Cursed little green dice.
bonus:
I was debating myself if I should have Asriel call him "yoshi" or "Battat" since the headcanon is that he's Asriel's dice because he looks like the yoshi eggs he was a fan of when he was little. but I worried it may be confusing since most people now know him as Battat
maybe he's the one pippin that has like 5 names, a mix of his own, Mike, what others calls him and what Asriel came up with when he was younger 😅
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
FACE OF DISGUST!! I AM NOT GOING TO EAT YOUR TAAIL SPAMTON WHAT. THAT IS NOT A TREAT. PDOJGUEWHVJDYOUHS HSJSUT CUT OFF THE TAIlL. she is stupid.
[[BUB]]. 1T’S 4 CL1P 0N.
*Demonstration time.
*Spamton clips the tail back on. Voila. Tail is back.
*Child, it isn’t black magic. Just some designing.
......i am too creature for this. eating the ceiling and running away
*Completely forgot he was on Tenna’s head…. Oof. Spamton fell. Yeowch.
*Puffy birb now has a longer tail.
*Blue and Tenna are so confused.
Okay Mo0no you cant eat the ceiling????
Spamton?? Are you alright there??
*Chaos ensues.
i can't hear you!!!! listening to this on full volume!!
*Tenna turns up his volume dial almost all the way up. Oh no.
MO0NO.
*He turns the dial back down. Huh. So that’s what those do.
she stops the music. and then she blasts ANOTHER song like that didnt happen
hehe excuse to share my music tsate
*Okay then.
*Tenna turns the dial back up. Keeping it like that.
Go talk to your brother.
*It seems he isn’t yelling, but it still sounds louder.
...the music stops.
BUT IM VIBING TO MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!
You can go talk to him and listen to music. Just turn it down when you talk to him.
WHY DO I NEED TO TALK TO HIM?????????????
*He turns the dial down a little.
You went after him…… about a tail.. go apologize at least.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
FACE OF DISGUST!! I AM NOT GOING TO EAT YOUR TAAIL SPAMTON WHAT. THAT IS NOT A TREAT. PDOJGUEWHVJDYOUHS HSJSUT CUT OFF THE TAIlL. she is stupid.
[[BUB]]. 1T’S 4 CL1P 0N.
*Demonstration time.
*Spamton clips the tail back on. Voila. Tail is back.
*Child, it isn’t black magic. Just some designing.
......i am too creature for this. eating the ceiling and running away
*Completely forgot he was on Tenna’s head…. Oof. Spamton fell. Yeowch.
*Puffy birb now has a longer tail.
*Blue and Tenna are so confused.
Okay Mo0no you cant eat the ceiling????
Spamton?? Are you alright there??
*Chaos ensues.
i can't hear you!!!! listening to this on full volume!!
*Tenna turns up his volume dial almost all the way up. Oh no.
MO0NO.
*He turns the dial back down. Huh. So that’s what those do.
she stops the music. and then she blasts ANOTHER song like that didnt happen
hehe excuse to share my music tsate
*Okay then.
*Tenna turns the dial back up. Keeping it like that.
Go talk to your brother.
*It seems he isn’t yelling, but it still sounds louder.
...the music stops.
BUT IM VIBING TO MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!
You can go talk to him and listen to music. Just turn it down when you talk to him.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
FACE OF DISGUST!! I AM NOT GOING TO EAT YOUR TAAIL SPAMTON WHAT. THAT IS NOT A TREAT. PDOJGUEWHVJDYOUHS HSJSUT CUT OFF THE TAIlL. she is stupid.
[[BUB]]. 1T’S 4 CL1P 0N.
*Demonstration time.
*Spamton clips the tail back on. Voila. Tail is back.
*Child, it isn’t black magic. Just some designing.
......i am too creature for this. eating the ceiling and running away
*Completely forgot he was on Tenna’s head…. Oof. Spamton fell. Yeowch.
*Puffy birb now has a longer tail.
*Blue and Tenna are so confused.
Okay Mo0no you cant eat the ceiling????
Spamton?? Are you alright there??
*Chaos ensues.
i can't hear you!!!! listening to this on full volume!!
*Tenna turns up his volume dial almost all the way up. Oh no.
MO0NO.
*He turns the dial back down. Huh. So that’s what those do.
she stops the music. and then she blasts ANOTHER song like that didnt happen
hehe excuse to share my music tsate
*Okay then.
