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. ݁ ݁˖ . ݁ seven minutes in heaven with slytherin!matt gets more heated than you had anticipated

based off this ask
from the hogwarts universe
contains: smut, quickie, dirty talk, degradation, use of “slut,” making out, rough sex, semi-public, risk of getting caught, unprotected sex, light overstimulation.
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guys.. stranger things KILLED MEEE

Sobbed through MOST of it tbh, can't believe its overrrr. I really like the ending, though.. let me know how you guys felt !!!!

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none of my gifts under the tree are looking like a tall brown haired boy with a stubble and an arm full of tattoos + a ring on his pinky :(

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FINAL CHAPTER — “I’m Not Losing You”

(as long as as i could— almost-breakup because of distance fear)

The moment Matt’s plane touches down in LA, you’re still awake in your bed with your phone beside you, screen dimmed, thumb tapping anxiously at your blanket. You told yourself you wouldn’t overthink. You told yourself you’d trust him.

But something felt different ever since he boarded.

And you don’t even know why.

Your phone buzzes.

Matt:

we landed :)

A smiley face.

Not a heart.

Not a “baby.”

Not an “I miss you already.”

Just

“:)”

You stare at it for a full minute, trying to convince yourself you’re imagining the shift.

You:

i’m glad <3

His reply comes two minutes later.

Matt:

yeah. tired tho.

No “love,”

no “call u soon,”

no soft teasing voice note.

Your stomach sinks, and you hate that it does.

Matt goes quiet the whole drive home.

No spam.

No selfies.

No complaining about LAX traffic like he usually would.

Eventually, two hours later, you get:

Matt:

sorry i passed out when we got home lol

long day

lol.

lol.

He never “lol”s you.

Something’s wrong.

The next day is worse.

The texts are short.

Dry.

He answers in minutes, not seconds.

He doesn’t send voice notes.

You FaceTime him and the call lasts nine minutes instead of your usual three hours.

He keeps scratching the back of his neck, glancing off-screen, talking like he owes you nothing and everything at the same time.

He looks scared.

But not of you.

Of something else.

Something bigger.

By day three, you’re losing your mind.

You keep rereading old messages.

Old photos.

The ones from the beach.

The airport goodbye.

The way he held you like he wasn’t sure he’d survive letting go.

So why is he pulling back now?

You finally break and text him:

You:

matt

did i do something?

He replies instantly.

Matt:

no

not at all

im just in my head

You bite your lip.

His head is EXACTLY the problem.

You:

about what?

He doesn’t answer.

For an hour.

Two.

Three.

Then finally:

Matt:

can we talk tmrw

im tired rn

Your heart drops.

You barely sleep.

He barely texts.

The silence feels thick.

Heavy.

Wrong.

At 3AM, you scroll through your call log, staring at his name, wondering how love can flip so fast.

THE CONFRONTATION

The next night, you FaceTime him first.

He answers on the third ring.

He looks exhausted.

Eyes heavy.

Hair messy like he’s been dragging his hands through it non-stop.

“…hey,” he says quietly.

Not baby.

Not sweet.

Not Matt.

Just “hey.”

Your voice cracks before you even speak.

“What’s going on with you?”

He freezes—like he didn’t expect you to ask so directly.

“I don’t— I’m not doing anything. I’m fine.”

You shake your head, tears burning your eyes.

“You’re not fine. You’ve been distant since you got home. I can feel it. You barely talk to me. You barely look at me.”

He exhales, long and shaky.

“Please don’t cry,” he whispers.

“Then tell me what’s wrong.”

He leans back against his headboard, eyes flicking down. His throat moves like he’s swallowing words he doesn’t want to say.

“I don’t wanna hurt you.”

“You’re hurting me right now, Matt.”

That hits him.

Hard.

He looks up at you, eyes already glossy.

“I’m scared,” he says quietly.

Your breath catches.

“Scared of what?”

He wipes his face with his sleeve, embarrassed to be so emotional.

“This. Us. Long-distance. You’re there. I’m here. And everything feels… too real.”

You whisper, “…too real?”

He nods, voice cracking.

“I’ve never felt like this about someone. Ever. And I don’t wanna lose you. But long distance? What if it ruins us? What if we drift? What if one day you wake up and realize I’m too far away and you deserve someone who can actually be there—”

“Matt,” you interrupt, heart pounding.

He shuts his eyes like he’s bracing for impact.

“I thought,” he whispers, “…if I pulled back a little… maybe it wouldn’t hurt you as much when it happens.”

“When WHAT happens?”

