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symptoms and causes | ch. 16

pairing — professor gojo x med student reader

summary he's arrogant, self-centered, and he's your professor. renowned for his brilliance in neurosurgery and infamous for his allure. too bad you have to work with him on this research team. now you're stuck with dr. satoru gojo, delving into the complexities of both the brain and the heart — and of how far you'd go for a love that could destroy not only him but you as well.

word count — 11.5 k

warnings — 18+ ONLY. contains explicit sexual content, substance and alcohol abuse, dark themes, unhealthy relationships, codependency, trauma, medical content and mentions of death, illness, abuse, and blood. full trigger warnings available on the masterlist. reader discretion is advised.

previously — unable to watch satoru turn to his abusive family for help with naoya's massive lawsuit, you're heading to his party against satoru's wishes, hoping to find something, anything, that might help his situation. but what happens when satoru decides to crash the party? and what will you find in that locked room?

author's notehello lovelies, welcome back !! this chapter picks up right where we left off, but through satoru's eyes this time. also important note: this chapter contains a brief mention of SA concerning a background event not related to any of our main characters. as always, please mind all trigger warnings. and now enjoy the chaos <3

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I saw her the moment I stepped into that goddamn party, and everything inside me went still. 

Like that moment right before you drown, when the water first fills your lungs and the world goes quiet. Terrifying and so still.

She stood there under those cheap neon lights, looking scared and yet so beautiful—beautiful in that terrible way that makes you want to destroy something, that makes you want to tear it apart just to prove it's real.

Every fiber of my being screamed to go to her, to grab her and get her the hell out of here. Away from this place, away from him, away from all of it. 

But I couldn't move. Couldn't let the mask slip, not here, not with all these eyes on me. So I plastered on that easy smile and played the part of the mildly annoyed professor who just happened to crash a student party.

As if my skin wasn't crawling with the need to use again, veins begging for something—anything—to take the edge off. As if the mere sight of her didn't make me feel like someone had reached into my chest and ripped my fucking heart out, her next breath away from something I might regret.

She looked up at me with those pretty eyes of hers, and I saw the guilt there, swimming just beneath the surface. And for one horrible moment I thought, Good. Let it pull her under like it's pulling me. Let it fill her lungs the way fear is filling mine.

I almost hated her then — for lying to me again and again, for doing stupid things behind my back again and again, for making me feel this goddamn helpless again and again and again and fucking again.

But what lay beneath was worse. Because I knew why she was here. Always trying to save me, even if it meant throwing herself into the deep end, drowning right alongside me. And that's the worst kind of torture, isn't it? 

Watching the person you love cut themselves open on all your broken pieces, bleeding themselves dry, yet still reaching for more. And that thought made me want to scream.

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‘can i lick texas roadhouse butter off them?’ ა₎⑅ Ò﹏Ó˶₍૮ a/n: based off similar experiences, you could say 😏 im craving texas roadhouse but i live in melbourne— this is pure misery.

when sukuna said wanted to treat you and the twins to texas roadhouse, who were you to turn down such the offer? the kind waiter seated the four of you at a booth, grabbing two booster seats for you twins. your kids are so adorable. she gushed, cooing at your son as he played around with his plush. if you two ever had more kids, it’d be so crazy if they ended up being triplets! sukuna’s eyebrow cocked up and he looked at you. yeah, real crazy, woman. he mouthed. the rest of the time went by like a blur— your son and daughter picking at parts of their meals with grubby fingers while sukuna was licking the remainder of his t-bone. it was what your husband said next that stopped everything. 

“you think i can lick texas roadhouse butter off yer tits?” he blurts out, holding up a small cup containing butter. 

you gasp, covering your daughter’s eyes. “ryomen sukuna!” you whisper-shout. “at least cover his eyes.” 

sukuna rolls his eyes and raises his hand to cover his son’s eyes. “there, ya happy?” he mocks. “anyways, can i lick the butter off or not, woman.” so that was the entire point of coming to texas roadhouse. 

a mischievous smirk creeps onto your lips and you nod. “ask for extra butter then, kuna.” you wink. your husband mouths a small yes! as he taps on the table’s kiosk to pay. you notice him type in a request for two, no— five extra cups of butter?!

“brats’ll be in bed the minute we get home,” he begins, picking up his clean t-bone to lick it again. 

“and wear that lacy pink crotchless thong i bought you the other day.” 

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“ngh… k-kunaaaa,” you moan, fisting at the pristine silk sheets your husband carefully installed. “y-you said o-only my ti-tits… hah!” sukuna’s head first between your legs right now, eating away at your shamefully wet cunt. the moment you had your son and daughter tucked into bed, he had lifted you up, tossed you onto your shared bed, ripped your shirt off, and the only article of clothing left on were your panties. sukuna’s own pants and top were discarded somewhere between the bed and the door, which he had slammed shut. and now he had you exactly where he wants— on your back, pretty pussy on display, and texas roadhouse butter smeared all over your glistening folds. your sweet slick is mixing with the butter and your husband’s licking it all up like it’s his last meal. 

“mmm…” sukuna hums, removing his mouth from your cute cunt with a pop. “sorry, my woman. seems like your ‘sweet kuna’ is a bit busy with this dirty cunt right now.” he licks the remainder of the salty butter along with you sweet juices with a wet slurp, all while maintaining eye contact with you. “do you remember what that waitress said, woman? or are ya too dumb to even think?” he taunts, voice dripping with venom. 

your eye roll back when your husband takes his thumb to rub your sensitive bundle of nerves. “s-some… so-something about t-twins, right?” you breathe out weakly. it’s hard to concentrate when sukuna bites down on your clit, causing your back to lift off the bed. his way of saying you’re wrong. “ku-kunaaaaa,” you whine, weeping cunt clenching around nothing. “i don’t c-care, kuna! i-i need it… i n-need it now!” 

sukuna’s almost amused at how easy it was to tune you into a sensitive and needy instrument— all he needs to do now is to play every single note. “my pretty girl needs it now?” he coos, rising to fold your lower half into the meanest mating press. your husband doesn’t give you a moment when he slides in swiftly. “this pussy’s drippin’ sooo much slick— lettin’ me slide in so easily, i wonder how i should reward it.” 

