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@jjeonshop7

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⤷゛ about me!ˎˊ˗

annie/anna, isfp, may baby, minor, artists: bts [jungkook], cortis [keonho], KiiiKiii, justin bieber, nelly.

fav movies/shows: h2o just add water, white chicks, fast and furious 1,2,3, and 4, king the land, the dictator, and a million more but i forgot them all. + is netflix removing stuff from my watchlist?

fav books/fanfics: if anyone reads my posts YALL KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE BLACK SWAN by -hobiphile on wattpad. i‘m never leaving that book behind its apart of me i fear. i also love boyfriend hotline !! by matchastwb on [tumblr]

i have social anxiety and light depression. also adhd.

army since: 2022. jungkook captured my heart and never gave it back.

obsessed w the 2000s😝

random facts: i‘m a pinterest creator, reached 300 followers on jan. 10th 2026!, i love cats, want two: suki and cem. i‘m muslim but not very religious:/, my biggest wish: seeing bangtan, front row + traveling the world 🌍 🗺️.! i love fashion 💋👑

hobbies i would like to do/have/learn: dancing, playing the guitar 🎸

𐔌 about this acc! 𐦯

its js a personal blog/digital diary. sharing lots of depressing stuff but also fun stuff, random thoughts, opinions and ideas

maybe i‘m gonna post more one-shots, already posted one, “Stardust lover” !
but this aint fanfic acc as i said, its a personal blog

enjoy 💋

you dont have to constantly work on yourself to achieve this “best version of yourself”

u can also js be you.

you’re a great person already

if youre doing unwell thats ok, maybe change some bad habits

but social media always makes it look like theres always smth u have to change

u can always become “better”

but they never tell u that ure already great

js try to be content w what u have

as time passes, experiences, different events, ppl u meet, everything is gonna change and form you into a new person anyway

and u should always be optimistic about it and look out for the positive things in what happens, look out for the lessons the universe is trynna teach u

then u can grow

and slowly youll become a version of yourself thats js 100% unique

100% you.

i see lots of videos hyping us girls up, which is rlly good!! but idk if somethings js wrong w me but i js saw a video of cayydences on insta (i love him sm!!) being like The messier the room the hotter the girl, etc.

so that we dont feel that bad about having messy room etc.

for some reason the thought “i dont even wanna be hot” crossed my mind

i js want to be left alone

take care of myself and live a happy little life

i‘m tired of chasing unachievable beauty standards, i‘m tired of wanting to be all that and feeling like i could never be her, i‘m tired of always having to become the best version of myself

i am me

this is me

this is my version right now

i am js gonna go w my day, live my life as the girl that i am. i mean, as time passes i am gonna naturally change anyway

and rn i am tired of forcing routines, journaling, etc. on myself

i mean its good and all

but its so exhausting

seeing all that stuff all over social media

its tiring, draining and has the exact opposite effect of what it should acc do

so no i dont wanna be hot

i want to stop caring about ppl judging me

i want to js be content w who i am

i dont wanna be hot. i feel like being hot comes w this sense of responsibility, having to feel or be hot at all times

i aint hot

i am just me

sometimes i am ugly

sometimes i am beautiful

but what matters most is that i see the beauty around me

what matters most is that i am happy

i rlly dont want to be hot

i want to js live, without caring about wether ppl think i‘m hot

yeah idk if i am making sense

i feel like i‘m still having lots of self doubts, fearing that i could never be “hot”. thats also why i dont want this anymore

i am tired of ts

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stardust lover. jjk

pairing: sweet boyfriend! jungkook x rich, kind, very in love! reader (fem.)
synopsis: you and your boyfriend spend a night in your backyard, lots of silly giggles, fluff! some kissing
status: finished one shot, open for drabbles tho!
a/n: wrote this in 1-2 hours, perfected it later. oc is so me i love the night sky, stars, stargazing, the night and the night air🌌

it was a cold night, not too cold, still warm enough for you and jungkook to lie in the grass of your villa’s backyard and still warm enough for him to give you his black zip up hoodie and gently closing the zipper right after, without being cold himself. you both lay on your backs, shoulders touching, fingers interlaced. the dark blue, stardusted midnight sky shines above you, each star twinkling like an expensive diamond.

„did you know that we‘re literally stardust?“ jungkook suddenly says.

