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Couldn’t You Just Stay? | CASSANDRA KIRAMMAN x FEM!READER

summary: after the death of Cassandra, you’ve almost entirely cut yourself off from Piltover. On a normal night you cried yourself to sleep, only to wake up in another timeline with Cassandra next to you.

content warning: angst . alternate universe . that damn anomaly ruining shit . minimal comfort . caitlyn considers you to be her mom too . long fic . last section is not proofread .

Ever since Jinx blew the council room nothing never was the same.

You were widowed, not accepting a single suitor — or anyone for that matter — in the Kiramman estate.

No one could be Cassandra.

Her death took its toll on everyone, but specifically you. You were either locked in your room or Cassandra’s study, declining food and company.

Caitlyn specifically, was worried about you.

She always saw your teary eyes — how fragile you looked. She saw the way your gaze lingered on portraits of Cassandra, how your eyes softened whenever you saw something that either reminded you of her or something she liked. Caitlyn always saw how hard everyday felt for you.

She wanted nothing more than to hug her mom and tell her how much she loves her.

Caitlyn already lost Cassandra. She couldn’t lose you to.

Today was a hard day for you. Filled with constant reminders of the hole that never left your heart since that day.

It was almost ten at night, and you were lying on your side in the (once) shared bed. Your hand was resting on the cold, empty spot next to you. You closed your eyes, listening to the ever growing loud silence.

You don’t know when the tears begun to flow down your cheeks, but suddenly you were hugging your pillow and pressing your face against the plush fabric.

You were feeling everything and nothing at the same time.

You cried for minutes that felt like hours, a common occurrence now.

You missed your wife. You wanted the time to rewind just to get one more kiss in — one more “I love you”.

She was gone. Dead. Because of Jinx.

You didn’t know what to do with yourself anymore.

Your head felt heavy from the crying. Exhausted as you shakily sighed and begun to fall into a restless slumber.

—

You felt the bed shift beside you. You were still hugging the pillow, but now the air felt.. different.

The room was warm, smelled of vanilla, and overall just comforting.

“Darling, you have to get up, you can’t stay in bed forever.” A voice said, firm but still having a loving tone to it.

That voice.. it was familiar.

Too familiar.

Your eyes snapped open as you turned your head to look in the direction of the voice.

There she was, sitting cross legged on the bed, one graceful hand brushing through your locks. Her hair had the familiar gray strands that framed her face, her eyes were firm but just as equally loving.

Cassandra.

Your Cassandra.

Except.. she wasn’t your Cassandra.. not the one you truly knew — not the one who died.

You stared at her, unable to believe what you were seeing.

She was alive. Healthy.

Real.

You felt tears prick at your eyes as you sat up quickly and hugged her tightly. Pressing your face against her shoulder, you were trying to control your breathing subtly.

You felt Cassandra stiffen before gently wrapping her own arms around you. “Love, are you okay?” She asked with confusion mixed with concern.

“I’m fine.. just had a rough night.” You whispered, blinking away the tears as your hands fisted the fabric of her blouse.

And to be fair, it wasn’t a lie.

“Another nightmare?” She asked, moving her hand to rest on your head soothingly.

Not knowing what to say, you whispered, “Yeah.. something like that..”

You didn’t know what or how the other “you” acted or experienced in this timeline.. and you didn’t want to concern Cassandra.. even if she wasn’t truly your Cassandra.

“Well, I love you, and you’re safe with me.” Cassandra said, kissing the top of your head. “I’m never leaving you.”

“I.. I love you too.” You said, breathing in shakily and completely relaxing against her.

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The last few months were probably the best months of your life.

This alternate universe was so different from your original timeline. Zaunites could go into Piltover without trouble and vise versa, and everything just seemed so.. bright.

You put an effort to give Cassandra kisses before she left for a council meeting — or just in general. You also always made her you had physical contact with her, such as holding her hand, or resting your hand on her lower back.

Just to make sure she was real.

Just to make sure that whenever you had to leave, you could make every moment count.

She was just as accepting of the affection— sure she was a bit confused at the constant affection but maybe something came over you.

Regardless, you both were happy.

It was selfish.. but you didn’t want to leave.

It was late at night, peacefully silent in the Kiramman mansion as you spooned Cassandra.

She was sleeping contently in your arms. Her hair — free from its usual bun — sprawled elegantly on top of the plush pillows.

You, on the other hand, laid awake. Your arms tightened around Cassandra, pressing your face against the crook of her neck.

You didn’t know why you couldn’t fall asleep.. only a feeling in your gut that compelled you to stay awake. With a sigh, you moved your head to gaze at Cassandra.

She looked so young when she slept, not constantly under some level of stress that kept her up in her study til the late hours of the night. It was wonderful seeing her rest so easy.

“You’re amazing.. I miss you so much..” you whispered — barely audible unless someone actually listened.

“While I miss you, it’s a relief to know that in another timeline, you’re still alive.”

You feel your eyelids get heavy, letting your head resting on her shoulder as you kissed her shoulder, neck, and cheek — all while being careful not to disturb her rest.

And while a lingering ache in your heart, you fall asleep beside your wife. Tomorrow you’ll wake up in your room — a room devoid of all joy and love. Tomorrow, you’ll wake alone, the ache in your heart growing more and more.

Tomorrow, you’ll wake up crying, begging to the universe to take you back to that timeline. After begging, you’ll realize there’s no use.

Finally, you’ll realize that in this dark hole of sadness, there is light.

Your wife is alive in another timeline.

Even if it’s not yours, at least she’s still breathing and living contently.

Because at the end of the day, you just want to rest easy knowing she’s safe.

