warnings: kissing, drinking, mentions of smoking, dry humping, oral (f receiving), pinv (wrap before u tap trust me), breeding, dirty talk, fluff and a teensy bit of angst.
you realized that matt had stopped bothering to text you back, and at first you thought he was busy or distracted to text you back. but as weeks went by you were getting annoyed. when you woke up you had saw that matt blocked you on every social media platform.
it's been a day since matt had block you, and all these thoughts running through your head retracing everything you had done to make him block you. and then one came in mind.
it was late at night, and you were drunk and just at a party with your friends. you didn't know that your ex would be there, at first you thought you mistook him for someone else, but you didn't.
there he was your ex who you dumped because he cheated on you, and you decided to not take that shit anymore. matt comforted you and supported you through the entire thing.
your ex spotted you and walked towards you. at first, he was lying through his teeth about how sorry everything ended. you were drunk so you obviously didn't see shit except for how hot he looked. matt was watching you two like an eagle. jaw clenched and anger radiating out of his body.
at first you were mostly blocking out your ex's words not caring about a single thing, next thing you knew he was grabbing your waist and kissing you. you were shocked and then pulled away from the kiss, unbelievable you thought to yourself.
matt had watched as your ex took advantage of you, but he left before he saw you pull back from the kiss. he was furious and he couldn't make a scene. he was just thinking about how you could do that to yourself, before getting to know what actually happened.
you didn't know if matt was watching you, you expected to tell him about what just happened. but as you searched the house, you couldn't find him.
"he blocked me cause of that?" you whispered to yourself, you sat up out your bed as you looked at your phone seeing the party that your friend sent to you.
you got up and took a shower and started getting ready, as you got out the shower you started getting ready. you blow dried your hair then you got a message from the same friend who sent you the party post.
"just heard matts going and you are NOT getting out this, love ya"
"adeline what the actual FUCK"
you put down your phone as she hearted the message, you groaned to yourself knowing damn well you would still go to this party. you put on a white skirt and matched it with a pink laced shirt; you started putting on your white converse and then started your makeup.
as you finished your makeup you did your hair and simply straightened it, you put on some cute gold hoops. you sit in your living room and wait for adeline to come pick you up.
she pulls into your driveway, and she texts you that she is waiting for you outside. you walk out and lock your door. you meet her in the car with a smile. "is matt really going to be there?" you ask her "i dont fucking know but i got a text from chris that they MIGHT go" she says "but i see you got all dolled up for him" you look at her, "shut the fuck up" you laugh.
on the drive there you and adeline start talking, you can't really focus on what she's saying. your mind too clouded on if matt will really be there. you start biting your lip, nervous what would happen if you actually did see him.
you and adeline arrive at the house, you see how packed it is. "this is so packed i thought it would be smaller" you said to adeline. you start getting out the car, feeling the cool breeze past your shoulders. you make your way towards the house feeling nervous. "who knows if he will be here and if he is so fuck him" adeline says. she holds your hand as you make way through the house.
"im gonna go get a drink" adeline says, she lets go of your hand as you just walk over to the couch sitting there waiting. you spot him over by the drinks and you look away feeling your chest tighten a bit. you sigh as you still see him in your peripheral vision, its like for whatever reason your world seems to revolve around him.
you keep darting your eyes back to him continuously, "why do i keep looking back at him" you thought to yourself. you couldn't hand all this without being buzzed or drunk, you walk towards the drinks. you look up to grab tequila when you see someone else's grabbing for it, you look up expecting the last person you though to grab it. there he was right in front of you.
you saw matt, you scoff and grab for something else as you sense his eyes burning into your skull. you start pouring vodka lemonade into a glass, once you lifted the cup you start chugging it like it was a shot. before you knew it, it was a vodka shot after another. the shots just started to blur.
once you finally decided you were done pounding back shots you walked away from the drink table, but as you were walking away you felt as if the world was spinning each step you took. before you knew it you were stumbling around, you made your way outside and decided to light a cigarette.
just as the lighter lit the cigarette someone pulled it out of your mouth, "hey i was smoking that" you say before turning to see who it was. once you had turned to look at who did that you saw matt. "why did you take MY cigarette out of MY mouth" you ask him. "because smoking's bad for you, you fucking idiot" matt replies sternly.
"yeah like you give a shit about my health." you say grabbing another cigarette, "would you fucking quit trying to smoke so damn much?" he replied. you scoff "you don't text me. you blocked me and ignored me, so why do you care if i smoke, it's not like you give a shit about me." you look at him tears brimming your eyes.
"i do give a shit, i give so many shits about you, it's exhausting. i don't think my body can psychically take how much i care about you. why do you think i stopped talking to you after seeing that dickhead kiss you?" he breathed out looking at you.
