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hank doesn't even live here anymore.
THE A.A.H.W WILL NEVER STOP HUNTING YOU.

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posts about madness combat. i ♡ damned dissenters.

i write fic on ao3 under the user "defenduaube". mostly 2bhank, partially other nonsense.

askbox always open, posts always okay to reblog! i prefer communication through asks rather than instant message.

published works; #fractalefics drabbles; #fractalescrib answered asks; #fractaleinbox text posts, essays, various anything else; #fractaletxt

dividers by k1ssyoursister. header by antipathy-arsonist.

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i'm not going to sit here and call anyone a bad person for not sharing fundraisers on their tumblr blog because i don't think anyone is obligated even a little bit to use social media as the avenue by which they attempt to do good in the world. but something i do think is incredibly crass is the amount of blogs i see who insist on having long bios or pinned posts telling you they will never ever do this and block anyone who asks them to. you know you can just keep your mouth shut and quietly proceed with your regular blogging right? you don't have to announce you are going to block anyone who asks you to help. you don't need to talk about how really you just have too many problems to be able to be concerned with the suffering of people objectively much worse off than you. you don't need to subtly or not-so-subtly perpetuate the unsubstantiated dehumanizing racist talking points about how these people are probably all spambots anyway. you can just choose not to make yourself look like a complete asshole yknow?

I don’t think I have anything in my blog about this so I’m not really your target? But are these not just spam bots which actually don’t have any real backing? These are all in my dms in like the last week. Some of them are identical messages.

IMO, the real work gets done by established aid organizations. The ones Israel is blocking from access. This stuff won’t do anyone any good.

"But are these not just spam bots which actually don’t have any real backing?" why don't we take a few minutes to actually look into this and see if we can find out instead of just guessing. All of the information I am about to provide is immediately very accessible within the bio and first post or two on the first page of each account.

the first one links to Abdullah Salem Abdullah's campaign and claims to be vetted by the gazavetters team. the gazavetters are a grassroots team here on tumblr who have been assisting to verify the legitimacy of peoples' campaigns for quite awhile now. you can see in their pinned post, written in both arabic and english, what exactly their standards and process are for verifying a campaign and decide if it's rigorous enough for you. Abdullah's post says his post is number #641 - let's go see what that number says in the gazevetters master spreadsheet

it looks like this campaign is no longer being backed by the gazavetters due to spam behavior.

that next message is for Shaima's campaign, which is #62.

i believe this means they have not heard back when asking for updates regarding this campaign, which tracks with the account not having been updated since the end of september. The fourth account is also one of Shaima's providing the same information and linking to the same campaign, and, similarly, has not posted since the end of september.

The third one is Mohammed Yousef's campaign. This one is #88

They give it the okay. The campaign linked on the blog matches the link on the spreadsheet. This campaign was also shared by 90-ghost, a longterm tumblr user who is a gazan palestinian who has been helping platform fundraisers since the beginning of the war. there's no reason to believe this is not a legitimate fundraiser.

So that's where this stands: one spammer, one ambiguous situation, and one very real person asking for help.

If you think about the fact that most of these people are communicating in a language they might either speak without full fluency or not at all, the fact that some of them are using identical templates might start to make a big more sense.

Now, here's a question I have for you: If the established aid organizations are having their entry blocked by Israel, how are they getting "real" work done? These things can not both be true at the same time. You don't have to give your money to anyone you don't want to, but if you're going to call people bots you might want to do the smallest amount of due diligence before making that claim publicly. You don't have to speak on a subject you have done zero work to acquire information about. Like i said before, you're free to just keep your mouth shut and quietly proceed with your regular blogging.

If you would prefer to donate to aid groups rather than individual families, here are some legitimate operations doing important work that could use your support.

The tent collapsed on my family today and my mother suffered severe bleeding. I’m begging you, if you have any humanity, please share this.

All I need is to keep her alive. She was transferred to a private hospital and the cost of her treatment is unbearable. Please donate to help us before it’s too late.

please share …

please help aboud and his family if you can!!

Hello, my name is Ahmed from Gaza, Palestine 🇵🇸. I need your help and donations through this link so we can meet my family's and my daily needs. As you know, we have nothing left. We are homeless, and I have children who need care. I hope you can help me with a donation, even if it's just $5 or $10. Thank you for your support and generosity. 🍉❤️ Please, the situation is getting worse, and time is running out. Donate to us now.