*Tenna turns the dial back up. Keeping it like that.
Go talk to your brother.
*It seems he isn’t yelling, but it still sounds louder.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
FACE OF DISGUST!! I AM NOT GOING TO EAT YOUR TAAIL SPAMTON WHAT. THAT IS NOT A TREAT. PDOJGUEWHVJDYOUHS HSJSUT CUT OFF THE TAIlL. she is stupid.
[[BUB]]. 1T’S 4 CL1P 0N.
*Demonstration time.
*Spamton clips the tail back on. Voila. Tail is back.
*Child, it isn’t black magic. Just some designing.
......i am too creature for this. eating the ceiling and running away
*Completely forgot he was on Tenna’s head…. Oof. Spamton fell. Yeowch.
*Puffy birb now has a longer tail.
*Blue and Tenna are so confused.
Okay Mo0no you cant eat the ceiling????
Spamton?? Are you alright there??
*Chaos ensues.
i can't hear you!!!! listening to this on full volume!!
*Tenna turns up his volume dial almost all the way up. Oh no.
MO0NO.
*He turns the dial back down. Huh. So that’s what those do.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
FACE OF DISGUST!! I AM NOT GOING TO EAT YOUR TAAIL SPAMTON WHAT. THAT IS NOT A TREAT. PDOJGUEWHVJDYOUHS HSJSUT CUT OFF THE TAIlL. she is stupid.
[[BUB]]. 1T’S 4 CL1P 0N.
*Demonstration time.
*Spamton clips the tail back on. Voila. Tail is back.
*Child, it isn’t black magic. Just some designing.
......i am too creature for this. eating the ceiling and running away
*Completely forgot he was on Tenna’s head…. Oof. Spamton fell. Yeowch.
*Puffy birb now has a longer tail.
*Blue and Tenna are so confused.
Okay Mo0no you cant eat the ceiling????
Spamton?? Are you alright there??
*Chaos ensues.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
FACE OF DISGUST!! I AM NOT GOING TO EAT YOUR TAAIL SPAMTON WHAT. THAT IS NOT A TREAT. PDOJGUEWHVJDYOUHS HSJSUT CUT OFF THE TAIlL. she is stupid.
[[BUB]]. 1T’S 4 CL1P 0N.
*Demonstration time.
*Spamton clips the tail back on. Voila. Tail is back.
*Child, it isn’t black magic. Just some designing.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
face of absolute horror. HE JUST CUTOF HISTAILJDIYUEJHRHPSKJOPSOHNOBJWHHEJEHELPME. TWEAKING, WHAT DO I DO CLIMBING THE WALLS AN DHIDNG
MO0NO. WH4T 1S WR0NG??? 1S 1T TH1S?????;???;?
*He’s holding out the tail, shaking it around a little.
I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so so so sorry, okay..? I meant- I mean- I didn't mean it.. I was just- trying to keep you safe, okay...? I love you okay ?
Honk mimi
*Spamton gets up, swaying a little. He manages to steady himself and go over to the kitchen.
*……
*….
*..
*Something in here should suffice for now.
*He’s sitting by the island counter eating. Good enough for now.
Yay. So tired ...
*Tenna goes over to Mo0no. He’s carrying her back to where he was sitting with Mal.
Purring. Nuzzling the tv. Very affectionate today.
She wants hugs constantly rn
*Tenna nuzzles her back. ^^
*Spamton is still eating. His HP has gone up a little.
Squeezing the TV. I love you!
Hehe!
Love you kiddo!! 8>[^D]
*Big hugs from Tenna!
Bunni honk!!!
*Tenna holds her closer.
*Tenna boops her! The creature has been booped!
Her eyes open. She has been booped. Oh my goodness. Not again.
She looks up and then down and then up and then down
*Oh noes. Tenna is trying to figure out what’s going to happen.
You have broken her. She just keeps looking up and down
*Tenna pats her. Will that fix it? Will another boop undo the first boop???
... She looks down again, making happy noises.
*Tenna nuzzles her. Such a silly creature.
Making even more happy noises.
*Spamton is done eating. He’s putting the dishes away and walking back over to everyone else.
*Tenna looks very happy! ^^
She is just a creature.
*Spamton flops down. His hands are trembling uncontrollably.
*What will you guys do now?
