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Welcome to my main blog! Here you'll find occasional thoughts, sketches, reblogs and other stuff. If I remember that this blog exists, that is.

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Random Infos:

  • Call me Seeker!
  • Not ashamed to admit that I run rp blogs (currently: Bsd, To Be Hero X & Link Click, but I'm always open to crossovers!)
  • Just a random silly person who can recite facts about various httyd dragons from memory
  • I read too much (I'm building a mini library at home at this rate)
  • My music taste is about as random as it can get
  • I enjoy writing as well (but get writer's block easily so updates can take anywhere from a few days to even weeks or months, even if I update other stuff)
  • My main language is German, so I mess up sometimes-
  • You can also find me here and here!

I think one of my favorite Zelda soundtracks HAS to be the song of storms. Never played Ocarina of Time that far (10yo me saw the spiders and quit immediately) and I'm not sure if it's in any other game (if it's in the Wild-Era games I never noticed despite having hundreds of hours on BotW and TotK and at least a hundred on AoC), but it just sounds so nice

Anonymous asked:

Oh, sorry. I habitually use ship names as duo names too, my bad. I was just referring to how, regardless of how anyone sees them, their characters are very much connected, Director Li said S3 would revolve around them and at least (1) of them is seeking the other, so if we never see those two again in hypothetical S4, I fear the possibility of LX being the reason they get cooked in S3 while he moves on to the next season being the ~ Mastermind ~ and all. Since S3 is meant to bring a "milestone ending." Literally so scared, who's dying, who's getting arrested, who's getting the "if we met under different circumstances," who's becoming a cautionary tale from going down the wrong path only to regret what their life became in the end or still finding it worth it because it was a beautiful lie, yeah you can see I'm still traumatized from previous seasons ALWAYS resolving side character arcs to be bittersweet. Nobody wins, but they get a sliver of hope in their grief. Link Click throw us a bone and let XF move to Guidu so we can still see him in S4 if he really has to rebuild his life or something. I'm sobbing on the floor here. Also scared how violent and insane trying to take down Vein will be after seeing what JL launched before. So scared to get Vein POV if/when he finally gets cornered, what will his thoughts and feelings be.........am I going to have to frame some banger line while shrieking over it. Anyways, Vein trying to get a power is curious...I think he might be somewhat aware of powers, his reaction to LG at the end implies it, instead of "why am I suddenly getting a heart attack" it's "so that's how it is." Bridon seems to have a lot of hidden power users, someone like him must have heard of it at some point/through LX. Lol yeah, LTC the guy who controls people but having no control of his life, so real of Vein to be paranoid about LTC being too close. Possibly still smiling as he nudges his hand away with his fan or refusing any handshakes. That's super interesting to me actually, that Vein has principles and altho LX acts refined, I want to know whether *he* doesn't. We have yet to see hat boy at his worst. His songs are more insane than him so far lol. By "ditched twice" yeah that's fair, I just don't have high confidence that they won't be forced to leave him at some point, whether during the Dive or during a moment where XF is torn on what to do...kind of like the Halloween video, where they ran from him and his mask was taken off to show his true feelings...I know they had to go back to Guidu eventually, but they absolutely left immediately because CXS talked to his mom and Vein died and neither of them were sticking around further for that emotional aftermath. Whether it's rational or not, XF might read that as lying to him and running away. LG-XF dynamic is so complicated...CXS is so open and earnest, but it was LG who's words reached XF. I understand the shock of a normally quiet and stoic person saying something like that too. XF used to be one himself, so...maybe he sees something there. If LG was even being genuine.

Ohh- I wasn't quite sure since for Liu Xiao and Vein you didn't do that

All things considered I do doubt Vein dies. He's already died in the last season that aired/in the prequel, even if it didn't stick. Li Haolin loves killing yellow-coded characters, but I got hope for Xia Fei.

Tho from what I understood, this season is going to answer the question whether Cheng Xiaoshi lives or dies. I'm personally hopeful that Cheng Weimin remains dead and Cheng Xiaoshi gets to live.