"matt if you were to stay for like five more seconds you would've seen all you needed to, i didn't even know he was going to kiss me. i genuinely thought he was making conversation, but he's just a dick." you say looking into his eyes. "when i saw you weren't texting back or the day i was blocked on everything i felt my entire world shift."
"matt" you breath out as he steps closer, he puts his hand on your face rubbing his thumb in a firming and soothing way. you lean into him instinctively, his breath hitches before you kiss him. at first its soft and gentle, scared of might pour into the kiss. slowly the kiss gets passionate not cause of lust but because of emotions built up year after year.
your hands find his way to his neck, pulling his head closer to yours. his hands find your waist tightening the grip every second, you don't even want to breath because matt himself is your oxygen. you pull back for a split second. he immediately pulls your body closer not sparing a second not tasting you.
you feel his heartbeat against your chest, he's the one to pull away this time, you two stare at each other for a moment. you star laughing "what". "nothing i just maybe have been dreaming about that for a while". "that makes two of us."
"does this mean you're going to unblock me on everything matthew?" you say biting back a smile, "yes yes it is shut up dont call me mathew". "also adeline is drunk as fuck and i have no ride home so can you drive me home or to your place?. "yes i will, wanna go now?".
"yes just let me tell adeline i'm leaving.". you walk into the party to tell adeline that you're leaving, and matt waits for you by the door. you soon walk over to him, and he walks to his car. he opens the door for you as he makes way to the driver's seat.
he starts the car, and he places one hand on your thigh and keeps the other on the wheel, "hi" you say "hi" he replies. you smile sheepishly as he starts driving home. you don't know where home is really but all you know matt is your home.
as he starts getting closer to his apartment, he traces his name onto your thigh softly. you suck in a breath trying not to make a sound, "you okay?". "yeah im good im okay" you smile. he pulls into his driveway and he turns off the car. you start to get out but he stops you, "wait". you see him run out the car and run to open the passenger door for you.
you laugh as he picks you up and throws you over his shoulder, "matt i can walk i swear" you laugh. "nope not a chance". as he unlocks his front door he walks up the stairs and walks towards his room.
he lays you on the bed and asks you to sit up, he grab a pair of sweatpants and a large tshirt, he then proceeds to downstairs and grab you a glass of water. he soon comes up the stairs and hands you the glass of water. "drink up". you chug the water and you feel instantly relieved of the pounding in your head.
"thank you". you then grab the clothes he laid out for you, and you walk to his bathroom to change. you soon then wash your face with his facewash. you leave his bathroom and see him on the bed shirtless with sweatpants on. you get easily flustered and turn around quickly. you turn back around slowly, and you walk towards him.
you lay down on the bed next to him and all your worries drift away as you lay on his chest, "you like seeing me shirtless huh?" he teases. you slap his chest "shut up". you slowly drift asleep. a few minutes before matt had fallen asleep, but for those few minutes he admired you and how soft you had looked. he was watching you sleep because damn he was in love.
the next morning you woke up and saw matts face buried into the pillows, you saw his lower body moving. you heard a slight whimper and groan coming from his mouth, at first you couldn't really realize what was happening. but when he moaned your name, it clicked instantly.
you pressed your thighs together hoping it would relieve the pressure building in your core. you sighed, and you looked at him and you whispered his name like it was delicate. he groaned slowing his movements, he looked up at you pupils blown, flushed face and furrowed brows.
you grab his face, and you kiss him passionately. hunger devouring the kiss as you both crave each other, the kiss is raw, hungry and passionate. you start tugging his hair and he moans slightly in your mouth. you swallow his moan as you whimper into his mouth.
he then picks you up by your waist, making you straddle his lap. you keep kissing each other, the kiss getting hungrier by the second. he trails his hand up your thigh and presses his fingers against your clothed clit. "oh matt" you moan.
you take off your sweatpants and he takes his off, he pulls you into a kiss and your hips rut into his instinctively and he groans holding onto your waist. whilst his hands are on your waist, he moves your hips back and forth.