She doesn't notice, is farrr too relaxed
*Tenna pats her again.
*….
*……..
*He also pulls Spamton closer.
*Spamton didn’t seem to like that Tenna reached for his back.
*Oh well. Spamton is now sitting closer.
So happy..
*Tenna looks very happy now. Surrounded by people!!
Nuzzle...
*Nuzzles!! Tenna nuzzles everyone! ^^
She can NOT and will NOT stop nuzzling everyone in the room. She is a stretched out kitty. Must cuddle all of them at once..
Kitty.
*Spamton moves closer… purring…… silly birb..
Look at her hands.. SHE HAS TOE BEANS NOW!! KITTY!!
cannot stop moving around. Must nuzzle my family.
*Toe beans? Toe beans?
*Spamton is kicking his legs around. Cant find a comfy spot..
*Tenna is dying at all the sillies!!!
Hand beans... Nuzzling the spingtoingle. And the tenna. And everyone.
*Spamton nuzzles back. Making biscuits now….creature.
*Tenna cannot handle the sillies…….
She is just a kitty. Loaf.
*Loaf loaf loaf. Spamton is eeping again.
*Tenna pats her. Kibby.
*More pats!!
*Spamton is very asleep. He wouldn’t notice if someone picked him up and moved him. Or anything, really.
Picking the spingtoingle up and hugging him.
*Eepy….
*He looks weirdly small… whatever. Eepy birb.
*Tenna is holding everyone in a big hug.
Look at the happy family!!!!! Falling asleep.. honk ammam--- WAIT SHIT PINK HOW LONG GAS UT BEEN SHE NEEDS TO GET BACK TO THE SHOPPP
sprinting to pinks shop.
*Pink has been taking care of the shop. They said don’t worry about it for now, remember? Unless you really want to help out.
she doesn't know if it's been a day or a week or a few hours ti m e b lind ne ss
Okay she is here now
*Pink looks over.
Hey kid. You been doing okay?
Tennie and brother are gay again and we are a family again!!
Woahuhoh okay- you managed to sort that out??
Mod: *Dying in the corner* GAY AGAIN??? /lh /silly
LOL
YEA!!!! THAT IS WHY I WAS LATE!!
Oh. Okay. I’m not upset about that, I did tell you to not worry about it.
Anyways, I was able to get stuff done. You mind helping me check that the stuff on the racks have price tags?
nod nod nod
Thanks. I.. uh.. not much really needed to get done today.
good.....
sniffing the clothing....creature.
*The clothing smells like clothing. Yummy. Wait no- not yummy- don’t eat the clothes-
If you want to head home early today that’s fine as well. Especially with them back, you might want to hang out or something.
eating the clothes......................
*NO DON’T EAT THE CLOTHES PINK IS GONNA GET MAD-
You okay over there? Awfully quiet.
but yummy...nom.
Mo0no. What are you up to?
*Ruh roh….
she giving pink the eyes of when a puppy knows they've been caught
nnothing
Mo0no. Don’t mess around with me.
inotdoinganythingggggg
Mo0no.
*Pink doesn’t look too happy.
*……..
*Pink is now carrying her away from the clothing. Sighhhhh….
You can’t eat those!
nuzzle, clinging to the pink.
*Pink pats her. Such silly.
You don’t eat the clothing, okay? If you were hungry, I could’ve gotten you something.
family..
Mhm…
bunni honk
Why don’t you head back to Blue’s place? It’s getting late anyways. Or do you want me to come with you?
come with...
Okay, okay.
*Pink gets the shop closed up and is now heading to Blue’s place, still carrying Mo0no.
i am glad you arent a meanie anymore...
Ouch. Well… sometimes it’s hard to keep my cool. People still get under my skin y’know.
*Pink opens the door to the apartment.
she hops off of pink and goes to her family.
Do you want me to stay for a bit?
*Spamton is still asleep. Tenna is holding him.
nod nod
Okay…
*Pink sits down by Tenna. They look over to Spamton.
What…even happened to him..?
.......
……Don’t know?
*Spamton is sleeping still. He can’t hear or say anything, even if you were to check him.
he...didnt eat..
……
*Pink picks Spamton up from Tenna. The both of them are asleep.
*Pink checks Spamton’s HP.
*……
*SPAMTON G. SPAMTON
*HP: 45/300
*Pink makes an audible gasp.
