Pushing it down and praying
“Softer, harder, in between”
Warnings: angst, slapping, pushing, toxic relationship, and
Softer
It all started out soft. Rafe and I were laying in bed and watching a movie after our date. I was laying on his chest and he was running his hand down my hair.
Rafe had picked out the movie and I was completely uninterested in it. I looked up at him to see him very focused on the movie.
“You look so beautiful.” He says as he looked down at me.
“Thank you ray.” I say as I sit up and lean close to him.
Rafe cups the side of my face and pulls me in for a kiss. I melt into the kiss and rest my hand on his shoulder. Rafes other hand goes down and squeezes my ass.
Ping.
He continues to kiss me until I pull away.
“You gonna check that?” I ask him.
“It doesn’t matter right now.” He says as he leans back into to kiss me.
Ping. Ping.
“Rafe at least see who it is.”
He leans over to the bedside table and checks his phone. I try to peak over his shoulder and see who it is but he turns his phone off quickly.
“Who was it?”
“Nobody important.” He says as he starts kissing my neck.
“Okay” I mumbled as I try to focus on rafe instead of my thoughts.
After a few minutes of few minutes of rafe kissing me he gets out of bed.
“Where are you going?”
“To the bathroom.” He says as he adjusts himself in his sweats and I laugh at him.
While he’s gone his phone continues to go off. I look at the bathroom door and see that it still closed. I grab rafes phone and quickly type in his password.
I open his messages and see texts messages from Kiara.
I need to see you tonight.
My heart drops and I quickly slam his phone back on the table not even bothering to read the rest.
“Is that hand soap new? It smells just like you baby.” Rafe says as he lays down next to me.
Ignore him and stare into the tv.
Harder
“Hello. I’m talking to you.”
I continue to ignore him.
“You know I don’t like to be fucking ignored.”
“Are you cheating on me?” I ask as I continue to stare at the tv.
“What the fuck are you talking about?” He says as he sits up.
“Don’t act stupid rafe.”
“I’m not acting stupid, I’m genuinely confused where you got this from.”
“I need to see you tonight.” You say to him in a mocking tone.
“How about you fucking look at me when you talk to me!” He yells.
“I don’t have to fucking look at you. I’m disgusted with you right now honestly.” I say as I stand up.
“God, you are such a bitch.” He says as he stand up as well.
“Don’t fucking call me that rafe.”
“I call you whatever the fuck I want y/n. You are bitch and you always will be.”
I slap him across the face.
I freeze due to shock. Rafe breathes heavily as he puts a hand against his face.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” He says as he steps closer to me.
“I’m sorry rafe. I-”
Rafe pushes me against one of my bookshelfs. I whimper as my back scraps one of the shelves.
“Fuck.” Rafe says as he grabs his thing of the bedside table and quickly leaves.
Tears start to run down my face as I hear his truck roar outside. I hold my back as slowly stand up. I walk over to my bed. I lay down and as my back hits the mattress I cry even harder.
Rafe and I have fought before but it’s never gotten physical.
In between
About an hour later I wake up the door opening. I turn to face away from the door knowing it’s him.
“Baby I’m sorry.” He says as his voice cracks.
I don’t reply but turn over to face him. I wipe the tears off my face before looking up at him.
“Fuck” he whispered. “Where does it hurt?” He ask as he steps closer.
“My back.” I mumbled as lift my shirt up. He runs he finger down the cut on my lower back. “Ow rafe”
“I’m sorry baby.” He pulls his finger away and pulls me into a hug. “Fuck. I’m so sorry. I don’t know what got into me and-” he rambles on.
“Save it rafe.” I say before taking a deep breath. “why you were texting her in the first place”
He takes a deep breath. “I was helping her plan something with John b. It was a last minute thing for Sarah. I promise you nothing is going on between Kiara and I.”
“You promise?”
“I promise you baby.” He whispers as he gets in bed next to me.
I watch him as he pulls the comforter over him. “Uhm. Do you think you could sleep on the couch tonight?”
“Yeah whatever.” Rafe says as he pull the cover off of him and walks to the door. “Goodnight.” He says before slamming the door shut.
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