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Lately I have not been wanting to go to bed until I quite literally cannot stay awake anymore. I don’t know why. Thinking about sleeping has been making me anxious

#// bon's mind #if i cant stay awake any longer then i fall asleep really fast and therefore cannot think about it

gurokichi

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purelybleeding

if it makes you feel better you can beat the shit out of me till I’m bleeding out and shaking on the ground this isn’t for me obviously it’s for you this won’t bring me any glee and joy at all ( I say , hands shaking with glee and joy )

#// bon's reblogs

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k4mi-k4waii

I wanna stream and then become famous and spiral into madness and kill myself

#// bon's reblogs #i wanted to do something like this so bad when i was younger

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liivingdeadb0y

born to say "who the fuck is that? why would u talk to anyone but me?" forced to say "oh they sound cool!:)" when they mention anyone else

#// bon's reblogs

gurokichi

I thought Kyoshika was a freak and then Eva showed up with her "cake" What is this game

#// bon's mind #what am i watching why is this game so freaked out Hello???#this goes beyond dr levels of fanservice

gurokichi

I need to go to bed But I also Dont want to

#// bon's mind #im very tired #i do not want tomorrow to come #eugh

gurokichi

I am genuinely not a real person because what the fuck was I even doing all day hello

#// bon's tears #??????#it feels like i am trapped inside my own head i think is the best way to describe it #that sounds so stupid but its like #i genuinely sat at my computer and stared at it today not really doing anything #for A While too #i was just kind of zoning out most of the time today #i did not want to get out of bed but i slept so much that i couldnt sleep anymore #there is nothing i want to do #the only thing i want right now is to stop having any thoughts or feelings at all Please #i think consciousness is a curse

gurokichi

Today was Miserable and nothing even happened. I genuinely haven’t done anything. I don’t even know how to describe the state I’ve been in for the entirety of the day. I am annoyed that my day was spent like this

#// bon's tears #Yikes

gurokichi

Ignore that last reblog I did Not read it properly HELP

#// bon's mind #my mind skipped over that first bit. Whoopsie

gurokichi

The sun shines brighter every day I'm without you But I love, love, love you like the way that I used to do

#// bon's mind #/lyr

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deardecember-deactivated2026010

reassure me that you love me before i kill myself

#// bon's reblogs

gurokichi

I wander through these empty halls As the moon casts shadows of just me upon the walls My time wasted in endless regret While you sleep away your troubles and forget

#// bon's mind #/lyr

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