Chapter 40 - Gotta Get to Rock Bottom

✦Read on a03!✦ ✦Series Masterlist - Main Masterlist✦ ✦Chapter 39 - Chapter 41✦ ✦pairing: Dean Winchester x female!reader✦ ✦summary: You and Sam go on an investigation, Dean tries not to get shot.✦ ✦warnings/tags: friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, angst, fluff, pining, action, smut, no use of y/n✦ ✦author's note: This chapter is very important to me bc I know EXACTLY how I would shoot it if it was a real episode. Enjoy!✦ ✦Chapter Title from Hard Times by Paramore✦

IM BACK BITCHES with many many points in my report

1. Oh my god don’t Sam and Dean do this to get admitted to a psychiatric hospital

2. Dr thinks he’s hit the ultimate patient goldmine

3. Creepy dove making Sam uneasy made me giggle

4. “Aw I’m your best friend?” Babe you’ve literally been in hell together

5. Sam is always five seconds way from singing the kissing in a tree thing kids do

6. Love how she goes full independence in an argument then immediately folds if Dean so much as looks at her

7. How long has this fucker been trying to get her to swim by now??

8. Kissing while having pop rocks in your mouth may be a new bucket list item that sounds interesting

9. Giggling the uncomfortable fumbling over the room misunderstanding

10. “And all my girlfriends are dead and your boyfriend is alive “ CACKLED AND EVER MORE AT HER COMMENT AFTER

11. I’m loving her just talking about her normal life to people who definitely are mentally unstable or have experienced the supernatural

12. Third eye therapy turned into group therapy fr

13. They’re so miserable and in love in those phone calls

14. ‘Box of bullets’ 👀 it’s the letter box isn’t it

15. I need to draw Indy some time

16. Insomnia twins

17. God damn is five Advil normal??

18. “Wait I’d like a promise-“ giggling

19. Not the sent out of art class for more therapy

20. Oh shit the voices of Jo and Dean are very concerning

21. AND Sammy heard them

22. Oh my god Claire as in jimmys kid?? Omg her dad did literally get taken by an angel LMAO

23. I love how all the kids Cas ends up with all have parallels with Dean

24. Not Sam getting shit from all sides and Claire making it worse. mother is maddddd

25. I genuinely love how it’s like all the levels of the spectrum when those three are together in a room

26. Oh no dream world is never a good sign

27. Claire could easily be all three of the polycules child I swear

28. Oh shit I forgot they had the bond thing! No wonder he handed her five Advil

29. And she says she isn’t good with kids! She just knows how to make people feel seen and I hope we get that if jack comes along

30. Giggling she really told Claire bedtime stories and then put her to bed

31. Ooooo I love the whole storyline of everyone offering her paradise or saying she’ll bring paradise

32. Shit meet fan is all I have to say

33. Cas giving kicked puppy

34. Eheheheh I love the shared dreams

35. OH MY GOD I GOT SO CAUGHT OFF GUARD WITH THEM

36. So Sam now also shares the dream scape as a side affect also I wonder if he’d figure out before them

37. Giggling at Dean just thinking about making her cum while away from her all that man thinks about is how to next strategise either her orgasm or just general nice emotions

38. Old maned is such an accurate description

39. Phone home??

40. Creepy ass sister and creepy ass zombies

41. Ooooooo as usual princess is just that bitch who can and will do anything and it seems she’s just got all the powers the tools are meant to give the holder

42. They have the most odd commands for Indy it’s so funny

43. NOT GOD AGAIN

44. at least he made himself useful and saved Dean for once

45. Ugh I hate that guy so much

46. Important info first of course cus little dragon can breathe fire!

47. Ahhhh Bobby has the added joy of two mentally unstable angry stubborn girls in his house

Tipping Point

✦Bucky Masterlist - Main Masterlist - Read on a03!✦ ✦summary: You agree to friends with benefits, knowing Bucky already has your heart. Knowing that he's so blissfully unaware of it, that there's never any hope to be anything more. Which makes it strange, how possessive he's getting after you're flirted with at a party.✦ ✦warnings/tags: modern!au, friends with benefits, protective Bucky Barnes, jealousy smut, (oral!f receiving, p in v sex, feral!bucky, possessive sex, softdom!bucky, dirty talk), no use of y/n, no description of reader (images for aesthetic only), light angst, love confessions, happy ending✦ ✦wc: 6.1k✦ ✦Author's Note: i had. Too much fun with this one. Enjoy!✦

Im doing a book report on this because I have a good feeling it’ll need one

1. The world building already to make this a modern au is genius

2. Not the arm comment Bucky my self deprecating pookie (it’s all the pookies who am I kidding)

3. Ew crypto and ai men are a whole other ick

4. Ehehehehheheeh I love the moment a man looks murderous

5. Ooooo she’s gonna get it good

6. lol just screw it they’re all drunk let’s go

7. 😭 the deity and worship lines are always my fav of yours!!!

