--Amma froze when Yivel ripped the silkshot out of her hand, and vaguely recognized Yivel was upset.
No, angry. Yivel was angry. Angry with her.
...Cowardice? Calling her a coward?
Terror roiled in her stomach. Nothing good ever came out of being called a coward. Nothing good ever came out of being scolded. Pain, horrific pain. She'd....trusted Yivel.
But she was already in horrific pain.
You can't hide from this.
The pins in her spine screamed at her, black pulsing at the edges of her vision. Her eyes watered, her mandibles making a small, steady, slow, click, click, click sound -- in pain, distress, fear? But she was crying.
Pain makes you useless. Your pain will lead to your friends' deaths.
Something in her mind pulled painfully, tried to send her back to something a long, long time ago. Wanted so badly to be small, comforted, curled in the arms of someone who loved her.
She opened her mouth, expecting to sob. Instead her stomach heaved violently, and it was what she'd eaten in the past day that came up instead, the mess tinted with orange.