I said what I thought I should say.” He took a step further in, not crowding you, but his presence seemed to shrink the room. He stopped in the middle of your living room, his arms falling to his sides, hands resting on his hips. “What happened… it was a mistake. A drunk, careless mistake. I took advantage of the situation, of you. I’m sorry.”

The words were like ice water. They were the same words from that morning, but hearing them here, in your space, with the memory of his touch still so vivid on your skin, they hurt more.

“You didn’t take advantage of me,” you said, the words gaining strength from a well of anger you’d been nursing for two days. “I was there. I wanted it. I wanted you.”

“Stop.” His voice didn’t rise, but it gained a hard edge, a force that silenced you. “You were drunk. I was drunk. My daughter, your best friend, was asleep downstairs. It was a mistake.” He ran a hand through his hair, the gesture frustrated, and for a second, you saw the man from the balcony—tired, lonely, wanting. But it was gone in a flash, replaced by the stern mask. “It was my fault. My responsibility. And it meant nothing.”

Nothing. The word landed like a physical blow. Your vision blurred with hot tears you refused to let fall. All those whispered promises, the searing possession, the feeling of being utterly claimed… nothing?

“That’s a lie,” you choked out. You took a step toward him, your own hands trembling. “You don’t get to say that. You looked at me. You told me. You said…”

“I said what a drunk, lonely man says when he’s got a beautiful girl in his bed,” he interrupted, his voice growing louder, filling the small space. It wasn’t a shout, but it was overwhelming. “It was a fantasy. It was the alcohol. It wasn’t real.”

You shook your head, tears finally escaping, tracing hot paths down your cheeks. The hurt was a live wire in your chest. You were wearing soft, old sweatpants and a thin t-shirt. Without thinking, you tugged the collar of your shirt to the side, exposing the fading yellow bruise just above your collarbone. You pointed at it, your finger shaking.

“Is this not real?” Your voice broke. “You said it was gentle. You said I was sweet.”

His eyes locked onto the mark.

His breath caught—a sharp, audible intake. All the rigid tension in his shoulders seemed to freeze, then tighten further. His gaze grew hotter, darker, tracing the shape his teeth had made. For a long, charged moment, he just stared. The air between you crackled, thick with everything unsaid.

He took a slow step closer. Then another. He was within arm’s reach now. You could see the faint lines at the corners of his eyes, the shadow of stubble on his strong jaw. That masculine scent was all you could breathe.

“I shouldn’t have done that,” he murmured, his voice dropping to a rough whisper. His hand lifted, hovering near your collarbone, but he didn’t touch. His fingers curled into a fist, and he let it fall back to his side. The conflict in him was a visible storm. “It was wrong.”

“It didn’t feel wrong,” you whispered back, holding his gaze, daring him. “It felt like the only thing that’s ever been right.”

A low sound escaped him, almost a groan. He looked away, clenching his jaw again. “You don’t know what you’re saying. I’m twice your age. I’m Minhwa’s father.”

“I know exactly who you are.” You took the final step, closing the distance so only a whisper of air separated you. You looked up at him, your tears drying, replaced by a defiant heat. “I’ve known for years. And that night, you knew exactly who I was, too. You didn’t call me Minhwa’s friend. You called me yours.”

His control was fraying.

You could see it in the rapid pulse at the base of his throat, in the way his eyes dropped to your lips. His broad chest rose and fell with a deep, unsteady breath. The memory of that chest pressed against yours, skin to skin, was so potent you swayed slightly.

His hand came up again, this time not hesitating. But he didn’t touch your bruise. His thumb brushed away a remaining tear track on your cheek. The pad of his thumb was rough, calloused. The touch was startling in its tenderness, a violent contrast to his harsh words. It lasted only a second before he pulled back as if burned.

“This can’t happen,” he said, but the words lacked their earlier conviction. They sounded like he was trying to convince himself.

“Why?” you pressed, your own voice soft but insistent. You were playing with fire, and you knew it. The sexual tension was a coiled spring in the room, tightening with every second. “Because you’re scared?”

His eyes flashed. “Because I’ll ruin you,” he ground out. “Because every time I look at you, I don’t see a mistake. I see…” He stopped, cutting himself off. He shook his head, a sharp, frustrated motion. “It doesn’t matter what I see.”

“It matters to me.” You reached out, your fingers lightly brushing the wool of his sweater where it covered his stomach. He flinched, but didn’t retreat. You felt the hard muscle beneath. “Tell me what you see.”

He was silent for a long moment, his gaze burning into you. The distance between you was nothing. You could feel the heat of his body. You could see the want warring with the guilt in his dark eyes.

“I see temptation,” he finally said, the word a husky confession. “I see a fire I put out years ago. And I see my daughter’s best friend, who deserves a life that isn’t… complicated by a man like me.” His hand lifted again, and this time his knuckles grazed your jawline, the touch so light it was almost imagined. “I see the bruises I left. And I want to put more of them there.”

The admission hung in the air, stark and honest. Your breath hitched. The space between you vanished as he leaned in, his face mere inches from yours. You could feel his breath, warm and whiskey-scented, fanning over your lips. His eyes dropped to your mouth.

Every cell in your body screamed  for him to close the distance. The memory of his kiss was a brand on your soul.

But he didn’t.

He stayed there, suspended in that agonizing, electric gap. His body was a taut line of restraint, every muscle locked in a battle against itself. You could see the effort it cost him—the sheen of sweat at his temples, the white-knuckled grip of his hands at his sides.

He closes his eyes, Jaw clenching tight at the memory of your cunt squeezing him tight like a vice, He exhaled through his nose, He slowly opened his eyes, his eyes scanning yours, you were now crying, his eyes softened for a bit — just for a moment — then he sighed. 

“I’m sorry.’’ 

That’s what he said before he  left, he never dared to look back at you — Not even once, not even when he closed the door and left — he left you there standing in the middle of your living room, the remnants of his marks still lingers on your skin. 

It was a mistake, a drunken mistake, it shouldn’t have happened, I shouldn’t have done that. You deserve better than just a drunken mistake. 

His words keep replaying in your head, Maybe it was really a mistake. 

You Deserve a Man
Oneshot: Fem! Reader x Neighbor! Oh Young-il

Warnings: Oral (F! Receiving), Usage of pet names, Praise kink, light choking, Age gap (legal), P n V, Squirting, Unprotected Sex, Fingering, Alcohol consumption, Fluff, Aftercare.

Word Count: 6,631

Author’s Note: I had a dream about this, it was so detailed, I knew I had to write about it. I lowkey got lazy on adding colored text on this one, I’m so sorry:((

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“He’s not worth your tears.”

You flinched at the words, spoken so softly they were almost lost in the dark hallway.

You hadn’t expected that.

You’d brace for a scolding. Two months of heartbreak, of crying into your pillow, of cursing your ex-boyfriend’s name over a glass of wine that turned into a bottle—it hadn’t exactly been quiet. The walls in this building were notoriously thin. You’d always known it, felt a vague sense of communal shame whenever the man next door flushed his toilet. And tonight, your sobbing had reached a new, pathetic crescendo.

A soft, firm knock had cut through the haze. Your heart had hammered against your ribs.

Oh, god. It’s him. The neighbor. The quiet one.

You’d seen him in the hallways, a tall, silent figure always heading out as you were coming in, or vice versa. He was older, maybe in his late forties, with dark brown hair that was just starting to show hints of silver at the temples. He wore glasses with thin, dark frames that somehow made his deep brown eyes look even more intense. You’d caught yourself looking, once or twice, when you thought he wouldn't notice. He always did, offering a slight, distant nod before looking away. He was handsome in a way that felt untouchable, like a professor in a film you weren't smart enough to be in.

