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Lana

@thecrimsonfog

15 she/her 🧡💛🤍🩷💜 #1 spencer reid defender #1 wanda maximoff defender i should move to a brand new city

I GET MEAN WHEN I'M NERVOUS, LIKE A BAD DOG.

pairing: spencer reid x cipher!reader

résumé: after the stabbing, cipher is stuck in her hospital bed, ridden with strange dreams— and even stranger get well soon cards.

tags: mean!cipher, spencer pretends to be offended but is really turned on, really really mean cipher, but also like she is a diva guys, cipher is injured, pathetic man x strong woman, cipher suffers from owies and major trauma, not floof, not angst… yeah this is angst.

trigger warnings: nightmares, flashbacks (ish), mention of a stab wound, mention of poisoning, verbal assassination

wordcount: 3.3k

a/n: sooooo how are we feelings?????

lyric fic titles so you know what you're getting into with my cipher!reader story:

a pearl by mitski:

IT'S JUST THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH A WAR AND NOBODY TOLD ME IT ENDED EVERY NIGHT, BABY, THAT'S WHERE I GO. THERE'S A HOLE THAT YOU FILL, YOU FILL, YOU FILL

cop car by (surprise surprise) mitski:

I WAS MEANT FOR RUNNING FAST I GET MEAN WHEN I'M NERVOUS, LIKE A BAD DOG I WANT TO JUMP INTO BLUE WATER I MISS RIDING HORSES, I MISS RUNNING FAST I AM CRUEL, I AM GENTLE, I CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH I AM COOL, I AM GENTLE, I CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH I'VE LOVED MANY BOYS I'VE LOVED MANY GIRLS DON'T THINK ABOUT THE PAST, IT'S ALWAYS THERE ANYWAY I WILL NEVER DIE I'VE PREEMPTIVELY BLOCKED ALL THE EXITS SO I WILL BURN, THIS MOVIE THEATRE, HEY

the hand by annabelle dinda:

A TOLL, A TITHE, A PASSAGE OF TIME THIS ISN'T RAGE, IT'S TOO SPECIFIC I LIKE TO HATE SYMBOLIC LIMITS I LIKE TO HIT SYMBOLIC LIMITS THE WILT AROUND THE WILLOW THE WIND AROUND THE WILLOW A HAND, A SPIKE, A PHYSICAL FIGHT FORBID SHE SHOWS EMOTION.

pearl diver by (guess who!) mitski:

BUT HUNTER, YOU WERE HUMAN AND I, I'LL LIVE WITHOUT YOU, THOUGH THE STRUGGLE WILL BE DAILY THOSE CREATURES OF YOUR WOKEN MIND, DON'T FEAR THEM OR THEIR HUNGER FORGIVE THE SEA, FOLLOW THE TIDE WITH THE MONSTERS ON YOUR SHOULDER DIVE, DIVE, DOWN TREASURE HUNTER, YOU ARE DEAD, THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD IS FADING.

which witch (demo) [bonus track] by florence + the machine:

AND I'VE HAD ENOUGH, IT'S OBVIOUS WHO'S A HERETIC NOW? I'M NOT BEATEN BY THIS YET. I'M ON TRIAL, WAITING 'TILL THE BEAT COMES DOWN

take the blame by self

AND TURN AROUND THE OPPOSITE WAY ARE YOU MAN ENOUGH, TO TAKE THE BLAME FOR THIS?

i don't smoke (audiotree live) by.. mitski:

I DON'T SMOKE, EXCEPT FOR WHEN I'M MISSING YOU I AM STRONGER THAN YOU GIVE ME CREDIT FOR YOU CAN LEAN ON MY ARM AS YOU BREAK MY HEART JUST DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE, WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE BEING WITH YOU MAKES THE FLAME BURN GOOD

fable by gigi perez:

DIVINITY SAYS DESTINY CAN'T BE BURNED OR RETURNED DIVINITY SAYS DESTINY CAN'T BE EARNED OR RETURNED FEEL WHEN WE ARGUE, OUR SKIN STARTS TO ROT A VIEW WHEN I QUESTION, MY SKIN STARTS TO BURN WHY DOES MY SKIN START TO BURN?

eric by (not again) mitski:

YOU LIKE CONTROL? WELL, I DO TOO. YOU CAN COME CLOSER, I'LL LET YOU HURT ME HOW YOU CHOOSE I'M TIRED, I'M TIRED OF NOT LOVING YOU

abbey by.. sigh. mitski:

I WAS BORN WAITING THERE IS A LIGHT, I FEEL IT IN ME AND I WAKE EVERY NIGHT, CRYING "SET ME FREE"

reflections by the neighbourhood:

I SEE MY REFLECTION IN YOUR EYES

good looking by sukie waterhouse:

THE SKYLINE FALLS AS I TRY TO MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL. YET YOU THINK WE'RE THE SAME?

landslide by the chicks:

AND I SAW MY REFLECTION IN THE SNOW-COVERED HILLS CAN THE CHILD WITHIN MY HEART RISE ABOVE? CAN I HANDLE THE SEASONS OF MY LIFE? I'VE BEEN AFRAID OF CHANGING, 'CAUSE I BUILT MY LIFE AROUND YOU.

a drag path by twenty one pilots:

A DRAG PATH, ETCHED IN THE SURFACE AS EVIDENCE, I LEFT THERE ON PURPOSE.

house by charlie xcx:

I THINK I'M GONNA DIE IN THIS HOUSE.