“j-jus’ fuck me already, ku-kuna…” you whimper, lower lip protruding. you know sukuna can’t resist it— and that’s all it takes to have him bottom out and slam in quickly. “k-kuna-!” you gasp, hands flying to his back, pressing small red crescents into skin. 

“hold on tight baby,” sukuna starts, pressing a rough kiss to your lips. “that butter got me all charged up.” 

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when you present a positive pregnancy test to a gloating sukuna and two very enthusiastic four-year-old twins less than a month later, you have a feeling you shouldn’t be as surprised as you are. 

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I have a million dollar idea…true form Sukuna but a mouth at the tip of his dih(s). HE CAN EAT UR CERVIX WHILE CLAPPING YOU.

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content warnings: fem! concubine! reader, oral (f. receiving), true form! sukuna, double pen, nsfw, size difference, sqúriting, praise. mdni

just when you thought you finally had sukuna nailed down, figured him out, he twists that belief around and swallows it whole, completely. the man can't possibly handle being one-upped, even in the comfort of his bedroom chambers.

a broad hand splayed possessively over the trembling bulge of your stomach. the other pair of hands moves down, calloused thumbs spreading apart your sticky, well-used folds, exposing you to the cool air of his chambers.

"you took one so well," he muses, his breath slightly uneven. "let's see how you handle the other.” the other? you're too foggy to process his words until you feel it. the thick, rested weight of his second cock nudging against your soaked entrance, already stretching you anew.

what the fuck?!

along the veined, heated length of the cock buried inside you, a seam parts. then another, on the one pressing insistently at your core. not wounds, but lips. full, cruel, and slick. knowing smiles against your inner walls, and your eyes fly wide. your hands grasp onto his stomach, your body planted atop of him.

“my- lord?!”

"quiet woman,” he hushes, “just feel." they move. it's not a thrust, at first. it's slow, deliberate, sinuous undulation. the mouths(?), tongues-forked, hot, and broad, lapping flat strokes against the most sensitive parts of your clenching walls.

one suckles greedily at the swollen patch of flesh just inside your entrance, while the other finds that deep, spongy spot his tip was battering earlier. it's too much. it's everywhere. it's inside you. he unravels every sane thought you've ever possessed, with just a few flicks of his tongues. “fuck… it's too much, m-my lord!”

"it's never too much," sukuna corrects. he began to move his hips, a shallow, grinding roll that pushes the cocks deeper, making those wicked mouths kiss and suck at parts of you that you didn't know you could feel. the snake-like tongues wiggle their way up your pussy.

you are going to die. you are sure of it. your heart will give out, overwhelmed by the tsunami of pleasure crashing through your system. this is genuinely insane. it almost made you wonder if there was a place for sukuna’s victims after being terrorized with his cocks. wherever it is, you are sure you will end up there soon.

every nerve is alight, singing a chorus of pure, unadulterated rapture. it feels divine, a blasphemous paradise found only in the hell of his embrace.

the coil in your belly, which never truly unwound, too focused on pleasing sukuna. not wanting to lose his attention amongst the plethora of other concubines. a silent, open-mouthed scream tearing through you as you gush around him, fluids leaking onto his crotch, making the hairs at the base throughout soaked.

“my, my, look at that, woman,” he cooed, his veins straining underneath the tattoos. the vibration of your orgasm triggered his own. a guttural roar that shakes the very foundations of his bed.

you feel the hot flood of his cum, and the mouths on his cocks drink it down greedily before spilling what they can't hold back into your depths, filling you far past the point of capacity. subconsciously, you let out ‘thank yous’, your body losing its former strength. a set of arms catches your body pulling you back forward.

“don't go out on me now.”

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pornstar!nanami is such a gentle lover that it'd make even the most seasoned pornstar blush, with a soft affection in each thing he does for you—far different than what you imagined when he first asked you out.

pornstar!nanami spends most of his time outside of his shoots with you, cuddled up in your apartment or out with his costars & you; the relationship really brought him out of his shell.

pornstar!nanami avoids speaking about your relationship whenever a fan sees him publicly, but some of his costars have let slip that he sounds like a man yearning whenever you two are apart.

pornstar!nanami felt his soul collapse into itself when you asked to make a sex tape one night after one too many glasses of wine—hands pausing mid-twirl of his pasta as he raised a brow, clearing his throat and muttering about "We'll talk about this when you're sober."

pornstar!nanami asked about it again the next day while making you breakfast, making sure you didn't want to make a sex tape because of his job or worrying about him preferring to be on film.

He was beyond relieved when you said you just wanted to see what it looks like when you make love—you'd seen his films and felt zero jealousy or unease about them... just wondered what you looked like when he was fuckin' you.

pornstar!nanami sat on it for a few days; he didn't see anything wrong with filming the two of you. It would be something special—authentic, and god did he know you'd look like a damn temptress in it... it just worried him that you felt like you needed to film with him.

pornstar!nanami asked to wait; he was open to making the sex tape, but he wanted near-perfect conditions before doing something like that, wanting to make sure it'd only bond you together and not risk your relationship.

pornstar!nanami decided to film the two of you making love on your first anniversary—so there was a reason to film it. Something that'd feel right for both of you.