Panicked, you’d wiped your face on your sleeve, knowing it was futile. Your eyes were swollen, your nose was red. You were a mess. You yanked the door open, ready to spew apologies.

And there he was.

Oh Young-il.

You knew his name from the mail slot.

He stood in the dim yellow light of the corridor, looking down at you. He wasn't in pajamas, but in dark trousers and a simple grey sweater, as if he’d been reading. The concern in his expression wasn't irritation. It was something else entirely.

“I’m so sorry,” you blurted out, your voice thick. “The noise, I know, it’s just—”

“Are you okay?” he interrupted.

His voice was low.

Gentle.

It didn’t match his imposing frame at all. It was the kind of voice you’d want to hear reading a story late at night. It washed over you, and for a stupid second, you forgot how to stand.

“I… I’m fine. Really. It’s just… guy trouble. Stupid.” You tried to laugh, but it came out as a wet sniffle.

He didn't smile. His gaze held yours, steady and patient. “I’ve heard you crying. Almost every night for weeks.” He paused, as if weighing his next words. “It’s none of my business. But I find myself… worried.”

Something in you crumbled.

The simple, unexpected kindness from this near-stranger, this man who had every right to be annoyed, broke the last dam. The whole story tumbled out—the two-year relationship, the discovery of the texts, the other woman, the brutal, cliché end of it all. You talked about the drinking, the self-pity, the feeling that you’d never be enough. You didn’t know why you were telling him, of all people.

But he listened.

He didn’t fidget or look at his watch.

He just listened, his eyes never leaving your face, softening in places you didn't know eyes could soften.

When you finished, exhausted, he was silent for a moment. Then he shook his head, just once.

“You don’t deserve boys like that,” he said, his voice firmer now. “You deserve a man who knows what he has.”

Your breath caught. A man.

“I wish for you to feel better soon,” he continued, his tone shifting back to that soft, unbearable gentleness. “And if you need anything… a cup of sugar, a quiet ear… I’m just next door.”

He gave you a small, almost imperceptible nod. “Goodnight.”

Then he turned and walked the three steps to his own door. You watched the broad line of his shoulders, the way his sweater stretched across his back. You heard the precise click of his lock.

You stood in your open doorway, frozen.

The hallway air felt cooler now. Your cheeks were warm. The frantic, broken feeling that had been your constant companion for weeks had receded, replaced by a strange, buzzing stillness.

His words played on a loop in your head.

You deserve a man.

He was way older than you.

Easily twenty years.

Old enough to be… well, not your father, but definitely an uncle.

A very cool uncle.

The kind who traveled and read philosophy and had a quiet, confident air that made everyone else seem like they were shouting.

He was just being kind. A decent, concerned neighbor.

That was all.

A very dangerously attractive, hot, and handsome concerned neighbor.

You finally stepped back and closed your door, leaning your forehead against the cool wood. A sigh escaped you, one that didn’t tremble.

For the first time in months, your apartment didn’t feel like a prison of your own misery. It felt quiet. Peaceful. The memory of his voice, the depth of his eyes behind those glasses, the solid way he’d stood there… it wrapped around you like a blanket.

You walked to your couch, sinking into the cushions. The half-empty wine glass on the coffee table seemed silly now. Juvenile. You picked it up, took it to the kitchen, and poured it down the sink.

The next few days passed differently. You went to work. You cooked actual meals. You didn’t cry once. But every time you entered or left your apartment, your eyes flicked to his door. You found yourself listening for the sound of his lock, the quiet tread of his footsteps in the hall.

On Thursday evening, coming back from the grocery store with a heavy bag in each hand, you fumbled with your keys at your door. The plastic handle of one bag dug into your palm, threatening to split.

A shadow fell over you.

“Let me.”

His voice was close. Right behind your shoulder. You turned, and there he was, reaching for the heavier bag. His fingers brushed against yours as he took the weight. A simple, accidental touch. It shouldn't have sent a jolt straight up your arm.

“Oh, Mr. Young-il, you don’t have to—”

“Young-il, please,” he said, holding your bag as easily as if it were filled with feathers. “And it’s no trouble.”

He waited while you unlocked your door. You pushed it open, suddenly hyper-aware of the state of your living room. But he didn’t look in. He just handed you the bag, his gaze meeting yours.

“Thank you,” you said, your voice smaller than you intended.

“Of course.” He hesitated, as if he wanted to say more. His eyes dropped to your mouth for a fraction of a second, so quickly you thought you might have imagined it. Then he took a small step back, giving you space. “Goodnight.”

“Goodnight,” you whispered.

You closed the door, but this time you didn’t lean against it. You stood in the middle of your living room, your heart doing a slow, heavy beat against your ribs. The spot on your hand where his fingers had touched felt branded.

It was just neighborly help. Nothing more.

But later, as you lay in bed, the silence of the apartment pressed in. And you found yourself wondering, with a thrill that was equal parts fear and anticipation, what the walls on his side were like.

Could he hear you now, breathing in the dark?

Did he ever lie awake, thinking about the sad girl next door?

You rolled over, pressing your face into your pillow.

This is ridiculous. He’s just nice.

Yes, a sly voice in your head answered. He is.

The soft, insistent knock pulled you from a sleep that felt deeper and calmer than any you’d had in months. You blinked, the morning light unfamiliar and kind. You shuffled to the door, expecting no one.

But the hallway was empty.

There, on the worn mat, sat a crisp paper bag from La Petite Boulangerie, the fancy French bakery three blocks away that charged eight dollars for a croissant. Beside it, a tall paper cup steamed gently, the rich, dark scent of excellent coffee threading the air. A small note was taped to the bag's handle.

Your fingers trembled slightly as you peeled it off.

The handwriting was precise, elegant—black ink on thick, cream-colored cardstock.

I thought you might need a better morning than the nights you’ve been having. - Young-il

You carried the treasures inside as if they were made of glass, settling on your couch. The croissant was still warm, flakes of buttery pastry dusting your lap. You took a bite and a soft, involuntary sound escaped you. It was perfect. The coffee was black, just how you liked it, strong and smooth.

Why?

The question hummed under your skin all day. At work, between spreadsheets and emails, you’d see his neat script in your mind.

Was it just a kind impulse?

A man picking up breakfast for himself and deciding, on a whim, to get one for the sad girl next door?

Or was it… something else?

A message?

The thought made heat creep up your neck, a flutter low in your stomach.

He was just being kind. A decent, concerned neighbor.

But decent, concerned neighbors didn’t leave notes in elegant handwriting. They didn’t buy pastries from La Petite Boulangerie.

By midnight, the single glass of wine you’d poured had turned into two, maybe three.

The soft buzz in your veins wasn’t from the alcohol alone.

It was from the whirl of him.

His quiet voice.

The way his sweater had stretched across his shoulders.

The ghost of his fingers against yours.

That damn note.

The gestures were small, but they felt enormous. They were dismantling the careful, miserable world you’d built since the breakup.

And it was driving you a little crazy.

Before you could talk yourself out of it, you were at his door.

You knocked, the sound too loud in the silent hall. Your heart was a frantic drum against your ribs.

The door opened almost immediately, as if he’d been standing there.

And your brain short-circuited.

Oh Young-il stood before you, wearing only a pair of low-slung grey sweatpants. His chest was bare, the planes of it defined and lean, dusted with dark hair that tapered down his stomach. He was taller like this, more real. The lights from his apartment—warm, low lamplight—backlit him, glinting off the silver threads in his hair. His glasses were perched on his nose, and his deep brown eyes scanned your face, widening slightly in surprise.