The thing shown while Jae Lee talked seemed to be unrelated to Vein, imo, although I do enjoy the headcanon of Liu Xiao, Vein or both belonging to the warlords that JL mentions. The raid seemed to be launched with the opinion of "The warlords operate there" only to slip into "This couldn't have been the warlords" and cutting to Vein & Li Tianchen. Implying it was them. Tho we also have the mystery lady so I honestly think the trailer might be misleading us on purpose

IIRC, they've done that before with Bridon. They changed the posters at the airport. Lu Guang remarks on it, too

The thing is that Qiao Ling flat out yelled at them over the phone. I'm not sure where Xia Fei was, but knowing Cheng Xiaoshi he probably had to sheepishly explain that his sister/landlady is gonna kill him for running off to Bridon like that

And I think he was being genuine, ngl. Sure, Lu Guang also manipulates situations, but I like to imagine that there's some honesty despite that

Anonymous asked:

Hiding in your inbox to express an opinion that will get me hunted for sport, but what if I dared to claim that Vein was actually a bad thing to happen to XF. What then. This is not too #Serious, because he brought a lot of joy to XF, protected him, helped him open up, etc. but he would not be on the verge of a corruption arc without Vein or at potential risk of getting murdered by the narrative. but he's a loyal sucker. I also acknowledge XF had no choice but to go into modeling for the money, but staying really changed him, both positively but................it's so hard to forget that he hates it, he always has to put on this persona for the cameras until it tires him out. That before Vein, the old XF would just be a diligent student. He called himself a nerd but now he's drawing in class and subjectively I like that he's less grumpy and depressed and acting his age for once but objectively...bro, are you still passing your classes? or are you too busy shopping and streaming?

I wonder if he had a dark side back then that would've taken shady jobs for cash......or if Vein encouraged the kind of XF the fandom calls a narcissist, who desires and hungers, "all I gotta do is pursue" and turns his nose up at people who aren't as talented as him...basically the kind of XF we get in every official Link Click song. Because that version of him keeps collapsing when he's drunk, or tired, or with ShiGuang. It all feels like cope. He doesn't see himself as beautiful, waves off all of CXS's compliments. I don't know if we'll ever see him as arrogant as in his songs, but that doesn't feel like something hidden in the old him at all. Some of it is because that attitude is how he "bites back" so one could say it was always there, but it wasn't. Not because he tolerated people being weird with him, but he was tolerant in the way that he would go still, try to exit, remain level-headed, and get physical once he hit his limit, and he'd always be direct with his words rather than flaunting. Same goes for the desire for material items, yet bilibili calls him a refined metrosexual. It kind of...makes me uncertain, how they call him a "pure STEM nerd" who had a "counterattack." You know that trope? Anime nerd gets a glow-up, etc. Wish there was a way for him to be what he wanted to be, getting basic respect and seen for being a good student over his beauty, but still warm that cold exterior so he can live a little and have some joy. Because it hurts knowing all that softness was buried in there and the social minefield of celebrity culture is what brought it out. Because once you're posing and putting on charming expressions, you can't bottle your feelings forever.

There was this caption on official promo that even asked whether XF's soul was good or bad after being contaminated from the flashing lights of the camera. And Vein with his fancy couch and manor, who clawed his way to the top from nothing, theoretically, would find it natural to desire better for oneself, but how much glamour can fill the emptiness in his heart? Like in map of dreams....the emerald prince has so much but the lore says he's always looking at the stars, searching for something. Is it controversial to say I feel ShiGuang would be better for him even if VeiFei fandom might think they're terrible and the sun coming out when LG called him a friend is bad? Because I think someone needs to snap him out of getting used to the rain of Bridon. Maybe I've been running into too many VeiFei smut arts on social media, not to mention most fics, but this whole opinion actually started because outside of ship fic, I couldn't see XF ever changing so much so as to sleep with Vein, to be seen as special and given confidence and security in having such a relationship, ignore what other people say and be proud. Is it really just a matter of trust? Because I thought we finally got a sex-repulsed/touch-aversive character in media...XF might walk in a murky grey area, but I think he would still draw the line here. He owns the rumors of sleeping with people by saying he only goes for the best, brings Vein into it, but when confronted by Jack over him using his looks in that way, he's mad. His defense is just putting on airs. Because the truth is that he still dislikes it I think...yeahhh, selling yourself VS doing it with someone you trust is different, so ig I just personally want to think of a XF who just had enough of people obsessed with his looks and prefers other ways of expressing love and care. Something real instead of admiring that "beautiful shell." *stares at PV song lyrics.* He can lend that to the lights, to plenty of eyes, but he can only lend his heart to...to anyone? Maybe one day. The Traveler has to see through the reality and illusion of the vampire and crack his mask, the reflections in the mirror...can you tell I read one too many fics of XF nuzzling everyone for sex, saw that one FeiShi fic where CXS affirms that XF doesn't owe anyone anything and it's okay if he can't give that to CXS because he's not ready/isn't into it/or even can't because of backstory reasons and went "huh."