He set up the bed perfectly, lighting candles on your nightstands and leaving a bouquet in the middle of the bed, and his phone was set up on some shitty tripod he'd gotten as a gift, angled just so.

pornstar!nanami was careful as he guided you to your shared bedroom, peppering your shoulder in soft kisses before you even made it through the threshold—undressing you nice and slow and kissing up your thighs reverently as he guided you to sit on the edge of the bed.

pornstar!nanami kissed your clit through the dampened red lace, with toe-curling eye contact, before hooking his index finger, pulling them down to your ankles, and then tossing them uselessly behind him.

pornstar!nanami hooked his arms around your thighs, dragging you as close as possible, before slipping his tongue out to taste you in one long lick right up your slit, nudging his nose right against your clit as he tilted his head into you.

pornstar!nanami made you cum twice on his tongue before pulling back just enough to wipe his bottom lip off, smiling up at your dazed expression, and rubbed your thighs gently as he rose to his feet, making quick work of his belt.

pornstar!nanami guided you into missionary, slowly pushing each thick inch into your syrupy walls, rubbing your hips tenderly with each drunken thrust, tossing his head back with a desperate whine as your walls fluttered around him.

pornstar!nanami fucked you into the mattress nice and slow, biting down on each of the pathetic sounds that threatened to escape him, watching as your sloppy cunt swallowed his already throbbing cock.

pornstar!nanami leaned down to press his forehead to yours as his pace quickened, watching your face flush with each slap of wet skin, pressing a soft kiss to your lips as his eyes fluttered, burying himself to the hilt as he spilled deep into you.

pornstar!nanami crushed you against his chest, rolling onto his back with a sigh as he got you comfortable on his chest, rubbing your back with a hum as he glanced at his phone, reaching out and turning the recording off, feeling the small affectionate kisses you were scattering across his chest.

pornstar!nanami rewatches that sex tape all the time, whether you're in bed with him or he's alone missing you—it's the only film of his he can stand to watch after the fact, just from how in love the two of you looked the entire time.

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sum. sukuna finds your personal spam account over winter break (smau)

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ cw. suggestive stuff, fluff, crack

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ an. sex stuff is mentioned but this isnt meant to be horny so dont take it srs. regular chapters will continue from the next part

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sum. sukuna finds your personal spam account over winter break (smau)

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ cw. suggestive stuff, fluff, crack

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ an. sex stuff is mentioned but this isnt meant to be horny so dont take it srs. regular chapters will continue from the next part

You have a thing for Athlete!Sukuna. He knows. And plays you like a violin.

Athlete!Sukuna who you have the biggest, fattest crush on. And everyone knows it. You’re not exactly subtle about it – trailing him through the halls like a lost puppy, eyes latching onto his form when he walks into a room. Little bubbly smile curving at the corner of your glossy lips.

Athlete!Sukuna who knows you like him. He thinks it’s silly that you get hissy over him when you think he’s not watching. You’ll poke his arm when he’s ignoring you, whine about how he hasn’t texted all day, try to catch his eyes across the cafeteria. Half of the time, he doesn’t even look at you. The other half, he smirks like he’s in on a joke you’ll never get. You’re a doll, a pretty girl with so many friends that just so happened to fall in love with this tattooed, sharp-mouthed boxer asshole! And he knows. He, of all people, knows that the most.

Athlete!Sukuna who uses you for convenience’s sake. If he’s bored, he’ll text you to come over. Sometimes it means you end up in his lap, his big hands palming your thighs while he kisses you hard enough to leave your lips swollen. Other times you run your hands through his hair and talk about your day while he lies in your lap, only half-listening.

Athlete!Sukuna who leaves when he’s done. Every time. Always with the same excuse – he’s got to train or his coach needs him. And every time, your heart sinks in that quiet, invisible way you’ve trained yourself to hide.

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You have a thing for Athlete!Sukuna. He knows. And plays you like a violin.

Athlete!Sukuna who you have the biggest, fattest crush on. And everyone knows it. You’re not exactly subtle about it – trailing him through the halls like a lost puppy, eyes latching onto his form when he walks into a room. Little bubbly smile curving at the corner of your glossy lips.

Athlete!Sukuna who knows you like him. He thinks it’s silly that you get hissy over him when you think he’s not watching. You’ll poke his arm when he’s ignoring you, whine about how he hasn’t texted all day, try to catch his eyes across the cafeteria. Half of the time, he doesn’t even look at you. The other half, he smirks like he’s in on a joke you’ll never get. You’re a doll, a pretty girl with so many friends that just so happened to fall in love with this tattooed, sharp-mouthed boxer asshole! And he knows. He, of all people, knows that the most.

Athlete!Sukuna who uses you for convenience’s sake. If he’s bored, he’ll text you to come over. Sometimes it means you end up in his lap, his big hands palming your thighs while he kisses you hard enough to leave your lips swollen. Other times you run your hands through his hair and talk about your day while he lies in your lap, only half-listening.

Athlete!Sukuna who leaves when he’s done. Every time. Always with the same excuse – he’s got to train or his coach needs him. And every time, your heart sinks in that quiet, invisible way you’ve trained yourself to hide.

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──── 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐓𝐖𝐎 :: 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 ₎ა ˙˖

˖ ࣪૮₍ 𝓑.𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐃𝐉𝐎 𓂃 ⭒ finds out you developed a nasty little kink after your last encounter

⤿ ꒰ he's always seen you as nothing but a stupid, pretty girl, but now he can't get you out of his head :: college au :: slight angst :: smut :: mean!satoru :: degradation :: fingering :: heavy dumbification :: overstimulation :: semi-public sex :: lovesick reader

˖ ࣪꒰ BULLY NERDJO ꒱ ˙˖ couldn't get you out of his head after you whimpered those three, devastating words. I love you. he'd always paged you as the stupid type— but that has got to be the most idiotic thing that has ever left your mouth. you? falling in love with the man who used to snicker beside you whenever you were both handed out your test papers in highschool maths class? the guy who used to tell professors that you were a lost cause? the same fucking boy who told you to your face at least once a week that you were just some bimbo trying to make it through your astrophysics course on daddy's money and a ditsy mind? you really were an idiot.

. . . but why couldn't he stop thinking about it?