“Are you all right?” he asked, his voice that same low timber, but rougher now, edged with sleep or something else. “Do you need something?”

He stepped back, opening the door wider in a clear invitation. The scent of him—clean soap, warm skin, and a hint of sandalwood—wrapped around you.

You stepped inside, the words tumbling out before you could stop them.

“The breakfast,” you said, your voice sounding too high in the quiet of his space. “And the coffee. And the note. And before that, helping with my bags. And before that, telling me I don’t deserve boys. It’s… it’s a lot.”

You were ranting. You knew it. But you couldn’t stop. The wine and the confusion gave you a reckless courage.

“You’re making me feel… I don’t know. Seen. But also crazy. Because you’re just… you. You’re my neighbor. You’re older and you’re quiet and you wear glasses and you should probably just be annoyed by my sobbing. But you’re not. You’re doing these things and saying these things and I don’t know what any of it means.”

You finally ran out of air, your chest heaving. The apartment was spacious, neat, lined with bookshelves. A single reading lamp glowed beside a deep leather armchair. It was so him. And you were standing in the middle of it, yelling.

Young-il hadn’t moved.

He watched you, his expression unreadable.

He slowly closed the door, the click of the lock echoing in the sudden quiet. He didn’t come closer. He leaned back against the door, crossing his arms over his chest. The movement made the muscles in his shoulders and arms shift, defined and solid.

The silence stretched. It wasn’t uncomfortable. It was heavy, charged.

“You came to my door,” he said finally, his voice so quiet you had to strain to hear it, “past midnight, to ask me why I was kind to you?”

Put like that, it sounded insane. You nodded, your throat tight.

He let out a long, slow breath. He pushed his glasses up, pinching the bridge of his nose for a moment. When he looked at you again, his gaze was intense, focused solely on you.

It felt like a physical touch.

“I heard a woman in pain,” he said, each word measured. “I offered comfort. It was not a transaction. It required no meaning beyond itself.”

“But the breakfast—”

“I was there. I thought of you.” He shrugged one shoulder, a fluid, effortless motion. “It was a simple thing.”

Nothing about him is simple, you thought wildly.

“It doesn’t feel simple,” you whispered.

His eyes darkened.

He uncrossed his arms, letting them hang at his sides. He still didn’t move from the door. “What does it feel like?”

The question hung between you.

The air felt thick, warm. You could see the steady beat of a pulse in the hollow of his throat. You were achingly aware of every inch of space separating you.

“It feels…” You searched for the word, your courage fading into a breathless honesty. “It feels dangerous.”

A faint, almost imperceptible smile touched his lips. It wasn’t a happy smile. It was knowing. “Dangerous,” he repeated, tasting the word.

He pushed off the door then, taking one step toward you.

Just one.

It was enough to make the room seem smaller, to make the scent of him stronger.

“You are standing in my apartment,” he said, his voice dropping to a murmur that seemed to vibrate in your bones. “It is late. I am not wearing a shirt. You have had some wine. And you are telling me my kindness feels dangerous.” He tilted his head, his gaze tracing the line of your jaw, then dropping to your lips. “What, precisely, are you afraid will happen?”

You couldn’t speak. Your mouth was dry. Your whole body was a live wire, humming with a tension you hadn’t felt in years—decades, maybe. It was terrifying. It was exquisite.

He saw it. He saw every flicker of fear and want on your face. He took another step, closing the distance until you could feel the heat radiating from his skin. He didn’t touch you. But he was close enough that you could see the darker ring of brown around his irises, the faint lines at the corners of his eyes.

“You should go back to your apartment now,” he said softly, but it wasn’t a dismissal.

It was a test. A choice laid bare.

His hand came up, not to touch you, but to adjust his glasses, a gesture that was suddenly, intensely intimate. “Before this becomes something that cannot be explained away as simple neighborly concern.”

You stood there, trapped in the gravity of his look, the unspoken promise in his quiet warning. The safe thing was to leave. The sane thing.

You didn’t move.

The silence in his apartment was a living thing. It pulsed with the echo of his words, with the heat coming off his bare skin, with the unblinking look in his deep brown eyes.

You didn’t move.

Your heart hammered a frantic rhythm against your ribs.

Dangerous, you’d called it.

And now you were standing in the middle of it, the epicenter. The sensible part of your brain, the part that had kept you alive and moderately functional for years, screamed at you to turn around. To laugh it off. To go back to your wine and your quiet misery, where it was safe.

But that part was drowned out by a louder, wilder static. It came from the place where your fingers still tingled from the memory of his touch. From the way your breath felt trapped in your throat just looking at him. From the stark, beautiful reality of Oh Young-il, half-dressed and waiting for your answer.

He saw your hesitation.

His gaze didn’t waver, but something in it shifted.

The sternness softened, just a fraction, into something more weary.

More… human.

“You’re making this very difficult,” he murmured. It wasn’t a complaint. It was a confession.

“I’m not trying to,” you breathed out, your voice barely audible.

“Aren’t you?” One eyebrow arched slightly above the frame of his glasses. “Standing there. Looking at me like that. After midnight.”

The words were a low vibration in the quiet room. You wanted to look away, to break the spell, but you couldn’t. You were cataloging him—the line of his collarbone, the dusting of hair across his chest, the way his sweatpants sat low on his hips. You saw the faint tremor in his hand as he ran it through his hair, a crack in that perfect calm.

“I’m not a good man for this,” he said, his voice dropping even lower. He took that final half-step, erasing the last of the polite distance. You could feel the warmth of him now, a solid wall of heat. “I am twenty-two years older than you. I am your neighbor. I am… complicated. And you are hurt. And a little drunk. This is how people get into trouble.”

His words were a warning, but his body told a different story. He was so close you could see the rapid flutter of his pulse at the base of his throat. You could smell the clean scent of his skin, the hint of soap, and underneath it, something warmer, more elemental.

“What kind of trouble?” you whispered.

A soft, rough sound escaped him. Not quite a laugh. It was the sound of a man losing a battle with himself.

His hand came up, and for one heart-stopping moment, you thought he would touch you. His fingers hovered just beside your cheek, close enough that you could feel the disturbance in the air.

You held your breath.

Your lips parted.

But he didn’t close the distance. He let his hand fall back to his side, his fingers curling into a loose fist.

“The kind where lines get crossed,” he said, his eyes burning into yours. “And they cannot be uncrossed. The kind where you wake up tomorrow and have to see me in the hallway, and you will remember this moment. And you will wonder if it was a mistake.” He leaned in, his voice a whisper against your ear. “And I will have to live with knowing it was all my fault.”

His breath was warm on your skin. It sent a shockwave of pure, undiluted sensation straight down your spine. Your knees felt weak. You swayed, just slightly, and his hand shot out to steady you, his fingers wrapping around your upper arm.

The contact was electric.

His grip was firm, sure. His skin was hot against yours. You could feel the strength in his hand, the restraint in his touch. He wasn’t pulling you closer. He was just… holding you there. Anchoring you.

“You should go,” he said again, but this time his voice was thick, strained.

You looked up at him. The lamplight caught the silver in his hair, glinted off his glasses. His jaw was tight, a muscle ticking in his cheek. You saw the conflict warring in his eyes—the careful control wrestling with a raw, wanting hunger that took your breath away.

He wants this, too.

The realization was a bolt of lightning. It wasn’t just you. It wasn’t just a sad girl misreading kindness. The tension in the room, the charge in the air—it was coming from him as much as from you.

Your free hand, the one not holding your now-forgotten wine glass, rose of its own volition. Your fingertips brushed against the soft cotton of his sweatpants, just at his hip.

He went perfectly, utterly still.

