I Always Have [S.M.]
Request: YES SCOTT REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!!! can i request one where the reader has liked him for a long time (even when allison was still alive) and somehow he finds out and they get together? can it be a little smutty? if you’re uncomfortable with doing that then it’s totally fine! THANK YOU💗💗
Please don’t plagiarize my work!
“No, it’s stupid.” You repeat, meeting Lydia’s eyes. “And ridiculous.”
Sighing, Lydia shakes her head. You raise a brow when she sets her hand on your shoulder, almost as if she’s about to give you some life-long advice, before meeting her gaze once more. “Y/N, darling, you have to learn to live a little.”
“Balancing life between the supernatural and the normal, I think i’ve lived a life-time of excitement.”
Tsking, Lydia shakes her head, moving her grip so both of her hands are pressed flat against your back. Before you know it, you’re being practically shoved forward, weaving your way through the crowd of intoxicated and very loud students, desperate not to drop your drink. Your eyes are wide, but you don’t fight Lydia, letting her lead you in the direction of the living room.
Scott, Stiles, Kira, Malia and a few others you don’t recognize all look up at the sound of Lydia’s voice, their eyes brightening when they saw you. With a sheepish grin and a slight blush on your cheeks, Lydia finally steps away from you as you raise your hand in a small greeting, mumbling a hi to everyone.
“Not willingly,” you add with a smirk in Lydia’s direction.
“Oh, hush,” she rolls her eyes, taking her spot next to Malia. You let your eyes wander across the small group, looking for an open seat, only to find the last one next to Scott.
With a nervous swallow, you shyly sit down next to him, meeting his eyes with a small smile when grins over at you. Your arm brushes against his, which practically makes your heart begin to race like crazy.
You’ve had a crush on Scott for years, even when him and Allison were a thing. And the worst part was that you had been Allison’s best friend. Her best friend that was in love with her boyfriend, and even now, when she was gone, you still couldn’t get over your strong feelings for the boy. You couldn’t rightly explain them, but every time he was near (which was a lot given that you were apart of the pack) you found it hard to breathe. Your heart would pound against your chest, like it was now, and your cheeks would grow warm even if it was as normal as just meeting his eyes from across the room.
You had it bad for Scott, but you couldn’t act on it. Because of Allison.
“Okay, Lydia,” Stiles speaks up, raising a brow over at the girl as he leans into Malia’s side. “You brought us all here, why?”
“Because.” she begins, the edges of her lips curled into a bright grin as she claps her hands before her in excitement. “We’re going to play a game.”
Kira, as innocent as ever, raises a brow; “what game?”
You nearly choke on your drink in surprise, eyes widening. Oh God...
Swallowing the rest of your drink quickly, you set your hand against your chest, turning to Scott as he stares back at you in concern. Waving off his concern with a slight shake of your head, you smile softly in his direction; “yeah, yeah,” you nod, trying to hide your embarrassment. “I’m fine.”
“So,” Lydia speaks up, pulling your attention on her as she sets an empty wine bottle down in the middle of the coffee table. “Who wants to go first?”
“Lydia,” you sigh, “maybe this isn’t such a good idea--”
“Nonsense,” Lydia scoffs, rolling her eyes at you. “it’s perfect. Besides, it’s just a little kiss, what’s the harm in that?”
As silence echoes, you let your eyes wander across the rest of the group, searching for some who agrees with you. “Kira?”
“Sorry,” she shrugs apologetically, “seems like fun.”
Turning to Scott, you’re practically internally praying he’ll agree. “Scott?”
Nonchalantly, Scott mimics Kira, shrugging his shoulders. “It’s just a kiss,” he reminds, shifting forward slightly. “Here, i’ll start.”
Sinking back into your seat, your eyes watch the bottle carefully as it begins to spin. Part of you wants it the bottle to land on you, but then another, smaller, but more moral part of you hopes it doesn’t.
Your inner dilemma ends short however when the end of the bottle stops at Kira.
The two of them gaze at each other nervously, Kira’s cheeks warming slightly, but they don’t hesitate for long before leaning towards one another. You hate it, but a deep jealousy burns through your entire body as they press their lips against one another, unable to stop yourself from wishing that it was you kissing Scott instead of Kira.
But it’s over before you know.
“Oooh!” Stiles exclaims, “me next! Me next!”
The excitement from Stiles’ face quickly fades the moment the bottle stops, landing on one of the senior boys playing with you all.
“Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me...”
They kiss and then everyone goes around, spinning the bottle, kissing and then repeating the process. You end up having to kiss Lydia at one point, and then another random freshmen, but, overall, it’s fun enough. Though, every time it is your turn, you can’t help but mentally pray that it’ll land on Scott -- it never does.
You let out a laugh as Scott and Stiles pull back from one another, faces twisted together in absolute disgust. Stiles is dramatically scratching at his lips, moaning and groaning as Scott just curls into himself uncomfortable.
