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ICED OUT

this morning my UNMASKED self helped out at school arts department here in LOS ANGELES. this is not usually something i talk about to protect privacy of my other creative life but given whats happening in LA i think its worth the mention because ICE raids hurt these kids in so many insidious ways

they have NOTHING to do with how they arrived here and right now the fear hangs over them in a way that effects everything they do. yes, they could LITERALLY get snatched off the street, and some do, but even outside of the physical threat THE THREAT ITSELF is so harmful

the strange vibes and mysterious absences hung over everything at the start of the day, but when i popped in after helping i watched the assembly i saw something really beautiful: kids having fun. they were with their buds, they were in community, they were forgetting the threat for a moment.

there are so many ways to help. you can march in the street, you can volunteer, you can use art to urge others to do the same. you can CREATE spaces like an assembly auditorium full of cheering kids. today i am suggesting a donation. here is post of suggestions im trottin

i am going to be donating my own sum as well, and DOUBLE the profits of all tinglers sold today. so if you need a reason to check out the tingleverse now is your time. LETS TROT BUCKAROOS LOVE IS REAL

FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT HAVE BLUESKY I WILL LIST SOME OF THE DONATION LINKS HERE AS WELL:

The last days of the petition against conversion therapy are FASCINATING to watch. I have been following it pretty closely for almost a year now, and the progress was, above all, steady. There was this jump when some algorithm in Finland picked it up, but even that was local.

And now, everyone is panicking.

Which really shows.

These past three or four days, multiple countries have reached the threshold. Even more notably, the number of signatures in total, the ones that we need to get one million of, are growing rapidly. There are only 400'000 signatures missing. Two days ago, it was closer to 600'000.

You can see the progress here:

Consider joining the fun by making everyone around you sign it!

This now needs less than 300k signatures, and even gained 2k between the time I reblogged it and me adding this edit!

Only 170k signatures needed now! The deadline is May 17th aka TOMORROW - which is close, but it's gaining 100k+ signatures per day - which means there's a real chance the petition could make it! And they've already met enough of the per-country thresholds to qualify on that basis!

AO3 has been scraped, once again.

As of the time of this post, AO3 has been scraped by yet another shady individual looking to make a quick buck off the backs of hardworking hobby writers. This Reddit post here has all the details and the most current information. In short, if your fic URL ends in a number between 1 and 63,200,000 (inclusive), AND is not archive locked, your fic has been scraped and added to this database.

I have been trying to hold off on archive locking my fics for as long as possible, and I've managed to get by unscathed up to now. Unfortunately, my luck has run out and I am archive locking all of my current and future stories. I'm sorry to my lovelies who read and comment without an account; I love you all. But I have to do what is best for me and my work. Thank you for your understanding.

The sky breathed in high above the too-full seas as the stars watched. They flickered, they sang, they whispered follow us, follow us, follow us as wind battered a ragged sail and the water lapped at a makeshift raft.

Crowley-Crawley-The Tempter of Sin stared up at them with their cloak whipping around their ankles and the rain drenching their long, crimson hair. Divinity had been spilled across the earth like pomegranates, like apples, like figs and wine and blood. It would be washed away from ground and the red would live on only in memory.

Crowley breathed in. Breathed out.

Who is the monster? They wondered. The creator or the created? Those who choose verse those who don’t?

The stars laughed, high above, untouched and watching as creation stirred in the tight hold of a painter wishing to wash their canvas clean.

Do you sympathize with a painter for destroying the canvas? Or choose to mourn the creation that never had the chance to be finished?

The sky breathed in high above the too-full seas as the stars watched. They flickered, they sang, they whispered follow us, follow us, follow us as wind battered a ragged sail and the water lapped at a makeshift raft.

Crowley-Crawley-The Tempter of Sin stared up at them with their cloak whipping around their ankles and the rain drenching their long, crimson hair. Divinity had been spilled across the earth like pomegranates, like apples, like figs and wine and blood. It would be washed away from ground and the red would live on only in memory.