His breath left him in a quiet, sharp rush. His eyes shut for a second behind his glasses, as if in pain.

“You’re not playing fair,” he ground out, his voice rough with something you’d never heard in it before.

“I don’t know the rules,” you said, your own voice trembling.

He opened his eyes.

The look he gave you then was devastating.

All the walls were down.

You saw the hunger, plain and undisguised.

You saw the years of quiet loneliness.

You saw a need that mirrored your own so perfectly it made your chest ache.

Slowly, so slowly, his hand on your arm slid down. His fingers traced a path over your wrist, over the back of your hand, until they were lacing with yours. His palm was broad, warm, slightly calloused. The connection felt more intimate than any kiss you could remember.

“This is a very bad idea,” he whispered, his thumb stroking over your knuckles.

“I know.”

He brought your joined hands up, pressing your palm flat against his bare chest, right over his heart. The beat was fast, hard, and relentless under your touch. It hammered against your skin, a frantic, living proof of everything he wasn’t saying.

“Feel that?” he asked, his voice ragged. “That is what you do to me. A man my age. Your neighbor. That is the trouble.”

You stood there, your hand splayed over the warm, solid muscle of his chest, feeling the powerful rhythm of his heart. Your own was beating just as wildly. The world had narrowed to this point of contact, to the heat of his skin under your palm, to the dark intensity of his gaze.

You were both on the edge of a cliff. The fall would be long, and there was no telling where you’d land.

He leaned his forehead against yours, a gesture of shocking tenderness amidst all the tension. You could feel the cool metal of his glasses frames against your skin.

“One last chance,” he breathed, his lips so close they almost brushed yours with every word. “Walk out that door. Go back to your life. And tomorrow, we will be polite neighbors again. We will pretend this never happened.”

You closed your eyes. You could see it—the polite nod in the hallway, the awkward distance, the slow death of this impossible, electric thing between you. The safe, sane, lonely path.

Your fingers curled against his chest, clutching at him.

“No,” you whispered.

The word was barely a sigh. But it was a choice.

Oh Young-il let out a long, shuddering breath. When he spoke, his voice was a low, resonant promise that vibrated through your very bones.

“Then God help us both.”

The words—God help us both—hung in the air, not as a plea, but as a surrender. A line crossed. The space between you crackled, electric and final.

You watched, breath held, as the last vestige of conflict drained from his face. The sternness, the worry, the careful control—it all melted away, replaced by a focus so intense it pinned you in place. His hand, still holding yours against the frantic beat of his heart, tightened its grip.

Then he moved.

It wasn’t rushed. It was decisive. His other arm slid behind your knees, the other around your back. He lifted you as if you weighed nothing, your wine glass forgotten on the floor with a soft thud. You gasped, your arms instinctively flying around his neck. The world tilted, and you were against his chest, the heat of his bare skin seeping through your clothes.

He carried you the short distance to the kitchen, his steps sure and steady. The cool, smooth surface of the dark granite counter met your backside as he set you down. He didn’t step back. He stepped into the space between your knees, caging you in with his body, his hands planted on the counter on either side of your hips.

He looked down at you, his glasses slightly askew, his breathing not quite even. You were level with his chest now. You could see the rapid rise and fall, the fine lines of muscle tense with restraint.

“No going back now,” he said, his voice a low rumble you felt in your own bones.

“I don’t want to,” you whispered, the truth of it making you bold.

A slow, real smile touched his lips this time. It transformed his face, making him look younger, hungrier. “Good.”

He leaned in, but he didn’t kiss you. Not yet. His forehead came to rest against yours again, his eyes closing. You felt him take a deep, steadying breath. The scent of him—soap, clean sweat, him—filled your senses. His thumbs began to move, stroking slow circles on the outside of your thighs where he held you.

“I have thought about this,” he admitted, the words a secret for the space between your faces. “More than I should have. Since the first night I heard you cry. Wondering what it would feel like to make you sigh for a different reason.”

Your heart clenched.

Oh.

His lips finally found yours. It wasn’t a frantic crash, but a slow, deep claiming. His mouth was warm, insistent, tasting of late-night tea and restraint finally broken. A soft sound escaped you, a mixture of relief and desire, and he swallowed it, his tongue sweeping into your mouth with a confidence that made your toes curl. One of his hands left the counter to cup your jaw, angling your head to take the kiss deeper. It was overwhelming, the feel of his mouth, the scratch of his stubble, the solid wall of him pressing closer.

When he finally pulled back, you were breathless. He looked utterly captivated, his eyes dark and pupils wide behind his glasses. “So sweet,” he murmured, his gaze dropping to your kiss-swollen lips.

His hands began to wander. They slid up from your thighs, over your hips, tracing the curve of your waist through your shirt. His touch was exploratory, reverent, mapping you. His thumbs brushed the underside of your breasts, and you arched into the contact with a sharp inhale.

“Yes,” he encouraged, his voice rough. “Let me hear you.”

He ducked his head, his lips leaving a trail of fire down the column of your throat. He nibbled at the sensitive spot where your neck met your shoulder, then soothed it with the flat of his tongue. You whimpered, your fingers tangling in the thick, soft hair at the nape of his neck.

“This,” he said against your skin, his breath hot. “This is what you do. You unravel me.”

His hands found the hem of your shirt. He looked up, a silent question in his eyes. You nodded, unable to form words. He pulled the soft fabric up and over your head, letting it fall somewhere behind him. The cool air of the apartment whispered over your skin, but his gaze was warmer. He took you in, the simple lace of your bra, the rapid flutter of your pulse at your chest.

“Beautiful,” he breathed. The word was so earnest it stole the air from your lungs.

He leaned in again, kissing the slope of your breast above the lace. His fingers found the clasp at the back, and with a deft flick, it came undone. He peeled the material away, his hands replacing it, his palms warm and slightly rough against your sensitive skin. He groaned, a deep, ragged sound, as he took the weight of you in his hands, his thumbs brushing over your peaks.

“Young-il,” you gasped, his name a prayer on your lips.

He answered by taking a tight peak into his mouth. The heat, the wet suction, the flick of his tongue—it was a direct lightning strike to your core. Your head fell back, a moan tearing from you. He lavished attention on one breast, then the other, his mouth greedy, his hands kneading gently. He was painting sensation across your skin, just like he’d promised in some unspoken way, turning you into a canvas of shivering need.

His mouth traveled south, down the plane of your stomach. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of your sleep shorts and your panties, looking up at you once more.

“Off,” he commanded, his voice thick with want.

You lifted your hips, and he drew them down your legs, letting them pool on the floor. You were exposed now, completely, sitting on his cold counter in the dim light of his kitchen. A flush of vulnerability washed over you, but his gaze held only heated admiration.

“Perfect,” he whispered, his hands running up the outsides of your bare thighs, spreading them gently to make room for him. He stood between them, fully clothed from the waist down, while you were utterly bare. The contrast was dizzyingly intimate.

He leaned forward, resting his hands on your hips, and kissed your stomach, your hip bone, the inside of your thigh. Each kiss was a brand. His lips were soft, his stubble a delicious abrasion. He was murmuring against your skin, praises you couldn’t quite make out, just a low, steady stream of Korean that sounded like worship.

He was close now, his breath ghosting over the most intimate part of you. You trembled, a coil of anticipation winding tight in your belly. You knew what was coming, what he was hinting at with every kiss, every murmured word. The promise of it hung in the air, thick and sweet.

He looked up, his eyes meeting yours over the landscape of your body. His glasses had slipped further down his nose. He was breathing hard, his chest flushed. You saw the same wild hunger you felt, mirrored and magnified in his dark gaze.

