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Title: Cursed Heaven
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“I’m not insane,” he said with a shrug, as if the whole thing was nothing. “I know he could’ve seen me. But you looked so serious, inspecting those vials. I wanted to make you laugh.”
He straightened up, now barefoot on the grass, and looked at Remus with a mix of pride and pout on his face.
“I was working,” Remus replied – oddly like he was explaining himself – but he couldn’t stop the smile that broke across his face. Sirius had wanted to make him laugh. That did something strange to his insides.
“Well, I like it better when you laugh,” Sirius said, stepping closer – very close now, his bare toes nearly touching the worn tips of Remus’ shoes. He reached up and brushed his fingers along Remus’ face, tracing the corners of his eyes where the laugh lines settled.
Remus’ smile faded slightly at the closeness. He wasn’t used to casual, gentle touches like this. Affection had been a rare thing in his life, especially since his parents passed. It always felt so good when Sirius touched him like this, but it also sent a chill of fear up his spine. Like some part of him knew he didn’t deserve this.
“Stop it,” he whispered. Weak, his tone betraying the meaning of his words.
“I do,” Sirius insisted softly, fingers still brushing along Remus’ laugh lines. He smiled up at him, sun catching in his blue-grey eyes. “It crinkles your eyes right here,” he murmured, watching closely, like he was trying to memorise the shape of him. “You’re so, very handsome.”
And then, Remus kissed him. Partly because he really wanted to, but also as a futile attempt to think of something else – to quiet the strange fluttering in his stomach, that feeling of floating, like he was losing touch with the ground. Sirius kissed him back, of course. He wrapped both arms around Remus’ neck, fingers tangling in his hair, and pulled him down until they were both toppling into the wildflowers, lips still locked, bodies twisting together in the fall.
Sirius laughed softly against his mouth as he rolled them over, settling on top of Remus, straddling his hips. He pulled back just enough to look at him, propped on his elbows, his nose only an inch from Remus’ face.
“Why do you blush?” he asked, a little furrow appearing between his brows. “You always tell me I’m pretty when you’re fucking me,” he added, punctuating the words with a slow roll of his hips.
Remus gasped at the friction, head falling back into the flowers, petals tangling in his hair. He reached up and tucked a strand of Sirius’ hair behind his ear.
“You are pretty,” he murmured, hand trailing down to the pale column of Sirius’ neck. “You like hearing it.”
Sirius smiled. “I do,” he said, easily, without shame – so free to admit something that would make Remus cringe if he had to say out loud. “You are too,” he added, softer now, leaning in to press kisses to the corners of Remus’ eyes, his cheek, his jaw. “Lovely, lovely Mr Lupin,” he whispered, lips drifting lower to the curve of Remus’ neck, his fingers working open the top buttons of Remus’ shirt.