Not hunting with pitchforks, but also not entirely agreeing. Although yea, being friends with Vein definitely endangers him... the pros outweight the cons imo

Honestly, even now I still doodle in class. Personally, it helps me with staying awake/concentrating. So I wouldn't really say that's a "new" thing unless it gets confirmed. For all we know, he's always done that. Regarding streaming and shopping... I honestly doubt he does that a lot? The streaming in his free time sure, but his modeling money likely goes into paying for college/his place of living. In my heart he's a broke loser who's still just scraping by (with the occasional bar-hopping but let's face it: that's just normal teen/young adult behavior. At least most of the people I know do it)

Gotta be honest, I hardly read any fics/post that portray him as a narcisst with a "better than you" attitude. For show as a "Stop talking behind my back" thing to shut people up, sure- but that's it. Tho I also am limited in what I can read about him since I avoid a LOT of fics involving Xia Fei due to content. Sadly. But how you say the fandom portrays him... is honestly not how I see him at all.

In my opinion he's a chill, forgiving guy. Yea, he's probably got anger issues I don't doubt that one, but I think the real him is with Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang. He hates his job, he wants to be "normal" and not just a pretty face.

I do think he'd be better off with the Studio Trio (because let's not forget Qiao Ling, poor girl always gets forgotten), but I'm curious just how things will play out. I gotta be honest on the sun/rain: I didn't read deeper into it-

I can say... literally nothing about the "Xia Fei sleeping with Vein" (aside from: he was trying to get them to shut up, I can't see him do that fr) nor the "VeiFei" stuff. I avoid both ship-art of any kind as well as fics as best as I can. It doesn't interest me. I regularly get blocked for voicing that/apparently got called out without actually being named for preferring them in a platonic/found family way. Which, very mature of the fandom for sure. I don't hate on the ship but it's just not for me.

I do agree with the "sex-repulsed/touch-averse thing" though (controversly, I headcanon Vein to be kinda touch-averse too), altho I'm... really not interested in nsfw stuff. So I don't have much to say about the rest either?

Altho I'm curious about the FeiShi fic. Especially if it's non-nsfw

Anonymous asked:

Guess what I have for you 👀 some really fun stuff that's sure to help with the wait for S3, very very funny animated series that's a Bridon Arc AU with someone's OC. Since you're a XF & OC enjoyer, I thought it might click. OP has two other LC vids if interested (smth with LTC and LX and one with Vein and XF playing hide and seek angst). https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXSI1mP8V-c (EP 0) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LH1VRREY0BY (EP 1) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yP-8pGY8gQ8 (EP Mini) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCPaWFIBaAc (Fun Animatic) And also, this video I sincerely apologize for but also, I don't, heh, suffer with me, need this kind of FeiShi in my life, I'm punching the floor, how can tenderness cause such agony, dang it T^T https://x.com/cool_dope_name/status/1878808294581830101 (Part 1) https://x.com/cool_dope_name/status/1882799654234108282 (Part 2)

THE VIDEO HURT

I know about Leisure, it's fun :3

I do keep forgetting about it tho...