“You are so much trouble for me,” he said, his voice a ragged whisper filled with awe. He pressed a soft, open-mouthed kiss to the inside of your thigh, just a breath away from where you ached for him. “And I want every second of it.”

He didn’t move closer. He held you there, on the edge, his breath the only touch, his words a sinful promise. The waiting was its own exquisite torture.

“Young-il, please,” you begged, the word a broken sigh.

A slow, dangerous smile spread across his face.

He began to kiss a path back up your inner thigh, agonizingly slow. “Please what, little neighbor?” he murmured against your skin. “Tell me.”

Your plea hung in the air, raw and desperate. His eyes, dark and endless behind his glasses, held yours. The corner of his mouth lifted in a smirk that was pure sin.

“Please,” you gasped again, your hips lifting off the cold granite, seeking any friction. “Don’t make me wait.”

“Since you asked so nicely.” His voice was a low purr.

He closed the final, torturous inch. His mouth was on you, hot and wet and perfect. The first flat stroke of his tongue was a shock of pure sensation, a direct line of electricity that made your back arch off the counter. A sharp cry tore from your throat.

He hummed against you, the vibration shattering any coherent thought. His hands slid under your thighs, lifting them, hooking your knees over his shoulders. He held you open, exposed, and he feasted. There was no tentativeness, no shy exploration. This was a man who knew exactly what he was doing, who knew exactly what he wanted. He licked a slow, broad path from your entrance to your clit, then circled the aching bud with the tip of his tongue.

Too much. Not enough.

Your fingers fisted in his hair, not pushing, just holding on. He groaned, the sound sending another tremor through you. He settled into a rhythm, firm, relentless circles that had your thighs shaking against his ears. He’d suck gently, then lick, then press the flat of his tongue against you until you were writhing, a litany of yes and please and his name falling from your lips.

“That’s it,” he murmured, pulling back just enough to speak, his lips glistening. “Let me hear you. Let me taste how much you want this.”

He dove back in, his focus intensifying. One of his hands left your thigh, his fingers sliding down through your wetness. He pressed one, then two fingers inside you, curling them. The stretch was divine, filling an emptiness you’d carried for months. He pumped them slowly, in time with the ruthless circles of his tongue.

The coil in your belly pulled taut, a brilliant, screaming pressure. You were right there, teetering on the edge. Your breath came in ragged gasps. “I’m… I’m going to…”

He stopped.

He pulled his mouth and his fingers away completely, leaving you empty, throbbing, desperate. You whimpered, a sound of pure protest.

He stood up, his chest heaving. He looked utterly wrecked, his hair mussed from your hands, his lips swollen, his glasses fogged at the edges. He took his sweatpants, pushed them down just enough to free himself. You watched, mesmerized, as he took his length in his hand, stroking himself once, twice.

He was thick, hard, the head flushed a deep red.

Your mouth went dry.

“Look at me,” he commanded, his voice rough.

You dragged your gaze up to his.

“You come when I say you can come,” he said, and it wasn’t a suggestion. It was law. “Understand?”

You nodded, frantic. “Yes.”

“Yes, what?”

The words stuck in your throat for a second, then tumbled out. “Yes… yes, I understand.”

“Good girl.”

The praise shot straight to your core, making you clench around nothing. He stepped forward, the head of his cock nudging against your soaked entrance. He didn’t push in. He just rubbed himself through your folds, coating himself in your arousal, the sensation maddening.

“Tell me what you want,” he said, his eyes boring into yours.

“You. Please, Young-il.”

He smiled, a predator’s smile. He guided himself to you and pushed in with one long, devastating stroke.

You cried out. The stretch was profound, a burning fullness that stole the air from your lungs. He was everywhere, reaching deeper than you thought possible. He held still, buried to the hilt, his forehead dropping to yours. A shudder ran through his entire frame.

“Fuck,” he breathed, the word strained. “You feel… incredible.”

He began to move. Withdrawing almost all the way, then sliding back in, a slow, deep rhythm that had you seeing stars. Each thrust brushed a spot inside you that made your vision blur. Your nails dug into his shoulders.

“Harder,” you begged. “Please, Young-il.”

He obeyed. His hips snapped forward, his pace turning punishing, relentless. The sound of skin slapping against skin, of your mingled breaths, filled the kitchen. He fucked you with a single-minded intensity that wiped away every thought, every memory of pain.

There was only this: the feel of him splitting you open, the heat of his skin, the raw sound of his grunts in your ear.

Your climax began to build again, a tidal wave gathering force. You clutched at him, your moans turning into sobs of need. “I’m close… I’m so close…”

His hand came up, wrapping around the front of your throat. Not squeezing, just holding. A possessive claim that sent a jolt of pure, wild submission through you. He used the leverage to pull you onto his next thrust, fucking up into you so deep you gasped.

“Not yet,” he growled, his pace never faltering. “You wait for me.”

You trembled, holding on by a thread, the pleasure so sharp it bordered on pain. He was relentless, his hips a piston, his cock a brand searing you from the inside. You could feel your own wetness dripping down your thighs.

His control began to fray. His breaths became ragged gasps. The hand on your throat tightened just a fraction, his thumb stroking your jaw. “Look at me,” he ordered again.

You forced your eyes open, meeting his fierce gaze.

“Now,” he rasped. “Come for me. Now.”

It was all the permission you needed.

The wave broke, crashing over you with a force that ripped a scream from your throat. Your entire body locked, then convulsed around him, a pulsing, milking rhythm that pulled a raw shout from his chest.

He drove into you once, twice more, then stilled, burying himself as deep as he could go. You felt the hot, sudden flood of his release as he came, pulsing inside you, filling you up. At the same moment, a second, deeper climax tore through you—a gush of liquid heat that soaked his thrusting hips, your thighs, the counter beneath you. You squirted around his cock, the intensity of it blurring your vision with tears.

Your legs shook violently. Your head spun. He held you through it, his forehead pressed to yours, his hand gentling on your throat to cradle your head. He rode out your contractions with shallow, tender thrusts, murmuring praises in a mix of English and Korean you were too far gone to understand.

Slowly, the world seeped back in. The chill of the granite under your thighs. The heavy, spent weight of him inside you. The slick mess between your legs. Your own ragged breaths mingling with his.

He finally softened and slipped out of you. You felt a hot trickle of his cum follow, leaking down onto the cold stone. The evidence of what you’d done.

He didn’t move away. He kept you caged against the counter, his arms braced on either side, his head bowed. His glasses were crooked. He looked utterly undone.

“Well,” he said, his voice hoarse and filled with a kind of stunned wonder. He looked down at the mess, then back at your tear-streaked, blissed-out face. “That was…”

He chuckled, Gently scooping you in his arms, laying you down comfortably on his bed – His bed alone smells like him, masculine, then there’s a hint of strong scent that you couldn’t quite get, “Stay here.’’ He mumbled, voice is now surprisingly soft, just like the way he talked to you these past few days.

He went to the bathroom, grabbing a towel as he soaked the end of it with warm water from the tap, he washed himself first, washing the remnants of your juices mixed with his, he tucked himself back in inside his sweatpants, then he went back to you, your eyes half lidded as you looked up at him, he crouched down as he patted your inner thighs, he gently dab the warm cloth on your swollen entrance, soaked with his cum as it slowly drips out of you, he smirked as he traced his finger on your slit, You whimpered as he looked up at you, eyes dark with need, “Look at you sweetheart, so full of me.” He said almost a whisper, then he slid his finger into you – pushing back his seed deep in your womb – you moaned, arching your back as his name ghosted on your lips, “You’re keeping it all, don’t waste it.”

