“...in fifth year. Then, of course, there was Lily,” James said softly, shrugging as he sat, cross-legged, facing Regulus, his eyes nervous and his teeth gnawing softly at his lip. “And…erm…I snogged Mary once, fourth year…I think that’s it,” he admitted, chuckling. “It’s a short list.”
Regulus had been nervous for this day: the day they brought up the topic of past crushes and exes. Originally, he’d been scared to hear about the vast number of conquests the great James Potter no doubt had. But now that he was learning the truth, he was scared for a very different reason. “Oh,” he mumbled, looking down at his hands.
“Oh? That’s not good,” the older boy chuckled, smiling wryly.
“No! It’s just…I may have heard a couple more names…going around the school,” Regulus admitted, shrugging. “Not judging, of course, s’just…” he let his answer linger, and James’s lips curled upward.
“Reggie,” the Gryffindor faux-gasped, placing a hand to his chest. “Were you jealous?”
“Absolutely not,” he snapped immediately, blushing and making James laugh. “Not at all.”
“Alright, then who do I have to be worried about?” the older boy retorted, tilting his head to the side.
Regulus thought about that question for a long moment before answering slowly, his voice wavering with his fear of being so vulnerable. “I’ve kissed a lot of people,” he mumbled, staring down at his folded hands. “Did more with a handful.”
“Handful,” James repeated with a suggestive laugh, his tone not judgemental at all.
Regulus shot him a glare, then sighed, his heart hammering again. “Yes. Well. But I never….dated. Not really.”
He saw James’s eyes widen at that confession but the older boy pressed smoothly forward. “Crushes? C’mon, I’m sure you fancied someone,” he asked, eyebrows waggling.
And that was exactly the problem. He felt his small blush turn into flames all over his body. “Just one person,” he murmured, looking down.
“Who? Barty?” James asked, looking genuinely interested.
Regulus just looked at the other boy helplessly until the information clicked.
“Oh,” the Gryffindor said, a smile spreading on his face.
But before he could overthink it, his lips were being claimed by James, and all of his nervous thoughts were pushed firmly from his brain.