˖ ࣪꒰ BULLY NERDJO ꒱ ˙˖ was so agitated at himself. whenever he'd close his eyes he'd see your glossy ones blinking up at him and your quivering lips whispering that stupid confession while you bounced on his dick all pitifully. you were cockdrunk, he tells himself. so fucking stuffed with him that it drained whatever little coherent thought you had. you were too focused on the way he smooched your cervix. how he thumbed on your clit. how you clenched and squirted and messed his desk chair.

he finds himself looking back at it. the stain you left behind. he cleaned off what he could but your evidence remained. another thing that pissed him off. until it became the perfect site to relive memories when his cock ached hard in his pants.

strike three to the frustration game. that. every time he let his mind drift off, you'd occupy that space. what a pesky lump of atoms. just invading the free space and making it yours. making him think about how soft your tits felt up against him. how much softer your thighs were quivering on his hips. that sweet, sweet taste of your pussy. how it spilled and fluttered for his tongue.

he found himself thinking. were you a virgin? or just inexperienced? had no one tonguefucked that pretty little cunt like he did? did no one stuff that gorgeous—

˖ ࣪꒰ BULLY NERDJO ꒱ ˙˖ groans out loud and slumps back into his chair. shoving his foggy glasses up into his hair with one hand and throwing his textbook across the table with the other. he can't do this. can't focus like this. not when you're running laps in his head like you're trying to rewrite the theory of relativity.

“why can't I get that stupid girl out of my fucking heaaadddd. . .” he groaned. almost whined as he rubbed a hand down his blotched face roughly.

he grumbled. looked down at the bulge rising up to greet him. mock him. for fucks sakes. just calling you a stupid girl had him all hard and throbbing. fuck. guess there's no helping it huh?

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CRYING DURING SEX — chapter VIII

synopsis: six months of silence, a girl with black eyes. the dead don't stay dead—they find new places to haunt.

content: gojo satoru x fem!reader, MDNI (18+ ONLY), college au, friends with benefits, s3x worker gojo satoru, ANGST, trauma, alcoholic gojo, addictions, PINING, YEARNING, IDIOTS IN LOVE, insecurities

notes: hello! dun..dunn dunnn we'll see more of this new secondary character, pls don't hate them things will get clearer in next chapters :3 also!!! check out the new moodboard below, ill be updating the pinterest board as story progresses n u might get a sneak peak on new chapters...

I.

May.

The heat makes the air shimmer like gasoline rainbows in parking lot puddles.

You haven’t seen Satoru since November.

His seat in psych class stayed empty through December.

Through January.

By March you stopped looking when the door opened and by April his name disappeared from the roster.

Like he’d never existed and you’d imagined the whole thing.

The rumors started around Valentine’s Day.

In bathroom stalls and cafeteria lines, people whispering about the hot guy who used to fuck around.

Heard he knocked someone up, ran off with her.

No way dude. I heard some john killed him, probably deserved it.

My roommate said he OD’d somewhere, his body’s probably in a ditch.

They talked about him like he was a character in a story not like he was a person who cried in your arms at night.

They talked about him like his absence was entertainment.

None of them filed a missing person report or organized a search.

He vanished and the world kept turning.

You went to the bar with the sticky floors, asked the bartender if she’d seen him.

She shrugged and said pretty boys all look the same after a while, they come and go.

You asked people who called themselves his friends.

They laughed and said Satoru was always trouble, he probably found a sugar daddy in Monaco.

Good riddance.

The not knowing carved you hollow.

You thought up scenarios at 3 AM: overdose, murder, suicide, running away. Each equally possible and frightening.

Kaito didn’t understand why you were obsessed with someone who’d left you and chosen everything over you repeatedly.

You didn’t explain, you just kept dating him because again what else was there.

You kept going to class and kept sleeping in sheets that used to smell like Satoru but didn’t anymore.

II.

Kaito suggests camping.

There’s a lake a few hours north, an old town in the woods. The kind of place people go to pretend their problems don’t exist.

The drive takes three hours and Kaito talks the whole time.

About his summer internship, about his plans for next semester, the trip you guys are gonna go to.

You make sounds at the right moments. You’re good at this now—performing listening while your brain is somewhere else.

The town is one main street, on it a diner with a flickering sign and a general store that smells like old wood.

The lake is past it, through tall trees.

You set up camp in a blue tent.

Kaito brought a coolers, sleeping bags and you just brought a book you are not going to read.

His mood sours by evening.

Something about the tent stakes, about you not helping enough.

“You’re not even here,” he says.

“I’m right here.”

“No, you’re somewhere else, you’ve been somewhere else for months.”

The woods are loud around you. Birds. Wind. The lake lapping at rocks.

“Is this about Gojo?”

“Don’t.”

“Don’t what? Don’t mention the guy who disappeared and who you’re clearly still—”

“He didn’t just disappear okay? Something... happened and no one cares. No one even—“

“Have you ever thought that maybe he’s ran off somewhere? Maybe he doesn’t want to be found by you?”

“Fuck you,” you say.

You’re walking into the trees before he can respond, away from the tent where you’ll have to sleep next to his disappointment.

III.

The trees thin out and suddenly there’s water.

Still, glass-smooth water reflecting clouds so perfectly you could be looking up instead of out.

You weren’t planning to swim but the heat is oppressive and your skin feels sticky and maybe cold water will reset something.

You strip, leaving your clothes on a flat rock. The air on bare skin feels nice.

You’re about to step in when you see it.

White hair.

Twenty feet out, the water up to his chest.

Satoru.

Your heart stops.

He’s alive, he’s here. He’s—

The sun hits him and he’s so bright it hurts to look at.

White hair catching light like a prism, an overexposed photograph, every dream you’ve had where he comes back except this time you’re awake and he’s real and solid and here.

Then you see her.

She’s on a rock you didn’t notice.

She’s oh so beautiful, long black hair wet and clinging to her shoulders.

She’s laughing at something he said, the sound carries across the water.

She stands.

Stretches, unselfconscious.

She slips into the water, swimming toward him.

