You say you love the rain, but open an umbrella. You say you love the sun but you find a shady spot. You say you love the wind but close your windows when it blows. That’s why I’m afraid when you say you love me.

I have all these mental illnesses and I’ve been pregnant for 6months now and honestly I feel like I don’t deserve this. I’m scared my baby will turn out like me or that I won’t make it through the delivery. I don’t want to give my baby up but even then no one would want a baby from a mentally ill woman.

I used to send such long paragraphs explaining how I feel but now I just don’t say anything. I’ve learned that it doesn’t matter what you say, if they don’t care they just don’t. and nothing you say will change that.

keep your guard up.

don’t waste your time and energy.

"You can say you're fine, but eyes never lie."