„stardust?“

„yes, the elements in our bodies were forged in the cores of stars and then scattered across the universe. it all happened through nuclear fusion.“

„how would stardust end up in our bodies though? it doesn’t make any sense.“

„its a cycle, earth is made of it, when the solar system was created, stardust was everywhere: in plants, in animals because they ate the plants and in us because we eat animals.“

i smile softly as he continues talking about stardust. his eyes subtly reflect the moonlight and every once in a while he shifts his gaze toward me, as if to make sure i‘m listening. of course i am; i listen to his voice, the way he passionately explains his interests to me, his innocent tone and his soft smile automatically making my own lips curl into a soft smile.

it is so enchanting that i completely forget to actually listen to what he is saying.

„some stardust still arrives today actually, but only very little-, are you listening, baby?“

still completely mesmerized, my smile only deepens as i stare at him and i let out an absentminded „huh?“.

„honey youre not even listening to me!“ he tries to sound offended but fails miserably at hiding a grin. „am i that mesmerizing for you to just be staring at me?“

„of course i was listening, i-, you, you were talking about how stardust.. enters our body? eh, enters our body. yeah.“ embarrassed, i bite my lip. "I wasnt staring."

he chuckles and leans forward to kiss my cheek. „its okay, i know i‘m just boring you honey.“

his words earn a light slap on his chest from me and i sit up with a dramatic expression on my face. „boring? you? me? never. dont ever say nonsense like that.“ i scold him. „i guess youre just actually… pretty mesmerizing.“ i add, scratching the back of my neck shyly.

„awww,“ he coos. „are you blushing? thats adorable.“

„i‘m not!“ i say and quickly turn around so he doesnt see my face.

suddenly i feel his warm hands drape over me from behind and almost instinctively i lean into his touch, my back pressed to his chest in a comfortable position.

„youre so cute,“ he whispers in my ear. if it wasn't for his lips pressed onto my skin, i'd still hear the grin out of his voice.

„stop, koo!“

he only chuckles at my whining.

„mhmm,“ he hums. „i love you.“

i tightly grab his hands and give them a squeeze. „i love you too.“ i say. „and i love listening to you talk too.“

„thanks baby.“ he murmurs in a low voice.

i inhale deeply, taking in the crispy clean night air, thats mingled with jungkook‘s natural scent coming from his hoodie.

night time is definitely my favorite time. the fact that no one‘s… watching you makes me feel free. i also love the stars, theyre literally so ethereal. the night sky is so magical.

„mwah,“ jungkook pecks my cheek from behind, dramatically. i giggle like a middle schooler that just saw her crushes new instagram posts. i crane my head back to look at him and see him smiling down at me like i‘m the most precious thing ever. i press a soft kiss to his lips and almost immediately he puts his hand on my cheek; his other steadying me by my waist, as we share the gentle kiss.

jungkook‘s lips are so soft and warm and they always smell and lightly taste like strawberries because of his favorite strawberry flavored lip balm.

the kiss continues and suddenly we lose balance and jungkook falls right on his back with me on top of him. he laughs lightly and i giggle, pushing his hair out of his eyes.

for a moment we just stare at each other. i smile down at him, my hand tangled in his hair. jungkook is the most beautiful, gorgeous human ive ever seen. he‘s literally ethereal. when he smiles at me like this i cant help but just melt. its so genuine and precious and easy. and his eyes. God, his eyes. the most beautiful pair of dark eyes ever, they hold an entire galaxy in them. right now it literally looks like they do because of the moons and the stars‘ reflection in them.

i lean down to connect our lips once again and it doesnt take long for him to flip us around so that hes on top of me.

„youre the most beautiful woman ive ever seen,“ he murmurs. the warm sensation in my chest gets stronger at the heat radiating off him.

i listen to the sounds of our quiet breaths, his lips touching mine, his whispers and the water splashing in the fountain nearby.

„so beautiful,“ he repeats. his lips find my cheeks, my forehead, the tip of my nose; he grabs my hand and brings it to his face, pressing a long kiss on my knuckles.

i cup his cheek with my hand and all i can do is just wholeheartedly smile at him.

because jungkook makes me smile. and God he makes me so happy. just genuine, innocent happiness.

suddenly a small yawn escapes my lips.

„was that a yawn?“ jungkook chuckles.

„…no.“

„youre tired, baby.“

„i‘m not!“

„should we go sleep, honey?“

"but we havent even seen a shooting star!" I pout at him. jungkook softly chuckles as he studies my face. when his eyes meet mine again he gives me a small peck and then gently pulls me upwards into a sitting position.