He watches her approach, comfort in his face you’ve never seen before.

They’re talking now, you can’t hear the words but she touches his shoulder and he doesn’t move away.

A stick breaks under your foot.

Her head turns, finds you in the trees.

Her eyes are black, completely.

Pupils blown so wide there’s no color left and they lock onto yours and you can’t look away, can’t move.

There’s something hypnotic about them, something that makes you forget why you’re standing here naked in the woods watching the person you thought was dead touch a woman you don’t know.

You stumble backward. Your foot catches.

You go down hard and when you look back she’s still staring.

Satoru hasn’t turned, he doesn’t know you’re there.

You grab your clothes and run.

IV.

Kaito has a fire going when you get back. Beer in hand and apologetic expression practiced.

“Hey, I’m sorry. I was being an asshole.”

You nod, you can’t speak.

Your hands are shaking.

“You okay?”

“Fine, just went for a walk.”

He accepts this.

Questioning would require actually seeing you and he hasn’t done that in months.

Night.

The tent.

Kaito falls asleep quickly as you stare at blue fabric and the shadow of branches moving across it.

White hair.

Black eyes.

Satoru in the water looking healthy and happy in a way you’ve never seen him.

The rumors were true, then.

He left, he’s here with someone else and you never meant anything.

The anger comes slow then fast, you want to scream, go back and make him see you, make him explain.

You don’t sleep.

You catalog the ways you’ve been stupid.

The list gets longer as night gets shorter.

V.

Morning.

The diner with vinyl booths.

Coffee that tastes like it’s been sitting since yesterday.

You order eggs you don’t eat and Kaito orders pancakes.

You watch the town through the window: pickup trucks, old men in baseball caps, nothing happening.

“—the new guy with the white hair—”

Your head snaps toward the voice.

It’s an old man at the counter, talking to the waitress.

“Oh, him and his girlfriend?” She refills his coffee. “Pretty little thing, they come in most mornings.”

“Girlfriend?” He chuckles. “Lucky bastard.”

“They’re staying at the old cabin, the one by the lake. He’s fixing it up.”

Girlfriend.

Cabin.

Staying.

He’s not missing.

He’s not dead.

He’s here. Living. With her.

Your hands are fists under the table, nails cutting crescents into palms.

Kaito eats his pancakes as he talks about a hike.

You make sounds of agreement, the performance continues.

VI.

The drive back takes longer than the drive there.

Time does that when you’re trying to escape something that’s inside you.

Kaito drives and you watch trees blur past. Green into green, road unwinding.

You think about Satoru.

“You’re quiet,” Kaito says.

“Thinking.”

“About what?”

White hair against blue sky.

Love doesn’t stop just because someone leaves.

“Nothing, I’m just tired.”

The lie is easy.

By the time you reach campus you’ve made a decision.

You’re going back.

You’re going to find that cabin.

You’re going to make Satoru look at you and you’re going to make him explain.

Kaito drops you at your dorm and kisses you goodbye.

It means nothing, always meant nothing.

You sit on your bed and stare at your phone.

You could text him but of course, you’ve tried and he hasn’t responded in months.

So you’ll go to him.

This week you’ll figure out how to get back to that lake and how to find that cabin.

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"cuz i know you like it nasty,

can't get that shit past me, i'm grabbing your throat"

cw: suggestive, language

She would never admit this out loud. She liked to believe she possessed more dignity than that.

But standing in the bathroom, skin still warm from the shower, she slowed as she rubbed lotion into her arms. Vanilla cashmere. A little overpriced, she’d admit if pressed. Her gaze drifted from the bottle in her hand to the other one on the counter, something sharper flickering across her face.

Megumi had always loved sweet scents on her. Loved was a strong word. But he noticed. He lingered. Vanilla had a way of pulling him closer, his face tucked into the curve of her neck, pressed into her stomach, buried between her thighs on nights that blurred into early mornings. It had followed them everywhere, soaked into skin and sheets and memory alike.

She exhaled, jaw tightening, and snapped the cap closed.

Not that it mattered. She didn’t care what Megumi thought. She didn’t care what he liked, or remembered, or missed. Who the fuck gave a shit about Megumi Fushiguro.

She used the vanilla anyway.

“You have to finish your reading,” Maki said flatly, sitting across the table from Yume. “The government depends on people not knowing how to read so they can pass stupid laws and lie to everyone without consequences.”

Yume stared at her, deeply unimpressed.

“Maki,” she said, voice small but firm, arms crossing over her chest, “I wanna watch Bluey.”

Maki didn’t blink. “Australian kids don’t have to deal with a racist, corrupt president,” she replied with a shrug. “But you keep saying you wanna move to New York when you’re big, so, page eight, missy.”

Yume slid lower in her chair dramatically. “But I’m hungryyyy,” she whined, eyes glassy, arms still crossed like she was bracing for tragedy.

That was when Yn wandered into the kitchen, laptop tucked under her arm, hair still slightly damp.

“Hey, princess,” she said softly, leaning down to kiss the top of Yume’s head.

“Mama,” Yume sniffed, immediately perking up, “I’m hungry.”

“Hi, Hungry. I’m Mama,” Yn said without missing a beat, pulling out a chair and sitting beside Maki.

Maki shot her a look. “Absolutely not.”

Yn grinned. “What? It’s a classic.”

“Dad joke,” Maki muttered.

“Well,” Yn said lightly, nudging Yume’s book toward her, “she doesn’t have a dad around, so I’m expanding my skill set.”

Maki sighed, rubbing her temples. “You’re unbearable.”

Yume giggled anyway, picking up her pencil.

Maki crinkled her nose suddenly. “You smell good.”

Yn glanced up from her laptop. “Wow. So what I’m hearing is I usually smell bad?”

“No, no,” Maki said quickly, waving a hand. “You just smell… different. You’re not using your regular lotion.”

She leaned in a little closer, unashamed, inhaling slowly.

“Vanilla,” Maki said. “Huh.”