8. Munch agenda

9. Went from angst to yes girl tell him to more angst again

10. “Sweetheart, I wouldn’t be good for you-““You’ve spent three years being good for me.”“I’m a lot to put up with-““I don’t complain.” You have no idea how much I love this back and forth because so often in fics it’s the girl saying she’s too much but now it’s HIM and it’s so so often that women are made to feel not good enough in society so I dunno I think I just love when men are written by women

11. GHAH I LOVE FICS COMFORTING BROKEN CHARACTERS!!!!!

12. Banger yet again pookie

Very real

I fear i did write NLL because i lacked faith all the way last year. i want to be proven wrong but... idk

I guess we'll find out 🥲

we will! and if we don't like it! we'll just pretend it never happened!🩷

... because that's the power of fangirling 😅

fr we can make reality anything we set our minds to

If they do disappoint no they didn’t we live in the alternate universe where your the official writer of the the boys and Ben now is a family man and Jared got his cameo as the presidents assistant (can’t remember who he was in the fic ngl)

@godmadeaterribleerror any one of your reader inserts take your pick really (love you pookie)

Mi sol

Deadass had to stop and just stare at this beautiful piece of art

Im in awe

I Might Start Trying - Babylon The Great Bonus Chapter

✦Read on a03!✦ ✦Series Masterlist - Main Masterlist✦ ✦pairing: Dean Winchester x female!reader✦ ✦summary: Bobby takes you to get books.✦ ✦warnings/tags: friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, angst, fluff, pining, action, smut, no use of y/n✦ ✦author's note: Baby Princess and Bobby chapter, requested by my love @thebitchandjerkwinchesters. Takes place about 20 years before Chapter 39. Enjoy!✦ ✦Chapter Title from I Believe In Magic by Halsey✦

Slowly but surely getting caught up!

1. I mean Sam and Dean are on the similar level of weird kids

2. Oooooo her being unable to drown and just being a natural swimmer makes sense

3. I was so bad for wandering in supermarkets as a kid (crying in isles before my mum found me was a hobby at that point) also Bobby probably learned not to estimate her from this experience

4. Awh poor baby is so traumatised by those fuckers

5. NOOOO so much trauma and Dean doesn’t even know the extent of it otherwise that damn family meeting would have been a mass grave

6. Awh I loved how animals just automatically like her and I bet she’d have befriended a murder of crows

7. Sammy is so autism coded could be me projecting tho

8. “And her best friend wouldn’t have to be a thieving bird forever” CACKLED

9. the way Bobby was able to predict their dynamics years before they ever meet BUT it took less than a year to have Dean following her like a puppy! Took all of five minutes

10. Awh I wanna cry “ that one day he’d lose her and it wouldn’t be as easy as finding her near the candy.” MY BABIES

11. girl dad Bobby always makes me wanna cry

Chapter 39 - What's It Coming To

✦Read on a03!✦ ✦Series Masterlist - Main Masterlist✦ ✦Chapter 38 - Chapter 40✦ ✦pairing: Dean Winchester x female!reader✦ ✦summary: Everyone makes observations, and Bobby tags along on a hunt.✦ ✦warnings/tags: friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, angst, fluff, pining, action, smut, no use of y/n✦ ✦author's note: Bobby Singer is my Dad. Enjoy!✦ ✦Chapter Title from Garden by Halsey✦

IM BACK!!!! After much too long I have returned to my pookie and book reports, which are overdue much like my college work

1. He had pie just not the kind you think

2. “You think it’s messy and pointless when you could be eating macaroni or tortellini, Samuel, don’t lie.” “Right. Sorry.” Mother is mothering