"shitt" he moans, you gasp for air feelings the sensation of his tip rubbing against your clit. a small layer of fabric separating you two, you whimper as you move your hips on your own. "matt”. "i know i know baby let go cmon give it to me". those words alone made the sensation bubbling up inside of you explode. you fall into the crook of his neck moaning and whimpering his name. he soon follows his high and ends up making a mess in his boxers.
he soon flips you onto your back and trails kisses from your neck down to your thighs, he looks up at you "may i?". you nod and he slowly takes off your panties to the point where its excruciating. he discards your panties onto the floor, and he peppers kisses up and down your thighs so close to where you need him the most.
he hungrily attacks your clit, you arch your back feeling his tongue swirl around your bundle of nerves. you whimper slightly at the feeling. he then slides two fingers inside of you and curls them at the right spot. you grab his hair and force his face farther in, "matt matt oh my god!" you whine.
his fingers curling even more, you start seeing stars with so much pleasure coursing through your entire body. a knot starts forming in your stomach, matt feels you clenching around his fingers. "wanna give me another one and be a sweet girl hm?". you nod your head as you arch your back more, the knot in your stomach snaps as you moan. your legs start shaking, matt comes up from your legs mouth drenched in your juices.
"i bet you want another one hm?. i nod my head "my greedy girl". his boxers pool to his ankles as he steps out of them. he flips you on your stomach and you get up on all fours. he puts his swollen tip at your entrance collecting the juices as his tip drags up and down, the feeling alone made you whimper.
he slips in, inch by inch making you feel all of him. he groans as he rests his hand on your waist. sliding in slowly you feel pleasure radiating off your body, he bottoms out and he moans. you grab the sheets feeling all of him inside of you. he slowly starts moving holding himself back.
he starts picking up the pace. and every time he did, he hit the spot that would make you go dumb. "oh my god matt" you moan. his hand on your waist tightens as he goes faster. "look at that, my greedy girl clenching around me." he groans. his head falls back when your cunt squeezes him, "shit princess, if you keep doing that ill cum on the spot." he remarks. you nod your head not understanding a word he said.
every time his tip hit that spot you got dumber and dumber, he sees you clenching around him tighter this time. "y'wanna cum hm?" he teases. you nod your head, "words pretty girl cmon". "yes matt please let me cum" you plead. "atta girl, go ahead baby make a mess on my dick" you fell into the pillows a whimpering mess as you came all over his dick. soon after he came, filling you up with his load.
he slowly pulls out of you. he puts on a new pair of boxers and sweatpants, he grabs a damp warm cloth. he flips you on your back gently. "spread your legs sweetheart." you spread your legs, and he cleans you up. you wince at the contact still sensitive. he pulls away and grabs you sweatpants and a hoodie. "lift your arms" you lift your arms as he removes your shirt. he puts the hoodie on you and soon after puts the sweatpants on you.
he gets you a sprite and some extra blankets, he grabbed a few cookies and some hot cheetos. you laid down in bed after eating some cookies and munching on the hot cheetos, matt pulls you against his chest and kisses the top of your head.
he puts on superbad, you lay against his chest. you look up at him, you grab his face, and you kiss him everywhere. he laughs and smiles. he kisses you on the lips.
"so you gonna unblock me on everything now?"
a/n: lowk trash and lowkey short and i lowk hate this.
lowk dont have anyone else to tag cs ik this is gonna flop LOL
my mans 🥰🙏
SLOBBERING IM WET
HOLY SHIT
ILL DO ANYTHING TO SUCK THEY DICKS
warnings: angst, cussing, crying, drinking, bit of smut.
pairing: mattsturniolo x femalexreader
summary: you and matt have been “friends” for a long time, to him u were just another girl that he deeply loved, and him to you was everything u wished for.
a/n: i know this song is for wlw but i wanted to use it for the story.
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10:26 pm
“fuck matt” you say, his tongue is in your walls as he’s eating you out. He looks up at you with his beautiful blue eyes, he smirks against your pussy making his ego even bigger. You’re currently in the back of your car and the windows are getting foggy. “im mh about to cum” you say breathless, “go ahead pretty girl” he says and that tips you over the edge. once you both got cleaned up, “can you drive me to a restaurant?” he asks.
“i was wondering if we could hangout?” you ask, he looks at you “i thought this was just a hookup though but i gotta get going my mom invited me to dinner” he says not looking at u playing with his hands. “oh ok which restaurant?” you ask looking at him. He looks up “uh yellowbricks on blackstone” he says.
You’re almost to the restaurant and you pull into the parking lot, “my mom also wants to see you, so can u come in?” he ask staring his eyes into yours. “uh yea ill go see your mom.” you say looking away, you got out of your car and walk into the restaurant. You and matt spot jimmy, marylou, chris and nick, you walk up to the table and say hi to everyone.
“y/n why dont you join us?” marylou asks, “she actually has to go mom” matt says looking up at you. “oh yeah i have this thing marylou im so sorry maybe another time?” you say, “of course just text me on facebook to let me know!” she says smiling. “ok. i will, nice to see everyone bye!” you say as you’re leaving. You feel like a burden to matt as you walk out, you get into your car and suddenly matt walks out.
