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keep dancing, darling

@robinwithay

hello! my name is robyn! i am a 28yo, white, disabled, autistic non-binary queer person from the UK! i use any pronouns :D proud member of the Aziraphiles, silver medalists in the good omens discord pub quiz 2024

my fic masterlist!

i've finally worked up the nerve to make one of these to better share my fics 🥲 they all link to my AO3!

oneshots

baby blues - T rating, 7.1k words. accidental baby acquisition and pining, canon compliant (may get a second part!).

shoot to thrill - E rating, 2.2k words. Crowley has a wet dream after the bullet trick in 1941 (may also get more parts!!), PWP.

learning on the job - E rating, 2.6k words. a smutty excerpt of an ongoing series, teach me o lord, which can be found further down this post, essentially PWP.

ongoing series

oats & molasses - M rating (to change), 8.3k words, chapter 2/? posted. an equestrian AU with stablehand Crowley and dressage competitor Aziraphale.

teach me o lord - T rating (to change), 7.0k words, chapter 1/? posted. a teacher AU with physics teacher Crowley and English teacher Aziraphale.

incarnate - M rating, 35.8k words, chapters 3/? posted. an A/B/O AU with alternate angel/demon lore.

scheduling conflicts - E rating, 5.3k words, chapters 3/6 posted. a 5+1 of times Mr. Brown overheard Aziraphale and Crowley having sex, and one time he doesn't.

finished series

none yet! 💔

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THE GIRLIES 🌈✨

it was a bit tricky choosing which animal each one would be,,

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fluttershy nintendog (drew this for an example of my new ych commission option available on my vgen)

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There are actual tears in my eyes rn can you believe people are this stupid and walk among us all the time

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Unironically I think the early to mid 20s age group in America has unbelievably bad consent boundaries on all levels and so much language to defend it but this makes me sound like elon musk if I say it however the commonality of someone who will be like “I had 47 panic attacks and it’s your fault” if you tell them no is insane

I rejected someone and got called “the scariest person I’ve ever met” with so much therapy speak interspersed like alright okay alright okay alright okay

“You just say whatever you’re thinking and I don’t know how to handle it” was verbatim part of this conversation. Also everyone hates to see an autistic bitch

When I was in this age bracket, there was a huge emphasis on improving consent culture via graceful rejection, and it's gone by the wayside. Which sucks.

Twice in my youth (once in high school and once in college) I was in situations where I was asking someone out and I could tell they were calculating in their heads the risks of rejecting me, and both times I said, out loud, "you can say no, I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't prepared for either answer." And then they said no. This wasn't some spark of special wisdom I had - I knew to do it because feminist conversations among my age group brought it up regularly. This isn't happening nearly enough anymore.

More recently, I was really glad when we got to "rejection sensitive dysphoria" in my IOP program and it was one of those symptoms where the therapists really emphasized how it affects others. Because it does.

Being someone who cannot handle rejection makes you much more likely to violate boundaries, and yes, that includes sexual ones. Yes, you, reader who has never hurt a fly. If you don't want to stumble backwards into sexually assaulting someone, fix your RSD meltdowns. If you keep them up it's only a matter of time. Because if you're nice enough to interact with, but are known to have RSD meltdowns, guess what happens when your friends and acquaintances need to reject you?

A good rule of thumb for AI is "would you trust a trained pigeon to do this?"

"We trained a pigeon to recognise cancerous cell clusters and somehow they're really good at it" okay great, that's something that could plausibly be a thing.

"We trained a pigeon to recognise good CV:s and left it in charge of sorting through all our job applications" uh perhaps consider not doing that.

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