3. Mother is now grassing sam in since he wanted to be a snitch

4. God he’s the tallest child to have ever existed I swear

5. LMAOOOO Dean muttering creep at the sky(god)

6. I haven’t even got past him hearing the meow and I know she now has a cat

7. Ohhhhh shit I forgot about the fact that’s a thing I was like ???? Is this a sneaky dream again????

8. All I can imagine is Bobby and Sam potentially losing all logic for a split second and going wtf when did they have a baby?! And also logic that she’s magic maybe she had a magic baby with Dean

9. “So why didn’t you put me down?” That trend on tiktok with the sad violin music and a rifle scope is sounding real familiar

10. On today’s episode of princess opening her mouth and immediately regretting it we have accidentally admitting that Bobby and Jody is the same as her and Dean

11. “I’ll find you a Bobby.” IM SOBBING PLS LET HER FIND THAT BABY A GOOD HOME

12. NO BOBBY

13. ok he’s fine and she’s so real for being attached to the hickeys BUT THE BABY

14. Ok baby Jolene is still here

15. AHHHH that was insane also I just know that girls ovaries were exploding watching Dean be good with jolene

Chapter 38 - Let You Break My Brain

✦Read on a03!✦ ✦Series Masterlist - Main Masterlist✦ ✦Chapter 37 - Chapter 39✦ ✦pairing: Dean Winchester x female!reader✦ ✦summary: You and Dean go on a trip.✦ ✦warnings/tags: friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, angst, fluff, pining, action, smut, no use of y/n✦ ✦author's note: So Much is about to happen. Godspeed guys.✦ ✦Chapter Title from Bishops Knife Trick by Fall Out Boy✦

Road trippp

1. Oh dear god why are you sorry don’t do this to me

2. “You gotta know that I’m yours.””in every stupidity life,looks like” EVERY UNIVERSE

3. I- she broke her ankle??

4. Question on Indy- is she like the dragons in game of thrones or more like a wyvern? I imagine her as being sort of a mix

5. Men. I swear they have no concept of a good shirt or trousers

6. Uhoh im freaking out a little pls don’t tell me she’s ran away or smth

7. Ok good Indy is a very good tracking resource for Dean

8. I don’t know why but her saying he’s not the worst he’s just being an ass was very comforting in the way I think he should hear That

9. ‘-before Sammy gets up and tries to tag along” “you’re tagging along-“ giggling they’re so married couple

10. I really don’t blame her for going all soft when Dean gets very close and like leans over her cus I think I’d pass out

11. Her Deannn

12. God these women are cunts

13. Yikes breeder laws *gag*

14. Jokes on you Dean YOUR the next Gomez and she’s your morticia

15. Wait that’s kinda sad that her mom looks kinda happy but her father doesn’t look bothered at all

16. “Nah. I popped out running the mile” snorted at that

17. The names are giving me Italian mob vibes

18. Deans so real for working out when he wants to yank her out a fight for the best results

19. Uhoh we’re trapped in the weird ritual

20. And fuck face is back yippee

21. Ohhhhh he wants the only thing that could control her

22. Kith

23. Damn little sister is smart and it’s not good

24. WHACK serves a bitch right

25. Ehehehehee fuck you Raphael

26. She’s straight up challenging him that is insane

27. “Almost like the boy who snuck into your motel room ten years ago,proud he’d charmed you into taking his number” MY BABIES

28. odd birthdays is actually so cute

29. CLINT EASTWOODS WATCH damn I’m excited for him

30. I hate when she just breaks it’s so genuinely sad

31. He’s not the best at emotions but damn is he good at comforting her

32. YES he got her to ask for a kiss!!

33. OH MY GOD IS THIS IT

34. WE’LL GET PLAN B IN THE MORNINGGGGG

35. what do you mean you’ve studied porn pffff

36. This really was sooner than I was expecting btw I was thinking like chapter 45 or something

37. OH MY GODDDDDDD can you hear my screaming from like five time zones away?

38. Also the new plan?? I really hope that gets things rolling in a more peaceful direction

39. Also does this unlock even more freaky Dean and princess for us

40. I was genuinely nearly in tears because THEY DID IT YALL

Chapter 37 - Through Sick Lullabies

✦Read on a03!✦ ✦Series Masterlist - Main Masterlist✦ ✦Chapter 36 - Chapter 38✦ ✦pairing: Dean Winchester x female!reader✦ ✦summary: Dean and Sam get stashed by Balthazar, and Dean has some revelations.✦ ✦warnings/tags: friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, angst, fluff, pining, action, no use of y/n✦ ✦author's note: We're French Mistaking! Just so you know there is a slight rpf element to this chapter that couldn't be avoided, but it's incredibly light. Enjoy! ✦ ✦Chapter Title from Mr. Brightside by The Killers✦