Anonymous asked:

Thinking about that person who said Vein owed LX a debt because he desires nothing, yet works with him anyways. We ofc also know that Vein is a casual person who does things for fun but with the allusions to LX potentially seeking Vein on his own/impressing him/maybe even doing something for him *cough his 2nd friend became the owner of the manor cough* and the beast/hunter thing going on with them, positioned kind of like equals (but I doubt it I mean, LX even placed himself above everyone in MOD) it makes me wonder what about LX has captivated Vein’s attention for so long, in such a close way…we don’t know anything about his personal relationship ofc but I feel LX and XF are odd cases. Eager to learn whether he’d ever show XF his true face and expect XF to stick around bc so far him and LX are being freak4freak. Concerned also that LX might write the VeiFei tragedy himself bc he won’t share the final boss stage but he doesn’t seem like someone to discard his “friends” after making use of them. With the whole “dancing forever” with your puppets. “Promise never run~” And I really don’t want Link Click to soften Vein’s ruthlessness and make XF enough to pull him away the way LTX was for LTC. He can care but I need PV!Vein to be real in the show. I also want XF to crash out over being lied to and left to suffer for three years in Bridon as ShiGuang ditched him twice and even his own guilt of lying to them not fully erasing the feeling. Esp if he learns this was a deliberate change. The complex Vein feelings can come later. It is after all, forever a question if he’ll have a corruption arc, realize on his own he can’t stand for this and watch people get hurt, or if ShiGuang will have to win him over and prove they actually care and it’s definitely not because they don’t want you helping the villains instead or because of his connections to CWM.

Took me a bit to answer because I read "VeiFei" and my brain just... went entirely blank in a "What" way (I can't tell apart my anons since no one uses a sign-off so idk if you're new or not, but I have no interest in the ship if that was the intended meaning, I'm sorry-)

Anyway!

Honestly I don't think Vein owes him a debt. More so, I think Liu Xiao managed to impress him or Vein found him entertaining. Vein does seem the type to do things for his own amusement. Or maybe they made a deal of sorts. I'm honestly looking forward to seeing that in September. Maybe we'll finally get their first meeting and see what's truly going on. I do believe Vein might be trying to get a power as well and that Liu Xiao might be his stepping stone.

But yea they're definitely the freak duo lmao

Honestly Liu Xiao deciding he doesn't want to share the stage is possible, but his whole thing about friends is... really interesting because he's just a whole mystery imo. I'm also curious about the Li Tianchen and Vein team-up. Like, murder gremlin & mafia boss spell out so much chaos. Tho I can also see Vein being (secretly) wary once he finds out about his power. Someone like Vein likely values control, and Li Tianchen is capable of taking that away.

To be fair, Vein isn't JUST ruthless and I'll defend that to my dying breath. He's been shown to care and he's definitely got soft spots. Just look at him pausing to pet the kitties, or messing with Liu Xiao with the cilantro, or using a super chat to get Liu Xiao and Xia Fei to come eat dinner with him. He's definitely ruthless and a massive danger, but imo he's a lot more complicated than that.

Tho I agree on "Don't make Xia Fei the reason he stops" because a LOT of people (read: shippers) are adamant that he'd put Xia Fei above everything as far as I've seen which... no??

I do think he has principles, and I do think that the right nudge could make him stop helping Liu Xiao... but I hate the idea of him going "Oh Xia Fei doesn't like this, I gotta stop being evil" because... no. Just no

Tho on the flipside I do also dislike that people seem convinced he's heartless and should never be portrayed with a soft side because "Vein is insane he isn't soft!" (yet then turn around and claim VeiFei is canon. Like. Pick a lane or something ig)

Xia Fei crash out is desperately needed. Tho wdym they ditched him twice? So far they only ditched him once, which was back in the alley when Lu Guang panicked over Vein being there. They HAD to go back to Guidu, I'm pretty sure he knew their stay was temporary. We don't know what's happen in s3 regarding those three yet so I wouldn't say they'll ditch him in s3

Complex feelings over your boss/best friend being alive and not having reached out for three years? Yea I'd freak out too

Lu Guang would definitely be the definition of "This TOTALLY isn't about you helping LX and Vein but pls join us" while Cheng Xiaoshi would be more on the "Pls come stay with us we're friends" side of things lol

Hey guys I think I figured oit how the christmas likes work.

For me what is shown seems to be linked to the time of day I like the post

6(?) am-12 pm- gloves

12 pm-5(?) pm- snowman

6pm- ???- aurora

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