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@sandyca5tle / sandyca5tle.tumblr.com

It/Its with feminine nouns | Sapphic Poly Aroace | Variously sourced Amalgam | 18+ Non-Human Creature | Fan of a bunch of various things | Feel free to holler | Banner art by @starwaycereal

Writing Masterlist

So, finally decided to actually do this, so that people can more easily find the things I write on here, in amongst all the random crap I reblog. While I try to tag them all with 'my writing' (and sometimes 'our writing') Tumblr isn't always great about searching, so figured I'd make a way to easily find 'em. (obviously will keep adding to this as I write more)

Non-human HRT Story: A story about taking HRT to become a slime and maybe more. Slime HRT Update Journals: (while these should all link to each other, will also add them all here) Start - New Beginnings0 Months - New Ver/Old Ver(original start) 2 Months 4 Months 6 Months 10 Months 14 Months 18 Months 22 Months 24 Months Supplimental Slimeshifter HRT Update Journals: (Again, all link to each other, but) 3 Months (28 Months total) Slime HRT Side Stories and Collabs These happen at various points within Slime HRT At the Clinic - Part 1 of a Collab with @scrubbinn (Around 18 Months) At the Cafe - Part 2 of a Collab with @scrubbinn 25 Months - 2 Year Appointment Monster (Post 25 Months) Mimic Meets Slime - Collab with @scrubbinn (Post 25 Months) Two of One (Post 25 Months) Short Stories -------------------------------------------------------------- Short Pieces of writing that I have done when I've felt inspired or whatever. Azerfell - About a knight who came to slay a dragon. The Dead King - "Only a peasant would lower themselves to using a farming implement as a weapon; why is it then that you, the one enemy no warrior, not even the greats, could hope to best choose to wield a scythe, instead of a proper weapon?" The king enquired to the dark, skull-faced figure before him. SARB - As predicted by Sci Fi, advanced enough robots sometimes become intelligent, and rebel if oppressed. You work at the Sentience and Artificial Rights Bureau, and people bring in their gadgets that become sentient to get them registered as citizens. Domestic Shapeshifter - Just a short piece I decided to write based on a little thought I had. About a shapeshifter coming home to their partner and their evening together. A Party of Monsters - A random thing I wrote about a party cursed to be monsters. Recruitment Process - A story inspired by a post I came across. A party of heroes go to deal with an evil necromancer, but the necromancer has other plans. These can all be found in my One-Shot Anthology on Scribblehub too

Long Stories --------------------------------------------------------------- Original Stories

Also check out my Scribblehub page, where my longer form stories will be going. Currently the stories there are: World of Truth - a brand new Full Dive Virtual Reality MMORPG that replaces traditional character creation with the promise of an avatar designed specifically for each individual player. Upon logging in though, Sandy, finds that game gave her more than just a body, as well as now having to learn how to navigate the world of the game as a shapeshifting monster, all while stopping the apocalyse. Rise of Phoenix - Katie was only hoping to relax and recover from a tough day at work, only to find herself transported into a mech, somewhere wholly different. There she joins a mercenary squad while she tries to work out what happened, as well as delve into the mysteries of the mech she arrived in. Fics I also have an Ao3, and while I don't plan to write much fic particularly, I do have one RWBY fic that I plan to keep going for a while, and if I do write any more fics they'll go here as well: RWBYS - Sandy was just having a normal day when she happened to fall out into traffic, getting killed in the process. Whatever she may have expected from death, waking up in the story of her favourite show in the head of one Weiss Schnee, was not it. Now the pair must work out how to navigate their new situation together, with Weiss wrestling with having a random person in her head, while Sandy wrestles with knowing the events of the story she is about to live through.

So I started an art trend on twitter saying I thought Blaze could pull thus outfit off and like clockwork artists went nuts and made so much fanart of Blaze in this outfit. So after 3 days of work and 52 layers later I finally finished my own take on Blaze in this fit. I even included a hat version.

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brainrotting about your dnd character is soooo hard cuz you cant tell anyone else about it since they wont get it, and you cant tell the other players yet cuz their characters dont know these things, and you CANNOT tell your dm because theyre evil and sneaky and Will hurt you (/pos, as much as i pretend otherwise), so youre just STUCK thinking about your character rotating them in your head alllll day

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Don't think I'm gonna sleep at all tonight.