Reading this like 10 hours before you post onto ao3 and tumblr LMAO

1. OOOOOO Dean has revelations

2. FRENCH MISTAKES

3. “And he didn’t really have any other moves in his playbook” oh that’s like a foot to the ribs 🥲 John Winchester when I get my hands on you. I’m sobbing John literally only acknowledges Dean for being in harms way so he thinks that’s the only way to show he’s worthy of her attention 😭

4. “Cut bobbys grocery bill in half,because he’d never need to eat anything else” Dean ‘the munch’ Winchester

5. Sammy using deans weakness to his advantage

6. Awh dean. He’s got self hatred built so deep into him

7. Ehehen the house of cards line is so accurate thought, he probably borrowed princesses technique

8. Nah she’s mother not mommy

9. “I don’t think we’re the type of guys that go method “ cackling

10. OHHHHHHH YOU DID THE THING WHERE SHE DOESNT EXSIST

11. Damn I was hoping for a lil rpf

12. Nvm I take back my last statement

13. RING SHES WEARING A WEDDING RING

14. aaaaa I love this so much I’ve been waiting on this chapter for so longggg

15. Giggling she’s so brutally honest still

16. AWHHHHHH even Jensen can’t help but let his characters fall in love

17. I love them so much, IN EVERY UNIVERSE TOO

18. “Yeah well, she fights monsters with two knives and wins every time” girlie is literally the best hunter and also the scariest

19. Girl I bet rpf princess is so confused that her husband is having an argument like in the show he’s in, swinging a sword, and threatening the intruder all at the same time.

20. Awh “you look tired honey. and I’ve watched the show. i know what they do to you.” Sobbing she’s cares for him in every form even if it’s not her universe

21. And we’re back god fucking damnit. Back to Raphael’s bullshit

22. “Yes. Go fuck yourself.” “Fuck you as well.” Has anyone reading this seen castlevania? Iykyk

23. I loved that chapter. Was so fun seeing a little rpf and also seeing her realise that her husband is off and realising it was Dean was a really cute thing

24. That end note made me snort cus he literally did

"what's got you smiling at your phone like that?" *wiggles eyebrows*

my fav fanfic author just posted and I'm gonna implode from happiness :)

Chapter 36 - I Can't Jump Out

✦Read on a03!✦ ✦Series Masterlist - Main Masterlist✦ ✦Chapter 35 - Chapter 37✦ ✦pairing: Dean Winchester x female!reader✦ ✦summary: Sam gets his soul back, and you deal with something.✦ ✦warnings/tags: friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, angst, fluff, pining, action, smut, no use of y/n✦ ✦author's note: Princess entering her baddest bitch era yet. ✦ ✦Chapter Title from Good Life by OneRepublic✦

Thursday!! My wires are crossed cus I got so disoriented when I noticed it’s Thursday

1. SAM GETS HIS SOUL BACKKKK OUR BABY

2. Princess gets to be an even BADDER bitch??

3. Does any of her judgment calls so far go wrong? Because it’s either her Devine being making it go right or pure plot armour atp

4. “Humans have too many holes. I cannot be expected to account for all of them-“ CACKLING

5. NOT THE SHE HAS THREE

6. oooo his soul is doing the thing (how I imagine is the physical appearance of the tugging to the side of his heart)

7. Eeee dragon baby

8. Cas walking around with magic apples stashed in his coat feels cannon

9. Sammy!!!

10. Giggling I missed their wholesome sibling energy

11. EEEEEEEE BARRIER IS GONE

12. “By what, looking for cavities?” There he issss

13. “The dragon doesn’t get a vote.” That’s the most husband thing ever

14. “Can you guys flirt quieter, please?” Mom and dad are flirting ewwww <- sammy

15. ‘That doesn’t mean he’s not still a little shit.’ Biggest little shit ever

16. You ball the rag up, tossing it across the room, and Indiana flies after it in an uncoordinated flurry ehehehe I love Indiana

17. “Woke up without the beast on my face, didn’t know where you went.” She’s so cat paralleled that Cas doesn’t even need to turn her into one