Crowley breathed in. Breathed out.

Who is the monster? They wondered. The creator or the created? Those who choose verse those who don’t?

The stars laughed, high above, untouched and watching as creation stirred in the tight hold of a painter wishing to wash their canvas clean.

Do you sympathize with a painter for destroying the canvas? Or choose to mourn the creation that never had the chance to be finished?

Amazon Unveils a [Horrifying] Fanfic Publishing Platform

Today, Amazon announced the imminent launch of its newest endeavor, Kindle Worlds, a publishing platform for fanfiction. When I read the announcement, I was horrified, then angry, then sad. I want to take a moment to explain why this is such a tragedy.

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This is REALLY IMPORTANT guys. AO3 is so special as a platform. Don’t get suckered in by shiny features or whatever!

If you don’t feel like reading after the read more, here is the most important stand out of Kindle World’s TOS.

“By using the platform, authors give all rights to the work to Amazon, who can then license your elements to other authors with no compensation to the original poster.”

If you want to retain rights to your work, don’t use this site. Stick to AO3.

KINDLE WORLDS SHUT DOWN IN 2018 THIS POST IS FROM 2013!

i said this once a long time ago on a different blog during a different time in my life, but i think, tonight, is a good night for it to be said once more:

kindness is an action, not an emotion. you can choose to be kind, you can choose who you gift that kindness to. you can fuel it with anger, you can fuel it with rage, you can fuel it with joy and sorrow and love. it can be awe-inspiring, it can be simple, but i think, in the world we live in, to choose kindness, above all else, is the most radical thing of all. 

Cinnamon and Gold

     Brass clicking shut echoed through the room with the force of close-by thunder and softness of a whisper between silk sheets. Aziraphale’s eyes traced over Crowley’s collarbones, over Crowley’s black ink line of a jaw, over Crowley’s thin shoulders as she stood perfectly still; a serpent in waiting. All patience, hungry eyes, and skin draped in the color of fall candles. 

     The room was all reds and golds and browns. Lions bared their teeth from curved armrests, velvet cushions were stiff and unused, and the bed - softened by silk and carefully woven cotton - waited like a hungry beast with teeth shaped like pillows and hundreds of eyes blinking and winking and watching from the wood. Pale wood was cold beneath large white rugs stolen from some Arctic creature, the dresser was cluttered by ceramic decorations, and a single mirror sat on the closet door, turned just slightly so he could make out the interior of the marble bathroom. 

     Aziraphale couldn’t stop the feather curve of his smile. Didn’t want to stop it. He turned away from the door, stripping away his suit jacket, pulling off the top hat, and placed them both, carelessly, on the cherrywood coat rack. “Well,” Words dripped between them; sweet like honey and sparking with the cinnamon promise of fire candies as he undid the gold angel-wing cuffs. “Didn’t find what we were looking for, but it was still a rather lovely ball.”

     His eyes flickered up and focused with predator intent. 

[to be continued…]

Snippet of a thing @smiling-like-a-snake and i are working on >:) prepare for d/s ineffable husbands with soft dom!aziraphale and fem!sub!crowley

lazy mornings

The fire had become oceanic embers—rising in a tide of orange and yellows around blacked, whitened wood. Dawn-light was reaching over the side of the mountain, painting the mirror surface of the lake with honeyed lines of pink and gold that bled like ink into navy, gently erasing the stars.

A breeze murmured across the trees, dodging around warm bodies, not daring to try and break apart the warmth of skin against skin. It stole gasps from lips, rustled thin, green needles, and tugged at the edge of the blanket. Whispered words embroidered love between hearts, wrapped around trembling fingers, snuck between shaking knees.

Water lapped at small stones, sneaking between cracks and fading just as fast as the hungry earth swallowed it. A cry sent a bird rising into the air, wings fluttering across the gold-streaked sky.