“…when you move on.”

The world stops.

You burst into tears instantly—because the idea you’d ever leave him is insane. INSANE.

“Matt,” you choke out. “Why would you think that?”

He finally looks at you—really looks at you—and his face crumbles.

“Because I love you,” he says, voice shaking. “And I don’t know how to do this. I’ve never done real love. Not like this.”

Your breath stutters.

Love.

He said love.

“You’re not gonna lose me,” you whisper.

His face twists like he wants to believe you but he’s terrified to.

You sniff, wiping your cheeks with the back of your hand.

“Listen to me.”

Your voice breaks but stays steady.

“You’re the one I want. You. I chose you. Why would distance change that?”

He shakes his head.

“Because you deserve someone better.”

You almost laugh through your tears.

“Matt, shut up.”

His eyes widen slightly.

“You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me,” you say. “And you’re pushing me away because you’re scared? You don’t get to do that. Not without talking to me about it.”

He presses his lips together, tears spilling.

He whispers, “I’m sorry.”

You whisper back, “Come here,” even though he can’t.

He leans closer to the camera anyway—like muscle memory, like instinct.

Your voice softens, warm and steady.

“I’m not going anywhere.”

He sniffles loudly and hides his face in his hands.

You’ve never seen him cry like this.

You’ve never seen him this scared.

You’ve never loved him more.

“Baby,” you whisper, “it’s okay. I’m right here.”

He lifts his head, eyes red, nose pink.

“I don’t wanna lose you.”

“You won’t.”

He exhales shakily.

“Please don’t leave.”

“I’m not leaving,” you say. “But you gotta stop running from me.”

He nods. Hard. Over and over.

“I will,” he promises. “I swear. I won’t pull away again. I’ll tell you when I’m scared instead of shutting you out.”

“Good,” you whisper. “Because we’re a team. Okay?”

Another nod.

“Okay.”

Silence settles between you—but it’s soft this time. Warm. Healing.

His voice is tiny when he speaks again:

“Can you stay on call tonight?”

“Of course.”

He wipes his cheeks, sniffs again, tries to smile.

“You still love me?”

You laugh softly through your tears.

“More than anything.”

His shoulders finally relax.

“I love you too,” he whispers. “I really do.”

You curl under your blanket as he shifts in his bed, angling the phone so you can see him better.

Your breathing syncs up.

Your heartbeats calm.

Your tears dry.

After a while, he mumbles sleepily:

“If you leave me I’m haunting you.”

You laugh. “Deal.”

“Night, baby,” he whispers.

You smile. “Night, Matt.”

His eyes close.

And right before he fully drifts off, you hear him murmur:

“…not losing you.”

And then he falls asleep.

Peaceful.

Safe.

Still on the call.

Still with you.

You fall asleep too, phone warm beside your cheek, his soft breathing in your ear.

And that’s the end.

Not a goodbye.

Not a breaking point.

A beginning.

A promise.

A love that’s scared but real—

and strong enough to last across oceans.

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I CANT BELIEVE THIS AU ENDED💔 i miss it already 

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Dilf!Matt doesnt care if things get a littlemessy

⚠︎ PISS!KINK, smut, pnv, daddy kink, pet names, fingering, slight humiliation, dirty talk, slight plot, kissing, dom!matt.

READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION. THIS IS YOUR FINAL WARNING.

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MATT’S LAST DAY — 

(2nd-person POV, very cute, very domestic, very romantic)

You wake up with Matt holding you like you might disappear if he lets go.

He’s tracing patterns on your arm, soft and slow.

You’re half asleep, half sad.

He kisses the side of your head.

“Hey,” he whispers.

“Let’s make today good, okay?”

You hum and melt into him.

He smells like warmth and laundry detergent and home.

And underneath all that…

you can feel it.

He’s nervous.

Not about leaving.

About meeting your friends.

You and Matt walk into the café hand-in-hand.

Your friends spot you instantly.

You swear you see one of them whisper,

“OHHH HE’S FINE, WHAT—”

before you even make it to the table.

Matt pretends he didn’t hear.

(His ears turn pink. He heard.)

You introduce everyone.

“Guys, this is Matt.”

He gives them this sweet, polite little wave, smiling soft.

But your friends?

They go straight into interrogation mode.

Friend #1:

“So YOU’RE the Matt we’ve been hearing about all month?”

Matt: blushing, smiling, scratching the back of his neck like a shy golden retriever

“Uh… yeah, I guess that’s me.”

Friend #2:

“You’re taller than the pictures.”

Matt laughs nervously.