Yn shrugged. “I wanted to try something new.”

Maki snorted. “It’s not new. This is what you used to wear in high school. You used to reek of Bath & Body Works Vanilla Bean Noel and Tito’s.”

“Who’s Tito?” Yume asked, not looking up from her book.

Both women snapped their heads toward her at the exact same time.

“A friend,” Yn said quickly. “Page eight, baby.”

Yume squinted at her suspiciously, but flipped the page anyway.

Maki leaned back, eyes narrowing as she looked at Yn again. “You swore off that scent. Said it was his favorite.”

Yn’s mouth tightened briefly before she shrugged. “I’m not letting him control my life through body lotion.”

Maki hummed, unconvinced. Then she leaned in again, squinting. “Wait. Are you wearing lip gloss?”

Yn blinked. “God forbid I moisturize.”

“You know lip balm exists, right?”

Yn smiled faintly, lips shiny and unapologetic. “Gloss is more fun.”

Maki stared at her for a long second, then shook her head. “You’re playing a dangerous game.”

Yn didn’t look up. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Just because I didn’t go to uni doesn’t mean I’m stupid, Ln,” Maki said flatly. “You’re wearing lip gloss, you got a Brazilian yesterday, and you smell like Phlur Vanilla Skin.”

Yn froze for half a second, barely perceptible, but Maki caught it anyway.

“What’s your game?” Maki added, quieter now.

Yn exhaled through her nose and leaned back in her chair. “I don’t have a game.”

Maki raised a brow. “You don’t wake up one random Tuesday and decide to rebrand your entire scent profile for no reason.”

Yn shrugged, a little too casual. “Maybe I just wanted to feel like myself again.”

“That version of you?” Maki asked gently. “Because that version came with a lot of bad decisions.”

Yn’s mouth twitched. “So did the last five years. At least that one had good skin.”

A sharp knock echoed through the apartment, jolting both Yn and Maki from their seats.

“No,” Maki said immediately, jabbing a finger in Yn’s direction. “Sit. I’ll get it.”

“Why can’t I—”

“Oh, I think you know,” Maki cut in, already heading for the door.

She opened it slowly, her expression hardening as amber eyes met dark blue.

“Maki.”

“Cousin.”

“I’m sensing a hostile vibe.”

“That was the intention.”

Megumi sighed, unimpressed. “I brought dinner.”

“I can see that.”

She snatched the takeout bag from his hand and tried, unsuccessfully, to shove the door closed in his face.

“I’m here to see my daughter,” he said quietly.

Maki leaned in, voice low and sharp. “Must you intrude on our family dinner?”

“I can,” he murmured back, stepping inside and slipping off his shoes, “when it’s my family.”

Maki rolled her eyes.

Yn, meanwhile, had already reclaimed the bag, smiling as she passed Megumi on her way back into the apartment. “Yume, you can stop your workbooks, go wash your hands.”

The young girl beamed, the kind of smile that lit up her whole face, shimmying off the chair before bounding toward the bathroom.

Megumi followed them inside as Yn began unloading the food, setting the containers carefully on the counter. “Thanks for dinner, Fushiguro.”

He frowned faintly. “Fushiguro? I thought I’d upgraded to a first-name basis.”

“You’ll upgrade when I decide you upgrade.”

“And what do I have to do to convince you to make that decision a little faster?” he asked, stepping closer. His fingers brushed hers as he helped her lift the takeout boxes from the bag.

Maki grimaced, nose crinkling. “I’m gonna go wash my hands too,” she muttered, already retreating down the hall. “And we eat at the table, by the way.”

Yn rolled her eyes. “I can’t believe you actually bought the Motoi.”

Despite herself, she smiled as she lifted the immaculate sushi rolls from the takeout bag, the rice still warm through the packaging.

Megumi shrugged, too casual for someone who’d clearly planned this. “You asked. Besides, I’ve been meaning to try it.”

He pulled out three small dessert containers and lined them neatly along the counter, like he’d rehearsed the motion.

“The place next door had these,” he added. “Thought Yume would like them. Got you and Maki one too.”

That did it. Yn had to look away for a second, busying her hands so he wouldn’t see it, the way her chest tightened, the traitorous warmth curling low in her stomach. Ovulation was cruel like that. Her body remembered him even when her brain knew better.

Screw her uterus.

“You spoil her,” she teased, forcing lightness back into her voice. “Guess having a rich baby daddy finally pays off, huh?”

Megumi groaned immediately. “I hate those words.”

“Well, what else would you call us?”

“Co-parents.”

She snorted. “One of us is a parent. I’m still undecided on what you are.”

He rolled his eyes. “Was the ¥15,000 not enough?”

“Money doesn’t make parenthood, Fushiguro.”

“Yes, yes,” he said dryly. “As you so lovingly remind me. Do you want the honey toast or not?”

Her head snapped up. “Honey toast?”

“Yeah,” he said, softer now. “You still like it, right?”

“I—yeah. I just didn’t think you’d remember.”

He met her gaze, something unguarded slipping through. “I don’t forget things about you.”

That landed harder than it should have.

He opened the container, brows lifting slightly. “Wow. They went crazy with the whipped cream.”

Without thinking, he dragged his finger through the excess-

and stopped.

Yn’s hand closed around his wrist, steady and sure. Not rushed. Not hesitant. Just inevitable. He looked up, breath stalling in his chest as her eyes met his, dark and unreadable.

She didn’t speak.

She guided his hand toward her mouth, slow enough to feel intentional. Her lips parted, soft and warm, closing around his finger. She sucked gently, deliberately, lashes lowering as the sweetness hit her tongue. The contact was unhurried, intimate in a way that had nothing to do with urgency and everything to do with memory.

Megumi forgot how to breathe.

The room felt too small. Too quiet. He was acutely aware of every detail,the warmth of her mouth, the faint drag of her lips, the way her thumb rested against his knuckle like she belonged there.

