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This is a commission for @sweatersinthesummer for a scene from the absolutely wonderful fic Watch the Castles Burn by @moonflower-rose

This was a challenging prompt that taught me new things and was a lot of fun to do! Thanks for the commission!!

JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!

I’m unable to cope. I’m verklempt. I’m having palpitations. I’m going to cry in front of my family and the hash browns. I can’t believe this is real.

This is actually just magnificent. It’s a dream come true. I’m being so inadequate right now but this is seriously seriously beautiful and I’m sucker punch delirious about it right now.

@saijordison HOW is this the first time I’m ever seeing your art??? This is exquisite, holy shit dude, holy shit. Incredible. I’m a fan for life. You nailed this, this is absolutely what was in my head. I’m stunned.

@sweatersinthesummer I am just amazed by your generosity and I’m going to have to cry about this for ages now. What a start to 2025. I’ve made this promise privately before about all your wonderful @sits-bound creations but now I need to publicly declare not only my undying loyalty but also I’m going to write you something epic in 2025 even if it takes me the whole fricken year!

For @drarrymicrofic prompt: “KILLSHOT - Magdalena Bay” wc 598

Moonlight spills through the window, the only light in the room, and it catches Draco just right—pale skin glows. Like he’s from another world where angels are born.

The mattress dips, then settles, as Draco pulls free of the sheets. His hair is a mess, back marked in faint, criss-crossed lines that Harry put there. A claim.

Harry watches from the corner of his eye, still sprawled on his front, skin tacky, unmoving. He always waits a moment before cleaning himself. It’s Draco’s claim. Not that he knows it.

“You know—” Harry starts, then stops, voice muffled against his arm.

Draco glances over, trousers halfway up his thighs. He never bothers with boxers—he’s only heading for the Floo. Destination: his own bed.

“I know what?” Draco asks, buckling his belt.

Harry pushes up onto his elbows and looks at him properly. “You could stay,” he says. “You don’t always have to run away.”

Draco smirks.

Harry used to hate that smirk. Before. Before they started sleeping together. Before they learned each other again. Now he knows there are different versions of it, and this one—the one meant for Harry—is quieter. Careful. Full of things Draco isn’t brave enough to say.

“I’m not running away,” Draco replies lightly, flicking his wand. His shirt is somewhere over the bannister, and his coat is likely in the living room.

“Stay,” Harry says. Not loud. Not pleading. Just firm.

The clothes fly into the bedroom. Draco catches them easily—but his grip tightens, knuckles whitening, and he doesn’t move.

“I can’t,” he says, and this time he doesn’t hide the sadness.

“Why not?” Harry asks, because he’s done pretending this doesn’t hurt. Done waking up alone. Done feeling like he’s constantly stepping wrong in something that never gets named.

Draco gestures vaguely between them. “Because this isn’t… like that.”

“Like what?”

“Fuck’s sake, Harry.” His voice is sad, and he’s staring at the floor.

Draco only swears like that when they’re fighting, or when they’re fucking—and they’ve just finished fucking. Harry doesn’t rise to the bite. If he does, Draco will use it as an excuse to disappear.

“Draco,” Harry says softly. “I want you to stay.”

He shifts to his knees at the edge of the bed, unashamed, steady. Draco doesn’t look at him—but he doesn’t leave either. So Harry reaches out, takes the clothes from Draco’s hand, and drops them to the floor.

“Stay,” he repeats, quieter now.

He unbuckles Draco’s belt. It slides free without resistance, and the stupid part of Harry’s brain decides that means something. That if Draco truly wanted to go, the belt would catch.

Harry takes Draco’s hand and guides him back onto the mattress. Draco lets it happen.

They’re level now. Knees on the bed. Close enough that Harry can feel the heat coming off him, but he’s trembling as if he’s cold.

Draco still won’t look at him.

Harry cups his jaw, thumb brushing gently over flushed skin. “Draco.”

Draco finally meets his eyes. “This could wreck us,” he says as if he’s been thinking it for a long time.

“Okay,” he says simply, because he agrees. “But it could also be everything.”

Something in Draco breaks. Finally. It’s not big or grand or an epilogue in a love story. It’s simple and minute.

In the morning, sunlight streams through the window, and Draco opens his eyes.

“Morning,” he says, voice like honey.  

Harry shifts into his arms; it’s warmer in the nook. “Morning,” he says.

Draco doesn’t let go, because he’s finally tired of running.

iiiii think shane and ilya’s opposite trauma in regards to control is neat. ilya is an abused kid who is never in control and who is always forced to grovel to those more powerful around him, gritting his teeth and begging and rolling over and doing tricks for any scrap of care thrown at him. he’s digging his nails into his palm his biting his tongue he’s keeping his eyes on the ground. he’s constantly forced into submission because that’s the only safe choice. and shane is the opposite, he’s told that the only way he can deserve and earn care and respect and love is through demonstrating perfect control and being the masculine ideal of the self sufficient individualized hero, he’s only safe when he’s the one calling all the shots and taking all the responsibility. and of course they both hate it because nobody can live in absolutes the way they’re forced to, and then along comes a guiding angel called BDSM that saves lives

Finally watched heated rivalry and I am gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

Currently stuck on the way Shane is kissing Ilya so softly to comfort him, but Ilya practically dislocates his jaw to try to taste and feel as much of Shane’s mouth as he can, like a man reaching an oasis in the dessert after days without water. This is their first kiss in months after Ilya has been brokenhearted over Shane being with someone else and now that Ilya has him back in his arms, he wants to consume him so he can never leave him again.

they're really making scott hunter into a character of all time though he's deeply repressed, he's incredibly lonely, he's obsessive, he's a walking tragedy, he's like if american psycho fixated entirely on wifing up a barista, he longs for domesticity, he gets bullied by twinks and bullies them back, he's walking around sochi going through his own circles of hell because he ruined his own life and absolutely no one knows and on top of all that he's like forty years old scott hunter i would protect you with my life

prev this is too funny to leave in the tags I'm cackling

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