Matthew, sweetie...
Take care of your addiction first, then start actually communicating with your parabatai and THEN tell your mom you accidentally slipped poison instead of the truth potion in her scone and caused her to miscarry because you thought she was cheating on your dad with Gideon and you were too young and dumb to ask her a simple question instead of going to the shadow market and buying a tRutH PoTiOn from the faerie who, apparently, hates Herondales.
No, honey, you ain’t ready for a relationship yet.