pushing it down and praying by lizzy mcalpine:

SOFTER, HARDER, IN BETWEEN, YOU KNOW JUST HOW TO GET TO ME

my alcoholic friends by the dresden dolls:

IF THEY FIND THE BODY IN THE BASEMENT, "IN THE VERY HOUSE THAT SHE WAS RAISED IN"

casual by chappell roan:

IS IT CASUAL NOW?

the cut that always bleeds by conan gray:

"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE" A PRETTY LINE THAT I ADORE. BUT EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE KILLING ME, I NEED YOU LIKE THE AIR I BREATHE I NEED YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING

carry me out by (encore!) mitski:

IN HOPES YOU'LL HEAR IT IN THE STARS I DRIVE WHEN IT RAINS AT NIGHT AND THE HEADLIGHT SPIRITS, THEY LEAD ME DOWN THE STYX SO BLACK IT SHINES CARRY ME OUT

francis forever by (shocker!) mitski:

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO PUT MY HANDS I DON'T THINK I COULD STAND TO BE WHERE YOU DON'T SEE ME. I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING

a loving feeling by (aaaaahhh) mitski:

WHAT DO YOU DO WITH A LOVING FEELING, IF THE LOVING FEELING MAKES YOU ALL ALONE? HOLDING HANDS UNDER A TABLE TELLING EACH OTHER IT'S ALL GOOD KISSES LIKE PINK COTTON CANDY TALKING TO EVERYONE BUT ME I'M STAYING UP LATER JUST IN CASE YOU COME UP AND ASK TO LEAVE WITH ME YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN WE'RE ALL ALONE

your best american girl by (dundundun!) mitski:

YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO DO, AND I HAVE NOTHING AHEAD OF ME. YOU'RE THE SUN, YOU'VE NEVER SEEN THE NIGHT I'M NOT THE MOON, I'M NOT EVEN A STAR DON'T WAIT FOR ME, I CAN'T COME YOUR MOTHER WOULDN'T APPROVE OF HOW MY MOTHER RAISED ME YOU'RE THE ONE, YOU'RE ALL I EVER WANTED, I THINK I REGRET THIS

that's it for now! this list will be updated whenever it needs to be updated.

tagging everyone because i haven't updated in a while so y'all are getting this because i know how i want everything to go, but not how to write it: @breadofbreadisbread , @daystarpoet , @cynbx , @akpoptrashbag , @flow33didontsmoke, @sxmmerchxlds , @prentism , @bongwaterflavoredgatorade , @girllblogging777 , @dr-reid0707, @toomanyfanficsbruh , @thestreetscallmebuggy , @thevoicefromanotherworld , @quanticohome , @lizthewiz33 , @jjellecubed , @corollaim , @star-tism

read the fic here.

pearl diver and a pearl by mitski are connected. pearl diver is said to be about chasing after love. a pearl is the aftermath of chasing after a bad love, but now you're with a new, good love.

at 1:40 in 'a pearl', you can hear the 'oooh-oooh-ooooh' from the beginning (0:07-0:30 or 2:07-2:32, take your pick.)

it's so cool. jesus fuck i love mitski so much.

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sleep and study — bucky barnes

masterlistI do not consent for my work to be reuploaded or translated. comment to be added to my taglist. 1.2k words

pairings: bucky barnes x reader. college!bucky barnes x reader.

tags: astronomy nerd!bucky and also boxer!bucky with nurse!reader. boyfriend!bucky.

warnings: possible grammar and spelling mistakes. kind of short. trust me, guys, this series is off to great things.

synopsis: bucky knows he can't stop you from pulling all-nighters during exam season. instead, he makes you stay up in his dorm, where he can make sure you are taken care of.

a/n: this pairing been in my mind since august and I even wrote a fic for them that I never finished. @kittens4kitty gave me a big tonne of ideas for them that you most definitely will be seeing.

The clock on the white desk ticked into late hours, striking dangerously close to one in the morning. The street outside had fallen quiet except for that one party one block to the right. The music was loud, but your thoughts ran louder. You went over your notes for the umpteenth time, shifting around in Bucky’s chair.

Exam season was right around the corner, meaning you did not have a single second to waste. Nursing school got harder and harder with every second that passed. You were not any different than any other student during that time of the year: you would lock yourself inside with a generous dose of caffeine and ignore the outside world until every fact and detail had been drilled into your skull.

Only your boyfriend would not have that. Not a chance in the world. Bucky knew how you could get. How tirelessly you studied and how diligent you were with your internship at the hospital. If you would not put your well-being into your own hands, he would make it his mission to make sure you had everything you needed when you studied.

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reblog this if you want a LONG (or short) anonymous message saying what they think of you.

fun fact: any hospital/doctor that treats cipher (emergencies happen... quite often. see: gunlessness. see: not being allowed to fight back.) has to sign an NDA. they need her medical history occasionally, and therefore... NDA. some random ER doctor in illinois knows more about her past than her coworkers. (not all the nitty gritty stuff about the grooming and the psychological abuse, but the medical stuff.) so yeah.

CASE NUMBER: 55761432

INTERVIEW 1: SUSPECT: REVENANT/NAME UNKNOWN INTERVIEW CONDUCTED BY: AGENT HOTCHNER INTERVIEW TRANSCRIBED BY: {REDACTED} ADDITIONAL NOTES: Suspect was extremely hostile and aggressive. Suspect refused to answer questions regarding familial ties. Further questioning required. Psychological evaluation pending request.

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