He automatically reaches for your knee under the table like he needs reassurance.

You squeeze his hand.

He relaxes immediately.

They ask him everything:

• “What’s your favorite thing about her?”

• “Be honest: who caught feelings first?”

• “Do you actually like her playlist or do you just pretend to?”

• “Can you survive long distance?”

Matt answers every question soft and sincere:

• “My favorite thing? I don’t know… she just… makes me feel calm.”

• “I think I caught feelings first. She’ll deny it.”

• “Her playlist? I love it. I swear.”

• “Long distance is fine. I’d rather have her far away than not have her at all.”

Your friends look at each other like:

ohhhh he’s IN this.

Every time you talk, Matt looks at you like he’s memorizing your face.

Your friends notice.

They tease him.

“He’s staring at you like a golden retriever that found its owner again—”

Matt hides his face in his hoodie.

You’re dying.

By the end of the meet-up?

They’re obsessed with him.

They hug him goodbye like they’ve known him forever.

“Take care of her,” they say.

“I will,” Matt answers without hesitation.

You’re in the back seat with Matt again.

He’s quieter than before.

Holding your hand.

Thumb brushing your skin like he’s trying to memorize every inch.

Your friends are up front whispering like:

“Bro they’re so cute.”

“Oh my god shut up I’m actually sad for them—”

Matt leans closer.

“You okay?” he murmurs.

“No,” you admit.

He kisses your forehead.

Soft.

Lingering.

“Me neither.”

Your friends give him one last friendly hug, promising they’ll “keep you alive” while he’s gone.

Then it’s just you two.

He drops his bags.

Pulls you in.

Your face pressed into his chest.

His hands in your hair.

His breath shaky.

“I don’t wanna leave,” he whispers into your shoulder.

“You don’t have to…”

You know he does, but you say it anyway.

He cups your face gently, like you’re something fragile.

“Look at me,” he breathes.

You do.

His eyes are glassy.

But he’s smiling.

“I’m coming back. I swear.”

You nod, tears stinging.

“Promise?”

He leans in and kisses you—

slow, warm, full of everything he can’t say out loud.

When he pulls back:

“I love being yours,” he whispers.

“And I’m not going anywhere.”

Your friends call your name—

the final boarding call is close.

Matt grabs his bags, walks toward the security line…

then turns around one last time.

That soft, heart-aching smile.

“Bye, baby.”

He disappears behind the corner.

Your heart cracks, but in the sweetest way.

Because he’s yours.

And he’s coming back.

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Matt (2 min after takeoff):

We’re still on the runway and I miss you already btw

Matt (5 min later):

They’re making us put our phones on airplane mode

this is a hate crime

Matt (before shutting it off):

ok I’m turning it off now

but last thing

I love today

I love your friends

and I love you

okay bye for real 😭

(pretend I’m giving you a forehead kiss rn)

— phone goes quiet for 3 hours —

Matt (the second they land):

WE’RE DOWN

I LIVED

I SURVIVED

also I kinda hated being away from you for this long already what do I do 😭😭

Matt (2 minutes later):

Chris and Nick are literally staring at me like “why are u smiling so hard”

it’s embarrassing

I blame you

Matt:

I’ll text u when we’re at baggage claim

don’t fall asleep

actually wait

if you do I’ll just wake you up with a call

Matt (one more):

I miss you

ok bye I’m actually walking now

(his POV but described to you — like you’re hearing it from him later)

He walks out past the arrivals gate and Chris immediately goes:

Chris:

“Bro. Why do you look like you just fell in love in a movie montage?”

Matt IMMEDIATELY looks down at the floor.

Nick raises an eyebrow.

Nick:

“Yeah… he’s in deep. Look at him. He’s SMILING. At the AIRPORT. Matt NEVER smiles at airports.”

Matt tries to act chill.

Fails.

Matt:

“Can you guys chill? I just had a really good trip.”

Chris:

“A really GOOD trip? Or a really romantic trip?”

Matt’s ears turn bright red.

Nick smacks Chris’s shoulder and goes:

Nick:

“No no shut up I wanna hear him say it.

Say it, Matt.

Say you’re in love.”

Matt:

“…I’m not doing this in public.”

Chris:

“So you are.”

Matt just groans and walks ahead, but Nick grabs his backpack and pulls him back.

Nick:

“Dude… honestly? You look happy. Like actually happy. Not like your fake ‘yeah that’s cool’ smile.”

Matt sighs, runs a hand through his hair, and finally gives in.

Matt (quietly):

“Yeah. I really like her. Like… a lot.”

