it's been how long since i've abandoned this account? it's time for closure.
i lied about my age. i'm 20 now. if i were to continue to lie, i would say i'm 27. ridiculous.
i lied about my gender too but it's not really a lie anymore since i'm trans lol
i lied about a lot of things. i have a lot of reasons for it but it doesn't excuse it. i have hurt a few people by lying and i had the potential to hurt people by lying. i ain't doing that shit anymore. i'm tired of pretending.
cancel me, it's fine. i'm never coming back here anyway.
i doubt anyone's reading this or that any of my old friends still value me but hey on the off chance they do? i still think about them. i miss them. i miss the old times. and yet at the same time i don't. i was in a terrible place. every night i wanted to kill myself. and strangers on the internet were the only reason i stayed alive and yet i fucking lied to them about my identity like a coward.
send me a message if you want to catch up. i've moved on and won't return to this account again. at least not for a few years. :)
it really was the best of times and it was the worst of times, you know?
