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Anxious by Default

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PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ART ANYWHERE, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. Commissions are closed! Sorry :( | Lukas/Luka/Prince | 🌻24🌻 | he/him | Multi-Fandom Blog | find my content in #luka draws #luka writes, and #luka's aus | masterlist coming never (listen if its 7+ years late its probably not happening. who knows, though! not me, thats for sure.)

Idk if I made a post about it when I posted it to ao3 but hey guess who wrote a 10k tsams au fic after like 5+ years of not posting anything lol

It's for an au I'm calling: Dust to Dusk! The fic name is "False, Fractured, Faceless."

(Due to a recent AI scraping within ao3, the fic is unfortunately locked to users with an account for now, just fyi!)

It's essentially a canon divergence au take on how differently tsams/eaps Eclipse could have evolved as a character if certain factors were changed, specifically if Ruin's rebuilding v.3 Eclipse and his subsequent back-ups weren't done quite correctly.

In short, this first fic takes a look into how this Eclipse experiences life with a chronic disability(or the animatronic equivalent) as a result from his repeated deaths, thanks to Lunar vaporizing the copy's first iteration with his powers- it led to corrupting the subsequent backups.

Also it's a bit o' Nexus arc redemption/deviation in that New Moon doesn't end up dabbling in DSP, just magic, and not for evil reasons!

So Eclipse similarly 'pulls a Nexus' and changes his name to Dusk. :)

The Au name Dust to Dusk is kind of. Really on the nose, if you couldnt tell xD

Let me know with you think? More fics of this au to come, seeing as I have several in the works already. 👉👈

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Put On A Brave Face - Completed

When Virgil was told he needed to attend a party at Lord Ekan’s household he didn’t have high expectations by any means. Parties were just a place for rumors and whispers to circulate and for him to smile and pretend as if nothing bothered him, they were a space he rather avoid. But even so Virgil never regretted that party in particular, not when it changed his life entirely.

I was wondering if you don’t mind writing a little prompt about Thomas or Nico meeting their sides 

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First, I have no idea when u sent this ask but it's my most recent one, so if it's been weeks, sorry for that.

And two, My friend, buddy pal, my comrade, I have horrible news. I haven't written anything sanders sides in over 5 years now. Hell, honestly, I haven't watched anything Thomas sanders since...??? Whenever the last major story episode was, except that's not even true bc I think it was actually an ad? Like unless it's the season finale I've had v little motivation to return to SaSi content outside of remnant hyperfixation and nostalgia for when I was an active part of what felt like the height of the fandom, and yknow. My general love for the series.

Unfortunately, I remember very little about Nico as a result, and further more, don't have an interest in refreshing my memory currently, because my brain has moved on to a different YouTube series/show.

I still love and adore everything that made sanders sides so special to my heart in the first place, but the creative burnout was so real at the end there. I've got nothing.

It's kinda funny in retrospect cuz this blog is still so SaSi themed but it is infact my main blog. I haven't changed much because I still love SaSi and haven't really felt the need to change the theme, but it's probably a little misleading to those who see my blog and think it's just a SaSi artblog.

Sorry for that. Not really gonna change it though. ^^;

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little animation practice for the au im working on

pov; daydream (solar's sun) meeting eclipse thinking he's solar.

the weird schrödinger's emotion that is "that character death was narratively satisfying and emotionally impactful and ultimately the best way to handle their character arc" simultaneously with "noooo but I wanted them to live :( :( :("

#i wish i could say that for Nexus' arc in tsams but i can't#like. i love tsams so much and Davis and Reed have full control of the narrative. however-#you cant say that certain characters were 'this' over and over but be frustrated when people see it differently because you-#- didn't properly portray it or don't want to admit that while it's what was intended that's not how it ended up conveyed#and then get mad at fans whom like to speculate what-ifs because they got attached to a character that you poured time and effort building#i don't know if they're ever properly mad but i do see them get frustrated when fans ask abt Nexus repeatedly and like i get it. but.#you can't say that you're surprised when so many people also adore what bloodmoon /could/ have been- and they're canonically irredeemable#the end of nexus' arc was 'i broke under the pressure of filling another's shadow when the one who understood me the most died. -#- now I'm a broken bot who can't handle the realization that i never wanted to be this and i just want to bring that loved one back. -#-now the chaos of the climax of this situation has emotionally broken me now that I'm never getting them back. nothing matters anymore.'#somehow translates to 'now that nothing matters I'm simply going to pursue power and kill everyone else that i loved for putting me in that-#-mold that broke me. i feel no remorse and no regret. just rage. i am now one-dimensionally selfish and have become a monster that needs to-#-die before i kill anyone. i am killed and the only one who cares about my death is the one who killed me. i am not remembered as anything-#-but the monster that i was in my final months and not the silly loving little brother i once was for my entire year of life beforehand.-#- any mention of me is now jokingly negative and they pretend i didn't exist. my soul gets ressurected by rotten power and im nothing but-#- another empty husk of a problem they have to deal with. my ultimate containment in the story is so far depressingly unsatisfying. there's-#- little chance for saving whatever is left of me within. there is no acknowledgment that i didnt deserve this. i am simply just a mindless-#- monster with a command to kill. none of my ex-siblings reminese about the good times to eachother aside for the one who had to kill me.'#idk man nexus didn't have an arc he had a steep ramp and it just seemed to yeet him down into narrative hell.#this isn't too say Nexus is innocent in any regard but the blatant disregard of a brother whom spend his whole life struggling to hold the-#- family together only to break under the pressure and get absolutely fuxked up from it-#isnt exactly smth fans are gonna be satisfied with imo#it just feels forced ig?#idk. ive strayed a lil from this post tbh#but like. this would apply better IF THEY DIDNT REZ NEXUS INTO A MINDLESS MONSTER FOR NO KNOWN NARRATIVE REASON#like i can hope and pray nexus gets a peaceful end or even a positive return but if they make things worse just to prove hes bad ima lose it

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