Chris and Nick stare at him like proud parents.

Chris:

“Knew it.”

Nick:

“Congrats, loser.”

Then Matt’s phone buzzes.

It’s you.

He looks at it—

and the SMILE he gets?

Chris and Nick both scream “AWWWWWW” and Matt nearly throws his phone at them.

Matt:

My brothers are bullying me

congratulations

u made me soft

Matt:

anyway

I’m on my way home

call me when u can

I wanna hear your voice

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WARNINGS: SMUT, SLIGHTLY MEAN CHRIS, WHINY READER, PETNAMES (MA, BABY, SWEETHEART, PRINCESS), Renaissance Fair setting, THIS FIC DOES CONTAIN A PISS KINK. IF THIS IS NOT YOUR VIBE, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE READING
wc: 1750 words (I got carried away... sue me)

“Can we get a turkey leg, a pretzel with cheese, a bottle of Pepsi, and,” Chris pauses to look back at you, his . “Y’want anything to drink, ma?”

“Can I just get a bottle of water?” You ask the lady with pointy ears wearing a green dress that resembles leaves standing behind the food cart.

“How long d’you think you’re gonna last out here, baby? You already had 3 of those fruity drinks and a tea. And we know you refuse to use a porta-potty,” Chris teases as he pays. You're handed your items and head over to sit at a small picnic table to eat before you continue to wander the fair grounds.

“I’ll be fine, Chris. You act like it’s gonna hit me out of nowhere and we won’t have time to leave and find a bathroom,” you roll your eyes as you start to tear off a piece of the pretzel to dip it into the cheese, careful to keep it away from your short pink flower looking dress.

“I’m just sayin’, I know you,” he pauses to reach up and adjust the iridescent fairy wings of your costume. “And I know what happens when you gotta go, sweetheart. Don’t come cryin’ to me when you gotta take a piss and there’s nowhere around for you to go,” he grumbles through a mouthful of turkey, dropping a piece on his loose shirt. “Ah, fuck.”

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uh.. cough.. Just posted a face reveal on my insta story.. uhh.. go look if you want 😛

same @ as on here !

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YOU + MATT — 14 DAYS OF OBSESSIVE SOFT LOVE

(2nd-person POV, domestic, romantic, cuddly, four intimate shower scenes)

 DAY 1 — 

The second you and Matt step off the plane, he laces your fingers with his like it’s muscle memory.

He keeps bumping into you on purpose, exhausted and clingy in the cutest way.

In the hotel elevator, he leans his forehead against yours.

“Can we nap together? Like… immediately?”

You laugh. “Yes, baby.”

The moment you get inside the room, he drops his bag and pulls you straight into his arms, burying his face in your neck like he finally feels safe.

You two fall asleep tangled exactly like that.

DAY 2 —

You wake up on Matt’s chest — his arm around your waist, his breath warm on your hair.

“Stay with me a little longer,” he whispers, voice deep and ruined from sleep.

When you finally get up, he follows you around the room like a puppy.

You wander the city, eat from food trucks, window shop, take pictures.

At some point, Matt buys you a tiny keychain and immediately clips it to your bag himself.

“So you’ll think of me every time you see it,” he says softly.

DAY 3 —

You spend hours on the sand — talking, laughing, letting the waves get your feet wet.

Matt lies on his back and opens his arms.

“Come here. Please.”

You lay your head on his chest, his fingers tracing lazy circles on your shoulder.

At sunset, he takes a Polaroid of you looking at the ocean.

“You’re beautiful,” he says like he doesn’t even mean to say it out loud.

You kiss him slow.

Warm.

Dreamy.

DAY 4 —

It’s raining when you get back to the hotel.

You’re both soaked.

Matt pushes hair away from your face and whispers, “Let’s shower before you get sick.”

You step inside first, warm water hitting your skin.

When he steps in behind you, the steam wraps around you both.

Matt doesn’t touch you at first.

He just stands there, watching the water roll down your shoulders.

Then, slowly, he reaches for the shampoo.

“Turn around,” he murmurs.

You do.

He starts washing your hair — his fingers slow, gentle, almost reverent.

You close your eyes.

He breathes out shakily.

“God… you’re so pretty,” he whispers, voice barely there.

When he rinses your hair, his hands linger on your shoulders.

You feel his breath on your neck.

Every nerve in your body lights up.

He presses the softest kiss under your ear.

Not rushed.

Not dirty.

Just… full of emotion.

You rest your forehead against his chest, letting the moment stay warm and intimate.

And he holds you under the water like you’re something precious.