When she finally released him, it was slow. Her fingers lingered, brushing his hand as if letting go were optional.

She swallowed, lips glistening, then smiled, soft, unreadable. How unfair.

“…That’s good,” she said lightly.

And just like that, she turned back to the counter, leaving him standing there with sugar drying on his skin, pulse loud in his ears, and the unsettling realization that pretending they were just co-parents was going to be impossible.

extra! extra! read all about it! (no seriously read it)

  • I'm back! (This chapter is filled with a little bitch if reader and megumi so that you guys forgive me)
  • The Brazilian was not for megumi bc I doubt he cares about hair, she just felt like it
  • Is she going to fuck him? No. But Godforbid a girl ovulates a little.
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pairing: footballplayer!sukuna x mascot!reader

synopsis: with the football team reveling in their victory after the homecoming game, you hadn’t expected the quarterback to set his sights on you, the university mascot. but you’ve got one rule to abide by—the helmet stays on, no matter what.

contents: americanfootball!au, explicit smut, panty chewing, panties used as a gag, piv, fingering, degradation and insulting, slight angst, hurt/mild comfort, mention of sukuna's unlabelled sexual orientation, sukuna has a bush.

a/n: hello hello! this oneshot is for my baby ivy's college common's 1k followers collab <3 so proud of you ml ACK and so glad i got a spot on the roster hehe. go check her out, she's got some lovely fics @junuru. apologies for anyone expecting a different plot line, this one ended up speaking to me the most. i'm also open to a part two if you guys are interested!

art by su2kuna on X, banner's by @/bernardsbendystraws & @/cafekitsune

“Y-You don’t even know if I’m a guy or girl,” you point out, voice warbly and whiny, clammy fists clenching around rubber in twitching paws as you wonder how you’d managed to get yourself in this situation, metaphorically and literally backed into a corner.

Sukuna cranes his head with feigned introspection, gazing off in the distance with a look in his eyes that tells you he finds all of this… amusing, slowly stalking towards you with mirth swirling in his carmine irises. “Gonna be real honest, Squeaky. I don’t really care.”

Your breath catches, loud and sharp and all-too-humiliating, before the backs of your knees hit his mattress and you fall right on your ass and onto his bed.

Right where he wants you.

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pairing: footballplayer!sukuna x mascot!reader

synopsis: with the football team reveling in their victory after the homecoming game, you hadn’t expected the quarterback to set his sights on you, the university mascot. but you’ve got one rule to abide by—the helmet stays on, no matter what.

contents: americanfootball!au, explicit smut, panty chewing, panties used as a gag, piv, fingering, degradation and insulting, slight angst, hurt/mild comfort, mention of sukuna's unlabelled sexual orientation, sukuna has a bush.

a/n: hello hello! this oneshot is for my baby ivy's college common's 1k followers collab <3 so proud of you ml ACK and so glad i got a spot on the roster hehe. go check her out, she's got some lovely fics @junuru. apologies for anyone expecting a different plot line, this one ended up speaking to me the most. i'm also open to a part two if you guys are interested!

art by su2kuna on X, banner's by @/bernardsbendystraws & @/cafekitsune

“Y-You don’t even know if I’m a guy or girl,” you point out, voice warbly and whiny, clammy fists clenching around rubber in twitching paws as you wonder how you’d managed to get yourself in this situation, metaphorically and literally backed into a corner.

Sukuna cranes his head with feigned introspection, gazing off in the distance with a look in his eyes that tells you he finds all of this… amusing, slowly stalking towards you with mirth swirling in his carmine irises. “Gonna be real honest, Squeaky. I don’t really care.”

Your breath catches, loud and sharp and all-too-humiliating, before the backs of your knees hit his mattress and you fall right on your ass and onto his bed.

Right where he wants you.

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King Sukuna may be promised to marry the most perfect match - a princess from another country - but how can he think of that when his thick, veiny cock is buried inside his cute little servant?

The way you clench him as he pounds you into his elegant bed, the skin smacking and squelching wetness echoing in his chambers. He's pussy drunk every time he sinks into you, every glide of his length in the gummy walls of your cute little cunt.

How you pull away just a bit when he hits that puffy cervix, earning his chuckle. He's laying prone over you, long fingers entwine with yours. "Ah ah, don't run away from it, brat, can't you take me? Thought you wanted me to break you, fuck you dumb?"

Of course you did - how could you not want to forget the fact that soon you couldn't be with your King? That you wouldn't have his heavy weight over you, his fingers wrapping your throat, the impossibly huge cock breaking you in half? How could you not want the one or two little kisses he bestows, as he lays prone on you, brushing aside your hair?

Some would say he did it almost sweetly, reverently kissing the back of your neck for just a moment before moaning, reaching around to slip a hand over your stomach, trailing to your neglected clit.

A king's hands shouldn't be so rough - but this was Ryomen Sukuna.

"You're gonna miss me, huh? Hah - you're such a desperate, needy slut, my slut. All mine. Mine, huh?" He acts in control, like every stroke of his cock in your quivering, slick hole wasn't ruining him. "Say it."

"M'not yours though," he slams harder, your head falls back against his tattooed chest. "Not after the ceremony. Not... nghh!"

He rolls the rough pad of his fingertips on your clit which twitches against him, cunt drooling, his other hand wrapping your delicate neck - just one squeeze and the King could surely snap it. You're so full of him you gasp, losing oxygen as he takes you over.

"No one will fuck you like this, not that butler, not the stable boy, not anyone. No one will fill your needy cunt like your king," he's desperate to forget, fucking you harder now, choking you with his red lips against your ear. "Mine, fuck you're all mine."

You wish you were

You wish you didn't love King Sukuna wrecking your cunt like he does, wish one order of - 'come' - wouldn't ruin you the way it does. Wish his little pet name of princess would be true - but how could it be?

You're just a maid after all.