“Okay, then,” Lydia speaks up, clapping her hands before herself. “Last turn.” Turning to her, you raise a brow when her eyes fall on you. Though, the moment the mischievous look in her eyes become clear, your heart plummets. “Y/N, you’ll be taking the last turn.”
Knowing better than to argue with the girl, you only let out one small sigh before sitting up, reaching out and spinning the bottle. It almost seems like it’s been spinning for hours before it finally stops, just continuously going around and around. Then, the one time you hadn’t even really wished for it, it lands on Scott.
It causes your eyes to widen, turning to the boy beside you with parted lips as he mimics your expression. All seems to fade as the realization at what’s about to happen seems to sink in.
Here you were, about to kiss the boy you’ve had a crush on for years. And it was all because of some stupid game.
Coughing slightly, Scott runs a hand through his head; “ready?”
As ready as you’ll ever be...
Scott first sets his palm on the your left cheek, cupping it and pulling you closer. You almost turn into putty at his touch, easily abiding to his will as your hand moves to his knee, his free hand falling on your waist. Then, with almost a startlingly inhale, Scott’s lips are pressed against your own. And it’s everything you could’ve have ever wished for, everything you always dreamed it being like.
It practically takes your breath away.
Your eyes fall shut with ease, and you find yourself curling into him, your hand moving from his knee to cup his jaw, pulling him close.
And then, there’s a cough, and it registers in both of you that this kiss had been going on a moment too long. So, you both hastily pull back, red in the cheeks as the rest stare in surprise.
“Damn...” You hear Stiles mumble.
But you can barely hear him, or the whoops and cheers that echo in the background. Cause the moment you pull back, your eyes meet Scott’s and something tells you you aren’t the only one who felt that. Felt that passion and the amount of emotion that had just been poured into that kiss.
You’re not the only one whose speechless.
“Thanks for, um, for driving me home.”
Swallowing thickly, you tuck a strand of hair behind your ear as you turn to face Scott, softly shutting your bedroom door behind you.
“Thanks for inviting me inside,” Scott adds after a moment, causing you to laugh slightly.
“It seemed only right,” you shrug, pushing off your door to cross your bedroom and fall next to him on the edge of your bed. You feel your shoulder lightly bump into him as silence falls over the both of you. The atmosphere is thick, awkward, just like it had been between the two of you since that kiss back at Lydia’s party.
The drive had been awkward enough, and truly, you weren’t sure why you invited Scott inside. It wasn’t like this was his first time over, or the first time you two have been alone, but now it was just different. And you figured, for a long time, it had been different. There seemed to just be a moment in your friendship when you both realized your friendship was more than just that, but neither of you acted on it.
You tense slightly when Scott’s hand falls on your thigh, your chin tilting upwards to meet his eyes.
“I can’t be the only one whose felt this,” he whispers, gaze unwavering. “During that kiss, we... I...”
Licking your bottom lip, you inhale sharply. “No,” you mumble, voice barely audible. “You weren’t. I felt it too.”
Then, at your words, Scott’s hand slowly begins to raise. It brings goosebumps to your skin as his fingers lightly trace all the way up to your jaw, before moving to cup your cheek. Your eyes stay heavy on his own the entire time, with the odd glance down at his lips. The two of you are barely inches apart, and you can feel his breath on your face as you both remain completely silent. This is the closest, minus your previously shared kiss, that the two of you have ever been.
And it’s driving you crazy.
Then, Scott inches forward, and your hand moves of it’s own accord, grasping his wrist and halting his movements.
It causes Scott to pull back, confusion flooding his gaze as he frowns. “What is it?’
“We can’t,” you mumble hoarsely, shaking your head as your eyes lower.
“What?” Scott questions, his hand moving to tilt your chin upwards. “Why not?”
You hesitate, unsure. Then, with a low and quiet voice, you mutter; “Allison.” And Scott’s face falls, realization setting in as you inhale deeply. “I want to,” you continue, nodding up at him. “I really do. But... I can’t. I can’t do that to her.”
You move to pull away, half way turning before Scott catches you, pulling you back towards him in one quick stride. It causes you to gasp out in surprise, unable to stop him before he’s pressing his lips against your own. And at first, you move to stop him, but just like before, you’re putty in his hands. You practically bend to his will just because he’s Scott, and you find yourself returning the kiss a second later, your hand left out before you in surprise.
It’s just as amazing as the first one.
Then, when Scott pulls away, you breathless, he leans his forehead against your own. “Allison would want me to be happy,” he whispers, causing you to pause. “And i’m happy with you.”
Leaning back, you meet Scott’s gaze; “you are?”
“Yes,” Scott nods without hesitance, both hands moving to cup your cheeks as he smiles. “You’ve always made me happy, Y/N. And I want to be with you, and I think you do too.”
“I do,” you whisper breathlessly, “I always have.”
Scott grins, not wasting another second before pressing his lips against your own again. It’s chaste, pulling back in the next second but his lips remain hovering over your own. Then, Scott whispers; “you’re okay with this?” He asks, his hands moving to grab the hem of your shirt. “You want this?”
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