*…..
*………..
He…..his HP shouldn’t be that low…
...!? his hp wasn't that low when i checked him the first time!!
What happened then..?
And how low was it the first time..?
it was at..75..
starting to panic
It shouldn’t be that low ever as a normal…
*Pink looks horrified.
What….. is he even stable..? He looks thinner than he was before… even then that was unhealthy..
panic attack mode activate
Woah.. hey it’s okay-
*Pink is trying to reach for her to hug. It isn’t their thing to comfort really, Blue is much better at that.
whwhy is he at such low health is he gonna die what if he dies then ill be alone all alone andicanthandlethat-----
No… no…it’s just something must’ve happened to have him at that low HP. Like… getting hurt or something.
If he was at 75 HP before, something must’ve happened when you were with him that caused his health to go down.
I’m not really sure what that could be though…
if her brother dies its over for all yall
zoned out
Mo0no?
*Pink nudges her.
Do you know what could’ve brought his HP down?
.........
her eyes glow again
Mo0no..?
*Pink goes sort of quiet.
the power from her fractured soul turns into a spiral
I-……
*Pink is pulling her closer. They’re worried about what happened.
the power turns red, then white, then it just fades.
………
…Mo0no..?
.......she heals spamton with literally every last bit of power she has
*+HP
*Spamton has his HP restored. He is still asleep.
*Pink just watches.
.....
she curls up
A-are you alright…?
weijlhkbfwopiwkhkwgquoidkhguqiodahdqeuoqihfkqeipuhfgeuw
*Pink pulls her closer.
Yeah uhm… you take it easy for now kid.
*Pink pats her.
*Tenna shifts in his sleep, revealing the notepad from earlier…he doesn’t have a tight grip on it.
*Both Tenna and Spamton are asleep.
she takes it..
*You are now holding the notepad. Open it?
she reads it.
*The first page is written in a messy handwriting, presumably Spamton’s.
“Entry 1:
I don’t know how many hours it’s been since I left the studio. I don’t plan on coming back for a while. Not after that. She hates me. She looked terrified. Terrified of me. Did I really do that? I can’t change, can I? Did the lighteners give me false hope? An empty promise? A broken deal? There’s no turning back now I guess… I’ll try to keep writing if that keeps me sane. Not going to help my current condition though.”
Read the next day? Or skip to the drawings?
she keeps reading..
*Entry two:
“Trying to keep writing for consistency, but what does it really do? I’m quite literally back where I was how long was it ago? Just before I met her. Months ago, maybe a year at this point? I don’t even remember, but I can’t tell if that’s concerning. I’m begging, pleading, for something to happen. I want her to be safe from me, if that’s what it comes to. Where did she even go after that?…… What did Tenna do?…….. I can’t keep going, can I? What if it comes back for me? Wh-“
*The entry cuts off. Read one last entry before skipping to the drawings?
she reads the last entry
*The last entry is legible, but the page is covered in blood.
*…
*……
*…..
*..
“I cant. Nobody hears my cries or my screaming. God wont hear me. Heaven wont hear me. She wont hear me. He wont hear me. I am alone in a desolate place, left to rot. It came. It came back to collect my debt. I couldn’t escape it. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I’m a useless puppet aligned to the design of my puppeteer, aren’t I? I hunger for something more, but it is just out of my reach. I will never be the same. I screwed myself over that day. When will I ever learn? It’s the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over…………
Why can’t I breathe or feel the same? Nothing has ever been the same. Everything is dull, including myself. My body is just a toy. I’m not able to do anything on my own. I can barely walk. I can barely talk. My joints ache. I can barely move. I can barely see. Everything hurts. Any shift in movement is painful. It will keep coming back for me. I can never repay my debt. It will keep making everything hurt more and more and more and more and more and more and more until………………….
I hope she’s doing better without me. Maybe it was better off this way. Maybe she shouldn’t have helped me. I am just a scammy businessman after all. Maybe I should have never even tried to partner with him all those years ago. Maybe I should’ve left everything as it was. Maybe I should have left a long time ago. Maybe everyone is better off without me.
okay crying now bruhh thats so sad
she takes out her notebook, comparing her entries to his. hers are a lot more... crazy. 95 whole pages of nothing but words and sentences and scribbles, there's blood on her pages too.
...
...
.....
she starts crying
nonononononono...no gone.. no gone..!!!!
