♫ I thought that lilies died by winter ❟ then they bloomed again in spring.. ♪

ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀʟɪsᴛ. ᴛᴀɢʟɪsᴛ. ʙᴏᴛʟɪsᴛ. ᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴇʀs. ᴄ.ᴀɪ

divider creds in the tags ‧₊˚❀

hi hi bby!! im good, sorry I didnt respond in havent been active lately 😭 ilyy

aww omg tysm!! that's so sweet especially since I havent really been too active :)

happy October 1st @viviansturns im in love with you more

AHH NO BBY IM SO SORRY IM SO LATE ON RESPONDING TO THIS!!!

ive just been so so busy, tbh i hardly get on here anymore :((

ive been okay, just found out something horrible and now my heart is broken but wtv..

hru?

how do you get yearning to go away its genuinely making me sick to my stomach

yearning

it festers in my lungs and pours down my veins

chaining me to my thoughts like a bear trap

it crawls up my bones and seeps through my pores like an infectious disease

soon to claim my heart and soul

a need so heavy, so potent its the only thing anyone could smell

dragging me away to store me in a cell cold, dark and dripping, never to see the light again.

soph's notes: idk what this is but I miss the huzz 💔💔

divider creds to @sweetshuga

aww haha, this is so sweet! I've been actually planning on coming back, but first

what do you all think of poetry?

I miss you more sugarlips 😠☹️

thank you so much, I will :)

hello everyone :)

i know I haven't posted any real content in a while, but I just want to let everyone know that im going to be taking a break.

Something has been going on with a family member of mine for a long time, and they dont have much longer. a week at best.

i just want to thank everyone that has supported me and was kinder than anyone ive ever met in real life, and im so thankful for wver one of you.

if you want to dm me, im at @/httpssturns on instagram. I'm not very active but I will do my best to respond, or just message me here if youd like.

i may not be on here too often for a while, because I just feel like with everything im going through the drama in this community is going to make me feel worse.

i love all of you so much and I am grateful for each and every one of you :)

this isnt a goodbye, only a see you later, I promise im not leaving for good.

access my pinned here

tehehehe tysm caylee 🤗

guys i want to bite my nails off so bad but I just painted them after not painting them for literally probably longer than a year but like I want to bite them off </3

hey so uh, ive got a question: can we STOP doing this? yeah.. greatly appreciated.

on a serious note, we all know chris is straight. he isnt gay, or bi. I love lgbtq people and am part of that community, but he is indeed not, so just like we respect that gay people dont like being shipped with the opposing sex when they are CLEARLY not attracted to them; straight people dont like it either.

lets start respecting EVERYONES sexualities, alright? no matt or chris x male!reader anymore; and certainly no nick x female!reader

they have made their sexualities very evident and have clarified several times before that they are not attracted to boys (girls for nick) in that way.

i know there are chris boys and matt boys, and its perfectly okay to be attracted to them, but indulging and creating things that disrespect any part of them is wrong.

there are allowed to be chris boys and nick boys, same with nick girls, its okay to be attracted to them even if you arent of their sexual appeal, because let's be honest: none of us are getting with them. as soon as you became a fan, that was immediately taken away; not that if you arent a fan you will indefinitely have that chance, obviously not.

The main point here is stop creating things that disrespect their sexualities, whether its fiction or not, its still wrong.

and to those 11 thousand people that used this bot; I hope you are disappointed in yourself and are doing better, because if you actually think that its okay then you weren't taught right.

yall SOMEONE remind me to watch the new vid tomorrow I just got done marching in a game and im about to crash rn its like 12 am 💔