DAY 5 —

You guys stay in bed, ordering waffles and fruit.

Matt feeds you bites he “accidentally” steals half of.

Later he lays on your lap while you play with his hair.

He falls asleep like that.

DAY 6 —

You’ve been out all day, sweaty from walking in the sun.

Matt stretches his arms above his head.

“I wanna shower but… only if you come with me.”

You laugh. “You’re clingy.”

“I am,” he admits proudly.

Inside the shower, he stands behind you, water cascading down both of your backs.

His hands slide to your waist — slow, gentle, warm.

He rests his chin on your shoulder, lips brushing your skin every few seconds like he can’t help himself.

“You smell good,” he whispers.

“You always smell good.”

When you rinse your hair, he holds it out of your face.

When he rinses his, you guide the water for him.

It’s slow.

Tender.

Playful.

But every second feels like your lungs forgot how to work.

Before you step out, he cups your jaw, leans in, and kisses you like he’s been craving it all day.

DAY 7 —

You two spend the whole day in comfy clothes, watching movies, cuddling, feeding each other snacks.

Matt makes you tea.

You put a blanket over his shoulders.

He lights a candle “because it smells like you.”

Everything feels like home.

DAY 8 —

You walk the coastline at golden hour.

Matt keeps stopping to take photos of you.

“This one’s my favorite,” he says, showing you a picture of you laughing at something he said.

You kiss his cheek, and his smile goes soft and melty.

DAY 9 —

It’s storming outside.

Lights dim.

Hotel quiet.

Matt stands behind you as the water pours over both of you, pressing his forehead between your shoulder blades.

He wraps his arms around your stomach from behind, pulling your back fully against his chest.

You breathe in sharply.

“You okay?” he whispers, kissing the back of your neck.

“Yeah… just… wow.”

He smiles against your skin.

His hands glide up your arms, slow, featherlight.

He whispers your name like a promise.

No rush.

No pressure.

Just closeness so deep it feels like gravity.

When you turn to face him, he brushes your wet hair from your cheeks and kisses you like you’re something holy.

DAY 10 —

Matt buys you pastries.

You buy him a bracelet that he refuses to take off.

“You’re stuck with me now,” he jokes, linking his arm with yours.

DAY 11 —

You bring blankets to the rooftop.

Matt cuddles you from behind the whole time, his chin on your shoulder.

He kisses your temple every few minutes.

You fall asleep on him again.

He carries you downstairs, whispering,

“I got you, angel,”

as he lays you gently on the bed.

DAY 12 —

This is the one that hits the deepest.

Matt lifts your chin gently under the warm water.

“You’re the best part of my life.”

His thumbs stroke your cheeks.

You swear you forget how to breathe.

He brushes his nose against yours.

Kisses you slow.

Hands cradling your face.

You hold his waist under the running water, pulling him closer — not out of desire, but out of needing him near.

Your bodies rest together under the steam, breathing each other in.

When you rest your head on his chest, he whispers into your hair:

“I never wanna shower alone again.”

DAY 13 —

He takes you out for pancakes.

You take pictures of each other.

You walk back holding hands.

In the room, Matt plays a soft song and holds out his hand.

“Dance with me.”

You sway slowly, his arms around your waist, your forehead on his chest.

He’s warm.

He smells good.

He’s looking at you like you hung the stars.

DAY 14 —

You pack together.

Matt’s quieter than usual.

He crawls into bed and pulls you onto his chest.

“Can you stay right here tonight?” You whispers.

“I’m not going anywhere.” He whispers back.

He holds you like he’s memorizing every part of you.

Kisses your forehead.

Your nose.

Your lips.

“Thank you,” he says softly.

“For letting me love you.”

You fall asleep with his arms around you, legs tangled, heart full.

He whispers one last thing before drifting off:

“I’ll follow you anywhere.”

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A/n: i think you can tell I heavily fw these series PLUS the shower scene 

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"I'm sorry I dont wanna take off my clothes, but at least I know you were mine."

content: avoidant reader tries to cope with her past and accept her feelings for matt.

WARNINGS: ** heavy SA trigger warning !! prim talks of her experience of SA (the effects not the events), how it affects her daily, mentions / implied SH, mini scenes of fluff inbetween heavy angst, mentions of sickness, implied sex, implied hypersexual struggles, emotional numbness, angst with comfort, mini makeout session.

a/n, to everyone that hates avoidant reader, i hate YOU :(

wc: 1.1k

(— line dividers by @chrisssiren )

Every night she woke up feeling like her skin was crawling.

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