*Look at the last page of the drawings?
*Tenna and Spamton are still asleep, but they might be waking up soon.
she looks at the last page
*The last page has a drawing. It’s a drawing of Mo0no. That day he ran out on her and Tenna….The drawing is what he saw. It trying to escape her.
*The drawing covers the whole page. Tenna was probably trying to push for detail on what happened. It is quite literally everything he saw in the bathroom. The blood. Everything.
...
she doesnt know what to say
*Spamton is waking up. Tenna is still asleep.
*Will you put the notepad back, or keep it?
.....she puts it back and pretends everything is FINE!!!!!!
*Pink just watched this unfold.
*Spamton is awake now. He feels much better than before. Yippiieeeee!!!!!
....everything is fine im not going to go into a panic attack and bring the mood down again!!!! THATS WHAT IM GOOOD AT!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
...............
*Spamton is looking at her.
[[bub]]???
*He tilts his head and goes over to her.
i am fine!!!
D0N’T [[make up day]] M3 S4Y 1T….
*He sighs.
i am fine!!!! whyareyouactingsoweird
[[I call bullshit!]]
S0M3TH1NG 1S [up] W1TH U.
please i cant take it a i just dont wanna ruin the moment not again thats all i do
IM FINE!!!!! HAPPY!! I AM HAPPY!!!
F1N3.
*He sits right next to her. Aggressive snuggles.
squeak!! oh noes. what shall i do
*Hugs from the Spamton! You cannot escape his grasp!
whAT aarE you dooing???
[[free hugs!]]!!!1!1!1!
*Purring…….ruh roh. I don’t think he’s going to let go.
stubborn kitty
i dont need your hugs.
:(
[[too bad so sad]]!11!!1!1!1
folding her arms.
*Hugs. You have no choice. If you push him, he’ll probably get Tenna to go get you.
TENNNNNIIEIEIEE HELP ME!!! PINK HELP MEE!!!!
*Pink is laughing.
*Tenna is asleep.
PINKKK!K!!!!!!
NOPE YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN! HAHAH!!
PINKOKKK!K!KK!!KK!K!KK!KOO@IWOEJBKEUIWOPUHD IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP!!!
doing it again cause its being weird
NO!!!
*Spamton is trying to pull her back. Poor guy can’t really do that like he used to. :(
*Anyways. CHAOS! Spamton is still latched onto her. HUGS!!! ^^
kitty......fine. i will take you hugs.
*Yippie!!
*Spamton looks very happy. Happy birb. He wants her to be happy as well.
*He’s chirping, but his voice is coming out a bit cracked. That’s okay though.
i am not making bunni honk you are
*Spamton is still chirping. He hasn’t cooed at all though…. Might need more time for that…
ruminating,,,
*No thoughts. Only hugs. Certified older brother behaviour or something.
.......eepy kitty
*Spamton is sitting by her still. He’s just going to let her sleep.
*Tenna is finally waking up.
she wont be eeping,,,too anxious to sleep
*No eep? That’s okay too.
*More hugs!
*Spamton is thinking about doodling…
okay mayyybe im not fine and i need hugs and cuddles, hugging you
*Yippie!!
*…….
*…..
*..
*He’s…….. He’s cooing. Spamton is trying to calm her down.
*More hugs. ^^
....ireadyournotebook
you...wontleavemeright...?youwontyouwontyouknowicantliveifyoudothatrightokay...???
*Spamton goes quiet, although… he’s still hugging her.
*………
*…..
ppromiseme
PR0M1S3…
*It sounded kind of insincere. Who knows.
swearoneverythingyoulove
………
1 SW34R 0N Y0U 4ND [[cathode]].
*He meant it this time.
....she hands him her notebook.
i looked in yours um... you can look in mine.. if you..um...want..
*He doesn’t open it. Spamton is just sitting there with the notebook in his arms. Staring off.
.....ohnoimessedup
....
you dont have to!!!
*Still holding her notebook…….. I think he’s more concerned about what she read in his..
*Spamton slouches into the couch. He looks tiny in that sweater Blue let him wear.
.......she scoots away.
*Spamton is just staring at the notebook. He might be completely zoned out.
shes just waiting for...something....
*His glasses go black for a minute…
okay running away!!! i did something wrong!!!