"you see that big star over there?" He asks, pointing to the sky.

I follow the direction of where hes pointing to with my eyes and there it is, the biggest, brightest star in the sky. its impossible to miss.

"yeah," I say, admiring the star. "what about it?" I look at his side profile.

suddenly jungkook's hand shoots left and he makes a small woosh sound.

it all happened so fast i could've missed it by the blink of an eye.

not being able to contain myself, i start uncontrollably giggling. "what was that?"

"huh, didnt you see? It was a shooting star, baby. And it just... shot."

a doubting look that says -i know what youre doing- forms on my face as i continue giggling. "A shooting star? Then why is it still there?" I ask, turning around to point at the star, but suddenly jungkook grabs ahold of my jaw, preventing me from it.

a playful grin that says -shh let's act like its real- spreads across his face as he looks at me.

"its not," he denies, very bad at that. i can sniff the playfulness off of him.

"Yeah sure," I snort.

"c'mon now, you gotta make a wish honey," he winks at me. I grin happily and close my eyes.

Dear fake shooting star, please let me be with Jungkook forever and ever.

"This wish better not go the other way since it wasn't a real shooting star," I playfully say.

"It was real, trust." Jungkook says. "Even if it wouldnt have been- the jungkook spark i just added would've handled your wish perfectly."

"The Jungkook spark?" I laugh.

Not being able to surpress his laughter, he starts laughing too.

After we calmed down he reminds me of going to sleep, again.

for a moment i actually think about it but i dont want this night to end. its so perfect right now.

„but i still wanna stay outside with you a little longer.“

„you can stay with me inside too. come on sleepyhead.“

„and we can cuddle?“

„yes we can cuddle baby,“ he laughs. „i‘ll cuddle the fuck out of you.“

i giggle at his words as he stands up and offers his hand for me to take. instinctively i take it and naturally he interwines our fingers, like hes already done it a thousand times, which truthfully he probably has.

i lean a bit onto him due to the chill air and together we walk towards the glass doors back into the house.

right at the glass doors i suddenly halt as I remembered something.

"jungkook?"

"yes baby?"

"did you also make a wish?"

he smiles at me. "nah," he gently says, shaking his head. "I already got everything i want and need."

i blush shyly at his words, him obviously speaking about me. His hand gently strokes my cheek as he looks at me, a loving look on his face.

"And you? What'd you wish for?"

"If i say it, it won't come true!" I remind him.

"Who says that?" He clicks his tongue playfully. "As long as you believe in it, nothing will change."

i smirk at his philosophical words. "Nope."

"Oh come on, you're really not gonna tell me?" He asks.

"Nuh uh," I say, walking inside with him behind me.

"Please baby!" He jogs up to me, but I just grin and soon we both start laughing at my stubbornness.

our cheeks hit the cold fabric of the pillows at the same time as we exhaustedly lay down. For a moment we just smile at each other.

I yawn. "I am so tired," I groan quietly.

"Let's sleep," he lifts his blanket a bit, motioning for me to get closer. Happily i accept the invite and immediately feel his strong arms hugging me from behind; pressing me to his chest.

I feel him press a lingering kiss on my hair.

"Good night," another kiss. "I love you."

"Good night, i love you more," I whisper, already dozing off.

The last thing i hear are the words, "thats not possible, I love you more."

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I hate this SO much. At the same time i'm also very much in love

©️jjeonshop7 on tumblr. Do not plagiarize, copy, use my work in any kind of form please.

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COER! found this on pinterest and thought id share w yall 🤭🤭 its so cool nd i think imma print it out and put it on my wall !!!

it rlly gives off 90s vibes right?

this lwk makes me wanna change my profile,, again

😭😭😭😭

saddest movie ever: me before you

😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔 i feel like i js experienced my first ever heartbreak

wait why do i never hear any news or smth about australia,,

r they js like really unproblematic or am i js kinda slow

i mean

i def imagine them all js living their best life tbh 😭😭 random boys surfing 24/7, etc.

growing up my dream was to live in america, live the american dream bla bla etc.

now my biggest nightmare is ever stepping foot in america, like, i have to be careful so i dont accidentally go there like ever

i‘m being so fr i would be scared asf

js imagine ice killing me for no reason 😭😭

NEVER EVER GOING TO THE US 💔💔💔😭😭😭

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stardust lover. jjk

pairing: sweet boyfriend! jungkook x rich, kind, very in love! reader (fem.)
synopsis: you and your boyfriend spend a night in your backyard, lots of silly giggles, fluff! some kissing
status: finished one shot, open for drabbles tho!
a/n: wrote this in 1-2 hours, perfected it later. oc is so me i love the night sky, stars, stargazing, the night and the night air🌌

it was a cold night, not too cold, still warm enough for you and jungkook to lie in the grass of your villa’s backyard and still warm enough for him to give you his black zip up hoodie and gently closing the zipper right after, without being cold himself. you both lay on your backs, shoulders touching, fingers interlaced. the dark blue, stardusted midnight sky shines above you, each star twinkling like an expensive diamond.