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you were checking your phone every minute, waiting for your professor to wrap up. you were out of it, and needed to sleep.

"i trust that you guys can submit this on tuesday. a day is more than enough for such a simple task. so no late submissions will be accepted. please send me the link to your paper on or before 11:30 am tomorrow."

you groaned to yourself, pushing hair off your face as you collected your papers into your backpack. as soon as he dismissed the class, you were the first one to stand up and was out the door.

6:42 pm. god, college was killing you. but atleast your gf was your dorm mate. you texted her, wanting to know if she was home or not.

"ells r u at the dorm?"

"just got here baby. your lecture done yet?" she replied.

"mmhm. coming"

once you arrived to your dorm, you were greeted with ellie in her glasses, a tank top and sweats. fuck she looked amazing.

she pushed the laptop off her lap and stood from where she was on her bed. immediately rushing to you and taking the backpack while simultaneously wrapping her arms around you.

your scent was addicting. she took in your scent along with small and soft kisses.

"fuck. missed you." she murmured against your neck.

she stood infront of you, watching as you slipped your shoes off. once you did, her calloused hands wrapped behind your thigh to pick you up.

"i love you in this top. your boobs look so good." her lips came to yours, kissing you like she was starved.

you just grinned as she kissed you. her eyes were closed, her hands reaching out to make sure she didnt bump you into anything. she guided you to her bed and set you down carefully.

"m'hungry. need your pussy." you could feel her hands coming to your jean shorts, one also under your top.

you nod as your breathe quickened. but you sigh once you remember your paper thats due in the morning.

"hon..i want this. i want you. but i need to get this paper done." you said softly, cupping her jaw.

"what paper?" her fingers were still circling your clit as she kept her puppy eyes on you.

"in my topology class. due at 11." you said, biting your lips to supress the whimpers.

"i could always help you. just 10 minutes then ill help you."

"we both know this isnt gonna take 10 minutes." you said with a lazy grin on your face, your hands coming to ellie's in your pants.

"you're right. but..i just-" she groaned, her face returning to your neck. her fingers returned to their pace, which made you gasp. she groaned before she withdrew her fingers and licked them clean. "ill get your laptop"

she grabbed your laptop and returned beside you. "ill help you. did that last semester." you rolled your eyes playfully. of course she did. "you're a nerd. like actually."

as you did the worksheet. she'd cut you off by saying the answers. you could tell she was impatient. "its hybrid. letter a." her hands were all over you. and she had that look on her face.

once you got to the reflection part, she groaned and pushed herself off the bed. she knelt on the floor and pulled you closer.

"i cant take it anymore." she said with glassed eyes. "ill send you my fucking worksheet later. just let me have this."

"ells-"

"please."

her eyes were big and pleading. waiting for you to just say yes. and of course you couldnt say no, not that you ever did.

"kay. fine. mmhm." you said, as you focused back on your laptop. she wasted no time in pulling your lace panties, which were no doubt soaked already.

"mm..my baby tastes so good." she said in between hard and sloppy licks. "i love this. i love your pussy."

you smiled before adjusting your hair, panting quite a bit. "you're pathetic ellie." ellie nodded as she looked up with those big eyes, she loved getting degraded. it only turned her on even more.

"you're so needy. all you do is want." you said, massaging her head in between soft moans. "oh..mmhm. mmhm. yeah. right there."

upon hearing that, she focused right on that bundle of nerves and began sloppily making out with your clit. "fuckfuck. i love you baby. only you." she murmured, the vibration and her breathe getting you even closer.

one of her hands come up to part you wider and her hand frantically searches yours.

fuck. shes so needy.

you hold and knead her hand as she eats you out. her tongue sticks in and out of your pussy hole as you desperately gasp. "holy..fuck. ells."

"this good for you? hmm? please. say im doing good."

you nod. "mmhm. yeah. fuck..baby. you're so good."

that only sends her into overdrive, her tongue lapping you up even more and her fingers coming up to part your folds.

"tell me you love me, baby..baby." she said as she looks up at you.

"you're pathetic ells. you really-" you're cut off by a gasp and a whimper.

"say it. baby please."

"i love you..fuck. you're doing so good for me huh?"

she nods and with her nose bumping your clit, you finally cum. your slick coating her chin, lips and nose. and you squirt...a lot, on ellie. she doesnt pull away and instead lets you drench her.

your eyes widen, your cheeks flush. you close your legs on instinct and you gently push her head away. "shit. im sorry-"

she shakes her head and instead just wipes her mouth with the back of her hand and takes her tank top, which is now wet, off and tosses it to some corner of your guys' dorm.

you think its over, but she pulls you closer by the back of your knees and she spreads you apart again. her tongue coming up to lick and her fingers pumping in and out of you slowly.

you shake your head, your brows knitted together. you felt like you were going crazy. "..please. wait..no no. mmm. fuck no."

she looks up at you with eyes so big and glassy it catches you by suprise. "honey. please. ive had it." you push her away gently by your feet on her shoulders. she whines. like a goddamm baby.

and she looks up at you, tears pooling at her eyes. you hurriedly sit up and cup her jaw. her jaw tenses up as she wipes her eyes quickly, looking down to avoid you.

"honey...why are you-"

"dont push me..away." she said in between hiccups.

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i am inlove with this fic holy

OH MY GOD. do we want an angst masterlist for sevika?

Yes. Asap.

A threesome where Ellie is a suck up top for Abby and holds your legs apart while Abby fingers you from behind, you're moaning and squirting while in Abby's lap. Every now and then when you thrash around too much, Ellie holds you down with your legs spread and Abby spanks your pussy red.