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@sinnettini / sinnettini.tumblr.com

nico, they/he, late 20s. a lot of sports (mostly tennis, football, f1) + whatever else i happen to ramble about. main is @stellacadente
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i find some people really do not understand grief (end post) but specifically grief for really old people who die of natural causes there is this idea that it doesn't make sense to mourn them because they lived a long life and they passed peacefully and their time was simply over and all of those things are true, but a good and quiet death after a long and happy life is not something that removes or lessens grief. it is the ideal grief, yes, it makes it less complicated, but even the most uncomplicated grief is still death and still has the potential to be a life-changing loss. every death of a loved one sits in me like a ring in a tree trunk. this notion incorrectly identifies grief as 'this person died when they should not have' when you can know in your bones that someone died at the right time, that they were ready and wanted to go, and still grieve intensely for them. grief is the knowledge that they are not coming back, that everything you shared exists only now in your memories. even if a person died well - when you have lost people to 'bad' deaths you really appreciate a 'good' death - they are still never coming back, and that is still something you must carry with you for the rest of your life. there is no manner of dying or age of the person who died when that becomes less painful. people want to believe there is a way to lose someone forever that won't break your heart and that is just not true.

#this made me tear up#yeah... i don't know. to me death just never makes sense. even when others seem to think it should. it doesn't for me.#and i never know how to explain what i mean when i say it doesn't make sense but#i just can't comprehend that someone was part of life —my life other people's life just Life as something we all share everyone on earth—#and then it takes a second and they're not anymore#a second. even if you expect it even if you're on their deathbed and you know it's happening and you're seeing it happen it's a second. and#their life is no more. and that? that is not something i've ever been able to just make peace with. not when it was the most senseless#unexpected way too soon death and not when it was the natural end of a long life. never.#i'll always grieve the end of a life. in any circumstance it happens in#sorry rambled in the tags#death is just something i think about so much#death tw
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jasmine is so cute, she's pocket size and I feel the urge to squeeze her when I see her pictures. that's all I needed to share

you're SOOO real. she's genuinely the cutest. can you imagine what hugging her would be like. i feel like one hug and i'd get addicted. she's just so sweet and tiny (i'm literally significantly shorter than her. anyways)

#i feel like it's such a common reaction to jasmine to want to put her in your pocket#most adorable tennis player in the whole world and it's not even a contest#asks#anon
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half of this crowd is getting reminded he's the pantomime villain, the other half is going 'aww at least he's self aware', and Mr. Meddy is smirking

[about keeping his focus so well this tournament] "Last year I didn't manage to do it completely, I was getting angry a bit too fast. I do get angry a lot of times - on court - but [crowd oohs and groans, he smirks], but was getting a bit too fast, so... It's the first tournament of the year so kind of easier to keep your focus. You're not yet burnt out or played a lot of matches, so I'm happy with the way I am on the court, I fight for every point, I try to win every point, so far it's been working, uh, one more step tomorrow!"
#😭😭 he kills me#daniil medvedev#tennis#brisbane 2026

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