„did you know that we‘re literally stardust?“ jungkook suddenly says.

„stardust?“

„yes, the elements in our bodies were forged in the cores of stars and then scattered across the universe. it all happened through nuclear fusion.“

„how would stardust end up in our bodies though? it doesn’t make any sense.“

„its a cycle, earth is made of it, when the solar system was created, stardust was everywhere: in plants, in animals because they ate the plants and in us because we eat animals.“

i smile softly as he continues talking about stardust. his eyes subtly reflect the moonlight and every once in a while he shifts his gaze toward me, as if to make sure i‘m listening. of course i am; i listen to his voice, the way he passionately explains his interests to me, his innocent tone and his soft smile automatically making my own lips curl into a soft smile.

it is so enchanting that i completely forget to actually listen to what he is saying.

„some stardust still arrives today actually, but only very little-, are you listening, baby?“

still completely mesmerized, my smile only deepens as i stare at him and i let out an absentminded „huh?“.

„honey youre not even listening to me!“ he tries to sound offended but fails miserably at hiding a grin. „am i that mesmerizing for you to just be staring at me?“

„of course i was listening, i-, you, you were talking about how stardust.. enters our body? eh, enters our body. yeah.“ embarrassed, i bite my lip. "I wasnt staring."

he chuckles and leans forward to kiss my cheek. „its okay, i know i‘m just boring you honey.“

his words earn a light slap on his chest from me and i sit up with a dramatic expression on my face. „boring? you? me? never. dont ever say nonsense like that.“ i scold him. „i guess youre just actually… pretty mesmerizing.“ i add, scratching the back of my neck shyly.

„awww,“ he coos. „are you blushing? thats adorable.“

„i‘m not!“ i say and quickly turn around so he doesnt see my face.

suddenly i feel his warm hands drape over me from behind and almost instinctively i lean into his touch, my back pressed to his chest in a comfortable position.

„youre so cute,“ he whispers in my ear. if it wasn't for his lips pressed onto my skin, i'd still hear the grin out of his voice.

„stop, koo!“

he only chuckles at my whining.

„mhmm,“ he hums. „i love you.“

i tightly grab his hands and give them a squeeze. „i love you too.“ i say. „and i love listening to you talk too.“

„thanks baby.“ he murmurs in a low voice.

i inhale deeply, taking in the crispy clean night air, thats mingled with jungkook‘s natural scent coming from his hoodie.

night time is definitely my favorite time. the fact that no one‘s… watching you makes me feel free. i also love the stars, theyre literally so ethereal. the night sky is so magical.

„mwah,“ jungkook pecks my cheek from behind, dramatically. i giggle like a middle schooler that just saw her crushes new instagram posts. i crane my head back to look at him and see him smiling down at me like i‘m the most precious thing ever. i press a soft kiss to his lips and almost immediately he puts his hand on my cheek; his other steadying me by my waist, as we share the gentle kiss.

jungkook‘s lips are so soft and warm and they always smell and lightly taste like strawberries because of his favorite strawberry flavored lip balm.

the kiss continues and suddenly we lose balance and jungkook falls right on his back with me on top of him. he laughs lightly and i giggle, pushing his hair out of his eyes.

for a moment we just stare at each other. i smile down at him, my hand tangled in his hair. jungkook is the most beautiful, gorgeous human ive ever seen. he‘s literally ethereal. when he smiles at me like this i cant help but just melt. its so genuine and precious and easy. and his eyes. God, his eyes. the most beautiful pair of dark eyes ever, they hold an entire galaxy in them. right now it literally looks like they do because of the moons and the stars‘ reflection in them.

i lean down to connect our lips once again and it doesnt take long for him to flip us around so that hes on top of me.

„youre the most beautiful woman ive ever seen,“ he murmurs. the warm sensation in my chest gets stronger at the heat radiating off him.

i listen to the sounds of our quiet breaths, his lips touching mine, his whispers and the water splashing in the fountain nearby.