*He’s cooing again… like he doesn’t want her to leave… trying to soothe himself maybe? :(
......imscaredididnt mean tomake youfeel bad
.....shes really nervous about that notebook
*He’s still wrapping his arms around her notebook…. He’s debating opening it….
*Spamton still looks scared about what she read in his notebook.
....looking from behind a wall
*He drops the notebook next to him, it opens.
*He doesn’t bother looking at it
...she can't tell if that made her feel a little better or significantly worse... probably worse.
*Spamton turns his head to the notebook. Sad creature. He’s trying to read it even though he doesn’t want to….
she takes it before he can read anything
imsorry
*He face plants into the couch. Muffled noises.
:(( sad cooing , hughughughug
*More muffled noises. He’s still worried about what she read.
why are you sad..?
[[NOTEBOOK]].
im sorry my notebook made you sad im sorry i wont ever mention it again
*He’s trying to pull her to hug. Still face planted in the couch.
WH4T D1D U [[c]] 1N M1N3………
your entries...when you left..
……….
SH1T SH1T SH1T-
*He looks terrified.
NONONONO-
*He’s trying to make himself look even smaller….. he doesn’t want her to leave though..?
why are you so scared...?
*He’s shaking a little bit.
1T’$ G01NG 2 C0M3 B4CK…..1T’S G01NG T0 C0M3 B4CK….
*He’s gripping his arm and wincing… those marks from earlier..
...:(
she tries to patch him up.
*He flinches at her trying to touch him.
*Spamton puffs up. Everything is too overwhelming right now.
*……
*…
*He’s gripping the couch. It looks like the wounds are….. reopening..?
nononoiruinedthemomentagainwhycouldntikeepmymouthshutandactfinenononononononono--
she doesnt know what to do
*Hug.
*…….
*….
*You can’t tell how he’s feeling anymore.
*Spamton looks tired again, like he physically can’t keep up with everything… he isn’t getting any younger.
.....ishouldve never said anything.
she hugs back, ruminating.
*Spamton is breathing slowly…
*He’s tensed up, but it doesn’t seem to bug him.
*Spamton just seems to be existing at the moment. Nothing much else. He’ll need a bit.
zoning out.
*Mmmmmm……. He’s asleep……eepy birb.
*His fur settles. It seems he’s calming down…
*Will she stay there with him, or move somewhere else?
.....shes too busy hating herself to move
*Spamton is purring again. He’s hugging her in his sleep.
*Spamton is somewhat leaned against her… sleeping upright.
........................
*Hooooooonk mimimimimi…………
*You can push him off if you want. He’s just going to rest for a bit.
shes too sad to do anything
*Spamton is still asleep. He looks… comfy leaned close by her.
*You hear Spamton purring…
*He stops shaking or shivering in any way.
nuzzle the birb
*More purring…….
.............why my brother love me
*Spamton might wake up soon… he only needed a little bit of sleep. He looks happy. :)
why i got a family why my brother love me why
*Tenna is back! He was chatting with Pink while everything went down…
*Tenna sits down by the both of you.
Hmmm…. Looks like someone got tired.
*He’s looking at Spamton… just asleep.
*Tenna turns to Mo0no.
Have you been alright..?
lets try this again
i am okay.
Okay! ^^
Just let me know if you need anything kiddo.
*Tenna pats her.
................
Do you… uh… need me to take him off your hands?
I know he’s got something planned with Blue for later, so.. he’ll probably be gone later. I dunno. Maybe they’ll stay here? Never mind.
Okay then! Would you… like me to stay then?
Oki doki!
*It seems Spamton is waking up. Eepy.
i need snuggles i am puppy
*Tenna picks her and Spamton up.
HUH?-
0H, H3Y.
*Nuzzles!!
*Yippie! He is no longer upset!
puppy bark. i am puppy. give me attention
*Spamton squeaks back at the bark.
*Tenna pats her. Puppyyyyyyy!!
bork. borrrrk. puppers,,,,,
*More pats for the pupper!!
W41T, WH3RE’S BLU3??
Probably at their shop? Did you have something to talk to them about?
[[yeah yeah]], JUST W0RK1NG 0N 4 L1L S0M3TH1N!!1!1
You haven’t even told me-
*Spamton gets up.
S33 U L8ER TH3N!!1!1! ^^
*Spamton seems a little excited about whatever he’s doing… hmmmmmmm…. He’ll be back later.