Lips brushed across a damp forehead, praise braiding itself between damp hair, smiling at the faint lines of a halo bleeding into reality.

Oh My God

a request done for @gingerhaole to this song

Shadows flashed across the wall, created by a lamp whose shade had been knocked off when it had landed on the floor. Wood groaned, echoing the small, almost daring complaints as papers and books tumbled to the floor.

Nails dug into the desk. Lips pressed against flushed skin. The world spun and spun and spun—

And dropped and rose and fell and Oh my God!

Aziraphale panted and held on to whatever he could touch; Crowley, wood, a pen that dropped from his fingers to the floor as soon as he had grabbed it.

He watched the subtle dips and curves of Crowley’s face grow and shrink with shadow-lines. Watched as dark, boyish-cut hair bounced over a forehead. Watched lips curl, baring white almost-fanged teeth be bared in a serpent smile.

Another gasp. Another moan. Aziraphale’s eyes rolled back. A slow lull dragged out his trembling until it felt like it would hold its lungs for an eternity.

Fingers dug into his thighs, the touch arching up through his veins until they tangled with the arteries of his heart. They pulled like he was guitar waiting to be strung and everything thrummed into the pulse of drums. Hips and thighs and toes curling, curling, curling

Crowley!

two hours of jazz

for @crowleys--angel because she knows what she did

Jazz music drifted through the floorboards and the walls. The rise and fall of a saxophone singing in tandem with carefully guided hips. Aziraphale admired the way thumbs pushed into bone, the way dark blueberry lace heaved towards her lips with each gasping inhale. She traced constellations through the black polka dot stars, grinned at the small red bow just below skin, tempted to draw a line up Crowley’s sternum with her tongue.

Aziraphale may have been an angel, but, in that moment, she looked upon a demon and believed that good things existed in the world.

Believed, even more so, that Crowley was one of them.

The band paused and Aziraphale held hips tight, stopping them from moving.

“No, no,” Crowley leaned forward, arms wrapped around Aziraphale’s shoulders, careful not to press her face into white fabric less she smear crimson lipstick and charcoal eye shadow across it. Her hips gave a little jerk, trying to find more of the silicone just barely inside.

Aziraphale hummed, eyes half lidded. The drums began again and she pressed a kiss against Crowley’s cheek. “You know the rules,” she murmured.

Nails dug into her shoulder blades, right across where her wings would have been.

The saxophone joined the drums.

Crowley breathed out a soft moan of relief, eyes fluttering closed as she sunk down once more.

aftercare

The bathroom light would have been too bright, too exposing, so Crowley left it off and settled with the faint silver glow of the moon and the dim, trailing fingers of jack-o-lantern flickering rising from the streets. It painted the walls in shades of orange and white, danced across his cheeks like a tango at dawn.

Aziraphale was asleep in the bedroom, wrapped up in sheets and pyjamas. Crowley glanced through the door way at him, scrubbing soap between his fingers before he caught his own gaze in the mirror.

Lines that had long been etched into his skin had been smeared into almost smoothness like graphite lines in a sketchbook. Hair stuck up, tangled and rising from where it had been dragged, back and forth, across silk sheets. He wanted to trap it there, keep it like that, almost like a mark of everything that had happened the night before.

Rinsing away the soap, Crowley leaned forward, hands still wet, and touched his lips, taking in the way their corners tilted ever so slightly upwards without him realizing it. Even his eyes looked different. Not as in the pupils had suddenly widened or had lost their serpentine-look, but something else. Not as monstrous. Not as cruel.

He wondered for a while, examining them, before shrugging and heading back to the bed, crawling back under the sheets.

Aziraphale sighed and hummed, wrapped a heavy arm around Crowley’s waist and tugged him close. He was warm and soft and wonderful—all baked fluff and gentled whisking.

Sighing, Crowley tucked his nose into soft curls tousled with sleep and closed his no-longer-monstrous eyes.

(It would take a while for him to realize that his eyes hadn’t really changed; just his view of them.)

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