RUSH

can we mention ilya ‘look at me’ rozanov picking up on shane getting lost in his head and bringing him back into the moment with touch

three chapters into the long game and ilya already being silently in self doubt with the love he’s feeling around him and already guessing it’s too good to be true, he’s scared of the warmth he’s feeling and thinks it’s too good to last. he’s so depressed

thank you crave

“not true! i like this one”

rubs me the wrong way when people describe heated rivalry as ‘graphic’ cause it has intimate scenes, knowing danm well if it were a straight couple it’d be described as sexy