*He closes the door to the apartment.
What am I gonna do with him….? Eugh.. I guess we’ll find out later.
*Tenna pats Mo0no again.
*Tenna is now reading, still patting Mo0no.
What do you think he’s off to do? Especially that quick..
bork, idk man
*Bork. Puppy.
*Tenna flips a page.
Are you hungry at all? I could probably go out to get something if you wanted.
reading from her own book....uh oh. better not be THAT book.
*Uh oh….
*Tenna turns his head to check which book she’s reading.
it is that book.
*……..
*…
*Tenna just stares at it. His antennae lower, like he’s trying to get a better look at what the page is about…
sexist propoganda. that is what that page is about
*…..
You okay there kiddo? What’cha…. Uh…. Reading about..?
*He’s trying to take a slower approach to this than Spamton does…
science
......someone needs to burn that book
*……
Oh yeah? What’s the science talking about then?
*Tenna is putting his arm down, as if he’s willing to listen to her. He’s gonna try and grab that book…
um.....um..................um...how um....how um..
Kiddo, I’ve probably heard it a million times if I’m being honest. I just wanted to see what you’re learning.
*Tenna gestures to the book and puts his hand down a little bit closer than before.
nothing!! its nothing!!
Reeeeeeaaally? Can I at least take a peek at it if you aren’t going to tell me?
NO! you wouldnt like it!
What’s so upsetting about it anyways?
*Tenna is being a little pushy…
well brother didnt like it!!
And why’s that?
BECAUSE!!!
…..
*Tenna leans a down a little bit, just to get to her level.
Are you sure it’s alright? Usually you aren’t so avoidant of showing or telling me things..
I want to make sure Spamton doesn’t get upset with whatever it is.
Can we talk about it?
*He’s trying to persuade her into discussing the contents of the book.
mmmmmMMmMmmMMmmmMm
tears are plucking her eyes
Mo0no…?
Are you really alright..?
sobbing. not alright
Hey… hey.. we don’t have to talk about it…
…..
Hug.?
snuggles..sad puppers.
Okay.. I’ll stop asking.
*He’s waiting for her grip to loosen on the book, but Tenna is still concerned about her.
shes completely let go of the book
*Tenna hugs her and shifts the book somewhere else.
I’m sorry I was being pushy..
no....not yourfault......Justsad..
Ah, alright… uhm..
*Tenna puts the book in his inventory.
If it uh… makes you feel any better, Spamton should be back soon- I think. Maybe you two could hang out as well? Unless you want to hang out with me of course!
you..yoyyouyouyou
nuzzle nuzzle
Okay! Hmm… would you like to do anything? Have you eaten at all today?
*Tenna nuzzles her back!
I’m…. Not sure what that’s supposed to mean…
*You can hear footsteps just outside the apartment room, chatter is followed along with it.
borking at you. ruff.
*The doorknob jiggles for a moment, then the door opens.
*Tenna pats Mo0no.
*Blue and Spamton walk inside. They both look happy.
borking, family is back. i love my family
*Hmm…. Okay wait. Somethings off. Happy? Yes. Somethings off though.
*Inspect Spamton and Blue? Sniff snorf inspection dog time?
sniff snorf! nothing gets past the creature!!
*You sniff snorf Blue. Everything checks out. No new smells. Nothing.
*You sniff snorf Spamton….. everything checks out. No new smells.
*….
*……..
*..
*…..
*Wait a damn minute.
*Tail? Feathery birb tail? Spamton? When? His tail didn’t look like that before.
*You’ve only even seen BSE and White with that tail length.. What the heckity heck is going on???
attacking you by just. doing this!! you are not my spingtoingle! Be afraid of me! Imposter!
*Spamton squeaks and goes over to Tenna…. Straight up climbs him.
WHY 4M 1 B31NG [[viciously attacked]]????
*Spamton is now on Tenna’s head. His tail is drooping off the side.
borking at you!! where is my brother??
[[BUB]] WH4T R U D01NG???
[[tennis ball]] 1 SW34R PL34SE H3LP M3-
*Poor guy looks so confused.
pointing at the tail >:( BORK!!!
*Spamton’s face goes deadpan for a moment, like an “are we serious right now?”
*Spamton just… unclips the tail. Now holding a bunch of feathers.
*Same Spamton. Nothing different now.
