I headcanon jvic with an inexplicable patch of like 14 or so white hairs clustered directly at the front of his head, in his bangs, for no reason other than I have that and im like 10 years younger and have experienced half the stress, so clearly he should have it too.
Woke up in a bleary haze with a vision of kim, harry, and jean all working a case and the deceased's medications suddenly became relevant and they both turned to Jean and immediately started whipcrack firing off questions about scenarios involving the possible drug interactions and side effects and jv answered just as immediately like a forensic expert on the matter (and a druggie)
However insane others probably already think I am I just want you to know;
It's so much worse than that
I extend another open invitation to any other insane people not put off by the above number to dm me about The Guy Ever, if they want. I promise I am the one person you will never bore with thoughts and rambles on this miserable guy who plagues my subconscious.
Tried to navigate my own damn blog for a post, realized it's impossible without a pinned on mobile AND desktop (I gotta update that theme...
Anyway... intro post go:
I'm TK, adult human, she/her. I reblog a lot. I write sometimes.
Currently really into Disco Elysium Jean Vicquemare specifcally.
Multi ship, multi fandom, but I tag most things by character and fandom so feel free to use my blog to trawl for posts about your faves, I don't mind.
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My love for jean transcends the desire to be particular about ships because I just need more jean content (as im sure some can relate.) So in a sense I am multiship. But multiship also includes the absence of ship which is why I am very much all for the aroace jean content. Fave new jean type just dropped
can i just say that im in such (platonic) love in everything you write and say about jv. i am so surprised to see someone so empathetic with a seemingly antagonistic character like him and to construct his feelings and personality with such care. you get me like noone else. i want to gently hold your hand. this means so much to me
Your aroace jean thoughts have also compelled the madness so hell fucking yeah. Positive feedback loop.
He's just so... he's just so. Post cancelled, I forgot how words work. I'm just bewitched by his shitty attitude and his inability to get better despite clearly wanting it, on some level
Hard not to feel like my body is maybe just allergic to being happy/normal when it turns out twice that I'm allergic to the medication prescribed specifically to help me handle intense/depressive moods (theyre two completely different classes of medicine as well, because the diagnosis changed midway through). Like, I've never been allergic to anything in my life up until I started trying to treat this problem specifically. What are the odds.
my personal favorite interpretation of after-canon dynamics is that kim and harry are dating and are being very silly and romantic and are redicovering a lot of whimsy. and jean is also there. is he dating either of them? no. i mean, he could, but no. but he is defineably part of the relationship despite that.
kim and harry r making out? jean is laying in their laps and napping. romantic date night? jean is also eating the food and helping with preparation. kim and harry are sharing the bed, sweaty and satisfied? jean crawls in between them and is like "oh thank god you fucking stopped. you two are too old for this shit." and then he falls asleep.
"i wish there were threesomes but for joining in on couples arguments" jean gets to join in on all of kim and harrys arguments. as a treat. listen. heterosexual life partners fr.
ok so being almost 4 years in disco elysium im starting to have Revelations about jv specifically and i talked about this on my old acc but jv is so aroace. to me. the repulsed type too. (im projecting). when mack and chester tease him about him and harry being homos he pays no mind to it. if you say that him and judit look cute together he doesn't give a shit. this is how powerful his aroace swag is, you'd think he'd be bitching about it. no, he ignores it and goes on about how much of a bitch YOU are. which is so funny to me. "jean are you gay? are you in love with your temporary partner?" and he goes like uh huh. weather is so shitty today aint it. like you harry.
it's the way he's very, very short-tempered too. i understand him. one can only be so angry when they truly never kissed anyone. you have no romantic ties, hell itself fuels your anger
this is lighthearted dont take it to heart please im just having fun
wait, waitwait. seems like i missed a bit if lore. did martin luiga say something about jean having an ex gf? is she rada berdyaeva? holy shit this is huge. so anyways they broke up cause jean realized he is indeed incapable of love so
Ah yea I don't have the exact post but martin said something like "Rada is who jean is depressed about" and someone followed up with another question and he responded this
which you know. Rereading that statement, you're actually kinda cooking with the aroace interpretation there. I could get behind that.
ok so being almost 4 years in disco elysium im starting to have Revelations about jv specifically and i talked about this on my old acc but jv is so aroace. to me. the repulsed type too. (im projecting). when mack and chester tease him about him and harry being homos he pays no mind to it. if you say that him and judit look cute together he doesn't give a shit. this is how powerful his aroace swag is, you'd think he'd be bitching about it. no, he ignores it and goes on about how much of a bitch YOU are. which is so funny to me. "jean are you gay? are you in love with your temporary partner?" and he goes like uh huh. weather is so shitty today aint it. like you harry.
it's the way he's very, very short-tempered too. i understand him. one can only be so angry when they truly never kissed anyone. you have no romantic ties, hell itself fuels your anger
this is lighthearted dont take it to heart please im just having fun
thinking about jean on the clock. thinking about him left behind, and replaced, and miserable. thinking about him trying to drink himself into oblivion like harry did so he doesn't have to be the only one to keep carrying these memories, so he either forgets or dies, win win
massive shout out to the people whove commented on my ao3 stuff since ive started jean posting for keeping the madness at bay, because after 3+ months of this i think im finally starting to truly go insane over the fact that I cannot meaningfully post or discuss jean on this GODDAMNED HELL SITE or anywhere because everything i say just goes straight into the void. At this point, I'm at a loss. I need to pick someone's brain over jean and vice versa or I'll mcfucking lose it. Thinking about him at the void is slowly driving me mad. Normally I would be horribly, cripplingly, self conscious about posting like this but I genuinely cant keep conversing with only myself.
open invitation to please dm me if youre insane about jeanvic i guess. or direct me to somewhere i can find someone else who is. im desperate