„so beautiful,“ he repeats. his lips find my cheeks, my forehead, the tip of my nose; he grabs my hand and brings it to his face, pressing a long kiss on my knuckles.

i cup his cheek with my hand and all i can do is just wholeheartedly smile at him.

because jungkook makes me smile. and God he makes me so happy. just genuine, innocent happiness.

suddenly a small yawn escapes my lips.

„was that a yawn?“ jungkook chuckles.

„…no.“

„youre tired, baby.“

„i‘m not!“

„should we go sleep, honey?“

"but we havent even seen a shooting star!" I pout at him. jungkook softly chuckles as he studies my face. when his eyes meet mine again he gives me a small peck and then gently pulls me upwards into a sitting position.

"you see that big star over there?" He asks, pointing to the sky.

I follow the direction of where hes pointing to with my eyes and there it is, the biggest, brightest star in the sky. its impossible to miss.

"yeah," I say, admiring the star. "what about it?" I look at his side profile.

suddenly jungkook's hand shoots left and he makes a small woosh sound.

it all happened so fast i could've missed it by the blink of an eye.

not being able to contain myself, i start uncontrollably giggling. "what was that?"

"huh, didnt you see? It was a shooting star, baby. And it just... shot."

a doubting look that says -i know what youre doing- forms on my face as i continue giggling. "A shooting star? Then why is it still there?" I ask, turning around to point at the star, but suddenly jungkook grabs ahold of my jaw, preventing me from it.

a playful grin that says -shh let's act like its real- spreads across his face as he looks at me.

"its not," he denies, very bad at that. i can sniff the playfulness off of him.

"Yeah sure," I snort.

"c'mon now, you gotta make a wish honey," he winks at me. I grin happily and close my eyes.

Dear fake shooting star, please let me be with Jungkook forever and ever.

"This wish better not go the other way since it wasn't a real shooting star," I playfully say.

"It was real, trust." Jungkook says. "Even if it wouldnt have been- the jungkook spark i just added would've handled your wish perfectly."

"The Jungkook spark?" I laugh.

Not being able to surpress his laughter, he starts laughing too.

After we calmed down he reminds me of going to sleep, again.

for a moment i actually think about it but i dont want this night to end. its so perfect right now.

„but i still wanna stay outside with you a little longer.“

„you can stay with me inside too. come on sleepyhead.“

„and we can cuddle?“

„yes we can cuddle baby,“ he laughs. „i‘ll cuddle the fuck out of you.“

i giggle at his words as he stands up and offers his hand for me to take. instinctively i take it and naturally he interwines our fingers, like hes already done it a thousand times, which truthfully he probably has.

i lean a bit onto him due to the chill air and together we walk towards the glass doors back into the house.

right at the glass doors i suddenly halt as I remembered something.

"jungkook?"

"yes baby?"

"did you also make a wish?"

he smiles at me. "nah," he gently says, shaking his head. "I already got everything i want and need."

i blush shyly at his words, him obviously speaking about me. His hand gently strokes my cheek as he looks at me, a loving look on his face.

"And you? What'd you wish for?"

"If i say it, it won't come true!" I remind him.

"Who says that?" He clicks his tongue playfully. "As long as you believe in it, nothing will change."

i smirk at his philosophical words. "Nope."

"Oh come on, you're really not gonna tell me?" He asks.

"Nuh uh," I say, walking inside with him behind me.

"Please baby!" He jogs up to me, but I just grin and soon we both start laughing at my stubbornness.

our cheeks hit the cold fabric of the pillows at the same time as we exhaustedly lay down. For a moment we just smile at each other.

I yawn. "I am so tired," I groan quietly.

"Let's sleep," he lifts his blanket a bit, motioning for me to get closer. Happily i accept the invite and immediately feel his strong arms hugging me from behind; pressing me to his chest.

I feel him press a lingering kiss on my hair.

"Good night," another kiss. "I love you."

"Good night, i love you more," I whisper, already dozing off.

The last thing i hear are the words, "thats not possible, I love you more."

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I hate this SO much. At the same time i'm also very much in love

©️jjeonshop7 on tumblr. Do not plagiarize, copy, use my work in any kind of form please.

ion rlly care about a lot of ppl that deeply but i would suffer forever and take all the pain js so my brother and/or my mama could be happy

thats kinda crazy to me bc i genuinely mean it

and i am saying this as someone thats already depressed asf

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