this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

there’s a moment between switching into warmer clothes from the clothes you already have on where you put on the new clothes and they’re actually colder because they don’t have your body heat yet & you wonder if you’re doing the right thing by putting on this cold object. but if you just push through? it becomes warm. #saturdaywisdom

WE HAVE GOT TO START LOVING THE PROCESS MORE THAN THE PRODUCT AGAIN

Fleabag, 2019

Dude i think everything is smiling at me lol *looks back over shoulder* Everything is really going my way *looks back over other shoulder*

In hindsight being a “gifted kid” is so funny. You have substantial difficulties with socializing and fine motor skills but we’re going to ignore that because you’re really good at reading chapter books

file -> phrases that are going to shift something in me forever

i hate when i see a video of a beautiful woman on instagram cooking a delicious meal and then the caption is some shit like "pov he texted he's on his way home from work" or "paying rent to my husband" like oh my goddd i don't care about your flop husband. let him starve

The US is crazy bc like so many people have intense conspiracy theories about the government like "I think there's a secret elite group of people who control everything" and you can tell them "actually you're not completely wrong, it's just not a secret group of people, it's a bunch of rich people and lobbyists who are doing it all out in the open" and they'll be like "hmmn I don't think it's THOSE people though. I prefer my racist & antisemitic theories"

They'll be like "I heard there's a powerful ring of pedophiles who are influencing the country" and you'll tell them "I mean yeah that's what the Epstein files are about" and they'll say "no I'm pretty sure this has to do with The Queers actually"

the only way to get what you want is to be brave enough to move towards it. if there is a willingness to be momentarily uncomfortable in order to live the life that calls from your heart then fear loses much of its claim over you and your decisions

Woke up from a weird nap and saw this reel and it's making me feel like I need to get up and walk for like an hour

goodbye summer

alisonzai

listening to maine public classical radio on this windy morning

jasmine flower emoji when? pomegranate emoji when? fig leaf representation WHEN?

I love yall, stay tough and help each other out.