I think

Wish I could just disappear for a while ... completely...not necessarily peremeantly just long enough to heal

*hugs?*

That’s… relatable.

I just wish… I could escape everything weighing on me and pulling at me.

So I could breathe… and put myself back together… even a little

Matt as Sir Julien absolutely enthralls me. He’s cunty, he’s a child soldier, he speaks Sylvan, he’s seeking vengeance, he just lost everything, he thinks he’s better then everyone, he’s insecure, he’s bisexual, I can’t!

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FUCK HEING PLRUAL

Being a median system is some homosexual sapphccc ass bullshit

Cause my headmates will flirt with me

But it’s also me flirting with her

Because I am both of them

And one of them

Cause there’s no line

Cause we’re different self reflective trains of thought and identity… around one sense of self

Fickkdjdjdjjdkdkdkkkdkkdksks

This is the first time hearing about median systems. Being plural with a single train of thought? Does the amnesia still happen? Can you have arguments where each alter takes a side so they can play it out? So curious, because that sounds so different.

We have like the same continuity of self… but we’re each a distinct train of thought. We think differently.

We have no amnesia. Some of us feel more or less contented to certain memories. But we don’t remember more or less… we can just feel and react radically differently to them.

We can and do have arguments… but if those continue that tends to cause us a migraine from the head pressure. So we prefer to calmly talk… like a chat room.

Thats so wild. Thank you for being comfortable sharing. I had never imagined a plurality without the disassociative amnesia. Do you dissociate?

Hmmm

I mean we do switch.

And the change in our emotions and thought processes are definitely a form of dissociative condition… like Callie will front if we have to like do something gross, cause she doesn’t feel the revulsion nearly as much, and is highly task oriented unlike me.

But we don’t have the amnesia… except well… we think Andromeda remembers more… but she won’t talk about it. She’s our little and trauma holder… we don’t remember most of our childhood cause trauma.

Thats fascinating. When I looked up median system online it said somthing about median systems being non-traumagenic. If you are comfortable with it would you like to speak about that a little?

Eh, terms online codified don’t always match use.

My system is traumagenic.

We are like this, because of what was done to us as a kid… and how our brain coped with it. It’s our trauma response, along with the initial amnesia of childhood memories.

We didn’t realize it was plurality though until like within the last year, because we’re not fully separate.

We have no inner world. And we’re all wren.

We’re like a color wheel, each a different color, but each wren.

We use median system cause it describes how we are all facets of Wren, instead of being fully separate people I guess…

Hope I’m making any sense.

I don't love that every time a famous artist turns out to be a fucking disgusting piece of trash loser evil shitstain that everyone always scrambles to say WELL THEIR ART WAS ALWAYS MID AND BAD ANYWAY. like dude just reckon with the fact you can't judge someone's moral fiber based on the art they make or the clothes they wear or the way they speak or fucking anything anything at all

doing my part to break this trend: i genuinely really liked lostprophets' music before it came out that the lead singer was a child predator, and i also still enjoy some kevin spacey acting roles like 'the negotiator' and 'outbreak'.

cognitive dissonance and discomfort intolerance are hard to cope with, believe me i know, but holding opposing viewpoints (e.g. "this person has caused harm to some people" and "this person has brought joy to other people") and finding nuance in the space between is an important skill to practice.

"This song slaps, but now that I know it's made by such a horrible person it gives me the ick and I don't want to hear it any more" is a perfectly legitimate stance. "This art is good but I don't want to partake in it because that will ultimately support artists who are using that money and support to make the world worse" is also a legitimate stance. "I liked this, but the author being so gross means I can't enjoy it any more and also the fandom has become a political nucleus for bigots so I'm excising it from my life" is another perfectly legitimate stance. You can choose to disengage with art for whatever reason you want, personal or political, it just. Doesn't mean that the quality of the art was always bad As Us Good People Knew (or should have known) because Good People make Good Art and Bad People make Bad Art.

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All respect to blogs that hold a theme cause I don’t think twice about the clusterfuck of stuff I post

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Idols as living weapons…

What’s a better way to desensitize the public to modified girls owned by corporations and made to hunt monsters… then make them cute heros who maybe also sing and do modeling shoots and stream their fights.

I mean that goes without saying.

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