i know its been said b4 but growing up suicidal and then reaching an age you never planned to live to is extremely stressful and terrifying, and we deserve more credit for not killing ourselves and THEN having to make up for the time we spent not caring if we lived or died and not doing work to improve our lives.

i feel behind in life because i spent the last 7 ish years not giving a shit about my future because i assumed id be dead before id have to deal with that, and now i have to start making decisions that many people started considering years ago.

i just feel like. suicidal people dont get credit for firstly, how stressful life is while suicidal, how difficult it is just to do simple tasks, and secondly, how hard it is to recover from years spent not caring once a person is no longer actively suicidal or no longer having suicidal ideations.

Projekt revolution 7/28/07

Stop moaning and arching your back - this is an autopsy!

call me crazy but i might reblog some posts tonight

who up #notknowing and #beingconfused

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I am looking neither respectfully nor disrespectfully. I gaze without recognition of your form, and without understanding.

Me without my glasses

i am looking disbespectacledly

scientists have discovered that the truest form of love was between two bugs in the year 708

cruel and unusual that in order to do something you have to begin

was anyone going to tell me that after beginning you then have to continue as well