He knocks on your window, “hey uhm i left my jacket in your backseat” he says “ oh ok the doors are unlocked.” you look at the backseat as he grabs it, tears dwelling in your eyes. He notices “hey are you ok pretty girl?” he asks “mhm” u say looking away, he grabs your chin “i hope this isnt about me saying your busy.” he looks at u with his brows furrowed.
“its not matt” you yank his hand off your chin, he furrows his brows “we agreed this was casual” he says. you nod and roll up your window, he walks away with his jacket in his hand and his grip so hard his knuckles were white. “casual” starts playing by Chappell Roan, you feel the tears trying to drip away from your eyes. you just started driving home, but all you could think of matt.
flashback
“thats the best time we’ve ever had sex and i mean it” he says looking into your iris, “whatcha thinking about pretty girl?” he asks. “oh nothing just like us what we are” you say still staring into his mesmerizing eyes, “you’re my everything y/n” he says. you giggle looking away, “you’re my everything too matt”.
end of flashback
you grip onto the steering wheel trying not to cry, but the tears escape your eyes and u cant help but let out sobs. you try not to think of how good you and matt used to be, but now you think back it was just casual. it hurts your stomach so much thinking about it, how everything happened and why. he was just a boy you banged on your couch but, damn him for making you feel like this.
day later
matthew❕
hey y/n
do you want to hangout?
i see you reading my texts
please dont leave me on read
dont be like this please
im coming over
read 10:19 am
you continue sobbing into your comforter and bury yourself, you soon hear your doorbell ring and you cant bring yourself to get up and see his face. so you just ignore the sounds but they dont stop, for a second they stopped and then got louder. you groaned not even bothering to brush your hair or wipe way the tears, you walk down the stairs and go open the door.
you open the door and his eyes soften once he sees your red eyes and tear stains on your cheek, “can you stop staring matthew?” you say looking away “yeah m’sorry”. “did you leave something or want to say something? you clear your throat saying. “cmon we agreed that no feelings attached y/n” he says, you close the door behind him.
“how was i suppose not to?” you ask, he looks away “you said i was your everything matt!” you say as anger arises inside of you “i know i know but please dont be mad because- you cut him off “no i get to be mad matt because you said we were casual but people who are casual dont say shit like that!” you scream.
“please dont say what you dont mean y/n” he says, “we should just end this whatever this is.” you say as a tear slips down your cheek. “no no please y/n i need you!” he says as his eyes dwell with tears, “no you need someone who loves you and i thought i could give that to you but i really cant because you wont give it back or say some stupid shit like this is casual matt”.
“i didnt mean it please please dont do this” hes screaming in sobs, your heart breaks at the sight but you knew this had to be done for his sake and yours. “please matt dont make this harder than it is.” you put his head into your chest as you say. hes sobbing into your chest and every time you feel his tears slipping a piece of your heart shatters.
“i really did love you matt and i mean it.” you say as you bring his head up to meet your eyes, “please i dont want to lose you please please just dont do this”. he says and with that you kiss his forehead “matthew you need to go baby please.” you say. “can you hold me one more time y/n” he asks as his eyes are practically red and tears drip down each time.
“yes matt come here” you say as you bring him to your chest, you felt as time froze around you but the reality matter more than the fantasy you pictured. “okay sweetboy its time to go.” you say removing your arms from him, “i loved you too y/n” he says as he brings your face in his hands and kisses your forehead. “do you think we could ever be soulmates in another universe?” he asks looking at you.
“god i hope so” you say looking at him as he walks out your door. you both knew that was the last time he would ever enter and leave your house. you both loved each other just maybe in another life.
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hey so uhm this was really short and im sorry but i didnt know what to write lol
im writing a fic based on casual by chappell roan should i just quit it or keep writing?
https://www.tumblr.com/sturnwritess/745094221549240320/im-literally-lesbian-but-this-makes-me-wanna-cry
im kinda annoyed people found her insta because now she’s gonna get hate from 12 year old girls who are obsessed w matt. like i saw the tiktok and even the creator didn’t share the user but people can’t leave shit alone and now i go on to her insta post and all i see in the comments is sturniolo fans.
like yes she’s drop dead beautiful, these are 20 yr old men, what do you expect?
dude it's so sad for the triplets especially for matt and chris, because most of their fanbase is teen girls with nothing better to do. The fact is she also has a BOYFRIEND ok and like she wouldn't cheat if she loved him, but they are just friends or just chatting. But honestly those teen girls need to stop, it's sad for the girls getting hate and for matt and chris. They expect matt and chris to be single for life? like they are grown attractive men. They also have money so yes anyone would expect them to be in a relationship, like let the boys live this is their 20's and they are supposed to have fun like jeez. They don't want to mope and be tired all the time in their 20's.