He stayed beside you, arms wrapped on your waist as his face buried on the crook of your neck, in hailing you scent carefully, “Sleep, I can hear you thinking.” He mumbled, voice deep and husky from sleep, You were about to reply to him but then his hand tightened around your waist, “You’re safe with me, I’ll make sure no one gets to hurt you ever again.” He added, sounding a little possessive as he gently pressed open mouthed kisses on your shoulder blades.

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Hii! This is the first time I would request in your page.

I wanted to request an alternate universe where Hwang Inho and Oh Youngil exists at the same time, maybe twins or just completely strangers, up to you—they fell in love with the same lady, which is the reader. None of them are ready to back out so they had a deal that they would share her. The reader like both of them so she actually enjoyed it. Pls I'd love to see them doing her at the same damn time. Thanks xoxo!

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Gotchu fam, this is a cool idea omg, same damn time it is!!! :3

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Work Can Wait
Oneshot: Professor! Fem! Reader x Professor/Husband! Hwang Inho

Warnings: Secret relationship, unprotected sex, P n V, Oral (F! Receiving) , creampie, Soft Dom! Inho, Praise kink, teasing, Detailed writing of private parts, fluff with smut, after care.

Word Count: 3265

Author’s Note: Here’s a quick oneshot before I drowned myself on school works this upcoming monday🫩

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The stack of final papers on your desk finally dwindled. Outside your office window, the university campus was painted in the deep oranges and purples of twilight. You sighed, stretching your shoulders, the quiet hum of the building a familiar comfort.

A soft knock at your already-open door made you look up.

Hwang InHo leaned against the frame, a small, knowing smile on his lips. In one hand, he held two steaming paper cups. His scent—clean linen and old books—drifted in before him. “Professor,” he said, his voice a low, warm timble. “Working late again?”

“Ethics doesn’t grade itself,” you replied, trying to keep your tone professional. Your heart, however, gave a traitorous little flutter.

He stepped inside, closing the door with a soft click. The sound was both a promise and a secret. He set one cup in front of you. “Black, two sugars. Just how you like it.”

“Thank you,” you murmured, your fingers brushing his as you took the cup. A spark, brief and electric. He didn’t pull his hand away.

“The students in my afternoon seminar,” he began, casually perching on the edge of your desk. His thigh was inches from your arm. “They were talking. Again.”

You knew what was coming.

You took a sip, the coffee bitter and sweet. “Let me guess. How tragically romantic it is that the young Ethics professor and the charming Literature professor are both single. How we’d make such a lovely couple.”

“Mmhm,” he hummed, his eyes dancing. “Park Min-Jun suggested we should be set up. He was very passionate about it.”

You shook your head, a smile finally breaking through. “If they only knew the truth.”

“That the charming Literature professor,” he said, leaning in closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, “has seen the stern Ethics professor come apart on his tongue more times than he can count?”

Heat bloomed across your chest, rising to your cheeks. “InHo,” you warned, but it came out breathless.

He took your coffee cup from your hand and set it aside. His fingers, warm and sure, traced the line of your jaw. “They see a potential spark. They don’t know it’s a five-alarm fire.” His thumb brushed your bottom lip. “They don’t know what you sound like.”

That was all it took.

The professional facade, the careful distance you maintained all day, crumbled.

The kiss started tenderly, a soft meeting of lips, a silent hello in the quiet office. His mouth was warm, tasting of coffee and him. But the tenderness was a fleeting courtesy. The pressure increased, his hand cradling the back of your head, fingers threading through your hair. You opened for him, and the kiss deepened, turning hungry, urgent.

You were out of your chair, pressed between the solid edge of the desk and the lean strength of his body. Your hands fisted in the soft wool of his sweater. His tongue slid against yours, a possessive, claiming stroke that made your knees feel weak. You melted into him, losing yourself in the familiar, intoxicating taste and feel.

This was your secret.

This was yours.

When you broke for air, you were both breathing hard. Your glasses were slightly askew. He gently took them off, folding them and setting them next to the forgotten coffee.

“My wife,” he murmured, the word a caress against your flushed skin. “My brilliant, beautiful wife.” His lips traveled down your neck, nipping lightly at the sensitive spot just below your ear.

“We… we should go home,” you managed to say, even as you arched into his mouth.

“In a minute,” he whispered.

His hands went to the buttons of your blouse. He worked them open with a slow, focused patience that was its own kind of torment. The cool office air hit your skin, followed immediately by the heat of his palms smoothing over the lace of your bra. “I love these,” he said, his voice thick. “I love how they look on you. But I love them more on the floor.”

He made good on his word, deftly unfastening the clasp. His hands covered your breasts, his thumbs circling your nipples until they were tight, aching peaks.

A low moan escaped you.

“So responsive,” he praised, bending his head to take one pebbled peak into his mouth. The wet heat, the suction, had your head falling back. “So perfect for me. Just for me.” His words, the adoration in them, wound through your pleasure, tightening the coil low in your belly.

You loved when he talked to you like this. It made you feel precious, powerful in your surrender.

Your own hands pushed his sweater up, desperate to feel his skin. He helped you pull it over his head, revealing the toned planes of his chest and stomach. You ran your hands over him, learning him again.

His kisses moved lower, over the swell of your breast, down the center of your stomach. He knelt before you, his eyes dark and full of intent as he looked up. His fingers hooked into the waistband of your trousers and your panties, pushing them down your hips in one motion. You stepped out of them, standing bare before him in the dim office light.

The air was cool, but your skin was on fire. His gaze was a physical touch, roaming over you.

“Look at you,” he breathed, his hands sliding up the outside of your thighs. “Every time, you take my breath away.” He leaned in, his breath warm against your burning skin, “So pretty here. Mine.”

He didn’t use his tongue, not yet.

Instead, he pressed a soft, open-mouthed kiss right above your mound.

Then another, lower. His nose nudged you, and you felt your own wetness, the evidence of your desire for him.

A shudder ran through you.

His hands spread your thighs a little wider. “Let me see,” he coaxed, his voice barely a whisper. “Let me see how much you want me.”

You were exposed, utterly vulnerable, and so incredibly turned on. You looked down, watching as he studied you. Your pussy lips were fuller now, flushed a deep pink, glistening with your arousal. The inner lips, a delicate rose color, were just visible, peeking out from the protective outer folds. He traced a single finger along the outer seam, a feather-light touch that made you jump.

“So wet already,” he observed, his voice filled with awe. “All for me. Because I praised you. Because I called you mine.” He brought his finger to his lips, tasting you, his eyes locked on yours. “You taste like heaven.”

That was it.

The last thread of your composure snapped.

“InHo, please,” you begged, the word a broken sigh.

He gave you what you wanted. His mouth came down on you, not tentatively, but with a confident, knowing hunger. His tongue swept a broad, flat stroke through your folds, gathering your essence. He licked into you, his tongue finding a rhythm that had your hands flying to his hair, gripping the dark strands.

He focused on your clit, circling it with the tip of his tongue, flicking over the sensitive bundle of nerves until your legs trembled. One of his arms wrapped around your thigh, holding you steady against the desk. The other hand came up, his thumb taking over the rhythm on your clit as his mouth moved lower, his tongue delving into you.

The dual sensation was overwhelming.

The soft, insistent pressure of his thumb, the intimate penetration of his tongue.

The sounds—wet, slick, desperate—filled the silent office.

Your hips began to move of their own accord, rocking against his face, seeking more.

“That’s it,” he murmured against you, the vibration shooting through your core. “So good for me. Take what you need. My good girl. My perfect wife.”

His words were the final key.

