Misha Is My Angel

A simple ‘Hello Dean’ could have changed everything. It all could have been so easy. They did not even need to show Cas/Misha.

But they did not do this, and this will forever haunt me.

Ah how fitting and ironic. Half of the Spn fandom united in the end by pain and angst. Now that’s Spn true legecy. Pain angst and family. And unwilling to accept the written story because it was unfair and unjust.

It was so good to see Mark Sheppard again. Crowley was one of my favourites and I really missed Mark on the show. It was so nice of him to return for the last ride and to share his feelings and provide his support even if things did not end well between him and the creators. We truly had the best cast.

Small things matter. I truly thought that Sam would find something of Cas in Dean’s room. Anything. Small things hurt. And they hurt big.

Just a small note. Maybe it could be useful for someone. If you are easily hurt or triggered or simply negetivity or hate or discord upsets you maybe take a break from Tumblr. Yeah I know I’m making this post here but I know how this place can be and it’s too much at times. And not everyone can deal with it. Everyone who cared for Supernatural and it’s characters is in someway effected. And everyone deals in their own way. But if you want to heal or move on, maybe this is not the best place. I understand why you are here, Supernatural and Tumblr are deeply related and sort of always be. So if you are here and find it difficult, maybe don’t let the passions of others effect you, or maybe take a little break. I’m not elequent but I am trying to mean well sorry if I don’t make sense.

I don’t want to say anything else as this is the easiest place to get someone offended. I’m always scared here, been decade and still scared. So just a heads up if someone finds this. Regardless hope you find some peace in some way. I’m gona end on a positive note that if you have friends here and understanding of this place then it’s amazing. People come here for nostalgia and like mindedness. To share and create. To express. So hope you find what you’re looking for. In the end, we are family. Spn family and that’s not gona end.

If in next few days I say something that’s not nice or makes you upset I apologize. Please don’t send hate or fight without logic. I am deeply effected by the shows finale. It’s also ending of an era of my life. Lot of things don’t make sense right now and I’m just trying to cope. I’m not usually pessimistic and but right now there is a lot of hate and negetivity right now and that’s also hurting me. We are all trying. I understand how much people are hurt.

Maybe sometimes I will try to look at the positive. If I try to look at something positive please don’t take it as an insult, or if I am upset please don’t be offended. I mean no offence to anyone. I just hope after some time I can fine peace. I think I will. Hurt will be there but I’m not completely negetivie about this. I still love the show and have deep love and support for the cast.

The actual finale did not make me cry as the The long road home did. Please every one watch it. I don’t know what you will take home with it. But it helped me.

They put in so much love and care in these 15 years. No matter how it ended, the rest of the show was amazing. So was our enitre amazing cast.

The ending was nice. Sam lived a long happy life with a kid. Dean went to heaven got Impala. His parents are there. Dean’s death while not great, was at least the way he wanted. He died doing what he loved, saving people and in his brothers arms. Not by some comic power but on a hunting trip. Not bad things. Sam was happy.

Yeah it could have been better, Dean should have had longer. But not a bad end. Just add Cas to the episode. Not even Destiel. Show Dean caring and mourning for his dead best friend. Let Dean say he misses Cas and loved him. Let him find Cas in his heaven then have him drive around and then finally Sam joins him.

Imagine the episode with Cas in it and more happy Dean. How great it could have been. With time I will be alright. But right now.. The problem is not what they did. The problem is what they did not do. They baited for years then knowingly broke hearts.

The show was a legend. The ending wasn’t.

Watching The long road home, is so difficult and intense right now. I am at the beginning and I’m like yeah I agree with every word that it’s an incredible show with unmatched potential and with a freaking awesome cast.

Then why….

Don’t dare say Covid or shooting schedules made it impossible for Cas/Misha to show up. Alright fine, I’m going to give you that leverage you cowards. (sorry I don’t get angry but just this once let me share my heart)

Even without Cas/Misha you could have given us Destiel. Cowards! If Destiel triggers you, then let’s put it this way, you could have given Dean what he derseved. True happiness. True freedom. Because in the end that’s what’s freaking Destiel is. Dean and Cas loving each other by their own freaking free will.

Things they could have done without showing Cas/Misha. That could have still saved some of the ending.

You could have shown Dean mourn Cas. Let them talk about Cas. Let Dean share about Cas final moments. Sam finding trinkets or Cas memorabilia.

Show Dean confess his feelings about Cas. Not even love feelings but how much Cas meant to him. Maybe Dean asking about Cas in his heaven. Or going to find Cas. Maybe show Dean turning around and Cas voice saying Hello Dean as white light blinds Dean and we only see shades.

They could have done so much instead of burying Cas very existence and making Dean look like someone who never cared for his life long best friend who died for him. Not our Dean

So don’t ever say anything else, anything else was an issue. They did this. They are the only ones to blame. They had chance at greatness, at history. And they ruined it.