"Come now, fuck lemme feel it one more time,"

There are times when Sukuna let's go, needy and desperate, a whimper that will escape even while almost all seven feet of this man is taking you over. He's hard to take, the way you black out and it's only him, how you shatter and milk his cock, the pleasure rushing through your body.

"That's it, fuck, perfect cunt... my princess milks me like that?"

He shouldn't say that - even mid stroke and screaming out under the heavy, muscled body you could almost believe it. A fairy tale where you're really his.

Sukuna makes sure you come twice, he's never not let you, rolling familiar patterns on your clit as he fucks you deeper into that soft matress in his bed chambers. His pink locks brush your skin, ruby eyes shut as he holds everything back.

He pulls out of your messy hole, dripping down on his dark purple sheets, arching your ass up that's marked with raised hand prints. He murmurs your name as he jerks his thick, veiny cock, that reddened tip just pouring cum in pretty patterns across your back.

Sukuna exhales, pleasure washing over him with his release. Then reality hits.

Not being able to stuff you full of heirs and knowing he cannot is a cruel fucking joke.

Tonight he's sweeter than usual, cleaning you up carefully with a wet washcloth, he's quiet when he dresses you up - wishing you were wearing a beautiful gown and not a simple black maid dress. When you lean up to kiss him on your tip toes, he drags you close, giving you a rare kiss that you so desperately need, swallowing nervously when you back away.

"I will be leaving soon, I cannot take seeing..." You trail off, his jaw sets, eyes widening, the ruby depths glinting as you drop his hand, turning. "Farewell my king."

He says your name and you almost stay - looking at the man you love sadly, kmowing you were lucky to have had any of it. "Don't... you can't just... I order you-"

"Your majesty," you turn and curtsey, he laughs without humor, hands clenched into fists, as tears streak down your pretty face. "It was an honor to have served you, truly. I shall not forget you, my King."

You walk out.

How can Sukuna let you go, let you leave!? He can't.

Sukuna destroys everything in his room as you choke on your sobs. You fall asleep eventually in your tiny little bed in the servant's quarters, him on the floor, after he'd broken everything in his damn room. All you can hope is you get out of this palace before you have to see it - the love of your life marrying a beautiful princess from a far off land, while you clean their floors.

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Future story ideas of mine - sry for the angst i'm in a mood 😭😅

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𝗪𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗘'𝗦 𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗨𝗡𝗔? 𝗢𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗗𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘 𝗙𝗟𝗢𝗢𝗥 . . .

Whereas the new social media intern doesn't seem to be as afraid of the senior human resources as everyone else — and he doesn't seem to mind her.

tags. grumpy x sunshine, workplace romance, sukuna's always angry, modern setting, no cursed energy, slight age gap-ish (sukuna is 32, reader is 27).

𝗛𝗥! 𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗨𝗡𝗔 absolutely loathes the marketing team, and if possible, he would always suggest that the whole team gets transferred to a different floor — believe me when he has suggested that the HR office and marketing be as far as possible from the marketing team.

𝗛𝗥! 𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗨𝗡𝗔 was the person who interviews most of the candidates his colleagues choose. He's a firm believer that most candidates spout out shit during interview, and he's there to prove them wrong. Actually, his higher-up was the one who suggested that Sukuna interview candidates in the future after Sukuna managed to find out a candidate was a past felon (who hid their records pretty well, but not well enough for Sukuna to find out).

𝗛𝗥! 𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗨𝗡𝗔 already hates you the second he stepped into the interviewing area — the way he could already sense your bubbly aura from behind the door. He hates that the fact you were signing up to be the new social media intern and that he will probably meet you in the future (if you manage to pass his interview at all). And he doesn't have much faith in you when you fumbled over your words during your introduction.

"Are you always this nervous? You do understand that you're signing up as a social media intern, correct?" He questions, brow raised up as if he was ridiculing your stumble of words, "If you are here to try your luck, I'm going to be quite frank, you don't fit this job at all."

𝗛𝗥! 𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗨𝗡𝗔 was quite surprised when you seemed annoyed at his words — and despite being in an interview, the step where Sukuna decides if you were going to be accepted or not. Yet, here you were snarkily answering his mock like you own the place.

"Mind you, people get nervous during interviews. It doesn't take a year off your life to be nice to candidates, no wonder this company keeps opening new slots," you were supposed to say that and leave, but here you were rooted to the uncomfortable ebony based seat, sitting across from the infuriatingly handsome human resources.

"We'll contact you if you pass. If you don't, you understand why."

You were sure you're not going to get accepted after that little ministry with the human resource.

𝗛𝗥! 𝗦𝗨𝗞𝗨𝗡𝗔 separates your form from the others, cancelling out interviews and telling other candidates that the position has been filled (along with a fake sincere apology through text). He tossed your form into a brown colored envelope, walking to his boss' office.

"Already?" His boss queried in amusement, palm already facing up in a silent plead for the envelope.

"She's a pain, but I believe she fits the job."

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HOW TO...DUMP YOUR BABY DADDY?

you left him before. can you leave him again with a baby on the way?

synopsis: divorcing a stubborn dickhead like Ryomen Sukuna was probably the most difficult thing you ever had to do. but what were you supposed to do when your husband had practically become a stranger considering most days he spent more time at work than he did at home? and when he was home, half the time he'd rather sleep on the couch than in your bed? you didn't hate him. but you didn't love him anymore either. maybe you would have moved on. but when one last night together ends up with more than just a memory after you get two little lines on a pregnancy test, you discover you might not be able to get rid of him after all.

pairing: ex-husband!sukuna x pregnant!reader (also featuring best friend!geto)

content: mdni, smut and angst, some domestic fluff, divorced-to-remarried, complicated relationships, messy feelings, accidental pregnancy, pregnancy sex, unprotected piv sex, fingering, oral sex, pining, so much regret, misunderstandings, breaking up and making up, gruff and grumpy sukuna who misses his wife, soft geto trying to steal her from him, more tags in individual chapters

a/n: lovely art by @winterrbluess !! part of my community event <3

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