The pleasure, which had been building in deep, rolling waves, crested with a sudden, shocking intensity. It wasn't a localized burst, but a full-body immersion, a white-hot current that raced from your toes to the crown of your head. Your back arched, a sharp cry tearing from your throat as you clenched around nothing, your entire world narrowing to the point where his mouth worshipped you.

A gush of warm fluid followed the peak, soaking his chin, his hand, the inside of your thighs. You gasped, the intensity of it a surprise even now. Squirting with him was never a given, but when it happened, it felt like the most profound surrender.

He stayed with you through it, his mouth gentle now, kissing you through the aftershocks as you sagged against the desk, boneless and spent.

Slowly, he rose, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His eyes were dark with satisfaction and unsated desire. He pulled you into his arms, holding you as your breathing slowed. You could feel the hard length of him pressed against your stomach, confined in his trousers—very long and thick, a persistent demand you knew intimately.

“Think you can make it to the car?” he asked, his voice rough with his own need.

The low thrum of the car’s engine was the only sound as you drove away from the campus. Streetlights streaked past the windows, painting InHo’s profile in alternating light and shadow. His hand rested on your thigh, a warm, heavy weight just above your knee.

Your body still hummed from the office.

A pleasant, liquid ache throbbed between your legs.

The memory of his mouth, his words, made you shift in your seat.

“You insisted, you know,” you said, your voice soft in the quiet cabin. “Saying I needed to finish my work.”

He glanced at you, that familiar, knowing smirk playing on his lips. “You were finished. You just needed a little… motivation to admit it.”

“I had three more papers.”

“And they’ll be there tomorrow.” His fingers squeezed your thigh gently. “You gave in. You always do when I give you that look.”

“What look?”

“That look,” he said, turning his head fully towards you as he stopped at a red light.

His eyes, dark and intent, held yours.

It was a look that stripped away your titles, your defenses.

A look that saw only his wife, wanting.

The same look he’d given you over the desk.

Your stomach tightened in response.

“See?” he murmured, his thumb stroking a slow circle on your leg. “You can’t say no to it.”

The light turned green.

He drove, but his attention was divided. His hand slid higher, pushing the fabric of your trousers against the sensitive skin of your inner thigh. You let your head fall back against the seat, watching him. The city blurred outside, unimportant.

He turned onto a quieter, tree-lined street, the car slowing. He pulled into a small, dimly lit overlook, empty at this hour. The engine died, leaving a ringing silence. He unclipped his seatbelt with a soft click.

Then his hands were on you, turning you towards him. “Come here.”

The kiss wasn’t tender like the one in the office. It was a reclamation, hot and demanding. His mouth captured yours, his tongue sweeping in to taste the coffee, the lingering sweetness, you. Your hands came up to frame his face, feeling the faint scratch of his evening stubble. You lost yourself in it, in the heat and the hunger, the way he made a small, approving sound in the back of his throat when you met his urgency with your own.

His fingers went to the buttons of your blouse again, but this time he didn’t bother with patience. A few deft twists and the silk parted. The cool night air from the slightly cracked window washed over your skin, raising goosebumps. His mouth left yours to trail down your neck, over your collarbone. He pushed the cups of your bra down, and his lips closed around a nipple.

You gasped, your fingers tangling in his hair. The sensation was sharp, bright, contrasting with the dark intimacy of the car. Thank god for tinted glass, your mind supplied, a distant, practical thought drowned out by the feel of his tongue, the soft suction.

“So beautiful,” he muttered against your skin, switching to lavish the other peak with the same attention. “Every part of you. I think about this all day. In lectures. In meetings. What you look like. What you taste like.”

His praise, whispered against your breasts, made heat pool low in your belly.

It was a different kind of arousal, deeper, more possessive.

It wasn’t just about touch; it was about being seen, being adored for your surrender.

He leaned back, his gaze dropping. Your breasts were bared to him, your nipples peaked and wet from his mouth. His eyes were black with want. “Take these off,” he said, his voice rough, nodding towards your trousers. “All of it.”

Your fingers trembled slightly as you unfastened the button and zipper. You wriggled out of the trousers and your panties, kicking them to the footwell. The leather seat was cool against your bare skin. You were completely exposed, the dome light of the car thankfully off, the world outside unaware.

His gaze was a tangible caress. It traveled over your legs, up to the neatly trimmed triangle of dark hair at the apex of your thighs. In the dim ambient light, your pussy was a shadowed, private curve. He knew it so well—the outer lips, full and soft, a deeper shade of pink now, and the delicate inner folds just beginning to peek through, already glistening with fresh want for him.

“Look at you,” he breathed, his voice full of reverence. “Open for me already. Just from a few kisses.” He leaned across the center console, his breath warm against your ear. “You’re so ready. My perfect, responsive wife.”

He kissed you again, deep and searching, as his hand slid down your stomach, through the soft hair, and found you. His fingers parted you, a gentle exploration.

You were slick, swollen.

He traced your entrance, circling it, gathering the wetness. A shuddering breath left you.

“InHo…”

“Shh,” he soothed, his lips on your temple. “Just feeling you. You’re so soft here. So perfect.” He pressed a single, thick finger against your opening, applying just enough pressure to make you ache. But he didn’t push in.

Not yet.

He shifted then, moving with a fluid, practiced grace in the confined space.

He unbuckled his belt, the sound loud in the quiet. He didn’t remove his trousers, just freed himself.

You heard the rustle of fabric, then you saw him.

His cock, fully hard now, sprang free.

It was long, impressively long, and thick, the shaft a smooth column of heat in the faint light. The head was broad, a darker, flushed plum color, swollen and beading with a single drop of moisture at the tip. You knew its weight, its shape, the way it filled you completely.

He stroked himself slowly, his eyes locked on yours. “See what you do to me?” he said, his voice tight. “Every time. Just looking at you like this.”

He guided your hand to him. You wrapped your fingers around his length, feeling the silken skin over the steel-hard core. You stroked him, once, twice, and he let out a low groan, his head falling back.

“Enough,” he gritted out, his control fraying. He gently moved your hand away. “My turn.”

He moved over you then, the positions awkward in the car but somehow perfect. He pushed the passenger seat back as far as it would go.

You were half-reclined.

He knelt on the floor of the car, between your legs, which he hooked over his shoulders. It wasn’t quite the mating press from a bed, but it was a variation of it—his body over yours, your legs lifted, your core completely open and offered to him.

He loomed above you, a delicious weight.

The thick head of his cock nudged against you, parting your slick folds.

He paused, the tip just resting at your entrance.

His eyes burned into yours.

“Tell me,” he whispered.

“Please,” you breathed, arching up towards him. “Please, InHo. I need you.”

That was all the permission he needed.

He pushed forward, not in one swift motion, but with a deep, slow, deliberate drive that stole the air from your lungs. He filled you, inch by impossible inch, a stretch that was both familiar and breathtakingly new every time. Your inner muscles fluttered around the thick intrusion, trying to accommodate him. He sank into you to the hilt, his hips meeting yours, and you felt so impossibly full.

“God,” he choked out, his body trembling with the effort to stay still. “You feel… you take me so well. Every time. My good girl.”

He began to move. Deep, slow thrusts that dragged against every sensitive nerve inside you. The angle was intense, each retreat making you feel empty, each forward stroke filling you up, pressing deep into spots that made stars burst behind your eyelids. The car rocked slightly with the rhythm.

His pace was maddening, a slow, erotic torture. He held himself above you, his arms braced on the seatback, watching your face. “Look at me,” he commanded softly. You forced your eyes open, meeting his intense gaze. “That’s it. I want to see you. See how pretty you are when I’m inside you.”

You could only whimper, your hands clutching at his shoulders, his back, anywhere you could hold on. The pleasure built, a steady, coiling pressure. But it was a plateau, a delicious height without the peak.

