this is current lore and might make me seem kinda mean but eh

so in my family home, my aunt and uncle came to stay as guests FIVE YEARS AGO and never left despite my parents constantly telling them to leave. and they don't pay for ANYTHING. like not even for their share of the food.

and my grandma doesn't want them to leave so cant do anything about it currently. (my aunt is my dad's sister)

and they can't eat spicy food, so they make my mom cook separately for them and then for us.

so whenever i come home, i start adding spices to everything except like rice and lentils so they have to buy or cook their own food :3

i also cook something special for dinner everyday because i've been learning to cook more complicated stuff but i make it all spicy af so they can't have it.

is it a nice thing to do? no.

am i having fun? yes.

let's seee

i'm a little bit of a baby tbh, i cry VERY easily. (specifically over media)

i get emotional over a lot of things and it just becomes me clenching my fists and holding back tears.

not sure if i have mentioned this before but

if leona called me a herbivore, he wouldn't be far off (i'm vegetarian lol)

i'm assuming you mean something i do while i write?

i usually say my dialogues out loud to either a friend or the plushies guarding my bed when i get stuck. the rubber duck theory is so real and it works!

i also sometimes end up falling into rabbitholes while researching for requests and forget that i was supposed to be writing.

i also once got a request so nsfw that i almost blacked out lol. so many kinks and so so explicit that it'd kill a victorian man.

the last one freaked everyone out so i'm gonna keep it lighthearted this time

i'm classically trained in singing!

my grandma's sister was a vocal coach so i took lessons from her when i was young and i've won a few trophies in singing competitions!

i don't sing in public/competitively anymore but it was fun!

ooo lemme see

okay so this lowkey freaked me out when it happened but!!

i cooked for a person who broke their arm, for about a month to help them out. they asked me out when they recovered and i rejected them.

then they texted me like a jilted ex and scared me shitless. i almost swore off helping people ever again. they sent me 164 texts in one night (i counted)

here's a sample:

(they're also calling me a nickname i despise here)

let's see

i'm VERY nearsighted. like if you remove my glasses i cannot see clearly further than like 10 cm.

i've had glasses since i was 4! i wear contacts sometimes too but yeah i have really poor vision lol

okay let's see

our school's chem lab used fully concentrated chemicals for our experiments.

and this one time, there was this girl in my class who was very into my best friend. my best friend and i call each other "wife" for funsies and this girl heard it.

so she went out of her way to "accidentally" smack my shoulder while i was handling concentrated hcl and i still have a huge scar on my hand from it, 4 years later.

uhhh okay so

in highschool there was this writing competition a friend really wanted to participate in, so she asked me to participate w her cause she didn't wanna sit alone in the venue. so i agreed.

and for context, she was a really good author, like she'd constantly show what she wrote off in class and shit. and we all loved her writing.

and when the competition results came back, I'd won accidentally. and the final round of the competition (inter school) was actually in another city and my friend was so mad at me that I wanted to refuse.

my parents and actual friends didn't want me to succumb to peer pressure so they told me to go and I ended up winning.

but my "friend" never spoke to me again lmao. looking back, it's funny but it ruined me at that time, I refused to participate in competitions for almost a year after that.

I actually stopped writing for a while before I got over it cause I was a people pleaser and this haunted me.

but hey, I'm clearly over it now!