(Just a super short thing written in a few minutes lol)
Every dream he has about Nathan Hale begins the same way.
His Pythias emerges from the darkness, arms outstretched, as if inviting Ben to rest in their comfort, away from the worries that seem to engulf him like a violent, merciless wave with each passing day of war. His Pythias smiles at him with that quick, fleeting smile of his, like a ray of sunshine breaking through the clouds on a grey day, a sweet but elusive blessing. His Pythias utters Ben's name like a sacred prayer, and for a moment, all is well.
"Damon, my brave Damon, willing to sacrifice his life for his friend!"
"Yes, yes, Nate, I'll do everything. Everything for you!"
Nathan's beautiful, eternally young face (so young, so young, what a terrible tragedy!) contorts into a strange expression, and there is silence. Ben suffocates in the cursed stillness, wanting only for Nathan to say something, anything.
Nathan's lips are cold. Though Ben tries, he cannot warm them.
"Your good intentions are not enough."
The words are sharp, brutal, true; Benjamin lowers his gaze as a violent pain pierces his chest.
"Benjamin Tallmadge, I am dead."
Ben chokes, tries to scream, looks up and meets the icy stare of empty, lightless eyes.
And then the noose tightens and his Pythias is gone.
Every dream he has about Nathan Hale ends the same way.