You needed… more.

“I can’t… just like this…” you panted.

He understood.

He always did.

His hand slipped between your joined bodies, his fingers finding your clit. The contact was electric, the focused friction exactly what you needed to tip you over the edge.

“Come for me,” he urged, his thrusts gaining a fraction more speed, driving his cock into you with that deep, perfect rhythm. His thumb circled your clit, relentless. “Let me feel you. Show me how good I make you feel.”

His words, the praise, the exquisite fullness, the perfect pressure of his thumb—it all coalesced into a sharp, shocking peak. Your climax broke over you not as a wave, but as a sudden, brilliant detonation. Your back arched off the seat, a silent cry on your lips as you clenched around him, pulsing tightly. A gush of wetness followed, hot and releasing, soaking him, the seat beneath you.

He groaned, his rhythm faltering. The feel of you milking him, the wet heat, broke his control. With a final, deep thrust that buried him to the root, he stilled.

You felt the hot pulse of his release deep inside you, filling you up. He held himself there, his body shuddering, his forehead dropping to your shoulder.

For a long moment, there was only the sound of ragged breathing and the faint hum of the city beyond the glass.

Slowly, carefully, he pulled out of you. The loss of him made you feel hollow.

He reached into the glove compartment, pulling out a small packet of tissues. With a tenderness that contrasted sharply with the raw passion of moments before, he began to clean you up, his touches gentle, almost reverent.

He looked at you, his eyes soft now, the fierce desire replaced by something warmer, deeper.

He kissed you, slow and sweet.

“Let’s go home, Mrs. Hwang.”

Hii! This is the first time I would request in your page.

I wanted to request an alternate universe where Hwang Inho and Oh Youngil exists at the same time, maybe twins or just completely strangers, up to you—they fell in love with the same lady, which is the reader. None of them are ready to back out so they had a deal that they would share her. The reader like both of them so she actually enjoyed it. Pls I'd love to see them doing her at the same damn time. Thanks xoxo!

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Gotchu fam, this is a cool idea omg, same damn time it is!!! :3

A Man Who: Choi Moo Jin
Headcanon: Fem! Reader x Choi Moojin

Author’s Note: I’m backkk omggg!! I missed you guys so much:( Thank you for being patient while I was gone for a while:3

Warnings: None

A Man who listens from the doorway, arms crossed, half smiling.

Your Husband — Choi Moojin — always does this, whenever it’s time for bed and you’re in the bathroom, doing your night skin care routine while you ramble about the things that happened on your day when he’s gone for work, “I went to the grocery store to pick up some food, then when I was walking to my car I saw this tiny kitten in front of it,” you mumbled as you put on some under eye masks, and he’s just there, leaning on the doorway, arms crossed, his hair that usually brushed up and slick with gel falls softly on his forehead, it made him looked soft and vulnerable, only you can get to see this, this soft and gentle side of him, yet you feel safe around it — you feel safe with him — you looked at him lightly, checking what he’s doing, and god, that stupid smirk on his face, it made your knees weak, and he noticed it.

“Go on baby, continue, I’m listening.” He mumbled, as if he already read your mind.

A man who drives slow when you’re quiet.

Ever since you dated Moojin — now your Husband — he never allowed you to touch a steering wheel, he always insisted on driving you by himself, And when there’s times you would get quiet during long trips, he would softly play a calm music that he remembered you liked, the soft hum of the stereo filled the car, He looked at you, placing his hand on your thigh, a silent gesture telling you that he’s here, I’m here.

He slowed the car, his other hand still resting gently on your thigh, he didn’t speak the whole ride, his actions alone are the loudest, and it made you fall for him all over again.

A Man who says “Text me when you get there” and actually waits up.

When you told Moojin that you’ll be out with friends, He already insisted on driving you there, but you quickly told him that one of your friends will pick you up, his expression became soft, you assured him that you’ll be alright, before you leave, you gave him a quick kiss as you stopped by on his home office, when you’re about to leave, he softly grabbed your wrist as he pulled you towards his lap, brushing your hair away from your face as he tucks it behind your ear. He pressed a soft and gentle kiss on your forehead before looking you in the eye — you smiled at him, enjoying the moment before you left — then he spoke “Text me when you get there.” You nodded, kissing him back again before leaving his lap, his gaze followed you until you closed the door behind you, the faint scent of your perfume still hanging closely against his skin.

A few minutes and a few business calls passed, you messaged him, saying that you and your friends have already arrived.

A Man who rinses the sink after shaving.

You only told Moojin once that you hate it when the bathroom sink is dirty after he shaves or trim his facial hair. Whenever you know he’s going to trim it, it’s like he already read your mind, “Yes, I’ll clean it after.” He mumbled before placing a kiss on your lips as he continued to work on his face.

A man who puts his palm on your lower back in crowded places.

You understood that being a wife of Choi Moojin meant you have to be by his side whenever he attends events, after all you’re his wife, you’ll be his plus one.

But the thing is, you hate crowded places, he always tells you that you don’t need to come with him because he knows you hate crowded places that much, but you insisted, always wanting to be there to support him. Whenever it gets crowded, he always lays a possessive hand behind your back, just there, reminding you that you’re safe with him. It's a simple and silent gesture, but it’s making you feel assured.

A Man who grabs the grocery bags before you can protest.

You love going to the groceries with Moojin, it’s simple yet domestic. He would just let you do your thing, while he followed behind like a body guard, he would sometimes push the cart for you while you checked your phone for the things that you needed to buy.

When you can’t reach something in the store shelves, he will reach it for you. Then of course he would always pay for the groceries, he always does ever since you started dating. After paying, he would immediately grab the paper bags with his hands before you could even get to it and protest that you could bring it yourself.

A man who comes home tired but still kisses your forehead first.

Moojin’s job can be demanding sometimes — most of the time — he would come home late, though he always lets you know if he’s gonna come home late and tells you to not stay up late waiting for him, but you’re stubborn, you would wait for your husband til midnight, reading a book while you sat comfortably on the couch.

The soft click of your front door opened, your eyes lit up as you saw your husband standing there, his eyes are tired, his coat in hand, but as soon as he saw you — his eyes softened, it’s like all the weight of his day melted when he saw you — he immediately walk to yours as he kissed your forehead then your lips before settling beside you. “Told you not to stay up waiting for me.” He mumbled, voice deep but gentle, “I know, but I couldn’t sleep, I missed you.” You pouted as you replied back to him, then he chuckled lightly, shaking his head, “I miss you too.”

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I’m drunk but thank you for all the support and love!!! I love you guys so much, for all the sweet message, to reading my works, for interacting me, you guys are the best, I’m so delighted that I get to have people like you all!!!

I’M BACK! (Sort of)

I made a AO3 account a while ago, I posted 4 fics on it already, it’s mostly about some AU fan fiction of PHS and LBH’s characters, it’s either one of their characters will meet and do interactions — get freaky — or their own characters will meet their certain characters, I know it’s confusing but hear me out!

Choi Moojin (My Name) x Kim Sunwoo ( A Bittersweet Life)
Hired Killer! Kim Sunwoo x Choi Moojin

Yoo Mansoo (No Other Choice) x Choi Seonchul (No Other Choice)
Husband! Yoo Mansoo x Husband! Choi Seonchul

Yoo Mansoo (No Other Choice) x Hwang Inho (Squid Game)
Waiter! Yoo Mansoo x Boss! Hwang Inho

Choi Moojin (My Name) x Kim Sunwoo (A Bittersweet Life)
Priest! Choi Moojin x Sinner! Kim Sunwoo

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