✅ This account has been verified on the official list by @gaza-evacuation-funds and @90-ghost 🙏🫂😔

My campaign link:

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19. What's one pairing you want to explore next this.. year? (More questions here!)

this one is actually a bit difficult for me seeing as pairings i like are not only extremely predictable all the time always but also.. decently unchanging. but you've all seen me dissect 2b and hank like 2b dissects hank 500 million times (and i'll do it 500 million times more, but that is beside the point)!

madness is one of those series where you can constantly find new things to look at and analyze. and i do, pretty much every time i think about someone or something in nevada a bit too hard. character dynamics are my entire heart and soul around there, (which we also knew) but especially toying with what genuine connection can look like in such a marred world. i don't think care and love are uncommon things, just tucked away behind gore and viscera..

my idea of "pairing" is also less.. rigid(?) than others could define it, i think. scarcely do i ship something traditionally romantic, despite what some things i say could indicate. 2bhank are not romantic to me, they're some.. vague strange thing aside from anywhere convention resides. sanmos are most aligned in qpr territory but they don't use labels, they're just each other's soulmates. i have a decent bunch of pairings. but if you think they're dating you are kind of mistaken. this is all tldr to say, i am particular and a little peculiar with how i approach writing relationships.

as far as the actual question goes, my only vaguely related tangent aside, explicitly in terms of what i want to write more.. i'm really, really starting to fall in love with christnarr. they're just this perfectly beautiful tragedy, every time i write them i'm nodding and weeping and nodding some more. every relationship in madness is tragic to some degree, but they take the crown on that one so easily to me.

jebediah christoff's doomed love 101; have coworker who is intelligent and driven, but struggles with confidence. boss coworker around. be pleasantly surprised when coworker does not complain and not only follows your suggestions, but praises you for how well they work and even sometimes enhances them of her own right. slowly begin to see coworker as deeply endearing. hold desire to be with her more, let her really see you. do not act upon desires beyond the occasional visit to her house and interactions that could be misconstrued as coupling. you cannot have her. you have a city to save, you have a ruler to take down, there are more important things to do. confide in her about your plans, watch her determination as she tries to help you. take comfort in her presence beside you, but you know there are bigger things than you and your feelings for her. leave her behind to accomplish your goals. you cannot have her. go without seeing her for years out of a mix of necessity and fear. when you finally do see her again, she is no longer your coworker. she's insane. she's lost. she's just as happy to see you dead as she is alive. you cannot have her. you cannot have her. you cannot have her.

..yeah. they grew on me. i think they'll be fun to write more and play around with!

Hello my dear 💙 I hope you are well and in good health. This is Nazmi from Gaza again. I know we are going through very difficult and painful times. The war has ended, but our tragedy hasn't. It has left behind immense suffering—can you imagine the extent of the pain? From famine to destroyed homes, losing our jobs and our lives, everything has been taken from us. I'm here to ask for your help with a small thing.

I need to buy new tents because ours have been ruined by the summer heat and the frequent bombings. A single tent now costs no more than $700. If you could help me with even $30 or $50, I would at least be able to buy one tent.

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I cannot forgive those who see this plea and choose to walk away. I write these words with a broken heart, crying for my mother.

She is suffering in silence, growing weaker with every passing day. Malnutrition and the lack of medication are draining her strength, and now she urgently needs a life-saving surgery — her last hope — while I stand helpless, watching her fade.

I am reaching out to any trustworthy and compassionate person 🤍

My name is Diala, I am a mother of three young children from Gaza.

I suffered a skull fracture, and I currently have a kidney stent and kidney stones that require urgent treatment.

Our home was completely destroyed, and my children and I are now living in a torn, unsafe tent.

I am looking for an honest and reliable person who can help by creating a donation campaign in their name,

receive donations through their bank account or PayPal,

and transfer the funds to me safely and transparently.

⚠️ GoFundMe is not suitable for me — it is very complicated and requires documents and procedures I cannot complete.

The campaign can be created on simpler platforms such as Chuffed.org, Ko-fi, or any other trusted alternative.

My situation is extremely difficult, and I am only seeking a chance for survival and hope for my children and me.

If you are someone who can help, or if you know a trusted person who could, please don’t hesitate.