18. What’s the chances that Excalibur is made for something to do with the brides knight/lover/husband/equal/something connected to her

19. What was he thinking with secret key?? Especially with his blush

20. Sam snitching on Dean calling her scary is so younger sibling of him

21. Just a house full of ptsd

22. Dean is just trying to recalibrate his position around sleeping with her because of his caveman brain

23. “Not anymore, since I fucked your mom last night.” DAMNNN SHE GOT JOKES

24. I’m very sceptical of Balthazar I hope that doesn’t backfire

25. Oooo another world with no real threats could that be the irl au one

26. “You would have made a very strong Queen, should that have been the adopted government of this country.” Giggling she would she’s very tactical and diplomatic

27. Awwww such a sweet dream I’m sobbing

28. “I take my payment in blowjobs, or nipple play.” “I’ll fucking castrate you, dickhead.” CACKLING

29. of course it’s a topless beach

30. All her friends are people who just smack a drink into her hand, tell her to ride her man into the bed, and verbally smack her in the upside of the head

31. My god Raphael needs to get fucked and die he’s so much of a problem

"I'm just a girl☺️🥰💖💞💅🌺🌷🦄" when you were eight and the teacher said she needed some strong boys to carry something you used to be furious, and when you convinced them to let you help, you carried twice as many chairs as the boys with the righteous anger of a girl who knew she was just as capable as them. Where did that go?

Turns out she just wanted to be one of the boys 💀

Not great but I tried🫣

Amazing 100/10🩵🩵

YESSDD THIS IS EVERYTHING especially soulless sam would not hold back

soulless sam has never been more done with their bullshit

True but Sammy is coming back soon so he'll be back to gentle parent them

“Gentle parent” he’s shouting JUST FUCK every ten minutes but it’s not mean anymore it’s from a place of love

Sam get your soul back your parents need to tell you you're having a new sibling (from dry humping)

😭Dean pulled some greek mythology shit and got her pregnant from just the sheer ✨force✨ of his desire and love. i think it's gonna be a girl :)

Girl dad dean is in the fate

get that man on the bench of a ballet class rn. he brought snacks for daughter one. he did daughter two's hair. he's holding daughter three because she's still a toddler and she wants to cause chaos (that is princess' kid after all)

This is everything. @ who can draw, please dean with three mini ballerinas. Is dean going to be the dad from barbie and the 12 dancing princess? (I support)

@youdontknowe this ones for you homie (if you got time obv)💙

I shall add it to the ever growing list but I fear I’m in a minor art block 💀 BUT I LOVE THE IDEAS

dude blocks suck ass so much. I can tell you what i do when i get a writing block? But idk if it's the same

ATP anything will help me so I’d love to hear

the best advice i've gotten for writers block is that it's probably a problem form a few paragraphs back? But idk how that might translate to art.

What I've found a lot is that just doing ANYTHING gets you over the hurdle. Like sitting down and making something that's just shit. accepting that it's going to BE shit, but getting your brain moving again. that's all i got tho💖

Ooo I like that! translating with art will probably be something wrong with the last work you did or the base sketch

Not great but I tried🫣

Amazing 100/10🩵🩵

YESSDD THIS IS EVERYTHING especially soulless sam would not hold back

soulless sam has never been more done with their bullshit

True but Sammy is coming back soon so he'll be back to gentle parent them

“Gentle parent” he’s shouting JUST FUCK every ten minutes but it’s not mean anymore it’s from a place of love

Sam get your soul back your parents need to tell you you're having a new sibling (from dry humping)

😭Dean pulled some greek mythology shit and got her pregnant from just the sheer ✨force✨ of his desire and love. i think it's gonna be a girl :)

Girl dad dean is in the fate

get that man on the bench of a ballet class rn. he brought snacks for daughter one. he did daughter two's hair. he's holding daughter three because she's still a toddler and she wants to cause chaos (that is princess' kid after all)

This is everything. @ who can draw, please dean with three mini ballerinas. Is dean going to be the dad from barbie and the 12 dancing princess? (I support)

@youdontknowe this ones for you homie (if you got time obv)💙

I shall add it to the ever growing list but I fear I’m in a minor art block 💀 BUT I LOVE THE IDEAS

dude blocks suck ass so much. I can tell you what i do when i get a writing block? But idk if it's the same

ATP anything will help me so I’d love to hear