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Same reason you tell stories, I guess.

@repetitionandvariation

There's something I needed to remind myself of. That you're not just what you were made. That you can grow.
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maple/lily, he/him, xe/xyr, it/its, love/loveself, bloom/bloomself, dew/dewself, adult (dm for specific age). tme. please don't use they/them for me i don't use those.

mutuals can ask me for my discord :3! 18+ mutuals can also ask for my nsfw sideblog

i'm here to say shit and joke . i love transgenderism etc i block lots and lots. I AM A FURRY!!!!!! if you hate furries or think they're cringe then i don't want you here. it's not a hard dni i just don't like it and you probably won't like me^_^.

i like pmmm, ultrakill, wolf 359, wtnv, tmp/tma, isat, and a bunch of other stuff. i love timeloops and women. i'll have a full better list one day. current hyperfix(es) bolded please GOD talk to me if you like wolf 359. i love my ocs please ask abt them❤️. send me pictures of chikorita (and my interests in general) and i'll kiss you on the mouth (and/or some other gesture of appreciation that is not kissing if you so wish). come play toys in serverstuck with me ok?

pfp: @electricpurrs 🩷💛

i hate proshippers idc if you have a "secret account" or what. don't follow me everrrrrr you are so annoying. free palestine.

#silly.txt
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i got too used to being really into something where romance isn't a focus at all and now i'm scared to get into another things where i get that "these two characters Looked at each other so of course they are going to have something because Love..love matters so much... Romantic love is everything. eveyrhtinggg <3 without romantic love you're a fucking evil freak loserrrrrr" dread

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i wouldn't really call myself romance repulsed or anything. i just think that sometiems it's too much. Like there's too much happening. We Literally do not need romance to be going on right now. for example i Love shipping the wolf 359 characters. realistically though? they are on a fucking Spaceship having the Worst Times of their Lives. barely meeting the second layer of maslow's hierarchy of needs on a good day and on a bad day they're not even meeting the basic safety tier. at least half of the people there are thinking "i'm probably gay but my life is on the line and/or i'm dealing with the emotional equivalent of being eaten alive limb by limb so idgaf about that right now" at any and every given time. there's an episode where they briefly implied romance between two characters and i felt genuine true real dread before it was revealed to be awkwardness from something else. this was probably exacerbated by the fact that one of these characters was a man and the other was a woman that i can't see as anything but a lesbian but. anyway.

paragraph break otherwise this post is crazy long unreadable. anyway i think this is also why i didn't mind jonmartin that much when it first showed up (also it was a slowburn over the course of like 100+ episodes and they weren't really a Thing until, what. ep160???). Yeah of course these codependent freaks are going to get "Together" and have most of that Togetherness be During The End Of The Fucking World in the Nightmare Dimension. wrt: original tags i also didn't mind samcelia because it was set up as a "something Isn't Really Right here" ship. i also love it when women do bad things so i'm favorable towards celia anyway. <-clarification i do like both of these ships. but anyway

#silly.txt#cutter having 'Dinner' with lovelace didn't count because he's a bizarre freak and she spent the whole time calling him a loser and a creep
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(this is a piece about disability, and always being too tired or in pain to do anything, no matter how badly you want it. looking on at the people and things you love and just not being able to join in, a perpetual "maybe tomorrow". i will almost never be able to do anything beyond a certain threshold, and neither will so many others.)

#SIGHHHHHHH
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i got too used to being really into something where romance isn't a focus at all and now i'm scared to get into another things where i get that "these two characters Looked at each other so of course they are going to have something because Love..love matters so much... Romantic love is everything. eveyrhtinggg <3 without romantic love you're a fucking evil freak loserrrrrr" dread

#silly.txt#say what you want about wolf 359 but at least the romance is a background point#and is literally restricted to 'this guy has an ex' and 'this character is married but she's also 7.5 light years away from him rn'#and kep/cobi's . thing. i guess. but even that's not like explicitly romantic i guess#GUY WHOS MOST RECENT HYPERFIXATIONS HAVE BEEN MAGNUS PROTOCOL AND W359 VOICE:#ok so when is the 'we met and i immediately trust this woman a lot sooo so so much<3 :3333' situation going to turn into a#plot-relevant heartwrenching betrayal that is actually in character and not just there for amatonormativity
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also i'm probably goign to stop being as active on tumblr soon (fine, just doing things irl) so if you want to stay in touch when i'm not here feel free to ask for my discord ^_^ or just like this post if you want me to send it to you

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the toothpaste torture saga continues

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context:

  • woke up out of toothpaste (oops)
  • asked my boss if i could step out of my dorm and go buy more (wouldn't take more than 5 mins max) (i am not allowed to leave my dorm for a while for work reasons)
  • no response
  • i manage to squeeze a tiny eensy bit out of the tube and brush teeth
  • begin my shift of helping people move in
  • boss messages me back 2hrs later saying it would've been fine
  • i ask if it's still fine now and they say no because my shift is almost over
  • i am halfway through my shift. Ok
  • shift over. buy toothpaste. etc
  • brush my teeth tonight
  • i think i am allergic to this mint flavlring
#silly.txt
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i think that the si5 definitely had some weird trying-too-hard trust exercise a la random trust falls (probably something more extreme, knowing goddard/si5) but at a point jacobi and maxwell just stopped taking them seriously and randomly yell "trust fall!!!" while the other was in a situation where they'd have to scramble to catch each other. the more annoying/inconvenient to the other person = the better, especially because they were both DETERMINED not to let the other down even if it meant risking their own work/safety/etc. once maxwell did it while they were in the break room and jacobi's hands were full of reheated leftovers and they both ended up on the floor covered in lukewarm soup and later got a talking-to from kepler about how they almost broke the break room microwave from scrambling. this did not stop them from doing stupider shit in the future

#silly.txt#w359#sigh i miss them#this is actually canon. trust me. we just didn't see it on account of there being no gravity to fall in in space

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