📩 Contact me via private message

📱 Or WhatsApp: +972 59-206-2618

You may be the reason a life is saved 🙏💔

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #715 )✅️

"I can't always understand what Farah is complaining about; she only expresses herself through tears and making loud, attention-grabbing noises."

I have explained before that Farah has kidney problems, and thanks to the first donations we received, Wesal was able to buy Farah one month's worth of medication to keep her physical health stable.

But Farah is also autistic, and her current situation is very hard on her. Wesal told me today that Farah isn't doing well. She has been crying all day and making repetitive noises. She doesn't want to eat any of her usual food. She is clearly very distressed.

I do not have to explain to you that Wesal would rather help Farah than make a video of her, but all she can do is wait for enough donations to get some fruit and cheese, some food that Farah might be willing to eat.

"My child’s is in turmoil. Her heart is pounding, her body is eroding, and her tears do not stop expressing her hunger and suffering. From cheap types of food, I cannot provide adequate food. In addition to medicine, I need good food that contains all the elements, such as meat, chicken, and eggs, and all of this requires money."

Wesal continuously keeps hold of hope, for her daughter. "When I feel despair," she writes to me, "I remember the donors who contributed to Farah’s survival. They had a generous hand and were kind to her tears. I remember that tomorrow holds an opportunity for the best."

Today we received only one donation. I thank this person graciously. Please share this post, and donate if you are able.

For Farah.

tagging for reach, please share, thank you <3 (let me know if you don't want me to tag you anymore, apologies for any multiple tags)

The life of this child in the Gaza Strip is more important than the next post, so please don’t scroll past. Baby Ronza needs our help.

Ronza is suffering from anemia and malnutrition and urgently needs care and attention, but the cost is high, and her family cannot afford it on their own without our support.

She is in a lot of pain… she is just a baby, only one and a half years old, and she needs our help now. Please donate whatever you can to their campaign, even $5 or $10 can make a huge difference. But Zeina cannot do this alone.

Zeina is also a young child in the Gaza Strip, helping support her family. It is winter, the cold is harsh, they are living in a tent, and her sister urgently needs treatment.

Please, give any help you can. And don’t assume that someone else will take care of it—because that may not happen. If you truly cannot donate, the least you can do is share.

Gaza is flooding amidst the false ceasefire. Israel CONTINUES to withhold aid from the people in the strip and CONTINUES to drop bombs on the innocent men, women, and children there.

Gaza is both incredibly dense and incredibly small. The suffering its citizens are going through is unspeakable. Please continue to speak about Palestine, and advocate for the people there.

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If you'd like to help at least one family in Gaza, here's a link to my friend Nader's gofundme. His father is ill, and his niece is just a toddler. With the current conditions there -- winter storms, flooding, limited food/shelter -- they are all in danger. If you can't donate, please consider reblogging!!

Why must innocent people be the victims of conflict? Why must we die, starve, be displaced, and suffer? Please don't leave us alone. My father has cancer and is suffering greatly. He needs medical care to be treated for this serious disease. Please donate to us so we can provide him with treatment until the crossing opens and we can leave here alive. Please donate to us now.

nader and his family deserve safety and peace!! please throw in just a little bit if you can!

Please, friends, donate to us. We want to live in safety and peace, without fear of death, without fear of rain and hunger. Please don't ignore this. Please participate now and donate. Please.

Gaza is flooding amidst the false ceasefire. Israel CONTINUES to withhold aid from the people in the strip and CONTINUES to drop bombs on the innocent men, women, and children there.

Gaza is both incredibly dense and incredibly small. The suffering its citizens are going through is unspeakable. Please continue to speak about Palestine, and advocate for the people there.

Sourced:

If you'd like to help at least one family in Gaza, here's a link to my friend Nader's gofundme. His father is ill, and his niece is just a toddler. With the current conditions there -- winter storms, flooding, limited food/shelter -- they are all in danger. If you can't donate, please consider reblogging!!

Why must innocent people be the victims of conflict? Why must we die, starve, be displaced, and suffer? Please don't leave us alone. My father has cancer and is suffering greatly. He needs medical care to be treated for this serious disease. Please donate to us so we can provide him with treatment until the crossing opens and we can leave here alive. Please donate to us now.

nader and his family deserve safety and peace!! please throw in just a little bit if you can!

Please, friends, donate to us. We want to live in safety and peace, without fear of death, without fear of rain and hunger. Please don't ignore this. Please participate now and donate. Please.

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